No Plagiarism!MMkzkOCzwhjq55QbZnnrposted on PENANA 就在我剛到出雲大社的時候,那裏的宮司先生雖然經常不在,但他有一句話使自己十分深刻。8964 copyright protection372PENANA9EZHSSnZZy 維尼
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「主巫女是與神明結緣的重職,而妳則是被天選到這個位置。」8964 copyright protection372PENANAOVT63GGcMv 維尼
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以上的話,曾使小時候的自己雀躍一時。8964 copyright protection372PENANAt4uh9fBkwO 維尼
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雖然不知是何物但好厲害的感覺。8964 copyright protection372PENANAlznZjNzG1q 維尼
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我並因此被除去舊姓,賜予新的姓氏。8964 copyright protection372PENANAiuTYhts4uP 維尼
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出雲春奈,是出生就屬於神明之物。8964 copyright protection372PENANAXuYkCpTaqk 維尼
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既是主巫女,也是奉獻用的祭品。8964 copyright protection372PENANAQFt6c1XBVX 維尼
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在那時便我洞悉到「青蛙」加護當中「回歸」的真意。8964 copyright protection372PENANAf8rtQWML4f 維尼
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但某一個人將這一切「改變」。8964 copyright protection372PENANAc8bbQT4t3s 維尼
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那是「雨宮織雲」,我最喜歡的人。8964 copyright protection372PENANAxPJljihSNp 維尼
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我曾經忘記掉這個名字,直至他承上春風,呼喚我的名字,把一切的回憶帶回身邊。8964 copyright protection372PENANAEQo55TeLui 維尼
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與比任何人也親近的他相隔多年的重遇,當然充斥無比的感動;與此同時,內心不自覺產生了疏離感,總感覺有種遙不可及般的距離感。8964 copyright protection372PENANApaTXZ27vxE 維尼
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以前未曾在意的東西,長大成人後總不斷浮出。8964 copyright protection372PENANA1TwpAcySLh 維尼
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那時的事會因經那數年的時光,而就像小孩的戲言般,隨著時間的洪流沖去嗎?8964 copyright protection372PENANAnVkcJE0uJb 維尼
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事到如今,織雲他還會喜歡這樣的我嗎?8964 copyright protection372PENANAZygK1RMUUM 維尼
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然而我是不能踏出那一線,因為是巫女。8964 copyright protection372PENANA5upkJqBSTr 維尼
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而最近入睡前一回想到這些事,內心總會變得按耐不安,不能靜下。隨著夏天的炎熱與使人不耐煩的心情,醒來時總是滿身大汗,而此時宵霧仍未退散,房間的外面還是漆黑一片。8964 copyright protection372PENANA71pMMSFCsQ 維尼
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這樣的日子宛如不斷在重覆,夜幕離去之際,日與夜的交替間,所誕生的薄紅天色卻不懂褪去般。8964 copyright protection372PENANAwpLbC0cOPT 維尼
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但在他面前我必須保持活力。8964 copyright protection372PENANALl0giNn7ov 維尼
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他承受的已經夠多,我不能再替他添煩。8964 copyright protection372PENANAm3edIpNPwY 維尼
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與預想一樣,織雲在停留數天已有馬車前來接他回東邊,急著的要他回去雨宮本家。值得高興的是他有所不捨,但他仍迫不得的使離開。8964 copyright protection372PENANAW3YXC39Tc6 維尼
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在另一方,相比起不捨,我抱有的更多的是迷茫。8964 copyright protection372PENANAne1s0bAD7S 維尼
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我們還能相見嗎?8964 copyright protection372PENANAfgX40FADU0 維尼
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當抱著這疑問的面對織雲,我卻沒有勇氣將其化為話語轉達。8964 copyright protection372PENANAfc5N4vDSHW 維尼
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我真的變得軟弱了……8964 copyright protection372PENANA2I7SWm4Hdl 維尼
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而他則像察覺到甚麼,便說道:「只要你需要我,我隨時也會趕回來。」8964 copyright protection372PENANAzfFHyku4PS 維尼
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高興。8964 copyright protection372PENANAWEGIpkNnqB 維尼
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輕輕頷首,我沒有說出再多的話語。8964 copyright protection372PENANAMlAWKDm9VT 維尼
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擠出微笑,揮起無力的手,便向織雲和在馬車上的阿幸先生道別。8964 copyright protection372PENANAZ94jqpixcH 維尼
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古語有云:「士別三日,另眼再看」,更何況是五年。8964 copyright protection372PENANAxw9z7AI5vI 維尼
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以前一樣的身高,現在卻高出我半個頭;那有點孩子氣的臉蛋已不復存在,變得成熟穩重;那對緊握過的手尺寸變得大了,並變得傷痕累累。8964 copyright protection372PENANABRUfIX4EPL 維尼
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想起抽屜中的手繩是由那對手一針一線所織出,正是那對手把我缺失的內心縫上。8964 copyright protection372PENANAKiQ9N63Wso 維尼
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那天以來我沒有再戴過那手繩,因為我害怕弄壞和丢失這寶物。8964 copyright protection372PENANAS3TmHaTJOB 維尼
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畢竟我從以前就很笨拙,很經常會弄髒衣服,也容易弄失物品,因此自小常常被大人斥訓。8964 copyright protection372PENANAZNdGDEwBqd 維尼
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頭腦也不算好,也沒有集中力,只就待在書房就容易會睡著,睡在書籍上後流出的口水把墨水化掉,一醒來半邊臉都沾滿了墨水。8964 copyright protection372PENANAvWTWjRF5RU 維尼
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仔細一想,要是沒有加護在身的話,我只是平凡以下的凡人而已,比不上那家族裏的任何一人。8964 copyright protection372PENANAzgVuQJIR20 維尼
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現在雖姓出雲,我的氏族是陽向,是西邊的祭祀兼陰陽師和巫女的大家族。流傳代代都有驅使鬼神的力量,本來是這樣的。8964 copyright protection372PENANAU83GVwt6DV 維尼
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我就是家族的唯一例外。8964 copyright protection372PENANAwqCnlhbYqA 維尼
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家族裡的人都能運用所謂的「靈力」,各人感覺和理解都不同因此很難說明,總之是使用咒符,與式神定下契約的必須媒介。8964 copyright protection372PENANAOIqTKQprZ6 維尼
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我不懂那感覺,因為沒有與大家同樣的力量。取而代之的是我擁有天生的加護,能夠將身體變成神明一部份的「神化」,與以往的家人所擁有的力量截然不同。8964 copyright protection372PENANAW6Zsq1GuQ9 維尼
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在陽向家中,我年紀是最小,總共有七名的姐姐,大家自小被陪訓着。以前就我由七歲開始在出雲大社的擔任巫女,但現在全員各自在西邊不同的神社工作中。8964 copyright protection372PENANARUKbrShrYM 維尼
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正常的話,一個七歲的小孩怎可能有能力成為可擔任大社的巫女。8964 copyright protection372PENANAT1IIk0IJ9d 維尼
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但當時是在出雲大社降了神喻,內容如此:8964 copyright protection372PENANA5f0eRRTXaL 維尼
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具備神色,名為春色,歸神之處,以穩世間。8964 copyright protection372PENANA8fKmbFchKn 維尼
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所謂的神喻,在國家之中尤其被重視。因為會直接聯繫一個地方的安穩,所以人們會優先選擇遵守。8964 copyright protection372PENANAYtQB9svws0 維尼
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加上母親大人原來就有此類能力,她最深知那些訊息的重要性,也懂得解話。8964 copyright protection372PENANAD27mDP87tY 維尼
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神色為加護,「春」也在自己的名字裏。8964 copyright protection372PENANAY60N7kIDJI 維尼
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於是母親大人和父親也同意將自己送走。8964 copyright protection372PENANAoiGQGrHX8J 維尼
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背後的不只是私情,而是國家的安危。8964 copyright protection372PENANAehE0ZlGWIU 維尼
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那時候的我年紀還小,也很笨,在甚麼也不清楚的情況之下,頂着張傻臉便開始了家族會議。8964 copyright protection372PENANAXdKKCuUXDy 維尼
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姐姐們清楚我的事,但卻沒有捨棄我,反對着我總是過度保護,反對的聲音不斷被提出。8964 copyright protection372PENANAHXoHJ0IOHy 維尼
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「不要!我不要小春離開啊!」8964 copyright protection372PENANA3dFDQlgTsJ 維尼
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她是十五歲時的大姐緋夏,是我們之中臉龐最像母親大人的一位,但性格與穩重的母親正正相反。8964 copyright protection372PENANAwY04WxB6GE 維尼
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「春奈年紀還小,連好好學習也沒有,突然送走她也太過分了!」8964 copyright protection372PENANAusxYvsUXVp 維尼
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二姐的風結隨性方面和大姐相差無幾,性格比較男子氣。8964 copyright protection372PENANAw6uGf52fGn 維尼
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與我們不一的是頭髮就自小已是短髮,在十歲時已可驅使式神,是一位實力超卓的人。8964 copyright protection372PENANAWvoyEoExEo 維尼
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「春奈她前往的是那個出雲大社……以春奈的現況而言未免粗之過急。請再多考慮,父親大人,母親大人。」8964 copyright protection372PENANAmimynjbWxI 維尼
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四姐的世名,我們家族最沉靜和聰明的一位,是一位十分值得尊敬的姐姐。8964 copyright protection372PENANA5cALtxLnlb 維尼
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父親大人則說:「這是神諭,不是我們可插手決定的事。」8964 copyright protection372PENANALNnM7YtUPX 維尼
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全場瞬間肅靜,一旁的母親大人補充道:「春奈她一出生就有神明賜予的加護,想必神明呼喚她必定有其用處的。」8964 copyright protection372PENANAZwOiGVtyXt 維尼
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當刻姐姐們清楚,連母親大人也默默認同的話,恐怕真是沒有其他方法了。8964 copyright protection372PENANAd48nS9WL1X 維尼
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「但是……」8964 copyright protection372PENANAUqXPL9oUSq 維尼
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面對這現實,即使是博識的世名姐也無言以對。8964 copyright protection372PENANAkf8Lz6sLOG 維尼
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「我們也並非不擔心,但這已超越我們一家可決定的規模,現在只好按照神明的旨意。」8964 copyright protection372PENANAuvtbV6euiI 維尼
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母親大人向躺在她大腿的我說:「…春奈,明天你就要起行了。」8964 copyright protection372PENANAjlnk9u5DDC 維尼
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「好~~」8964 copyright protection372PENANATQm3J2zzrg 維尼
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當時的我甚麼也不懂,是以去玩的心情出發到出雲大社。8964 copyright protection372PENANAyuUQ656nvH 維尼
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「等等?明天?也太快了吧!?」8964 copyright protection372PENANAXmCCShCEcA 維尼
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三姐名為實花,是我家最靠譜的姐姐,因此擔當着領導大家的角色。畢竟大姐和二姐也是那樣的,自然她就擔上了重任。8964 copyright protection372PENANAiCy41YNrVE 維尼
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實花姐很喜愛花,經常會把花朵當裝飾放在身上的某處,因此記憶中的她總有一股香氣。8964 copyright protection372PENANAziQnxlxy0C 維尼
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而我所穿的衣服基本上是實花姐的二手物,但實花姐有把衣服好彩保存,絲毫也不殘破而且有股香氣,真的十分喜歡她。8964 copyright protection372PENANAeUK0VU1ghg 維尼
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「明明還想再跟春奈玩的……」8964 copyright protection372PENANAZd5meDqm3s 維尼
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排第五和六的彩葉姐和凛華姐紛紛抱向我。她們是兩胞胎,年紀也與我相近,只差兩、三歲左右。跟我最近年紀的撫苗姐則默默抱著我哭了。因為我們四人小時候最經常一起玩的。以後會少了其中一位,難免會失落。8964 copyright protection372PENANATkpJMgglIY 維尼
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「不要哭,今後還一起玩吧~~」8964 copyright protection372PENANAC1zud2cTjj 維尼
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還未理解正在發生任何事的我則叫喊著。8964 copyright protection372PENANAbjdmtknc31 維尼
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