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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLpe2ULlmU
This is not me.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkk0RKdiqB
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I am not impulsive. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTg1I5RZEK
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I do not lose control.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtzWEWmKnV
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I do not kiss random guys.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WFDvNEjJI
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6UvjVskr8
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sKKxs7714
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm4JvhkWu9
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With big bulging muscles. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZYiocYMN3
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwWDI2v4MQ
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And dimples... 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK0mprKLD2
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFchyoYqTqm
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dUCNoHgnu
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnUx7qrAQg
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv24RXejtkB
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp4Y8A3er5
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QZ8yuv2Wh
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgpU8fx0Rf
The flow... 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfNL4IrLl6
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER4gQcaHgm
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwotGQp3w5H
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSJ8AqXZBy
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxGgzrpm14
I am not this girl. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvHgSUHWJi
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I am independent. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoDozRtkiw
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I am intelligent. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd7eur12iA
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I do not crave any guy. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvULQi4hW4
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I have my head on straight. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C7UJuLBiT
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t72senZX6
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYFI2sfmQK
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HDrGaIvJb
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9bXlSOyoo
Hey, a girl can hope, right?815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFCRDX0FSo
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVorvwIHyrJ
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kIbelhUpr
Or am I just totally crazy?815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNYwoGzVOk
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAMJoQEuwe
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WCRzXTHDa
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVDgRJLZNP
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1xOqOoO0f
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLWezb1hz7
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnV8P3vebS
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfe6Ffa4Xg
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQylj6qsMK2
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ90NRRNmw5
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQIsKbOEGr
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWyOXmX8FR
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAAbRwPqj3
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67XN4SKrGv
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMWwtKWRdB
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV3OmzJ9Gb
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim94Dyo3O3
I am so screwed. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs2TYCScok
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3SJbwYxyh
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX2JPLEHXe
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8osYmA8TB
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvtb8fLJ7Z
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EzmHWXxgS
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLwVyY11GQ
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfG7blUWRLJ
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO3Q8deRbn
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tbV1AVgJ3
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfXdTJGCNm
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAdIPTs47z
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2SXuJSdV6
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAZRPi7Rtu
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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