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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rt9n80cSK
This is not me.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLYqo1OUpS
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I am not impulsive. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFIk5FwNCC
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I do not lose control.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJ49PfSRYf
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I do not kiss random guys.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntDzAmVvKt
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBOn7ukfTJ
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zewvbdpX7
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7RbszKucl
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With big bulging muscles. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K3dQLftu6
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19qSdz72t2
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And dimples... 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIltMZYFMlH
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncXrnE5Lul
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnVY3wQCYE
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7YGV3YPhC
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMXWPykmti
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGmgIX23WO
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEX92ya8DG
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwCO7LGigi
The flow... 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRsNOybviQ
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuqhRnr8ld
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfnhe1zILx
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbkuWqfldQ
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73rcezV76l
I am not this girl. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImtVCrumK4
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I am independent. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElA0WNFswp
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I am intelligent. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvq3kgUjkt
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I do not crave any guy. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uj3jBaklm
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I have my head on straight. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRujn1g7seZ
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMSO6pkSDd
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsMHzPjeYB
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1qRxxOB7o
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyjeWk0RuY
Hey, a girl can hope, right?759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVK0xbcZEp
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWBI3zqJJR
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeuf8t8Kxr
Or am I just totally crazy?759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqsNhPwQUG
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9W0b556NQ
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd3KjMm8Wa
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99h0GaUipK
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9T9KGBzXG
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07RWtPrVJb
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqkIcfNpsB
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57tracAgEO
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72hKb8Thsj
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdUItvGzh0
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqrfrQasSj
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pBAAg1pX2
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtXaGKWpSv
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmalglDL66
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIUgn2T0Wy
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOz8dPOUsvq
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8VxwOZoGz
I am so screwed. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLdMOgUsJ8
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MkeoBUw6u
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx18fvRW85d
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ6yJWYN3S
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai7RFXUXnz
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwysW5r30zA
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkaZUXAlHF
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y4KmEUrCz
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7klNwVfSBM
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMowWfbvqrv
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWzvEOrUol
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozh3mWl8Ar
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeiuI4ZsGv
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxWQoRucsk
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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