頭殼麻麻,明天又要拔智齒,經歷了上次的痛我已經不相信別人說的啥打麻藥是最痛的了TT,只求明天左邊的比右邊的不痛,真的是快要哭死,到底為什麼我拔個牙那麼痛嘞......。
然後我再次進入了一個不知道日記該寫什麼的時期,剛好我在Threads上看到了一篇推,寫著「用盡了最後一點墨水,卻寫不出完整的句子,可問題從來不是筆,而是寫下的內容是否還值得繼續」,這是來自一支叫做emo_sleep的帳號寫的,我覺得物現在的狀態有點像是這樣,我突然不知道我寫日記是為了什麼,平常沒是我也不會特別點進來看,更不用說有人會特別來看,寫日記變成有點像是我的每日任務,草草了事就結束了。
但我也不想要就這樣放棄,所以接下來幾天我會想想該如何重新把日記變成一件對我來說有意義的事情,而不是像現在這樣每天都在交作業,不知道能不能想出個好辦法就是了,但我真的還不想放棄......。
all the kids are depressed
BY Jeremy Zucker
'Cause all the kids are depressed51Please respect copyright.PENANAoTihDhdrXq
因為所有的孩子都很沮喪51Please respect copyright.PENANAAzS84XzA98
Nothing ever makes sense51Please respect copyright.PENANA6gJGHGeZSk
沒有什麼是有意義的51Please respect copyright.PENANAFwJrQnzWSj
I'm not feeling alright51Please respect copyright.PENANAxIxJkVfR9r
我感覺很糟糕51Please respect copyright.PENANA3gvx6Hi7wJ
Staying up 'til sunrise51Please respect copyright.PENANAephUy4CwaE
會熬夜直到黎明升起51Please respect copyright.PENANAvkElctyBXh
And hoping shit is okay51Please respect copyright.PENANA96DxZsKEGj
會希望一切都沒事的51Please respect copyright.PENANAxseRNsyH2B
Pretending we know things51Please respect copyright.PENANAb9bWY1EXiH
假裝我們都知道所有的事情51Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5wkFXJjV5
I don't know what happened51Please respect copyright.PENANATYHA42X0jy
我不知道發生了什麼51Please respect copyright.PENANAQUnvplhn8D
My natural reaction is that we're scared51Please respect copyright.PENANAQQ8wrT0M1a
我的自然反應是我們很害怕51Please respect copyright.PENANAui5lyLA78N
So I guess we're scared51Please respect copyright.PENANAaTU5alRxky
所以我想,我們是很害怕
來源 https://nostorynomusic.com/jeremy-zucker-all-the-kids-are-depressed/51Please respect copyright.PENANAhytTa9FSV6
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