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賦閒在家的父親,出乎意料之外地適應,不適應的反而是母親。46Please respect copyright.PENANArWpsYaM7f7
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雖然三天一小吵,五天一大吵,不過吵架的內容,怎麼聽都是因為感情太好、過於親密,就連原本會不知所措地躲在黎絳洵背後的言曇岫,都已經知道根本沒有勸架必要了。46Please respect copyright.PENANA9cHtHyjSyo
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言曇岫的年齡本就是發育期,現在他即便站在黎絳洵身後,也更像是從背後抱著他的腰,無論衣飾、身量、表情、談吐等,都沒有人能認出來他就是以前那個言府的庶長子。46Please respect copyright.PENANAo6Y4mzIi04
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唯一可能認出來的言府嫡公子,機率也不是很高,畢竟他應該也不記得言曇岫的生母長甚麼樣子。46Please respect copyright.PENANAPmuanpE9H7
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除了妻子的事情沒有進展以外,所有事情都朝著好的方向塵埃落定。46Please respect copyright.PENANAqEJU1P8WrC
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言曇岫也越來越能幹,偶爾代理一下黎絳洵或母親的工作都沒有問題,父親已經以此為藉口,說服母親好幾次,說他們可以一起出門去外地旅遊,在父親的眼神示意下,言曇岫和黎絳洵也推波助瀾著,讓母親不用杞人憂天。46Please respect copyright.PENANARSFXAzBlF6
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送走好說歹說才又出門過上了兩人生活的父母,黎絳洵的表情並沒有多少變化,雖然感覺胸口是空的,不過雙親年紀也大了,多走動些總是好的。46Please respect copyright.PENANAv736qIHXW8
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黎絳洵回書房,坐在案前,飛速撥動著算盤,工作告一段落後,他才留意到言曇岫一直沒離開。於是他起身到言曇岫面前,微蹲著看他,言曇岫的睫毛隨著呼吸起伏著,不曉得打了多久瞌睡了,這孩子總是這樣,總是把自己擺在最後,不言不語,等黎絳洵注意到他時,他通常都等到睡著了。46Please respect copyright.PENANA4Pt9YBjv7r
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黎絳洵無奈地推了推言曇岫的肩膀,言曇岫因為試著清醒而晃動著身子,閉著眼雙手往前摸索著,靠在黎絳洵身上,呼吸很快又沉了下去。46Please respect copyright.PENANALcGN5WO8ld
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「再不醒,要錯過晚餐了。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAS1fGhxOibE
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言曇岫帶著濃重鼻音咕噥著:「我真的、很喜歡你的。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAk7LTXygCz7
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言曇岫即便長大了,也還是像孩子一樣,偏愛靠在黎絳洵身上,說著一般人不會輕易宣之於口的「喜歡」。46Please respect copyright.PENANAH6xnD9fjpu
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黎絳洵記得有一次,他問言曇岫想要什麼獎勵,言曇岫顯然很快就決定了答案,只是黎絳洵哄他很久,他才說:「你能不要跟言小姐結縭嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAksT82h5UHN
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因為出乎意外之外,黎絳洵以為自己聽錯了,沒有馬上回應,言曇岫便說著要再想想,然後便跑了。後來到底許了什麼願望,黎絳洵也想不起來。46Please respect copyright.PENANAlbnOmbKIDd
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黎絳洵覺得自己已經縱容言曇岫太久了,於是捏了捏對方的臉頰,言曇岫總算一臉委屈的醒來。46Please respect copyright.PENANAhV0hyCgErZ
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用過晚飯,洗浴結束後,黎絳洵散著還帶著水的長髮,言曇岫抱著枕頭和被子來他房裡時,他差不多已經睡著了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAOPf5wHoLja
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「你這是……?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA1xcxgJNXqY
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言曇岫將手裡的東西放在黎絳洵床上,蹲跪下來,雙手按在黎絳洵膝頭,仰頭問:「我能和你一起睡嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA73yqDIIKNk
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黎絳洵噗哧一笑,「你不是早就不怕黑了嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAjrFBAVUTmL
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言曇岫花了一點時間下定決心,厚著臉皮說:「說不定我現在又怕了。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAE9aGmxIb6A
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「爹娘不在,讓你不安嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANANlIaOuUOSn
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言曇岫小聲反駁,黎絳洵因為睏倦,便也沒多花力氣拒絕,睡著前最後一個想法是,自己放在枕頭上的手腕有點熱。46Please respect copyright.PENANAyyayduOPDU
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連續很多天都是這樣睡在一起,黎絳洵沒等到言曇岫主動開口離開,他想提,不過每次都沒成功,少了父母,工作量自然也變大了,經常是沾枕即眠,即便沒有,也不會醒著太久,分不出心想太多事。46Please respect copyright.PENANAcHrNhks3Bo
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因此他沒有第一時間注意到,言曇岫看到小廝將帖子放下時的表情。46Please respect copyright.PENANAisoCHpD7No
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「絳洵,要我幫忙看嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAYukr59zhg7
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黎絳洵頭也不抬說:「言府沒別的事情會找我,你不用擔心。」46Please respect copyright.PENANA98F3Xecrj4
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「所以我才……」46Please respect copyright.PENANAUA4aGpBEBy
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黎絳洵失笑:「我不可能現在才把你推回言府,沒事。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAngV5FiCoTI
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言曇岫沒有回答,黎絳洵望向他的時候,他正咬著下唇,彷彿很焦慮。46Please respect copyright.PENANAVfz7w2rQfQ
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「怎麼了嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAYicc7EQjxX
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「你……和言府的婚事,怎麼辦?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA8qguggqxDC
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「什麼怎麼辦?也不能怎麼辦啊。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAfh0T26stpV
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「是不是我……」46Please respect copyright.PENANAlajpCdr7He
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「怎麼了?」46Please respect copyright.PENANApyiA6dJkis
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「沒什麼。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAIJ2clRHj3c
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黎絳洵知道對方的反應是在生氣,只是沒想通對方生什麼氣。46Please respect copyright.PENANAH68GTmsi7O
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言曇橋的話,真的是很久沒想起來這個人了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAisU6gegEP0
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言府催婚催得那麼急,言曇岫大概是不想他煩心,所以已經在沒問他的情況下,擋下很多次言府的帖子了,當然言曇岫以為自己做得滴水不漏,實際上只是黎絳洵沒說破而已,他自然知道這件事。46Please respect copyright.PENANA0RqBYhvEU6
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終究得做個了斷。46Please respect copyright.PENANA3ipdfsI4WP
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那天直到他熄燈前,言曇岫都沒過來,可能是尷尬。46Please respect copyright.PENANA1ffpsAdMUs
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黎絳洵沒有多想,依然很快就睡著了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAyusIfpXjrf
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夜半時分,這時候的黎絳洵,通常睡得很熟了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAk7L9YPRfWI
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言曇岫推門而出,避過巡夜的家丁,走入無人的月色裡,他穿著一身不習慣的侍女服,長長的裙襬好幾次絆住他,幸好沒摔得灰頭土臉。46Please respect copyright.PENANArbYhyV7XAl
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刻意畫上的淡妝,讓他看上去不那麼好認,勾在眼尾的胭脂,在出門前已經確認過多次,並沒有畫偏。46Please respect copyright.PENANAsm4myPas90
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言曇岫留意著周遭動靜,直到進了與黎絳洵寢室毗鄰的院子後,他才放下心來,從這裡開始,沒有其他人會進來了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAFDJ2TWnEkO
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黎絳洵睡得很熟。46Please respect copyright.PENANAeVvcknnC6z
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言曇岫壓著呼吸,走近床邊。46Please respect copyright.PENANAWCsSavticW
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黎絳洵還是給他留了靠外的位置,也因為黎絳洵睡相好,一般睡醒時,都是言曇岫整個人攀在他身上的。46Please respect copyright.PENANA0nyLA5pAp8
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因為過於膽小而一直拖延著沒說的話,如今也沒有說出口的機會了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAecIkAWNnhd
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腦中有這麼多想說的事,不過能說的也只有幾個字。46Please respect copyright.PENANA1YSJ8Zeqjo
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言曇岫輕聲說:「抱歉,讓你為難,再見。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAAwtPs0GBnz
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黎絳洵其實有很多祕密,言曇岫察覺這件事的時候,是剛畫完第三次畫像時的事,那時候,黎絳洵臨時有事離開,言曇岫只能在他院子裡,像隻無頭蒼蠅一樣亂走,沒留意腳下,很快就被絆倒,雖然即時往旁邊滾,所以沒有什麼傷,卻也無法立刻起身。46Please respect copyright.PENANAhN8DEETw4m
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門被推開的聲音後,黎絳洵走進來,手裡拿著甫畫完的畫像,表情無法明確在沉重與迷茫之間擇一。46Please respect copyright.PENANAzNCvEMc2cs
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言曇岫不明白為什麼黎絳洵和往常看起來不同,一時忘了出聲,黎絳洵已經打開一扇之前沒注意到過的門,走了進去。46Please respect copyright.PENANA3sXo2DJOnE
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雖然即便沒這件事,言曇岫也依然會走往同樣的結局,他自己還是覺得,這是一個重要的轉捩點。46Please respect copyright.PENANAylQIt9Qr3O
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因為他看見了,那間房間裡面,有很多畫,畫中的女孩子,他沒見過,卻又感覺有幾分熟悉。46Please respect copyright.PENANAKFJIylHjeJ
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後來怎麼離開的,相對來說不是很重要,因為言曇岫一直在想,黎絳洵看著那些畫的目光,如果能用來凝視自己,那該有多好?46Please respect copyright.PENANANH96oSiwxk
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自從言曇岫能單獨睡後,他一個人在房裡,對著鏡子裡的自己,仔細斟酌著胭脂該怎麼擦抹,看上去才會更像女孩子。46Please respect copyright.PENANAIASMTguCaa
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他希望黎絳洵能看自己,也只看自己。46Please respect copyright.PENANA5S1cGtV3Ap
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可是後來,他才知道,黎絳洵原來是嫡姊的未婚夫。46Please respect copyright.PENANA1aklJ3FgXX
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他忽然明白,無論那屋子畫裡的是誰,黎絳洵最終都會離開自己,和某個女子白首偕老。46Please respect copyright.PENANAFTM1Lk7FL7
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大約就像、第一滴雨落在湖面的感覺。46Please respect copyright.PENANAlEmXDy4yYX
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隨後而來的雨,不會只結束在第一滴。46Please respect copyright.PENANA6BFo2GwctR
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以前他不曉得為什麼自己總是黏著黎絳洵,懂了以後,更加無法輕易鬆手,因為這樣的幸福是有期限的,黎絳洵不會永遠待在自己觸手可及的地方。46Please respect copyright.PENANAO7ft7b7VTu
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被當成小孩子也好,只要能有藉口不走,什麼都好。46Please respect copyright.PENANAxQscMYFtBv
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黎絳洵對誰都留有餘地,他不知道怎麼樣才能讓自己變得特別,不是黎絳洵的血親、他的未婚妻、他的心上人,那和其餘人有區別嗎?和他能輕易割捨下的其餘人,沒有區別的。46Please respect copyright.PENANAYsuC4tkJMs
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如果自己死皮賴臉一點,硬要留下,或許不是不行,可是,光是現在,看黎絳洵擋在他跟言府之間,看黎絳洵因為顧及自己,一直沒有和言曇橋完婚,如果是為了讓黎絳洵好過一些,自己是該離開的。46Please respect copyright.PENANAnMn2JIcY6D
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已經自私地拖了這麼久,已經在離他最近的地方看了他這麼久,早該能知足。46Please respect copyright.PENANAT0rupZcD2H
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──要是你沒教會我這些,我的世界不曾被你提燈照亮,我原沒有多少牽掛。46Please respect copyright.PENANAs0BnpQ9Dkw
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好幾個夜晚,因為害怕黎絳洵離開,言曇岫總是握著黎絳洵的手腕,可還是一次次驚醒,反復確認人還在,幾乎無法再次成眠。46Please respect copyright.PENANAg0zn2rpCjs
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黎絳洵最初為什麼要幫他,他不是沒想問,他只是不知道怎麼開口,黎絳洵的雙親也不曉得答案,曾經想從自己這裡知道解答。46Please respect copyright.PENANAYglCK8iK56
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世上沒有人能比他更明白,黎絳洵說的藉口是假的。46Please respect copyright.PENANAZ513b9qxYm
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他的生母,不過是個通房,還是被家人賣進言府的,真有認識的人可以救他,不會拖到生母都被杖殺了,才想到要出現。46Please respect copyright.PENANAdmhImdyIMm
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月光又偏移了,他該離開了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAzU0rar3Mfz
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「謝謝你,再見。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAyvn1Q0hT9E
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他站起身,失魂落魄地走向門口,小腿卻忽然被用力一撞,原本這也沒什麼,整個離家都很習慣貓咪的無差別攻擊了,然而為了掩人耳目而換上的侍女服,下一秒將他半倒在地。46Please respect copyright.PENANA5c5O3wI0yA
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沒挽好的髮髻散了大半,長髮落在肩頭,他紅著眼眶,爬起來,咬唇逼自己不哭出聲,可使始作俑者彷彿看不見他懇求的眼神,不看時間地點就喵喵叫起來。46Please respect copyright.PENANAIEZwMDJJDJ
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雲飄過去,明亮的月色再次顯現的時候,言曇岫睜大了眼,不可置信。46Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0rZJ9fiyY
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他被朝思暮想的人萬般珍惜地抱在懷中。46Please respect copyright.PENANAP3HKhvvh9k
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