五天過得比想像中快很多，星野莉奈覺得自己連時差都還沒調好，就落地回到日本了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bMR2uMWyl
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「然後你知道嗎？我真的沒看過那麼誇張的走台現場，根本是模特兒界的神仙打架，光是眼神就能把人震出場外那種——而且我一直以為只要拍照！結果到了他們才說也要走秀！我、我我我、走在那群人中間，根本像誤闖巨人國的小矮人！」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PhtLheBeS
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客廳的沙發上，星野莉奈裹著毯子、頭髮還有些微亂，手裡捧著一杯熱牛奶。講話的語速比平常快一點，聲音帶著剛回國的高昂情緒。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhMPzq6ShC
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「我本來就知道自己身高沒什麼優勢啦，可是真的站進去才發現——十公分，是世界和我的分界線。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ns6V4vBOi
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她像隻捲成團的蝸牛，誇張地比劃模特的長腿，語氣半笑半自嘲。餘光掃過牆上那張等身照片——腿長得像不科學一樣，幾乎佔了整個畫面的三分之二。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDvgFZXPZT
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她一直以來最崇拜的模特，也是她每天睜開眼都會看到的身影；一種，世界標準的象徵。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8SzmxEdDX
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沒有多看，星野莉奈輕輕收回視線，把毯子往上拉了一點。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobtk9VyCsv
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糸師冴的目光也跟著落過去一瞬。沒說話。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EPVvXmyl7
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他知道那是誰。從小就知道。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qTAa2MiVx
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「——我拍完那天直接靈魂出竅，五天裡只有一天睡滿六小時，其他時間都在趕通告、改造型，連自己擦了什麼眼影都不記得。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHop09wiml
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糸師冴坐在沙發的另一端，聽星野莉奈從香榭大道講到塞納河；從攝影棚講到試鏡現場的光線。他手上轉著保溫杯，偶爾點個頭，偶爾挑挑眉，但大部分時間只是靜靜聽著她說。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jMyRgRSTw
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「不過——也還好啦，我猜我應該沒選上。那邊競爭真的超激烈，連候補名單都快比正式名單強了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyYDsmGAOX
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星野莉奈聳聳肩，語氣倒沒什麼失落，「而且有一個人超強的神人也來了——神谷美咲！她果然也去了！」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKH0nBZQtg
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「誰？」糸師冴簡短回應。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9zDvpU3H9
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「蛤啊——你不是知道她是誰？！就那個啊——『亞洲模特界話題新星』！本人真的超漂亮！氣勢超強！」星野莉奈一邊回想畫面，一邊用誇張的手勢比劃：「黑長直髮、超高冷，走進來連攝影助理都不敢直視她的臉，整個房間瞬間變成冷色調背景欸！完全不敢想像她只比我們大兩歲耶！那個氣場——」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnufKC9za8g
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「嗯。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKYHOZ8jH0
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「而且你知道最扯的是什麼嗎？」星野莉奈像是存心想讓他專心聽，眼睛瞪得大大的：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbOircmVE4
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「——她前男友是一個足球員！」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbymiCkSynL
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這句話終於讓糸師冴抬起眼，「誰？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgTjjE8dIv
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「我有點忘記名字了，已經確定會代表國家隊出賽，好像是好幾國混血，踢中後衛的，也跟我們差不多大——叫什麼去了？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6vnjwnZEn
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「奧利佛・愛空。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHspUZqnzHh
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「啊——對！你怎麼知道？你認識他喔？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFfJeb0NXj
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「不認識。看過他的資料而已。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8vHGhUM2q
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「噢，我還以為你認識。」星野莉奈轉了轉手中的馬克杯，「我好像有聽説，後來因為他們有點不愉快，神谷美咲的狀態跟名聲都受到影響，才導致現在沒那麼常出現。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0DGf03xVJ
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星野莉奈說到這裡，才忽然意識到什麼，笑著補了一句：「不過她對大家都很有禮貌啦，但就是⋯⋯你知道有種禮貌像是隱形刀片，說話都很溫柔，但聽完你會想反覆確認對方是不是在罵你？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKzRSg5trs
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糸師冴沒接話，只是把視線落回她手中的杯子，注意到她的手指一圈一圈摩擦著杯壁。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns1mLAzUxw
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「所以我覺得沒選上也沒差啦——至少去過一次巴黎，還吃到夢想中的羊角可頌，雖然是凌晨三點拍完照後去的⋯⋯但我還是會記得那個味道，永遠。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1seLJdpvSt
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糸師冴看著星野莉奈微笑說「沒差」的模樣，指尖又無聲地在手上的保溫瓶轉了一圈。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBClGZEEnG
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她一邊說，一邊撐著下巴看他，「——你都不想問我有沒有想你嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2rXUohSHf
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「妳不是已經說了五百次『好想傳照片給你又怕打擾你』了？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthUOG9IOQI
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「你居然有認真聽我講話喔。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRlbMfySRx
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「講那麼多次，失智也記得起來。」糸師冴語氣一如往常淡淡的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pBOZpsC9Y
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「⋯⋯你真的很欠扁。」她輕輕地踢了他一下腳，「不過，冴，我真的有一瞬間，是靠著『你一定會覺得我拍得很棒』這個想法撐過去的。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QaktYDWp1
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糸師冴沒回應她最後那句「撐過去」，只是輕輕地「嗯」了一聲。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35AhHCLG32
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他沒有加什麼評語，也沒有對她的經歷發表任何看法——可她卻從那聲「嗯」裡，聽出一點點像是⋯⋯他也懂的回應。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF4IWKRhuN
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會不會⋯⋯其實他在西班牙的時候，也有過，這種時刻呢？星野莉奈眼神亮亮的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWescF54G04
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靠著她，跟小凜⋯⋯？哪怕只是一點點也好，撐過了那種沒人知道的瞬間？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggKRMCIFcW
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她突然覺得有點得意，好像自己默默參與了一場無聲的並肩作戰。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4SxQbvmL8
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「說真的，我本來以為自己會緊張到哭，結果在現場的時候，完全冷靜得嚇到我自己。連經紀人都被我的表現震驚到。」星野莉奈笑了笑，嘴角微翹，像是在告訴他——我真的也有長大一點了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7Yo5Zbig9
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糸師冴抬起眼，看著她沒化妝的臉、亂翹的頭髮、裹在毯子裡的模樣，忽然說：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q6MSSyLDs
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「妳跟以前比，變得比較能撐場面了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyA6dkca6U
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星野莉奈一愣，突然被電到似地整個人撐靠在沙發背，眼睛睜大得不敢相信，「什麼——你這是在誇我嗎？現場Live的誇獎嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac6aAuk3l2
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「沒有，是事實。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xzRfTuz2E
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「哇哇哇！居然還補一句！等等，我要錄音——」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAogfmBmHE
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她正要拿手機，他卻一把拉過她的手，直接按住她的手腕。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhfEbaYPwo
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「不要吵。」糸師冴語氣沒變，語調好像又低了一點。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKzaHvav4i
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她注意到他指節上微紅的壓痕。像冰敷留下的痕跡，也像球場草皮擦過後沒說出口的疲勞。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuQLeegJUW
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「⋯⋯你保溫杯裡，還是只放常溫水嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7zO8rO7uM
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「嗯。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nZUGzGejd
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「這麼冷的天不用熱一點的喝，真的不會感冒嗎？」星野莉奈語氣溫柔得像聊天，但指尖卻悄悄幫糸師冴拉了拉毯子邊緣，蓋過他手背。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5mzrjzKXL
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「還以為你現在應該超怕失溫，畢竟早上五點的那種場地⋯⋯風可不是開玩笑的。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY1cAbBEmR
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糸師冴沒說話，但動作頓了一下。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxyQDvir9A
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她沒逼問，只是淺淺笑了下，換了個話題：「我在巴黎每天被造型師抓來抓去的時候，超羨慕你只要穿訓練服就好。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wDAVKjmnd
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「妳那叫工作。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsilpXhYHB
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「你也是在工作啊，不然RE・AL怎麼會一直派人來監督你。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqz4nm0dut
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星野莉奈說得自然，像是從報紙上讀來的公開資訊，也像是從什麼群組小道消息中不小心滑到的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEKOsiJvSy
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糸師冴轉了轉保溫杯蓋，沒否認，也沒接話。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8VxbajWUF
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星野莉奈舉起杯子喝了一口牛奶，視線隨意地落在他身上。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqI4X7STXa
——不過好險，她擔心的那些事，一件都沒有發生。他沒有被YIPS擊潰、沒有獨自去踢很冷的夜場；也沒有在她不在的時候，真的撐不過去。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAmzbPsA8i
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「我最近看你的影片啊⋯⋯」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN8bqX76ak
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星野莉奈語氣像是不經意地提起，語尾卻輕輕一挑，藏了點壞心眼的笑，「你影片裡的動作啊，一個一個都像在交報告——其實是你在考教練眼力吧？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdXOmiekRi
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啜了一口牛奶，星野莉奈杯子放下時才慢悠悠開口：「不吃甜食、不蓋毯子，還每天五點去場邊結霜⋯⋯你到底是訓練，還是想變成冰棒？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJov5T5Hjp1
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他微微皺眉。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldyVuwzyOM
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她笑了兩聲。像什麼都沒說過一樣，然後又補了一句，半開玩笑地呢喃：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoOFTyuLFB
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「你那種冷到會結霜的練習場啊，如果哪天忘記帶手套⋯⋯我可以借你一邊手放我口袋裡喔。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5qPM2Knp3
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糸師冴轉頭看她，眉毛都沒動一下。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN2z56DqUM
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星野莉奈笑得很乖巧，「一邊而已，超出不收費。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbdcZUrOph
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他沒有回應，只是伸手碰了一下杯口。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w2fdDbqVB
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她笑了幾聲後，忽然安靜下來。抬頭眨了眨眼，輕聲說：「我可以再多問你一件事嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fPDpb9K8L
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「什麼？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0mIkRDLsw
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「你有聽過——就是，神谷她之前的事嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcevKnxBKS
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「我第一次聽到她的名字——妳覺得呢？」糸師冴挑高一邊眉毛，看她的眼神像在說：我為什麼要關心她。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f9zqiRH4I
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「噢對吼。」星野莉奈傻笑了一下，又猶豫幾秒才說出口：「就是⋯⋯她那時候跟奧利佛・愛空的事，好像有被拿來炒作過。還有她公司⋯⋯我有聽說過一些⋯⋯不太乾淨的操作手法。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMMiMheO1J
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糸師冴沒有立刻回應，手指輕敲了兩下保溫杯。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr9G74B33Y
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「我們圈子也有那種人。」他終於開口，語氣平靜，「不是運動員的問題，是有些人會把所有不甘心都掛在別人身上。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlruJIJWKLK
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她抬眼看他。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1pIE9wVHC
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糸師冴語氣沒變，只是語句明顯轉向：「那不是他們的問題，也不是妳的。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGWN4vIiu1
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然後低頭喝了一口保溫杯裡殘留餘溫的水。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhNkUEbPA7
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「別讓那些人的帳算到自己身上來。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZbZlhgOmu
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星野莉奈輕輕笑了：「我也不想那麼在意⋯⋯但她看人的那種眼神，真的很難不記住。我覺得她應該不只是想拿代言，她好像⋯⋯想證明些什麼。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNkjNu0Icz
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她說完後低下頭，用大拇指劃著杯子邊緣。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8enr4mn8EY
順著杯沿在心裡劃出一道軌跡——其實也在問：那我呢？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAcZ124FrG
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「那妳呢？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bPFWLMx9J
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「我、我啊？」星野莉奈頓了一下，突然被問住了，但很快輕笑起來：「我⋯⋯我就是想——站在鏡頭前，被很多人看到，然後⋯⋯」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XEakSqvjR
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話說一半，星野莉奈低頭看著杯子，聲音慢了些：「至少，有一個人會覺得『很適合』，就夠了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbxBvuvuja
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說完這句話，怕被聽懂什麼似地，她趕緊補了一句：「當然啦，如果能拿到代言，我還是會開心得飛起來！」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwfDLsD8Vs
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糸師冴沒再說話，只是稍微垂了眼，看見她把腳趾縮回毯子裡的動作。像是怕冷，也像是怕被看見她的在意——58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmQ9Uv3yDq
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「巴黎很冷吧。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlMCTtNv2S
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「有你冷嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgdfrDWv3b
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他又挑了下眉，「比我冷的地方不多。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw781OD0FX
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星野莉奈笑得更大聲了，躺在毯子裡像是整個人都鬆了一口氣。這才是真正的「回家」。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvX81X9GJm
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「欸，我媽說你今天想睡我們家客廳也可以哦。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoYig0XZCm
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「我想睡床。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPkMgTg8Hf
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「冴你⋯⋯」星野莉奈睜大眼盯著他，語氣瞬間高八度：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2cEUrJEr9
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「你該不會是說你今晚⋯⋯要——」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl6oCGlfFH
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「回家睡我自己的床。」糸師冴面不改色地打斷她，語氣比平常還平。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5NN58ESHv
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「⋯⋯哦。」星野莉奈當場啞火，然後小聲補了一句：「講清楚嘛。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrw5way49k
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她也知道他口中的「家」只是慣用詞，他根本沒打算要回去他家。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJ95U57OXb
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「對了，你跟小凜和好了沒啊？」星野莉奈跟糸師冴一起起身。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtAcbZGMll
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「沒聯絡過他。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdIOlMcaMw
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「你不回去見一下嗎？」星野莉奈用拇指指了一下糸師家的方向，「你不在的時候，小凜真的一直很努力⋯⋯」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeggG0pgrDL
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她停了一下，又補了一句：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgilkAI3ui9
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「那種努力啊，有時候看了會讓人覺得——他是不是太拚了，拚得有點孤單。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmGnuXdr18
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那種孤單，不只是因為哥哥不在，還有全世界都看不懂他真正的渴望是什麼。所以他只得獨自向前——拚命想抓住某個東西。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK09vUD0Ddn
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而她知道，那東西的名字叫「哥哥」。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtRYTkSZlE
比自己還拼，比自己還更相信「糸師冴」的，糸師凜。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnYBsH5Afv
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糸師冴沒有回答，只是走到玄關前，拉開門時——手微微停了一下。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFxIS9H34x
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「那是他的事。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0XJ069JLL
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星野莉奈沒再追問，只是默默看著他，心裡卻想著：你嘴巴再硬，也還是會來找他的吧。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXY1XhLgCa
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認識他久的人都知道，糸師冴的眼神，有時候會比他嘴巴誠實一點。
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