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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好，也知道還離得很遠。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRp8eOFMwV
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近，哪怕只是多靠一步，也好。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAlj4L2TrI
她一直都是這樣的。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgYKohF0Sn
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPgINEIujA
就像那年，他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk3M9Wb35W
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VWmv6R1hD
『加油啊——冴，踢爆他們！你最帥了！』89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GOQIoYN6E
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AriLfJwo3
他耳朵一震，腳下的節奏頓了半秒。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZi8Mq1t8u
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3cRhrH6sN
已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟，也跟著他一起愣了一下。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcmSFm8RTa
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvVIvSleXm
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3VLP55424
『不要吵我。』89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4mG9ntm1h
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2cZrKRItD
他下場後低聲對她說，臉色很差，汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴，聲音卻冷得像石頭。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NJZxJRxG3
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU41TFZyXPK
『蛤？我只是在幫你加油而已啊？』89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1SKHqMRAN
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx32X1xtRak
她歪著頭，完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7pthsqmV7
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大，袖口垂著，像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjFSBvEc6i
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekFJ2RG9vF
『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵，你根本聽不見——』89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnUZUWL5qg
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEFzgxPI4F
『妳可不可以不要一直喊？』他脫口而出，沒停，『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMuOBkvAtL
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsZRFiNiH2
她聲音甜甜的，卻又太用力了點，混在場邊的歡呼裡，反而意外地突出。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNaz8hwbMD
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp15Sqs4c5
而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻，聽見了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3HvoOvqRC
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏，卻又在回防時腳下打滑，差點跌倒。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQtWZTsSYd
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZjgt0KWlW
『不是，剛才那球明明很帥欸！只是傳快了一點——』89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYV7hIlBdy
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFjx3GyCtM
『我是在踢比賽，不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaPJdKi020
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYy5oNil3Q
她的笑容一點一點垮下去。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGoTYN2IN9
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCbtu1I1O3
兩人就這樣停在場邊，其他人經過時小心地看了一眼，沒人敢插話。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuIr06eqhE
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4EKljFB6z
『哥哥⋯⋯』89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdaIVBocEE
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd75NmC2ZEC
最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟，開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJOLF1V72n
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLShoHySk4
『凜，這次是你的機會，你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會，把球傳給你。跟好。』89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05cBBsWG8Y
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskEcTJUwxY
說完，他就轉身回去球場。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6dTy4gKFW
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1qvRMzZ6b
她不是不知道，這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系，第一場公開訓練賽。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7YaYhQTbj
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出，即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段，為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSA1wpHoBo
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnhsZfXCua
所以她才，更用力地加油啊。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY2dG1OdTZ
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGXgi36LXJ
她站在球場外側，太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響，看著站在場中央的他，像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ABeU3W37D
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩，都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後，她已經不在了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHdCsjOtWm
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9ckfuoAmh
『哥哥，你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluBssO0vGw
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9xJ6CAogn
比完後，弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說，哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣，也不知如何是好。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyJGw23jdB
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYXrE2vtIE
隔天放學，他打開鞋櫃，裡頭多了一罐布丁。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI63gLtYoR
沒有卡片，也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字，字跡歪歪斜斜：89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRRyMqTwWH
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nALPPxHBA
「我會小聲一點，但還是想替你加油。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqVFDECz0r
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wHPYuS8RW
他盯著那行字看了很久。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ62rRiUz3
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQ1VHg6tod
「哥哥。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4m5FLLKTPc
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJORSE9dMMJ
弟弟站在他旁邊，面朝後方。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmVHkhJlGQ
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3yuED8mXv
是她。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowQgUlSiSu
沒有委屈，比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1iX5RcMHg
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccj6rDRl55
哥哥看了一眼後，把書包背好，掉頭。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EG1riurGv
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuz3O2PkXAl
「哥哥——？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOmRGiZoWs
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5u23Ac1usb
弟弟小跑跟上哥哥，又回頭看向站在原地的她。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkMH1oK90e
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf6Lirwlsm
「還站著幹嘛？等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說，「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSRcpb2QhP
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2muEBdKhb
他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道，弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HUQH9qx8R
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近，那是屬於她的步伐。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEi8G5xheD
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAio7DaCVpd
「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQimNTsji2
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQZmDZTJe1
「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUIHkv84KX
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomkULgKgYH
「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVuljWKBx5
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsh2k3roOj
「白痴。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJoyJhxsFv
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟，總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0eItwNyXK
是笑嗎？氣到笑？還是單純覺得她很好笑？又或者，只是覺得她——一如既往，煩得讓人沒轍。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTgs7zz5pY
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymuDErsjj5
不知道。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYicSYjufe5
但下一句話聽起來，沒有剛剛那麼兇了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iOfThieso
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz6pZHsQPf
「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjP6ctcke5
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt1WpUGJqP
「啊？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhMVL38yOQ
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQejc92eGXM
「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ngG2DqvkO
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOOVnzCfyp
她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼，她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳，問：那你昨天有聽到嗎？89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbFEmIxfLJ
弟弟點點頭，跟著無聲回應：有，很清楚耶。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtMdCU9pHN
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudbI9xV0SN
「以後我會去到更大的賽場，那時候就更聽不到了——」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBLi8OiRdo
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxmclHazWK
他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂，她卻已經先笑出聲。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22lIyYoL4E
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQt4G8jzXOo
「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油！你不可以再覺得我吵！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMac5xqQ5X0
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHI3GXpCrw
「⋯⋯隨便妳。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjApFihiA0X
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvlaahUnHA
她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼，勾住他的手臂，衝上前，一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3ml9oxUgX
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3RK5A5VJv
「幹嘛啦——」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXClHuSF0TO
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj82b58OdH6
「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYB9CAqa0z
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffnxBsjNxL
「噁心死了——放開啦！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eybQx6htK
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuLsQdKPsF
「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfazORIuFMS
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQeevPkAS1
他沒有真的覺得她吵。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1zzNBrfUX
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwumx6DXlr
只是他，太想踢好，太怕搞砸了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAPI2WVcsf
只是，聽見她的聲音時，心跳亂了兩拍，突然想回頭看看。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqb9ruayXH
只是那天，他還不懂，那樣的分心，其實是一種被在乎的證明。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI5YpfxyFb
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