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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXdnqvGPR5
This is not me.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILO7kCMyNy
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I am not impulsive. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGFXhh155E
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I do not lose control.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6oMembOB7
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I do not kiss random guys.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3Envna1Nt
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xUhiBXFxR
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ofK5E8OQD
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xpoUqjkSC
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With big bulging muscles. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhDx9KyOmS
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kc0swJykr
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And dimples... 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhUnAc5Km9
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BRu7Dqi4E
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimsaEoMgkd
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6UVyIBPLS
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgZ0iSBMe6
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxInK3uftk8
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7w4JfnxkH
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM81PAe2mqy
The flow... 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBjBN0ntMz
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAjIMh4PNZ
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMChF7ieyx
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OX3whC1nZ
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGTC3ZlOR8
I am not this girl. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgugyGEQZQi
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I am independent. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiXhuXwtR0
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I am intelligent. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHutbq5rsM
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I do not crave any guy. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiOHjNh6c4
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I have my head on straight. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsuaGR3Glr
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSG04PATTL
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7XswR4f8g
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzuVkRG8yh
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH01GjSUzYM
Hey, a girl can hope, right?734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNW6IQ7S9b
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MKDFZZgON
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpiDFv7IQ7
Or am I just totally crazy?734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9QQM40iK1
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBGCI7DT1w
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWaj5A5OAb
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GfPJj26v6
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooNMa7lKnW
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eih11zFeH
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCsc8b9huI
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpO7C1aQZxL
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySiKt2Cm5d
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMtmwTnXex
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV9ZA1jdTW
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRHsaENvQg
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbN9fLbgAm
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXt4nogYjV
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID3R4PIcHA
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcuzpTC2Zy
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ecu60UtgX
I am so screwed. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlmB2b6uwl
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DWjreR90G
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDLZEh2nvD
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3vzxPhe9z
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2XwSortsn
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1U7b3Ezdvo
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z5qmi4PT4
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XapQmpNcS
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyVzzkjgEK
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGz2ZOuoEIi
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjGrW6L7zV
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd38KAuEjvV
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3e6A3dZTE
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUx3eoDzZl
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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