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若芸講述時,視線從頭到尾盯著我不放。8964 copyright protection339PENANAitYV2oLafW 維尼
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我則低著頭,用緊握著的雙手撐在腿上,在時而發顫的同時撐著身子,仔細聽進她說的每個字、每一句話。8964 copyright protection339PENANAzjtzB7fTbJ 維尼
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當若芸說到那跟蹤狂自稱「皮醬的老公一號」時,我便馬上想到──是那個在實況恐嚇我的觀眾。8964 copyright protection339PENANAKCcBMKQIuY 維尼
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藉著我實況不慎拍到的景象,一口氣查到這,並因此把小林當成目標……8964 copyright protection339PENANApwJyqDfiQE 維尼
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一切都是從我的疏忽開始,逐漸累積、擴大,最終演變成無可挽回的後果。8964 copyright protection339PENANAB8BRdwEJgm 維尼
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就像是子曦的意外一樣。8964 copyright protection339PENANAacn93HFa7U 維尼
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悲劇的起源永遠是我、一直都是我……8964 copyright protection339PENANAJjLYvqJXJh 維尼
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都是我造成的。8964 copyright protection339PENANAeEpHdfydgv 維尼
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所以說──8964 copyright protection339PENANAAuP0IEiRdI 維尼
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「這下你明白了嗎?」8964 copyright protection339PENANA8vZ24WUchB 維尼
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「這件事已經請警察處理了,所以你不用擔心。」若芸以毫無溫度的聲音安撫。「但你再繼續做實況的話,無論對你、對我和輝烈、甚至是對我們周遭的人來說都是麻煩。」8964 copyright protection339PENANAYep9vUtOql 維尼
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「我不想再幫你隱瞞、也不想為了你充當皮醬的中之人。我沒有責任去替你承擔那些眼光、那些懷疑,還有不能說的痛苦。」8964 copyright protection339PENANAtM3HHNokwV 維尼
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「……我知道的,對不起。」8964 copyright protection339PENANA8ayjCIzblF 維尼
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「如果真的是為了收入才不得不做,那你不用擔心。只要我繼續過現在的生活,而輝烈──我知道他看起來是那樣,但他其實默默犧牲了很多想做的事。所以我和他只要維持現況,積蓄就算撐到大學也沒問題。8964 copyright protection339PENANAGPaFCXchO7 維尼
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「你沒必要繼續下去。8964 copyright protection339PENANAzqqboAJ6lw 維尼
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「這只會造成更多麻煩而已。8964 copyright protection339PENANAzoySRpWeEh 維尼
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「而且你得補償你造成的結果。8964 copyright protection339PENANAvv3QNklbAl 維尼
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「所以說這次──就好好負起你的責任吧?」8964 copyright protection339PENANAfUizdJU3w1 維尼
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生氣歸生氣,但她依然以冷靜到刺人的態度講述著。8964 copyright protection339PENANAbcc2ORwx68 維尼
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其中夾雜了某種程度的看開與無奈;但與此同時,仍舊保有不可退讓的底線。8964 copyright protection339PENANAsv8HW1n7DB 維尼
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就像在暗示──只要我能放棄,那她一樣能為了我,接受一些她不想接受的事。8964 copyright protection339PENANAC41WKmRSNo 維尼
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那些正常高中生不該有的──不正常的家庭和不正常的生活。8964 copyright protection339PENANAU87NZEf2g1 維尼
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只因她想要矯正錯誤。8964 copyright protection339PENANA1eQdchGBSR 維尼
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只因我做的事──瞞騙所有觀眾,男扮女當VTuber這件事是種錯誤。8964 copyright protection339PENANAm4R1iI7PyR 維尼
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只因錯誤已然放大,變成一種傷害。8964 copyright protection339PENANAdDHd2uUAxz 維尼
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只因她……不願再替我承擔。8964 copyright protection339PENANAzQZkJTHTnU 維尼
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「雖然我不想理你,但這次你已經影響到我周遭的人、以及我的生活。」8964 copyright protection339PENANAMlPjkLmY24 維尼
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「……我知道。我不能逃避責任。」8964 copyright protection339PENANA4fDWMK1Gxw 維尼
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「嗯。所以說,現在就是你答覆的時間。8964 copyright protection339PENANA8J4VOnNoft 維尼
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「我不會讓你繼續拖延。8964 copyright protection339PENANAeEzOiduiOP 維尼
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「在這之後,無論你想怎麼做都好,我都能夠接受。8964 copyright protection339PENANAW3qEYCVc5U 維尼
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「只要你──肯答應這個要求。」8964 copyright protection339PENANA345yH4h5Ue 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection339PENANAn99k9sNG3M 維尼
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只要肯答應……是嗎?8964 copyright protection339PENANAMU67ue0T9Z 維尼
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只要我答應的話,和若芸的關係就能變回過去……不對。8964 copyright protection339PENANARK5IGxzU4Q 維尼
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不可能再和以前一樣了。8964 copyright protection339PENANAJktprJuUOY 維尼
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但就算如此,我跟她的關係至少會比現在還好吧?8964 copyright protection339PENANA3z3Cl9SNQG 維尼
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畢竟沒有期待就不會受傷。8964 copyright protection339PENANAtI3QciNaXA 維尼
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一旦她沒有企求,就不會再對我失望。8964 copyright protection339PENANAq93yF0SPGW 維尼
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況且這樣做是最實際的賠罪方式。8964 copyright protection339PENANA1RyWvpnXOy 維尼
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是能實際對她朋友──同時也是一直支持我的粉絲──小林謝罪的方式。8964 copyright protection339PENANAD2YVcthasN 維尼
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就像那些檯面上的人一樣,犯了錯就下台,不死皮賴臉地留在原本的位置。8964 copyright protection339PENANAXHMeIyDfoj 維尼
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雖然這樣會對不起其他支持皮諾丘的觀眾。8964 copyright protection339PENANAKULjcXWSKd 維尼
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雖然會對不起一直幫助我的北風。8964 copyright protection339PENANAHh6kyZi6Cq 維尼
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雖然這樣我就又沒工作了。8964 copyright protection339PENANAUAbZl972M0 維尼
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雖然這樣還是出不了門。8964 copyright protection339PENANAmN6KKPq7sl 維尼
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雖然這樣一來……子曦她的……8964 copyright protection339PENANAGi7UwDZbGO 維尼
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她的…… 8964 copyright protection339PENANABNXzP0kSxC 維尼
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於是我搖搖頭。8964 copyright protection339PENANAI1eyw2oh1Q 維尼
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「沒辦法。」8964 copyright protection339PENANAG3g7hLYm0b 維尼
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然後對女兒這麼說。8964 copyright protection339PENANArxqhJr5AJl 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection339PENANAnUYIAJTTZA 維尼
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儘管我再度拒絕──在極度理虧的情況下再度拒絕,若芸卻未因此發飆。8964 copyright protection339PENANA1S3fTqT1yk 維尼
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相反地,她看起來像預料到我會這麼說般。只是深深吸了口氣。8964 copyright protection339PENANAjF5qMdArC7 維尼
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「我需要理由。」8964 copyright protection339PENANAumsYGF85z0 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection339PENANAVN6q8Nlxoo 維尼
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「如果不說出真正理由,那我不可能接受。」視野一角隱約能看見她緊捏著拳頭。「我需要一個──能說服自己擔起這些鳥事;能夠繼續隱瞞跟欺騙的理由。」8964 copyright protection339PENANAuj6MVeCW6S 維尼
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「我明白。」8964 copyright protection339PENANANMVSoqbs6e 維尼
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「所以你會說嗎?就在現在,此時、此地、此刻,而我不接受你的任何隱瞞。」8964 copyright protection339PENANAPj9WJLDNCp 維尼
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「……我會說的,而且不會騙你。」8964 copyright protection339PENANAkQSZYxnxG0 維尼
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「那就好。」若芸站起身,走到我面前看著我。「我洗耳恭聽。」8964 copyright protection339PENANAWf7dbbCwG2 維尼
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說出口前,還是會感到掙扎。8964 copyright protection339PENANAF7dv5bfgnY 維尼
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但我硬是吞下那些痛苦感受,逼自己進到回憶──許久、更久之前的回憶裡。8964 copyright protection339PENANAzwIRqFPRED 維尼
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花了一段時間,直至腦海內全是往事,視界前再也看不見女兒為止。8964 copyright protection339PENANAMpeG4mRy9T 維尼
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接著,我開始自顧自說起:8964 copyright protection339PENANA5WpSBIt0Nu 維尼
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