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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好，也知道還離得很遠。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4xA5nE3Tk
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近，哪怕只是多靠一步，也好。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lu2fhHbaq
她一直都是這樣的。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWJe0U1VIx
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就像那年，他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMdSWIpJan
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『加油啊——冴，踢爆他們！你最帥了！』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn5B3qf3sn
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他耳朵一震，腳下的節奏頓了半秒。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK3lTEk2IZ
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已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟，也跟著他一起愣了一下。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLhgfNoRKd
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS3o7XrX0S
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『不要吵我。』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy9JkTzzyT
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他下場後低聲對她說，臉色很差，汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴，聲音卻冷得像石頭。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NADfRb3mg
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『蛤？我只是在幫你加油而已啊？』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDakA1NM8Jw
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她歪著頭，完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFrp25nUJE
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大，袖口垂著，像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqRRjhB2Zd
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『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵，你根本聽不見——』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m8EWIQokg
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『妳可不可以不要一直喊？』他脫口而出，沒停，『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWHGk6Cb84
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她聲音甜甜的，卻又太用力了點，混在場邊的歡呼裡，反而意外地突出。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMXLdvbdQa
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而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻，聽見了。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX01YAXi46
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏，卻又在回防時腳下打滑，差點跌倒。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6lGlF7rMf
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『不是，剛才那球明明很帥欸！只是傳快了一點——』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LFUEmLjjc
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『我是在踢比賽，不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ1QgaDDop
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她的笑容一點一點垮下去。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PIk8XAZEk
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兩人就這樣停在場邊，其他人經過時小心地看了一眼，沒人敢插話。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjM9P1g00ID
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『哥哥⋯⋯』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhIX22BHiO
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最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟，開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHZBkZ1CnL
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『凜，這次是你的機會，你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會，把球傳給你。跟好。』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXexAlBGuZ
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說完，他就轉身回去球場。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EjKRQIMuv
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她不是不知道，這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系，第一場公開訓練賽。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRoVSVBYPv
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出，即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段，為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg54cykf8Iz
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所以她才，更用力地加油啊。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeSZKopONx
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她站在球場外側，太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響，看著站在場中央的他，像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1fbRs6Yac
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩，都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後，她已經不在了。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuIiwwp87o
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『哥哥，你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE67ou5lRS
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比完後，弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說，哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣，也不知如何是好。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9y48aPa4J
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隔天放學，他打開鞋櫃，裡頭多了一罐布丁。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SUiicGzIf
沒有卡片，也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字，字跡歪歪斜斜：52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhSCCa8NRK
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「我會小聲一點，但還是想替你加油。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvTKvOzhcT
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他盯著那行字看了很久。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBulgFLGEOe
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「哥哥。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmmxvGxFTY
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弟弟站在他旁邊，面朝後方。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGzScnWkmz
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是她。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sW8pkWur2
沒有委屈，比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9qT1iTZI0
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哥哥看了一眼後，把書包背好，掉頭。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRtLww3yYd
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「哥哥——？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKsJ9ICuhA
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弟弟小跑跟上哥哥，又回頭看向站在原地的她。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNmhtl5KrJ
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「還站著幹嘛？等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說，「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xjHFYnDRN
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他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道，弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp2FOnHJqb
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近，那是屬於她的步伐。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy2SZpTwW3
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「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtwqwba7iO
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「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaeTf9GsoO
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「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTeQwETGkA
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「白痴。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nMwnfv93h
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟，總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFfI7RRHKa
是笑嗎？氣到笑？還是單純覺得她很好笑？又或者，只是覺得她——一如既往，煩得讓人沒轍。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ362YRg9p3t
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不知道。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa6WJfBqlu
但下一句話聽起來，沒有剛剛那麼兇了。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90jlxSRfjD
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「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTUiQLMvlE
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「啊？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMop2Y05o9Y
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「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxiYXehoBe
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她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼，她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳，問：那你昨天有聽到嗎？52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzv7zrHql3
弟弟點點頭，跟著無聲回應：有，很清楚耶。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiurTyQN2Gt
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「以後我會去到更大的賽場，那時候就更聽不到了——」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaz4UcVY58
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他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂，她卻已經先笑出聲。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1s16GkLCO
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「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油！你不可以再覺得我吵！」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmgPMBhRde
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「⋯⋯隨便妳。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4dRX6ZDgz
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她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼，勾住他的手臂，衝上前，一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8UhECHUN8
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「幹嘛啦——」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Z8nnd6voz
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「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊！」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjF87CnmZGZ
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「噁心死了——放開啦！」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1e9FmNPsZ
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「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy638DKkeHt
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他沒有真的覺得她吵。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3hiExzab4
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只是他，太想踢好，太怕搞砸了。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFk168bVWs
只是，聽見她的聲音時，心跳亂了兩拍，突然想回頭看看。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajEeZtVDR5
只是那天，他還不懂，那樣的分心，其實是一種被在乎的證明。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkDcX2P4Qr
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