「我的人生已經不需要你了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAEYqWUND7Qd
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那句話砸下來的瞬間,她整個人像是被凍住了。61Please respect copyright.PENANALg4Vksg5o0
肩膀無聲顫了一下,手指不由自主地收緊。61Please respect copyright.PENANAIdFld7zCXZ
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她以為自己只是旁觀。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ5kSfPQqv
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不是主角,不是對象,只是走在他們旁邊的人。可以陪著,也可以被忽略。61Please respect copyright.PENANA9jI5pclNP2
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可不知道為什麼,當他說「我的人生不需要你了」時,那種被劃開的感覺,也清楚地穿過了她的胸口。61Please respect copyright.PENANAce0tldCsQe
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那句話,像冰一樣貼在胸口——讓她瞬間無法呼吸。61Please respect copyright.PENANApfNElV2xJm
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太冷了,風雪打在臉上,她卻感覺不到溫度。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfOerYXg4Ds
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她不知道為什麼會這麼痛。61Please respect copyright.PENANAOI6lEC5h8Y
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明明不是她的名字,明明他沒有看她一眼。61Please respect copyright.PENANAissdpN4tKy
可那句話落下的時候,她心裡有什麼一直藏著、沒敢觸碰的、沒想拆穿的東西,在這個寒冷的夜晚,被整塊連根拔起。61Please respect copyright.PENANAM5uATOOzGv
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一股空洞從心口炸開。身體還站著,靈魂卻開始往下陷。61Please respect copyright.PENANA6cLQPx4qBl
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她甚至來不及想「為什麼」,情緒就先崩潰了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAK55uDYejmv
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原來,有些話不是說給誰聽的——可偏偏誰聽見,誰就會受傷。61Please respect copyright.PENANATHDrfd3043
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她站著,像某種情感斷層的現場。61Please respect copyright.PENANAkZ7V7tpq17
腦海一片空白,卻又被什麼東西撞開,瘋狂閃回過去的畫面——61Please respect copyright.PENANAxmN4DdCNSY
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一瞬間,記憶全洩了出來。61Please respect copyright.PENANA32HypEjTPY
那些她以為已經風乾的碎片,此刻卻鋒利得像刀子,割得她眼睛發酸、喉頭緊縮。61Please respect copyright.PENANA316hZl8QkO
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她記得,小時候的小凜其實一開始並沒有特別喜歡足球。61Please respect copyright.PENANA8NliTt7SXS
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他那時總是抱著恐龍和奧特曼,滿臉困惑地看著站在門口繫鞋帶的哥哥,一副搞不懂「足球哪裡好玩」的樣子。61Please respect copyright.PENANAF7nlCvDhBC
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而冴,去練球前,總會回頭問待在家裡自己玩的弟弟:「要不要跟我一起去?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAgbTZhFBZnG
那語氣不像是在邀請,更像是習慣性地等弟弟跟上。61Please respect copyright.PENANA88RdrKAanj
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直到有一天,小凜在學校球場外,看見冴踢進一球——61Please respect copyright.PENANAuO9sDVrmDU
乾淨俐落,從起跑線拉出的弧線,擦進球門右上角那一瞬間,網子鼓得像是驕傲地呼吸了一下。61Please respect copyright.PENANAxHnsmnWoc7
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「哥哥好帥。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA6Dh60I4Lgy
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那是小凜當時唯一的評語。他眼睛發亮,第一次主動放下玩具,盯著球門,又轉頭看向場上的冴。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWjck01i7Gj
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從那以後,他每次都帶著玩具,跟在冴身後去練習場。玩沒幾分鐘,目光就會悄悄飄向哥哥。61Please respect copyright.PENANA3qlV3mhteB
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直到某次,他再也忍不住,衝進場裡去接哥哥的球——61Please respect copyright.PENANACHT6QlBmFJ
而冴,在小凜胡亂闖入球場、在眾人一片罵聲之中——看見了弟弟的天賦。61Please respect copyright.PENANAg8BsLIbCXP
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從那天起,小凜開始每天背著球袋,跟哥哥一起出門,一起練到天黑。61Please respect copyright.PENANABscpqsUL3W
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冴從來不對弟弟兇。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsAvLyvgAH9
他嘴巴再毒,對其他人再冷淡,對小凜卻總是耐心得像另一個人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAqzNFYQmgKB
61Please respect copyright.PENANACjnufbTPHH
他會蹲下來幫小凜調整步伐,教他鎖膝射門的角度;比賽後會幫他貼肌貼、揉腳踝。61Please respect copyright.PENANAq7UdJn91kT
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有人罵小凜踢不好,他第一個站出來擋下,冷冷地說:「他是我弟,輸也得我來罵。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA5pGsB0uKeF
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那時候,她總覺得他們不像哥哥和弟弟,是像兩顆並行的星,一起轉動著某種還未來臨的命運。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhoi1Rhsht8
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小凜那時常常說——61Please respect copyright.PENANAOvcHh5nOgw
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「我也想像哥哥一樣帥。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAfg5OKcgfxX
「我也想被哥哥說一句——踢得不錯。」61Please respect copyright.PENANArRYueTO4mM
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她知道,那些話不是為了博取認可。而是因為——冴就是小凜想成為的大人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQKLCnVEkla
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她記得那樣的冴:61Please respect copyright.PENANAiYsFMGgSGw
拿到RE·AL邀請函時不是先開心,而是先問:「他弟弟呢?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAcXlHuQbadG
61Please respect copyright.PENANAGymntQrPHv
她也記得——他總把為數不多的零用錢全拿去買冰棒給小凜吃,像把全世界的好都攢著、把全部的好都留給那個人。61Please respect copyright.PENANA76b742T1iD
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「你只是運氣好,投胎成了我弟。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA6qLs39plZb
「我的人生不需要你了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAi4LbUW3jMB
61Please respect copyright.PENANABTgBUbNnGa
可現在,這樣的哥哥,說出那些話時,眼神裡一點情緒都沒有。61Please respect copyright.PENANAxvOnZ5vOWY
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太不像了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAvGuDqXnAgG
那不是她認識的冴。61Please respect copyright.PENANAqTVKBfPVhX
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她再怎麼回憶,那份溫柔與保護都還在,只是現在卻變成了利刃,狠狠割開了彼此的距離。61Please respect copyright.PENANAESX867M2jJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAWWmE4fwGHX
她從來沒看過他那麼冷的樣子。61Please respect copyright.PENANANiaRYD5T9m
像被什麼東西逼得太緊太深,才會用這樣的話把一切推遠,推到誰都不敢靠近。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQL1OSnXm3y
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她完全認不出這樣的他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAwdamZnoGK7
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震驚、困惑、無能為力。61Please respect copyright.PENANAqOXGXyVGAc
不只是弟弟被拒絕了——她也一樣。在這場雪裡,被他一刀劃開,拒絕了。61Please respect copyright.PENANACj1vTWDy4r
61Please respect copyright.PENANAhqPBUbXw64
只是,她晚了一步才懂。61Please respect copyright.PENANAPC0WRLnh2O
只是——他沒說出口而已。61Please respect copyright.PENANAO9K3YXFWzY
61Please respect copyright.PENANAZb0diHBBN4
現在,他一個人,越走越遠。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhmsYBmFWnH
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她明知道只要抬腳就能追上,可就是動不了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAkeKmrRzM2c
61Please respect copyright.PENANAwo5WZUmyZa
她站在雪中,一步也沒動,只剩下雪落在她帽子上、肩膀上、心上——像一層層壓下來的沉默,把她釘死在原地。61Please respect copyright.PENANA2PRPCOOacs
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一片雪掉進她眼裡,她顫抖地眨了眨。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKlJc77qnos
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他走遠了。背影沒停下,連一眼都沒有回頭。61Please respect copyright.PENANAEp91eZYnTA
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「⋯⋯冴。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAVAQB7H494k
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她低聲喚了一下,聲音小得幾乎被風雪吞沒。61Please respect copyright.PENANAkhJAeQrooj
星野莉奈沒有哭。她只是站在那裡。某種早該凍結的情感終於碎成冰塊,散落在漫天大雪裡。61Please respect copyright.PENANAIBofh3GLLL
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她看向前方——那個蹲坐在地上的背影。61Please respect copyright.PENANAtel6syMlrI
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小凜。61Please respect copyright.PENANAh1A3tb6XfV
他沒有起身,也沒有轉頭,只是一直垂著頭,整個人都被剛才那番話壓垮了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAqnkbuZGZ2v
61Please respect copyright.PENANAGBMOJVOMWh
這場雪夜裡,崩塌的不只是兄弟之間的夢想,還有很多東西——那些話,不只刺進小凜心裡,也像利刃一樣,插進她從沒說出口的期望裡。61Please respect copyright.PENANAdceOTm0bot
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原來不是只有她覺得痛。61Please respect copyright.PENANAdparQEFWy8
原來,小凜也一直在撐——只是從沒說出口。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfo95UHMCTs
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哪怕再痛也不吭聲;61Please respect copyright.PENANAKEuxqolQOm
哪怕隊友不理解,他還是用哥哥的方式踢球;61Please respect copyright.PENANAFMsg6MZq8R
哪怕整支隊伍都在變,他還是想成為那個不讓哥哥失望的人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAZdEx8JDfMF
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他只是,用了和她不一樣的方式,在撐著。61Please respect copyright.PENANAIVXoLmakf7
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她看著他瑟縮著的背影,忽然發現,小凜——只是一直拚命裝得像哥哥一樣強。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgXbcoB3BNo
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可現在,那個他努力模仿、無條件信任的「哥哥」,卻對他說出了最殘酷的話。61Please respect copyright.PENANA6NMVjPiYUg
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星野莉奈吸了口氣,慢慢邁開腳步,踏進雪地。61Please respect copyright.PENANAc2sVleMzrz
她沒有先追那個離開的人——她走向糸師凜,像是先確保有人不會就這樣倒在雪裡。61Please respect copyright.PENANAIL1Fy5rnKg
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她蹲下身,什麼都沒說。只是輕輕撿起他丟在場邊的外套,披在他的肩頭,把帽子拉起來幫他蓋住頭。然後用手掌輕輕拍拍他的背。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfGMYIRXgMy
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像是在說:我知道你很難過,我也一樣。61Please respect copyright.PENANAvoiH6mJaaq
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雪還在下。她沒有催他,也沒有說那些會讓人更難受的安慰話。61Please respect copyright.PENANA9PQdS4cNeQ
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她只是陪著他,靜靜地,讓這場雪先落完。61Please respect copyright.PENANAkwLFjILBnd
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——然後,她會去找他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAiKvom90dNV
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那個說出「我的人生不需要你了」的人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAHQR7A6Delz
那個,現在比誰都更像是失去了什麼的人。
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