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夏末的時候，鋪子裡能提前打點的工作都趕著做完了，秋季需要輪流回去幫家裡收割、存糧的伙計很多，人力會比較緊缺，是以安排這些事情，費了言曇岫不少心力，返家後經常直接回房就寢。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8FyKqTgxo
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起夜後，言曇岫沒立刻回房，他和黎絳洵也有一段時間沒有獨處了，心裡難免有些躁，走到黎絳洵房門前，手也只是舉到一半就放下了，其實也沒有什麼事情，沒有理由擾人安眠，搭轉身走往迴廊，再幾步就會進到湖中央的涼亭。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw0IKK6ggZ
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習習涼風安撫不下的蛙鳴盈耳不絕，言曇岫對著涼亭中的人影稍一佇足後，提燈緩步走過去。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB7K4rkEeE
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倚著欄杆側坐的黎絳洵察覺言曇岫，等他走近才說：「吵醒你了嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dznWWQZUQ
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言曇岫露出不解的神色，將提燈放在桌上後，甫看見黎絳洵擱在欄杆外的手肘之下有排笛被持於指中。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84ef6t7KRT
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「我沒聽見。你睡不著嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuLi1wZLUY
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「嗯，本來要睡著了，忽然腦中閃過一個念頭，就怎麼也睡不下了。」黎絳洵低頭把玩著排笛。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF8P9uVeoo
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「是鋪子的事情嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9xz2UbusO
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「不全是。」黎絳洵轉了方向坐好後問：「要坐這裡嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0YbFIFgp9
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言曇岫步往黎絳洵給他留的空位坐下後，不住再往他身邊貼一些。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX3R5cxSiY
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「曇岫？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnUxC9RUcM
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「我不知道你會排笛。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7b6YtyQQc
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「很久沒吹了。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yNfPS6g8Q
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言曇岫往黎絳洵肩膀傾身，問他：「是什麼事情讓你睡不著？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtJw6jU5ne
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「只是在想，都快入秋了，今年應該沒空去看雪了。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI15djzx64
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言曇岫安靜了幾個眨眼的時間，說：「你很執著這件事。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxJrLnEDpE
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「因為當時俗事繁忙，綉綉病倒的時候，我恍然發現，她提過的願望這麼少，我卻一個也沒替她實現過，我想至少有一件事也好，這次我想把她擺在首位，只是最後大雪封山，她卻也看不到了。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WHkAs3Qrl
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「也許……真正執著的是你，人對沒見過的東西，很容易有過度的想像，雖然只是我的猜想，只要在你身邊，能不能看到雪，並不是真正重要的，真正重要的是你。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37CumkNR2v
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「現在也無從證實了。」黎絳洵落寞地笑，「確實從我開始改變對爹娘的態度開始，甚至是自我醒來開始，嚴格說起來，綉綉就不存在了。我做的一切，不過是自我滿足。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQrauYKm5W
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「你這樣對待自己，可是你受的傷，誰來疼你、對你好？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpR794STsc
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「現在我重視的人都活著，這已經很好、很好了。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SeSWzO2vZ
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「絳洵，雖然我說的不算，可是我希望你對自己好。」言曇岫閉上沉重的眼皮，聲音裡纏滿了濃重的睡意：「我心疼你。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqLnMeSvJH
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聽言曇岫的呼吸聲平穩，黎絳洵才悄悄將手疊上言曇岫的手心，輕聲說：「你也是，一直以來都把我想得太好。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwGOWZtWY1
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隔天醒來時，言曇岫怎麼也想不起來自己回到房間的過程，他揉了揉蜷縮在他膝窩裡的貓，避過貓下床，整理好衣著、洗漱後推開門出去。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA6qF4S1K6
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先前黎絳洵一直在意那幾位花娘的事，最後除了送上黎家商舖裡最熱燜的幾款胭脂水粉與畫眉用的黛，還承諾新色會給樓裡的姑娘先試用，即便老鴇都受寵若驚地不知要不要收下這麼隆重的賠禮。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvyNt3EDGz
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處理好之後，言曇岫就開始忙其他事情了，直到黎絳洵乘車回來，他才想起黎絳洵說過要代替他去給義塾那邊送物資的事，原要上前去問黎絳洵還有沒有缺的，卻發現黎絳洵面色不豫，言曇岫停步少頃，再要避開，已是不及。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQYNR2BNwV
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黎絳洵在外人面前向來無懈可擊的表情，沒掩飾好認出言曇岫那瞬間的動搖。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJXAJGriAJ
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「我……先去換一身衣服。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnZC0PZErq
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不知為何，黎絳洵看上去有些狼狽。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr5HhqFkPT
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言曇岫雖然在意，也不確定按照他們現在的關係，怎樣的關心，才算不上過度踰矩，只能先繼續處理尚未完成的工作，傍晚回黎家後，也仍在想該怎麼詢問。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3naeuNxpsT
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可能是想得太認真，一日的疲憊已將精神消耗殆盡，言曇岫在等到黎絳洵出來吃飯前，已經趴在案上睡著了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbMr0jFjxd
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醒來的時候，全身痠痛的程度說明他睡了太久，慢慢撐起身的過程中，背上的外衣滑落下來，他拾起衣衫，收好後，走到黎絳洵門前。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7trMdZ44F
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房內看上去並沒有點燈，言曇岫遲疑地收回本要敲門的手，轉往湖心的涼亭。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a8NKOH4y0
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朦朧月色漂在水面上，蟲鳴蛙叫仍是很吵，言曇岫趴在欄杆上想猜出黎絳洵昨夜拿著排笛在看什麼。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCM8Q2gA8y
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即便在黎絳洵說出前世的事情時，言曇岫十分強硬地拒絕黎絳洵，不過那並不是因為厭惡黎絳洵本身，言曇岫其實是嫉妒的，黎絳洵有太多他不知道的事情，而且有人知道這一切、也在黎絳洵心中占據了極為重要的位置，他還沒學到如何不嫉妒。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO66jEEwRFZ
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比如現在，他想知道，黎絳洵在誰面前吹過排笛，深夜待在這裡的時候、是不是想著前世的「她」，從義塾回來時、黎絳洵為何不高興，而這許許多多他不知道的事，是不是有人可以輕易猜中、並且用正確的方式安慰黎絳洵。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QASAhbPVU
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喜歡黎絳洵的時間太長，他早已習慣不問，事到如今，不安與吃醋，無論在黎絳洵面前坦露出什麼樣的情緒，都突兀且不自在，言曇岫也不曉得該如何紓解這種煩悶。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzXdgBJ5up
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直到唇角被燙了一下，言曇岫才瞅見黎絳洵手裡拿著紅豆餅。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uL5rIXVGU
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「你怎麼不回房休息？」黎絳洵將紅豆餅放在言曇岫手中並問。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MQq3JlL9p
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「我有事想不通，解決不了。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxfQljYwZm
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「好久沒聽見言公子這麼說了，我還以為你已經不需要任何幫助，我可以當甩手掌櫃了。」黎絳洵在他身邊坐下。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcL9ATuGaG
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「我也想讓你休息啊。」言曇岫小聲說著，咬起一點餅皮，令人看不懂究竟是漫不經心、或者過度珍惜。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcpu18uwD9
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黎絳洵抬手摸了摸言曇岫的頭髮，「趴著睡容易著涼，以後要留著點力氣回房，不要總想要撐到最後一刻。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuNKvp7OYP
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「絳洵，怎麼忽然想到要買紅豆餅？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3TiBmBCxN
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「忽然想起來，很久沒看你吃，而且有年秋分，我好像還欠你一個。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizQBAsF3Tl
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「沒想到，你還記得啊。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV3W8uTW3n
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「我也沒想到，願望實現後，我現在竟在煩惱要待在這裡等秋分還願，還是去那座沒能好好欣賞的雪山。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGlY9rjNya
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「為什麼……你會遲疑這個？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBJdxhoabm
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黎絳洵垂眸道：「其實我今天是藉口義塾的事情，想去道歉的，只是後來發生那麼多事，我又拉不下臉，才拖到今天。我一直覺得說出來很丟臉，所以沒和你說過，我其實很小心眼……和你關係好的姑娘家，我希望她們都不要靠近你。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU2L7dHMx1
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黎絳洵笑了笑，繼續說：「不過總歸，你差點被奔馳的馬車撞上之後，那位和你相熟的姑娘，原也只是想關心你的傷勢，我都這個歲數了，還因為這種事情而吃醋、失態，真幼稚啊。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EtCIEf1tP
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言曇岫愣住，好沒容易才勉強想起在義塾遇到橫行的馬車而跌倒後，確實有位認識的女子問他是否有受傷，而後來黎絳洵硬拉他離開，他沒有心思關注他人的事，便也不記得細節。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl1pqrQwnr
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「你說……吃醋？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1egCLrmMFR
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黎絳洵轉頭面對他，撩開遮擋了他視線的髮絲，讓他看清楚黎絳洵專注的眼神。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBuzGFvLBB
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「我先前一直不承認，連對自己也說謊，但其實你開始去青樓那時候，我一直很在意，又沒有立場阻攔你去。」黎絳洵自嘲地說：「好丟臉，對吧。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w02gVYTsS
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言曇岫低頭專心吃著紅豆餅，黎絳洵無奈地說：「別吃太快，容易不舒服。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdQfzb8KCE
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沒多久言曇岫拍去手上的餅屑，才嘀咕一句：「你怎麼這樣啊？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqNwUkPIDn
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「我也覺得很不理智，只要有人和你走得近一些，我總是忍不住想把你藏起來，明明沒有立場這麼做。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NKHC0ej6L
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「不是。你可以吃醋的，你可以……把我藏起來，因為我也想這樣對你。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mAk3HgrFB
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沒想到言曇岫並未對此置氣，還反將自己一軍，黎絳洵呆滯地眨了幾下眼睛，才將言曇岫緊緊摟住。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw79q996EX
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黎絳洵悶聲抱怨：「不要對我這麼好，軟土深掘這種事，我可是行家。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8FfvWyTC3
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「絳洵。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QP5rwV2KB
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「嗯？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7o7NN3xuX
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「我好想你。」言曇岫閉上眼，眷戀地說。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOZcxhWY5C
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「忽然之間說什麼啊……我們也沒分開啊。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvKl6qF556
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「我只是覺得，想要有更多時間看著你，和你更加親近，思之欲狂。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ870mPmZGEj
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「我……」黎絳洵垂首，難為情地說：「我之前還想過事到如今，分明是自己造的因果，根本沒資格嫉妒和你有過肌膚之親的人，事到如今……你就在這裡，要是我一直追著你以前有過的情人不放，要是你討厭我，我不曉得該怎麼辦了。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvmoEvh0Jh
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言曇岫緩緩睜開眼，遲疑地回：「絳洵，雖然我知道你覺得尷尬，但其實……我當時去青樓，只是想讓你以為我不喜歡你了而已，我沒有、沒有碰她們，最多只是討論一些胭脂水粉和使用上的技巧。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0jseD88Dl
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靜默維持了很長的時間，黎絳洵才不再憋氣，無力地說：「這世的神明對我太好，你也是，不曉得還願要怎麼做才足夠了。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnTM5pikLC
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言曇岫緊攢著黎絳洵的衣服，怯怯問：「那我能問你一件我不該問的事情嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeXIR75GXE
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「不該問的問題？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXH9ognzy8
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「唔……你成過親，婚後未曾、未曾行過周公之禮嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiOFIyVwD0
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「好傻啊……你和我，都好傻氣。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf98Q1AIXG
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「絳洵？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9ZLZK4U97
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「除了同床以外，未曾踰矩。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzUc6Yl0Y6
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「抱歉，我不該問……」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamo7c6GgkK
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「曇岫，你問這個的後果，你想過嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUVdzamQll
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「後果？讓你不開心了嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkseWmGkEg3
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「既然知道你不排斥，這次什麼都會做。你問出來，就得負責，不能逃。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtDxLFsJRF
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