「花園的夕陽」
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但是怨孤獨⋯有什麼好怨的說188Please respect copyright.PENANAoqzluMUzVz
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這不是我自己選擇嗎?怎麼會覺得孤獨呢?為了不讓自己依附在任何人身上,就強迫自己不後悔,扼殺任何不願面對的感性188Please respect copyright.PENANAppD2m2EFVx
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難道,我不就只是這樣的人嗎?188Please respect copyright.PENANApFI8pG7x3x
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我這樣子更輕鬆,不是嗎?188Please respect copyright.PENANA4cDNm9DT0i
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「就快夜晚了嗎⋯?」188Please respect copyright.PENANAXo674yBR5K
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回神過來,抬頭望向染得通紅的天空,我自言自語道188Please respect copyright.PENANADKFkvVVOZr
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穿越森林裏的小徑,在路的盡頭,有著一間木屋,但和之前的木屋不一樣的是它的大小和設計,兩層的度假木屋,前方有著一個小平台,放著室外木椅和小木枱188Please respect copyright.PENANAnGgeYuYKlc
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夕陽的陽光把屋子的外觀染成紅色,很美,但如此一間的木屋不是作觀賞用,也不是度假用,儘管根據先前經驗,我知道可以在木屋裏休息,但這間別具特色的木屋,給了自己些許不祥的預感188Please respect copyright.PENANA5XoceGQpEm
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燈火通明,的確,相比以前所看見的木屋,只有一盞小小的油燈,面前的木屋有至少一盞放了在戶外平台的桌面,門口又掛了一盞,直望裏頭的圓枱上又是一盞,已經有一二三盞油燈188Please respect copyright.PENANATcwbfdHXX6
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踏上木平台,進入木屋內,在門口迎接自己的,是一張淡紅的長方地毯,室內廣闊,高樓底,布置像客廳,中間放了沙發、大長枱,旁邊的窗口有兩張椅和小圓枱,而對面,門口的右側,是一道門188Please respect copyright.PENANAj1LxbS81QF
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打開木門,第一眼看見的,是一把木梯,往上的木梯子,連著上一層,而在這個水平,低樓頂的小房間則是緊貼地放著床和書桌,營造出封密空間的安全感,話說居然,床上有枕頭和被子188Please respect copyright.PENANAgidXgTteUA
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但反正沒那麼快休息,我爬上梯子,看看樓上的景觀188Please respect copyright.PENANACRtLQAszo2
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打開兩道圓窗之間的木門,陽台對著森林的更深處,當然,還有目的地的城堡,在斜陽下無比壯觀188Please respect copyright.PENANATSvYzZXWbW
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這裏也是戶外桌椅一組,桌上放著了一個白碟,而白碟上的明顯是食物,全素⋯啊,不對⋯中間有蛋⋯的三文治,旁邊還有一杯類似雜果汁,用玻璃裝住的綠液188Please respect copyright.PENANAObRXrrIRDD
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「⋯在這之前,先把門都頂住好了」188Please respect copyright.PENANAy0u49wxUBS
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習慣地拉住椅子去門邊,卻出乎意料地,這次的木屋可以鎖門,門把一個鎖,門框又一個,所以除了前門以外,其他的門,我這次沒用木門頂住188Please respect copyright.PENANACW0ezjviyy
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搞定所有事以後,我回到了陽台,坐了下來吃東西,可能是身體比自己更懂得何謂飢餓,兩三下子便吞掉了,杯內的,也是咕嚕一聲倒進肚子了188Please respect copyright.PENANAdIpBDzHzXo
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好累188Please respect copyright.PENANATyUzUyH6lS
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話說今天趕路的時間貌似比之前多⋯所以就早點睡⋯吧⋯?188Please respect copyright.PENANAQO9tn6Onvb
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鎖陽台門之際,窗外的太陽已經消失了,已剩下染飾天空的餘光,時間正好,從上層爬回下來,坐在床邊,脫掉鞋子,躺上去,蓋住久違的被子,盯住床尾的油燈,依從很快出現的睡意,我閉上眼皮⋯188Please respect copyright.PENANA1CcvNUJDnB
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⋯話說⋯今天是我在這處的那幾天呢?我又怎知道⋯自己是不是在靠近城堡呢⋯?該死⋯不會真的是⋯我從這裏無法離開吧⋯?188Please respect copyright.PENANAJrnGngqRhg
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我才不要呢⋯188Please respect copyright.PENANATa1OWuVxWl
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我才不想被困在一個瘋子的玩具世界裏渡日呢⋯我可是還要回去呀⋯188Please respect copyright.PENANACcu0UtR5oT
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在被窩裏緊握拳頭,我轉身向另一側,想找一個更舒適的姿勢,好讓自己能快點睡著,而不是在這想些有點沒的188Please respect copyright.PENANAVEDmBwJIfP
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只是⋯我至今仍未能克服這恐懼188Please respect copyright.PENANAoh3PukrXyi
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在花園裏,一直以來,我只是感到激烈的孤獨感,不需要有什麼明顯的威脅,長漫的路,反覆的風景,在逐漸消化自己的耐性,我意識到這現實,然而這個世界何等簡單地住進了腦內,在眼皮的背面刻下了畫面,正如現在,我閉上眼睛,也知道四周有什麼188Please respect copyright.PENANAEjCe3YuBM0
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我忘不掉188Please respect copyright.PENANAbzNfVgTsdJ
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好想,我好想脫離這個世界,唯獨是沒有任何指路燈為我而立,我也只是往這個世界的更深處前進188Please respect copyright.PENANAqR7nOulyld
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我只可以祈望「終點」能快點到來188Please respect copyright.PENANAfFChJY2UZO
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快點來188Please respect copyright.PENANAX193YpN2EE
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