彷彿連天氣都在心疼每一個人,不願讓誰獨自在冰天雪地中。雪,開始漸漸變小了。67Please respect copyright.PENANAX7VyLXeE45
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她看了一眼還坐在地上的小凜,肩膀垂著,像是已經失去了全身的力氣。67Please respect copyright.PENANAPUaGRFG3MR
他平常不這樣的。可是今天,他坐得那麼小,小得像一個不知道該往哪裡走的孩子。67Please respect copyright.PENANA1m613DykXv
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她記得他小時候哭得最兇的一次,是因為哥哥說「你太慢了,沒跟上我」。67Please respect copyright.PENANA9WhPLsGous
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她伸手拍了一下他的肩膀。67Please respect copyright.PENANAbY0mo7u0aK
力道不大,卻有點重量。像在替自己壯膽,也像是在說——「你們都不會有事的。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAe2qjqQ5VS3
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她站起來,深吸一口氣。67Please respect copyright.PENANABt30IHgM1x
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趁那個人還沒徹底消失在風雪之前——67Please respect copyright.PENANAsezIH21VeK
她抬腳走了過去。就像小時候一樣,想去往他面前。67Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ24IDl6FV
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為了跟上那個決絕的背影,她的腳步越來越快。67Please respect copyright.PENANA47YWmRcRPY
她在心裡告訴自己——不能讓他就這樣一個人走完這段路。67Please respect copyright.PENANAtoPskM4LCH
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雪踩在腳底發出細細的聲響,鞋底沾著濕氣,每走一步都覺得有什麼東西想把她往後拉。67Please respect copyright.PENANAN58Npuv9k1
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她吐出一口白煙,飄在自己眼前,又被風帶走。67Please respect copyright.PENANAvEgbpvUlkw
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風還沒完全停,雪卻像累了,飄得斷斷續續。那人還在前方,一步一步地走著,步伐穩,卻冷得什麼也不留。67Please respect copyright.PENANAVasyYhdni5
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再次看見他清晰的身影時,她放緩了自己的步伐。67Please respect copyright.PENANAcbzxc0V7Vg
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她走過去,一步一步,不急,也沒有刻意放輕腳步。67Please respect copyright.PENANAaKD7YSou2z
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她知道他會聽見。67Please respect copyright.PENANAWNwJddXwyd
但他沒有回頭。67Please respect copyright.PENANAVcHTDPVix9
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星野莉奈在他身後側。沒有說話,也沒有碰他。67Please respect copyright.PENANAdK9iXO0yS1
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只是跟著。67Please respect copyright.PENANAYYjxa5q9KE
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他們之間隔著不到一臂的距離,卻像隔著整個世界。67Please respect copyright.PENANAvx8RZOH8T8
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糸師冴繼續走著,沒有其他反應。連呼吸都沉得可怕,像是全身每個細胞都在忍耐一種快要爆炸的東西。67Please respect copyright.PENANALMElCVHj1l
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他沒有說話,但她知道他快撐不住了。67Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5a8Psjubr
她聽見他深吸了一口氣,像在壓住某句話。可那句話始終沒有出口,被硬生生咽了回去。67Please respect copyright.PENANAO3A51HfCmG
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他全身上下最像活著的部分,就是那隻緊握行李拉桿的手。67Please respect copyright.PENANAD6moAPr2Qb
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指節發白,幾乎在顫抖。像在拼命抓住什麼,又像在把某種東西活生生壓下去。67Please respect copyright.PENANA4VZqSvBsNQ
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她想起那張照片——67Please respect copyright.PENANAVtXs6FB02H
那雙不知該看向哪裡的眼,站在玻璃門前,肩膀微垂、手指發白的他。67Please respect copyright.PENANAVro5ykEt5j
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她沒問他為什麼說那些話,也沒問他為什麼變得那麼不像自己。67Please respect copyright.PENANAVw9JjXywY8
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可她記得,那年她等著那句「對吧」被灌溉的夏天,下雨時,他沒有說話,只是默默把傘遞給她。67Please respect copyright.PENANA1nb1rKLagY
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——所以現在,她也什麼都沒說,只是走向他,哪怕只是一點點。67Please respect copyright.PENANApMSqJ2uGLQ
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比起那些答案,她更在乎此刻的他。67Please respect copyright.PENANAuhFeDBLNg9
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她想站在他身邊,跟以前一樣。67Please respect copyright.PENANAUofOnDuTCY
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風小了,雪快停了。67Please respect copyright.PENANAZdH12FmF6O
他突然停下腳步,她也跟著停下來。保持一樣的距離,沒有更靠近他。67Please respect copyright.PENANAg2Nn7l2hrx
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過了好一會兒,他終於動了動手指,像是終於肯承認,有人在他身邊。67Please respect copyright.PENANAtFhIO3usTc
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「妳要是覺得後悔,也沒關係。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAa0Oydc0CBg
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一句她猝不及防的話。67Please respect copyright.PENANAwirsOILwTU
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「後悔⋯⋯後悔什麼?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAtYDOnTrIEw
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他沉默了一下。雪還在細細地落,他的聲音終於落下來。67Please respect copyright.PENANAs2wPoTnWED
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「很難看吧?」67Please respect copyright.PENANABNHi2QUpj2
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他沒回頭,語氣卻比剛才更低了些。67Please respect copyright.PENANAokiV2LHhfm
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「我沒有放棄。只是——以後不會再排我打前鋒了。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAt3ybhDaznQ
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風雪無聲。67Please respect copyright.PENANAdpmjo6IYdo
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「他們要的是更快、更狠、更能衝撞的那種。我的風格不流行了,懂嗎?」67Please respect copyright.PENANA1N9tDyOaP7
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他語氣平穩得近乎過頭,像是反覆排練過的自白,好不容易才讓這一切說出口。67Please respect copyright.PENANATEnhazUWxB
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「我只是⋯⋯剛好比較會傳球而已。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAzUdTzXZPeQ
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她聽見那句話,心口好像某處跟著裂開——然後他補了一句,像在替自己下結論:67Please respect copyright.PENANADWrh1Jo0qK
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「那就中場。至少還站在場上,往後站一點而已。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAucutrhyECj
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這樣講話的他,很陌生,也很安靜。67Please respect copyright.PENANAjAktYoUxGu
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她知道,那句「往後站一點」,背後藏了多少咬牙切齒的自我說服,和多少撤退中壓抑到極致的力道。67Please respect copyright.PENANAf8loabiaqd
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如果不是逼到牆角,糸師冴從來不會選擇退後。67Please respect copyright.PENANArwK8ixCYTJ
連對運氣都不低頭的糸師冴,絕對不會輕易後退。67Please respect copyright.PENANAOTlpIQOtl0
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明明,為了成為世界第一的攻擊球員,他一個人離開熟悉的語言、文化、土地,孤身踏上異國的球場——67Please respect copyright.PENANAArVfB2UoyJ
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那不是一場浪漫的冒險。她知道的。67Please respect copyright.PENANAp6xHZA81sY
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因為他曾說過——如果先走一步,就能替凜探清楚世界長什麼樣子。67Please respect copyright.PENANAvZXpQVymHS
他想讓他們兄弟倆,站在世界最高的那條前鋒路上。一起。67Please respect copyright.PENANALdfi8VdGLF
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而他,就先去闖。67Please respect copyright.PENANAj8oj0SCCUI
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他不是為了離開,而是為了一起——一起站上世界第一前鋒的位置。67Please respect copyright.PENANAl3F3vS4eFU
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他從不抱怨。67Please respect copyright.PENANAkGXrC92yaI
她知道,那是因為他相信——只要撐過去,他就能把那條路打通,好讓弟弟也走得輕一點。67Please respect copyright.PENANANLz8ex62bR
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那是他選的夢。也是他替弟弟鋪的夢。67Please respect copyright.PENANA7BaNgzIYfI
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連被釘在板凳上、記者說他是外來商品,他都沒說過一句委屈。67Please respect copyright.PENANAHFTiCK26mI
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她也有想關掉那些頁面、假裝不知道的瞬間。67Please respect copyright.PENANAMNjNErhDHW
但她做不到。她沒辦法真的轉身。因為那是他在的地方。就算只是名字出現在一個不知名的網頁標題裡,她也要看完。67Please respect copyright.PENANA6AnkXwKKEt
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他真的,什麼也沒說。67Please respect copyright.PENANAiQYPWnNOKE
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但她卻都記得。67Please respect copyright.PENANAH3noEkDi0p
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記得那些他沒說出口的疲憊。記得那些訊息越來越慢的日子。記得螢幕裡的他,連笑都只剩一點點。67Please respect copyright.PENANATE23jRaWRl
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明明是最愛射門、最驕傲說自己一個也能進球的那個人;67Please respect copyright.PENANAfQbGSoL3pK
明明是從小就說「我要站在最前面,把球踢進去」的那個小孩;67Please respect copyright.PENANAnqu4G14MHV
明明是什麼都敢嗆、誰都不讓的糸師冴——竟然會低下頭,用「剛好比較會傳球」來形容自己。67Please respect copyright.PENANAMzsXV0VOp1
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他不是不行了,是被迫轉身了。不是輸了比賽,而是輸給了局勢——不是不痛,只是不准自己喊痛。67Please respect copyright.PENANAb4NRA98Gvm
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那些他視為夢想核心的位置——被逼著放開。67Please respect copyright.PENANAMvuZZpVRB9
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她沒問「你真的甘心嗎」。因為她聽懂了。67Please respect copyright.PENANA6NrZaeVWKx
他說的是「至少」,是「還站上場」——67Please respect copyright.PENANAo10pV6g7FN
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那已經不是目標,是他咬緊牙關才守下來的最後一吋土地。67Please respect copyright.PENANAzl3jo2vrVc
他站得很挺,像什麼都沒失去;可她知道,這樣講話的他,正守著某個不能倒的東西。67Please respect copyright.PENANAnvaHoNjzGp
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雪,在她睫毛上融成微濕。67Please respect copyright.PENANASrwftCgIUM
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夢想,沒有碎⋯⋯只是換了個地方裂開。67Please respect copyright.PENANAZKT4OtvbT7
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她往前邁了一小步。67Please respect copyright.PENANAgOgqn6a8Hi
沒有靠近他的肩,只站在他們影子能交疊的雪地。67Please respect copyright.PENANAu1PjLhtLq3
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她的聲音比雪還輕,卻沒有一絲猶豫:67Please respect copyright.PENANAjL1ko7k9k0
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「你站在場上,好好地,就很好看了。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAFRSWlR8yEN
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她嘴角微微一笑,提醒自己——如果他突然回頭,別讓他看到她那副不安的表情。67Please respect copyright.PENANAhnqiTVjozv
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「冴,你記得我曾經下的決定嗎?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAxoj858Cayb
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語氣溫柔,像是對某個塵封的夏天輕聲點頭。67Please respect copyright.PENANA4FytGmuUll
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「等你成了世界第一,我就會跟別人說『我早就知道了』⋯⋯」67Please respect copyright.PENANA3fSGe3Aig1
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她停了一下,深吸一口氣,讓聲音更穩一點。67Please respect copyright.PENANAT3J1Oj5Akx
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「如果還沒有,我就會更大聲說——」67Please respect copyright.PENANAU2EJqdm0Ox
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她揚起下巴,眼神亮得像少年一樣堅定。67Please respect copyright.PENANAxqhWl2nGhe
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「——『他還沒想啦』!因為糸師冴,一定會成為世界第一。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6rB71fRwi
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他沒回頭,但她看到他握在行李箱上的手,抖了一下。67Please respect copyright.PENANAEgsDIN8E6f
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她不知道世界第一的樣子會是什麼。67Please respect copyright.PENANA68wYRKESQu
但她知道——那個位置,會因為他而被重新定義。67Please respect copyright.PENANAFRQYqwIW2a
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誰也沒有接話。67Please respect copyright.PENANA1j3o2m71iI
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雪靜靜地,又落下來。67Please respect copyright.PENANAJMIS61UpSD
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她沒催他,也沒再說話。只靜靜站著,等著。67Please respect copyright.PENANAu6zOwWNHcG
他卻像是卡在什麼地方——不動、不說,卻已經走了一段很長很長的路。67Please respect copyright.PENANAl2atyUPxaO
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過了很久,他盯著雪地遠方開口,不是回答,也不是反問,而是一句突如其來的低語——67Please respect copyright.PENANAlyqC780hJx
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「⋯⋯他是笨蛋嗎。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAQLySlhNahj
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嗓音啞得不像話,像壓了很久才擠出來的一口氣。67Please respect copyright.PENANA8V3Zhsk7I8
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「嗯。」她點了下頭,答得很輕。67Please respect copyright.PENANAtZkttRz42R
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她知道他在說誰。67Please respect copyright.PENANAdZo5Ax1V3f
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「哭得跟誰欠他似的。」67Please respect copyright.PENANA8x8yQNVFMu
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她的眼神微微垂下,斟酌要用什麼情緒。最後只是淡淡彎起嘴角,語氣不痛不癢地說:67Please respect copyright.PENANAqQe2rNjE0v
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「你也一樣啊。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAzHnxlbTaxT
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糸師冴的肩膀頓了一下。67Please respect copyright.PENANAs5qCdxGhhw
沒有反駁。67Please respect copyright.PENANAFdRrFEC7d1
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她沒看到他的表情,卻知道他現在的樣子——肯定是習慣了她這種話,那種語氣輕描淡寫,卻一針見血的話。67Please respect copyright.PENANATrMwXSbIq1
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他低頭,像在看地上的雪,也像在等什麼被攪動的東西,再自己沉下去。她不知道那些被翻起的,是關於現在,還是關於他支口不提的異地日子。67Please respect copyright.PENANAS6aYAzOU1D
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他沒有再說話。67Please respect copyright.PENANAImhUo91xKs
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雪靜靜落,世界像刻意放慢了速度,好讓他們能在這一刻好好站著,不被趕著向前。67Please respect copyright.PENANAyq1JsmhskN
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星野莉奈沒催他。67Please respect copyright.PENANAhWUOS9G1eU
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她只是站在那裡,離他不遠也不近。守著兩人影子剛好交疊的距離——67Please respect copyright.PENANAdX7R8gbtl0
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就算腳步後退了,影子也還在這裡。67Please respect copyright.PENANAaUXsQm4KeU
就這樣陪著他,不打擾、不離開。把自己放在一個剛好的位置上。67Please respect copyright.PENANAZE7L3FTgvQ
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等他想說了,再說。67Please respect copyright.PENANA2Q1uvF71UW
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等想再往前的那一刻,再走。
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