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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rXOCPTbzb
This is not me.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN3ngEIjen
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I am not impulsive. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOSj4yWHG9
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I do not lose control.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2D4EpYb9J
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I do not kiss random guys.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9aFRIsBtf
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqygQyH4sRE
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9ud8JENmD
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ8t8IvnPk
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With big bulging muscles. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgDfYhvtd8
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6NWt5p6Qp
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And dimples... 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7cxUghSwf
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqv0qxsQS2
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrB6chvxIg
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeUnYZ5sU6
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbQzLUIPsH
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9RFauudfm
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKchf8L569
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0WKyodGBv
The flow... 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjHKoILjD8
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3IqgXO1w6
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmlaS0wyiE
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovtKtEftRj
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG8sdQae7O
I am not this girl. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvG2mtI4Ig
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I am independent. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQBzicn2Ep
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I am intelligent. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt4C5eNp4A
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I do not crave any guy. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDeEux62Ss
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I have my head on straight. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFl1PYZWq5
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJtYVvnuMq
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSofSi0V03
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38a76GMSPU
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjlQkKWFG8
Hey, a girl can hope, right?736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1mJeGklHr
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj55UBzBCZC
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShLEulF56k
Or am I just totally crazy?736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItZEU6azZx
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzOwSBtBJk
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP2ddPOg5H
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUmzei4tHV
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IpxcOrcFv
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwrSHHR5EE
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEzdWoky6K
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF1DUeIh79
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0vrHOP09m
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7ozcgPmFg
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCne7nAOd2n
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC47G5JYZ21
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTTDcbEk0S
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDiz8OVlQ6
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tPGFFtdnp
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRbZkfmw6V
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbL7oqn2mV
I am so screwed. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNik39vJlr
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Rp1D3t7kk
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVs6FvlP3h
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6I4iJ8jbh
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GnwanclC0
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBypf57OQ1
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPJn5U8u5a
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwxdkvgdml
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpl7kJ0sWK
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX1OLNfXfM
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWxl7oYB4o
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLeU10Iysb
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKrK4kteUJ
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmDqNndgaF
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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