你有聽過這個迷信嗎？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2q0lIbDnU
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鬼差每年需要交出一定數量的人魂，而年尾就是牠們的交差最後機會，因此那段時期必有大型意外發生。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDupGyeHtI
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我曾在京都見過妖怪並把牠驅除掉，但其印象實際在記憶中並不太清晰，只記得是有着九條尾巴的大怪物。惟有能夠肯定的是，我遇見的是實在的事物而並非無形的鬼魂。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IXl3yYQit
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鬼魂能夠被目擊，而目擊者只能單方面被鬼魂干涉的道理，個人認為非常不公平，因為遇上的話真的束手無策。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDq3XWYahw
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以前不相信世上有鬼存在，單純出於不信任以前流下來的迷信。即使是現代，死後的世界依然為未知領域，人對死亡始終會產生不安和恐懼、引至產生幻想；現在我不會主動否定，也普通地討厭着。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZZmU96IMu
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但是，說到底人心終於是最可怕。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnCQZzQqDY
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不管好壞，「鬼」從來只生於人心。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga3Z2MlgJU
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進入新年的第二天，避雨亭接下了某奇怪的委託。最近少有的不是來自教會，而是附近居民。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXeNqtoARa
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「驅鬼…？找我來去？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuWdzN5yte
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話雖住廟數年，這種委託還是第一次。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6CbKUYTkP
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這地區都偏向不相信鬼神之說，況且是宗教關係的事件的話，人們應該更偏向找教會幫助。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG8C0u4Rmr
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指被附身的初中男生以及其親姊，一位一聲不吭、另一位則顯得着急。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBG8Mb9eKx
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「學姐，請將附上這孩子的「東西」趕走。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc8J97otlP
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女生和我來自同一中學，當年中一的孩子已經快要畢業，竟然能被後輩認出，不禁感到感動。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9L2pDXxnOZ
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「…是甚麼懲罰遊戲嗎？我家可不是一一」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDV8CZiJgp
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出於同校反令我產生疑心。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5DPk5Bx6z
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起初只以為是一個玩笑而拒絕了。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKhYVc0U7N
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「拜託！我中一起已很尊敬學姐，從傳聞中知道學姐在廟工作，所以請通融一下！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuHf1WreLu
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本想拒絕，而她向我求助的聲音成功觸發記憶共鳴條件，我因此被吸進她的回憶。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6jRqfrQou
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時期一接近新年，街道角落總是充斥着紅色。傳統上的喜慶之事稱為「紅事」，死人葬禮等事儀則稱作「白事」，明明血光之災與紅事一詞更合襯。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCqvfQox4C
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然而紅白交織，她在年初出席了親人的喪禮。同時亦是弟弟首次參加的喪禮，是誰也總有一天需應付的儀式。而在喪禮後回家的途中，他則一聲不吭，黑着臉色。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZwEYPX2Ft
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但隔天之後，他變得對家庭的事變得積極，比以前更願意交流、關心周圍。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmgqBYoO3e
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面對死亡會使人成長。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAq5k9OULZ
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家人以為他在豐富人生經歷後的變化，亦是惟一白事感到慶幸的一刻。直至她發現某事。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2t5iWSwgr
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弟弟他偶爾會做出與意外死者的同樣舉動。例如生前的死者曾常用指尖摩擦自己的髮梢。但由於弟弟是短髮，手指不斷在摩擦空氣，此舉令她不禁生疑，到底弟弟是否被死者附上身了？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMvFhcdYCQ
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至於的死者身份則是家中的妹妹，本來是中六的女生、中三的弟弟、以及一位剛升中的妹妹組成的三姊弟。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UPdxt54BP
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不過在年尾的一場連環交通意外中，坐在巴士上層前排的她因慣性，輕巧的身軀不幸地從破窗飛出車廂，因落地衝擊而肢體扭曲，死後甚至沒有閉上雙眼，死相十分滲人。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tfj4cd38o
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「她肯定是死不瞑目。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCH8j4U0Ts
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一連串事件令她深信妹妹已化為鬼魂附在弟弟身上。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCS8fq7XIX
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要把當作鬼故事的確有其說服力，內容與報告的十分合理；另一方面，要把當作真實是另一回事。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5AKzGFYQ5
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我在不相信鬼魂的同時，亦同樣不熟悉。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEwaLO2x8m
而阿雨他似乎是相信鬼魂存在，但仔細的他也不太清楚。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLd6eIv8Gc
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「據我所知不管宗教，死人附身活人也不必是壞事，也有可能出於保護欲。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1tfjAwCtV
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鬼魂有時候出於保護欲而留在人身邊，附身則是當中對本人影響最大的方法，想法、人格和日常動作都會受其影響。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRT9VgDDmj
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他是如此說道。說實我沒有自信能夠好好處理，本來打算把案件拋給他，但他卻因籌辦教會活動而沒空，只好自己接下。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IMb7Pzrp2
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雖然也有因為是被尊敬才拒絕不了的部分，算是自食其果。阿雨看見我苦惱的樣子便說：319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvkvidpmpA
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「避雨亭的工作不能是只按要求解難，最重要的是你的看法，從你的角度去面對問題。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmlXlh8GC6
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他指我沒有必要站在靈異角度看待事件，配合自己站於的科學角度給出結論，能否解決到時候再想。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1r5mQPQ6sQ
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假設其一，創傷後遺症。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbttfHxuNQ6
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我首先懷疑是否妹妹的突然死亡做成精神打擊，令他本人不自覺在仿效妹妹，製造依然存在、補償失去的感覺。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih1uw7DrKz
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第二假設是人格分裂，一種屬於後天形成，出於逃離傷痛而形成的保護型人格。為了保護主人格的心理狀態，自然生成了一個妹妹人格來代替已失去的妹妹，而這一切主人格毫不知情。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoxqfIOXAR
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「…妹妹？你在嗎？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZg3zjbbks
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在京都之旅後，我的膽子大了一丁點，在第二次會面嘗試主動呼喚妹妹出現。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7UCeQnO9h
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然而「她」卻似乎在陌生人前不會有反應、或者抱有戒心。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4vjYbN0aA
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如是者，第二次亦一無所獲。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktBmRTAK37
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在沒有掌握到任何支持的論據下進入觀察階段，獲得後輩的協助，開始跟跡弟弟以獲取更多仔細。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRJcDNdSVP
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從中發現他在家中偶爾的行為舉止、談吐間的語氣都偏向女性。相反，其他場合下則毫無跡象，完全十分普通的男生。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlK80fos6B
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由於態度過於兩極，使人格的假設比較有力。第二人格會由特定情景而現身，在家人面前、與家人一起的時候。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLvWKX1XpG
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為了刪去是在刻意做戲的可能性，我在獲得同意下，把錄下的影片給小又觀看。同時持有兩性眼光的她，可能找出我們看不出的細節。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtWjKj8EaP
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小又在神父口中知道避雨亭的運作，而似乎她在年輕世代是名人，在後輩的陪同下許可十分乾脆。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddxkKLQh5L
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「前輩的人脈可真廣呢。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFgaZmsNDB
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在語音的對面，小又剛看完錄影。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z9gZQcOAj
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「嗯…」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLendEUgUdY
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「怎樣？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIjvKlYibn
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「這孩子動作很自然了，要消去意識的動作需要年月累積。或許是「這邊」的天才吧。」後輩感到驚訝，我則自然地把後面的話無視。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxArQVscXV4
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「果然是反射性動作…。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC5bkWMrP4
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既然不是該意，那麼動作的意義又是甚麼？以小又為例，她是將情感以小動作形式表達出來，人人的表達方式不同。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcqofgpE6A
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那個人格透過妹妹的身份想表達甚麼？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaB6XKR1VaK
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作為幫助的代價，小又和我約好要陪她打遊戲，這天便讓後輩回去。腦內還思考著表達的問題，不自覺問了敏感的問題。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhS9Fd2Ilj
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「小又為甚麼想當女生？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF36XesyUf
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或許不是想不想的問題，問法的確不謹慎。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf8Pp2t5SG
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「欸到現在才在意嗎？怎樣好呢~要請我吃甚麼才好呢~」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oavPexqsV
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然而她的反應比想像中熱烈，並且態度也很正面。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHREABkIdX4
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「半箱鯡魚罐頭送到澳洲，包運費，要嗎？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoUupW8YVQ
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「真小氣…」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5mfYav1pj
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「吓？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAWUmyGW2M
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「不要每次也馬上認真啦，開玩笑而已。那個呢…是女生的話，光明正大說別人壞話亦會被接受；男生做只會顯得小家子，不是嗎？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iRZY1iuvt
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「真的？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhMPEBxPQT
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「要是阿風一整天在碎碎念念，不斷說別人壞話，反而你會喜歡嗎？」她先嘆氣，再開口：319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHttuFJRYDo
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「說真的話…因為我更喜歡「這邊」的自己，所以選了這邊。我的情況是這樣，不清楚其他人。我不想強行對喜歡的事賦予理由，被深究也感覺不好受。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVEsrZzh4t
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「…見是大姐姐你我才會答，記得不要外傳，尤其是阿風。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDrJslTZgw
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孤兒院出身，因為是孤兒，所以走偏了。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bmG6WuuUQ
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這是無比刺耳但反駁不了的話，是事實的同時，她討厭人們會把把一切與背景掛鈎。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqESwmT8ZE2
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人只能接受出生，沒有拒絕權，因此要把一切推向受害者身上是不合理。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnmoNbMnQv
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但嘗試將世界的一切凹凸不平修正，排除存在的不合理正是人類的壞習慣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkEh1ruGwC
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「明明一點也不清楚，卻自已為是的聯想並歸因的人，我最討厭。」她會堅持自己的主見到底，不想成為只會點頭的人。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjev6nJ6Xt
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的確有人說「學會接受是長大成人的證明」，人成長下去必會碰板，難不免會不甘心，但從現實不斷學習下，那份不甘會自行消失，學會面對和接受現實的方式。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXQGyrimIb
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然而理論中的大人始終只是理論。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XVEXyVcmc
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「滾回去！！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV4Xn8sBx7
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被潑水已是自中學以來的事，被正面潑水倒是首次。相比起溺水，這對鼻子的物理衝擊意外的痛。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGmU5LTWqa
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而做出此舉的是後輩的祖父，似乎在商量過後，祖父母不想「妹妹」離開，父母亦認為「妹妹」是家人，沒有馬上趕走的必要。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZITslMRXOO
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死去的妹妹是位活潑的好孩子，受周圍歡迎，才會年尾不斷和朋友出遊，而遇上意外。先把這事放到一旁，老後反變得蠻不講理、盲目接受虛象的出色大人，至少我不想成為。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMD6zqAeb1M
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雖不是不能理解，他們才剛失去孩子、失去孫子的傷口尚未結疤便再被掀起。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDHdX5Aaqu
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何況是要再次被奪走，不好受是肯定的。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenlygcuGAa
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「前輩說那不是真正的妹妹，她已經死了。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecod0l9mC7
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在場惟一的同伴只有後輩而已。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5sMQ9W3kB
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「別相信些無根據的話，她會比我熟悉孫子的為人嗎？」後輩的祖父一看已感到這人很頑固，肯定沒打算聽取意見便已決意把我趕走。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxZihq99SZ
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然而彌補空虛的代價，只會隨著時間越來越高。例如關係到弟弟今後未來這點，他們已經忽視了。這群大人會為了一個死人而犧牲活人，說實單方面被咒罵下，耐性也快要到極限。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmnRLDq5no
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而在擾攘之中，作為當事人的弟弟突然衝出房門。和我對上眼後，連鞋子也沒有穿上便奔出家門。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8rHKjU8xk
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奇怪的是，在場沒有人追上去。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3XAjinfpg
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反而場面都冷靜下來，看來不是第一次。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIYpze5KRj
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就趁著這時機，我馬上解釋道：「…先說好，我無意拆散你們家庭，所以先冷靜下來。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOTLsqt2T5
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「你不是寺廟出身，來驅鬼嗎？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PhyZRReOd
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「我不是寺廟出身，亦不是來驅鬼的。你弟弟身上的是病症。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtGbDvfAIA
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跟在錄影觀察的一樣，主人格一有不如意的事便會逃避。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzQ88CPEDm
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不出一陣子他便回來。打開家門看見大家都冷靜下來，他馬上鬆了一口氣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssSKOMt4vF
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「那當事人已回來，正如我跟各位剛才說明的一樣，方法已經找到。」我再說：319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahEdBBiUFm
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「…切除和共存，兩邊也是方法。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfGz4ZsK1W
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「不過，最後決定由你決定。不是她，不是他們，是你。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYsWgvOoHN
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外國的人格分裂患者共存的案例有不少，由不同人格進行不同婚姻關係亦存在，最重要的是身邊的人支持。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgmJ78miM5
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老一輩聽到反而不明白：「是精神患病的話不應早切除嗎？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4btEiPn8L
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「人格分裂必有原因，不是簡單可切除的東西。不懂原因的話，甚麼切除方法也沒有用。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTyZGV3YQB
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「你說呢？「妹妹」？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXYYQ5DtMg
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這一問亦使「妹妹」首次在我面前現身。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphWqUCe9W1
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肩膀、眉間和唇邊的肌肉鬆下，眼神和像轉了個人般。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJcTZqFBNx
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其實在弟弟逃出家門，對上眼的一刻，兩邊人格的記憶已湧進我腦內。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiXEiCjpvR
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出於家庭原因，姐姐主要由祖父母生活、弟弟和妹妹跟父母一起生活。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeeqdCQbe6
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因生活習慣不一，姐姐和妹妹的關係一直並不好，經常因小事而爭執起來。奇怪的是，祖父母總偏袒妹妹、父母會偏幫姐姐，而夾在中間的弟弟只會逃離現場。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdE2ESPCVp
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因為只要他逃走過後回來，事情都會冷卻下來，因此形成了習慣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXkvUcsVwu
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喪禮當天最大的衝擊不是自身失去一事，而是他看姐姐抱頭大哭。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vvXmuXqpc
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「…早知道便不要常與你鬧翻。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TK8yknwHp
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當回望過去時，發現沒有快樂回憶可細數。就這樣分別，真的好嗎？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJtIM7S7lh
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他萌生的想法，間接形成「妹妹」的人格。對一直只會逃避的自己，他覺得自己有必要負下責任。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6JKoYy9C4
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換言之，這為了拯救她們的關係而出現的人格。起初主人格沒有無自覺，直至被帶到避雨亭。妹妹人格為了不讓他混亂而選擇共有着記憶，從此分好各自的職責。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN9Ehu4wsW
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「我明白我會影響他自身的未來，共存也必然是艱難的路，所以如果你說要把我除去，我不介意，畢竟已死。只是……」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJajd4niCgz
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「公公，以後請不要馬上以暴力待人，我討厭那種人。還有，抽煙也要適可而止哦。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yHi6ORlAi
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「婆婆，我很喜歡的飯菜，雖然外表和顏色也不討好，但我很喜歡。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuJcfOBzt7
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「爸爸媽媽，記住不要再在學業上向他施壓。他還是有好好在溫習的。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugi0OTV6IO
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「姐姐，以前的事…對不起，是我太任性。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUqQcczcZQ
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當大家默默的落淚時，人格轉換為弟弟。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0gNiTHeKw
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「正如大家所看，她不是壞人，真的就像妹妹本人一樣……」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8ugqZjFSl
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不用說出口，意見已定好。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRG8apqnTX
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「那就好好珍惜吧，這種機會並不多。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYwHzPmOrf
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正如當初所說，我尊重本人的意見。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzcF1iMNRZ
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然而在這種案例中，當主導權重回主人格手上時，亦意味副人格將會在不久後消失。因為「鬼」已沒有需要殘留世上。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG54lx7nfKI
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我之所沒有說，因為這是早晚的事。一存在過，便會有消失的一天。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI5zFvDEhs
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最後決定時限的是副人格，她的使命她最清楚，我的工作就到此就止。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIEa83JBEQ
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當然我沒有實際驅鬼，與本來接下的內容不一，本應不能收取報酬。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOwAyZQMjm
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「不對的，前輩所驅走的是我心中的鬼。所以說好的報酬我會付的。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKETQGk696O
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最後除了後輩說好的收費以外，祖父母說當作是道歉送了不少零食給我，應該是新年間親戚間互送的東西，每款也分了一點。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWfo7g97VK
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到最後感覺又因外表被她的祖父母當作小孩子，但當中有些高價的零食，而且還有這麼多種類，怎會有怨言。如是者完成這個委託後，我便拿著一大袋零食回歸。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTT3ZN16kex
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我以前的家在爸爸死後都沒有節慶氣氛，媽不是會享受節日的人種，與親戚也沒有打好關係，所以我與利是和送禮無緣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eaTFvS6Ny
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惟有金錢尚算會給我，但也就此而已。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinVRkzpWwo
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以前的我應該不懂這份能從別人獲得甚麼的喜悅。現在可不同，不同的相遇為我的生命中添上了不同的顏色，能夠好好接受十人十色的世界。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3kNEgrYFC
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能行走的路從來不只一條。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52ReXwUEnU
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就當在期待零食的美味，快將回到家門之際，發現有人在避雨亭的門前倒下了，是一位女士，而師公也在一旁昏倒。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfFMQBwcok
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「師公？！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcKiiQqTxG
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「小晴…為師休息一下便可以。但她……」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN7JsObIBV
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師公不知為何想阻撓我走向女士身邊，然而一確認，懷念的同時也勾起尚殘留身體的厭惡。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwacFIegua
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「欸…怎麼會……媽？你沒事吧？要叫救護車才行……」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpMia3te9s
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曾經分歧的路再次匯聚。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCeWlMKGEy
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那時候我逃了，放下心頭大石的我不止沒有後悔，反而在感謝自己的決定。要是以前的我，為了獲得自由未必會伸出援手，任由媽自生自滅，當時就這般討厭她。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9KaLzk7co
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厭惡直至現在仍有殘留，早已滲進全身。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qm3JlFe0M
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但見死不救，果然做不到。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafgGKFZh1B
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顯現能力把她背起，並趕往最近的醫院。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡschdeHQe6f
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媽的狀態沒有大礙，醫生只是可能日常過勞引起貧血。當職員問起我是誰，「家屬」兩字已衝口而出，內心有點複雜。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45SoDRKoXD
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「是阿晴…？真的是阿晴嗎？！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB75iyXFdB1
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媽在半昏迷下似乎有我把她送院的記憶，因此不管醫護阻止並走出診療室。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLAGQVfd6m
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我只默默的簽下文件，淡淡地說：「在醫院內小聲一點。沒有大礙的話我走了……」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4Mf91dSqL
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但走到途中，我卻步了。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDui7WVv7yH
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「媽。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqVq8oAC0K
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「怎麼了？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZMPP3pMG3
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「我現在很幸福，不用擔心，就這。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEYJh6Mhx5
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沒有回頭，我始終沒有勇氣面對她。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Uo6qiQGEt
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臉上除了淚水甚麼也沒有。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlTQteYUsz
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媽當時真的有在擔心我……種種經歷下抱歉並說不出口。像是自滿般的讓總在擔心的她感到安心，已是這不孝的女兒最後能盡的孝道。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR70u5jXBha
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《你無法知道雨天的青蛙在哭》-群青篇/《雨天、未悉蛙鳴：群青》-共十二回319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQz9yOIN2L
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