她的嗓子頓時像是窒息一般,半晌說不出話來。137Please respect copyright.PENANAdrrF6IXoUq
137Please respect copyright.PENANAHAYiTfBcW8
良久,她才艱難地吐出一句話,「……你、你說的是真的?」137Please respect copyright.PENANAMytxUNOGfy
137Please respect copyright.PENANAvhbLiP4bSF
少女的聲音顯得不可置信,帶有莫名的慌張。137Please respect copyright.PENANA5GDu5MqdI4
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——明明他是那麼驕傲的人。 137Please respect copyright.PENANA5xmPxXLtrS
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背著陽光、恣意生長於又野又亂的陰暗小巷裡,頑強而劣根。137Please respect copyright.PENANAFngYrrSzIy
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而且有些反差的,他笑的時候很好看,向菱覺得,那是一種非典型的溫柔。137Please respect copyright.PENANAQ17o3ZRl6P
137Please respect copyright.PENANACwUQ6YyaMt
他怎麼可能做出……那樣的舉動。137Please respect copyright.PENANAqzBvcvyi0x
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沈中奕的聲音還在另一頭繼續,向菱聽得恍恍惚惚,隱約間捕捉到一句:「不信的話,你去看看他眉毛上是不是有個疤。」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAoYBSrE8NBV
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然後,他補充了一句:「晚上從海岸邊的懸崖那裡掉下去,據他說那個疤是擦傷的。」137Please respect copyright.PENANA8Pk1hGQDB4
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向菱隱隱從那些話裡,聽出他所指的地點。137Please respect copyright.PENANAXPF8TigAH0
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峭壁高聳,底下就是長年湛藍的海,夜晚時風強浪大,鎮民都警告小孩子晚上別去的地方。137Please respect copyright.PENANAc3S7amH4Gf
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沈中奕:「那次之後,每年春節我都會打電話過去,但剛才一直撥不通,就想到是不是你和他出去了。」 137Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZtDtCARTv
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不是。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAWD89ON9HVJ
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她仍然很難相信沈中奕說的話,但是卻莫名擔憂。137Please respect copyright.PENANAQqVg1GAEUH
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擔憂對方不是在開玩笑。 137Please respect copyright.PENANA2HjAojO5vg
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少女捏著手機邊緣的指頭竟然微微發顫,張了張嘴,卻不知道該說什麼。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAhQxsturp75
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「怎麼可能。」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3a6S9i4U4
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一股陌生又難言的心緒油然而生,整個人像是被陌生情緒浸透了一般,濃烈到她無法忽視。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAuXrPngQMrC
137Please respect copyright.PENANAitDALxkqg8
向菱久久沒有再講話。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAl38mEVYMvw
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手機音響傳出對面的聲音:「這事我只和你一個人說,千萬別跟他本人提起。」137Please respect copyright.PENANAOnLCAQj2gE
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沈中奕和祁澈算是從小玩大的,很早以前就認識了。137Please respect copyright.PENANAbKeHuZsfjh
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但是向菱,從來不知道還有這樣一段往事。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAZvSBR8tXkE
137Please respect copyright.PENANA6AlgCqPQAP
她只覺得心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,一下一下,隱隱抽疼著,什麼都聽不進去,心臟跳動的聲音被無限放大,拉長迴響在耳際。137Please respect copyright.PENANAla3IAvGsLH
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「你要記得,絕對、不要和那傢伙提這件事。」對方還在那一頭絮絮叨叨。137Please respect copyright.PENANAM3SWVrjizb
137Please respect copyright.PENANAyPh0uatNTD
草草說完,掛掉電話,她拿了包便飛快走出宿舍。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAa80zuOM9SV
137Please respect copyright.PENANAMz4mTzlQIC
忽視了宿管阿姨的那句「新年快樂」,她直接走出了學校外。137Please respect copyright.PENANAfsbrfHDedR
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大街上依然充滿歡騰喧譁的群眾,街邊有人放鞭炮,屋內的人圍成一桌或打牌或吃飯。137Please respect copyright.PENANAcJrlV4dJPC
137Please respect copyright.PENANAxpCtoeH5QQ
她有些焦急,粗魯穿越著人群。137Please respect copyright.PENANAbsu5J2apQG
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推擠間,少女一邊思索著祁澈可能在的地方,一邊撥手機電話。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAMFkkkVRT95
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螢幕上通話的字樣閃爍,嘟嘟了幾聲。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAokzGg0lGHz
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電話撥出的音效,第一次顯得這麼漫長。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAM2JYJaAAbf
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幾秒鐘後,才終於接通了。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ6ZvFyXEa
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她才鬆了口氣,說話也跟著流暢起來。不過她的話有些前言不對後語,大概是焦急所致。137Please respect copyright.PENANACsJLU0jwP8
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「怎麼回事,你怎麼不接沈中奕電話?」137Please respect copyright.PENANAtrpVIJmFTm
137Please respect copyright.PENANAvhmsnqSwp7
心裡還緊緊記著沈中奕說的那次落海,向菱忍不住又反覆慌亂起來。 137Please respect copyright.PENANA5alcH5IRck
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兩個人都沒有意識到,她的關心,已經超過了對於普通朋友應該有的程度。137Please respect copyright.PENANAHPxBxfQGe9
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對面傳來的是有些耳熟的少年嗓音。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAyx3eJy0mZQ
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「在宿舍,剛回。」 137Please respect copyright.PENANASdmJDRE1ui
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不知怎地,可能是因為這句話,她居然就稍微平靜了下來。137Please respect copyright.PENANAx8TBTRf8eS
137Please respect copyright.PENANAkMFdHgOLP4
「去哪裡?你剛剛都沒接沈中奕電話。」幾乎是興師問罪的語氣,帶點尖銳又有點氣惱。137Please respect copyright.PENANAiAFqpIZvzp
137Please respect copyright.PENANAixaKMUj1sh
她說著,立刻掉頭往宿舍的方向折返回去。137Please respect copyright.PENANA0oKKnX702e
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對面默了默,半晌只吐出一個輕而短暫的「嗯」字。137Please respect copyright.PENANAEA8aNhu1sU
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「……你等著,我去找你。」向菱邊走邊說,語調顯得有些倉促,卻沒半點讓人拒絕的意思。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAplsW75mEUg
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她還有很多事情想追問,想知道詳情,雖然沈中奕剛剛告誡過,但她仍然想要當面提起。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAYEUGWNaC3E
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宿舍裡,少年垂著眸。137Please respect copyright.PENANAb8FVv8ItJM
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心跳有一瞬間的悸動。137Please respect copyright.PENANAeIWcDByTAL
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幾分鐘後。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAK1o013c54n
137Please respect copyright.PENANAS8uD1u1Aex
她掛斷他的電話,人也跟著出現在門口。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAahEhMY8Cy5
137Please respect copyright.PENANArNlzNiCfDs
少女手裡提著一袋溫熱的關東煮,站在門口敲了敲門板。137Please respect copyright.PENANAh9otBa2vwG
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宿舍老舊的門被人粗魯拉開。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAOERdBXBTX8
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如她所料,開門的是祁澈,祁小波坐在雙層床上鋪的那個位置。 137Please respect copyright.PENANABZ8TnPiM7I
137Please respect copyright.PENANAUcqpMmu4JW
看了一眼牆壁上的時鐘,時針指出的時間已經不早了——晚上十點半。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAyNcusVxKwB
137Please respect copyright.PENANAhdMcvDXN2i
向菱有點急躁,正想開口詢問方才沈中奕告訴她的事,話到嘴邊卻成了:「你吃飯了沒?」137Please respect copyright.PENANAd151Duf8qX
137Please respect copyright.PENANA6KOHzbDqHT
她揚了揚手中的那袋熱食。137Please respect copyright.PENANAfXXnSiF3p4
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沒等對方回答,她兀自把食物放到旁邊的書桌上,就著書桌拆起塑膠包裝。137Please respect copyright.PENANAq6SIm33LTs
137Please respect copyright.PENANAOC0i5o22kq
店家包裝時綁了個死結,向菱弄得有些費力。少年一語不發的湊近,劃拉幾下揭開那個綁結。137Please respect copyright.PENANAI4SkQYvbff
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兩人的指尖順勢碰到了一起。137Please respect copyright.PENANALL8jms1Dfv
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那瞬間,彷彿有道細細的電流悄然流通而過。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAgEi8gAs4qT
137Please respect copyright.PENANAr8do3yKpII
心跳還來不及加速,兩人甚至沒有正眼對到視線,祁小波便順手扔了圖畫書,咚咚咚的跑下來搶走一碗熱食吃。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAzZ161xnEdw
137Please respect copyright.PENANAxhDKmY2Lda
三人圍著書桌的一側坐下,桌上還隨意丟著祁小波的彩色筆。137Please respect copyright.PENANAj1LoercSoG
137Please respect copyright.PENANAA2lp5QV7SE
向菱已經吃過了,目前還不怎麼餓,於是把餐點往祁澈那邊推過去。137Please respect copyright.PENANAetnMcOD48G
137Please respect copyright.PENANAHkvnVKV7pV
祁澈沒動,那碗冒著熱氣的關東煮在桌上孤然地放涼。137Please respect copyright.PENANAOffhhvNhUt
137Please respect copyright.PENANAk1P4nHbBh3
他們誰也沒開口,各自瞧了對方一眼,誰也不動筷子。137Please respect copyright.PENANA4WobUKL6QW
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向菱:「你吃過飯啦?今天是除夕。」137Please respect copyright.PENANAxQLfolxJzm
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「嗯。」少年的目光在面前少女的眉眼上停留了一下,然後心不在焉的飄忽開來。137Please respect copyright.PENANAPPCm9hrlQH
137Please respect copyright.PENANAjmDh1lhHAl
年夜飯不怎麼愉快。137Please respect copyright.PENANAhQ3AbZ86Jv
137Please respect copyright.PENANAb4gxPXp5kT
前不久,約莫幾天前,他被告知回謝家吃年夜飯。137Please respect copyright.PENANA9MRn9vgJFV
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表面上可能是一番好意吧,但是回去那裡並不會被善待,實際上只是羞辱的另一個機會而已。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAxNjAowsddk
137Please respect copyright.PENANAk7gF5vNJoC
他不是傻子,當然沒有讓祁小波去見謝家的親戚,是隻身回去的。137Please respect copyright.PENANAhEoNG9aWzi
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而祁小波的年夜飯,還是便當。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAf9wQrhEqst
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硬要扯一個不同之處的話,那就是今天她吃碗飯的時間,好像比較早。137Please respect copyright.PENANAUaM19sRNVC
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……因為要趕在去謝家之前讓祁小波吃完晚飯。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAExHjW8DDLA
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祁澈其實並不想去那裡吃年夜飯。137Please respect copyright.PENANAx942Pcwtzv
137Please respect copyright.PENANARfbVEgJad8
他和那些親戚早就關係疏離,沒必要討好,也沒必要低聲下氣。137Please respect copyright.PENANAjsbI7EBzX8
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——真奇怪,明明住在同一個鎮子上,不過是隔著幾條街的距離,根本沒有必要託人傳話給他。137Please respect copyright.PENANALa3gKfMams
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而在飯桌上,連挾一口菜、盛碗飯都要頂著其他人責難的目光。 137Please respect copyright.PENANApUKK19PkQW
137Please respect copyright.PENANA1Fa4IOoQA3
彷彿不願讓他佔到任何一點便宜,給他的飯碗都是最破舊的那個。137Please respect copyright.PENANAKdYX31vwaw
137Please respect copyright.PENANA5aVYbwcOSx
少年的面色淡然,眼瞳裡看不出任何情緒。 137Please respect copyright.PENANALjRoA7kKT5
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這像是一次敷衍了事、草草交卷的考試,他沒有鬧事,但要是別人問他話,他也一概不理。137Please respect copyright.PENANAGienMLHsen
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耐著性子,挨著那些目光直到一餐飯結束,少年直接起身走了,沒再逗留。137Please respect copyright.PENANA1R68a8jY21
137Please respect copyright.PENANA8yUJDtFaT0
謝家那群「家人」的視線歷歷在目。137Please respect copyright.PENANAbBYQbdgAsy
137Please respect copyright.PENANA3fM5htkfdj
少年的思緒兜了一圈,回到眼前,少女已經拿過他面前那碗沒動過的關東煮,吃了起來。137Please respect copyright.PENANAw4U6dbFL1X
137Please respect copyright.PENANAxmcfzbO3Oa
她臉頰被食物塞得鼓鼓的,像隻進食中的倉鼠。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAA2HymxOKjg
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他默默看了一眼,之前的煩躁感居然悠然散去。 137Please respect copyright.PENANA6PVTDBFy14
137Please respect copyright.PENANAEIsabH4mE6
祁澈輕勾了勾嘴角。137Please respect copyright.PENANARY1cWS6sUw
137Please respect copyright.PENANAihD94UVh3b
少女很快便察覺到他無意識間,停留得太久的目光,抬眼,黑色睫羽跟著扇動。137Please respect copyright.PENANAw6ZKLS0REm
137Please respect copyright.PENANAV93VDqeaeZ
她的一雙眼睛又褐又亮,染上熱食冒出的水氣,顯得無辜。 137Please respect copyright.PENANA6OXfaNJpoN
137Please respect copyright.PENANACvfxZOSfpp
他正盯得出神,向菱冷不防輕聲冒出一句話:「你以前,是不是落海過?」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAHLTqkJz1et
137Please respect copyright.PENANALMqme1jdlA
她緊緊看著面前少年的眼睛,認真又帶著執著。137Please respect copyright.PENANAGNKPj0LUej
137Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7YcICxydr
少年的瞳孔驟縮。 兩雙眸子相對,各自蘊染著鋒利。137Please respect copyright.PENANAgDoSk99u15
137Please respect copyright.PENANAgNsfJFnPTt
「……你聽誰說的?」 137Please respect copyright.PENANANaqeLF7fqA
137Please respect copyright.PENANAY93lZiiHB7
少女從他的黑眸裡望見微末的慌亂,以及蓄意的隔閡。137Please respect copyright.PENANAkru8b8Zwe3
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可等到幾秒鐘後,再次對視,他瞳孔裡卻只餘下無機質的淡漠,和某些平靜到可怕的無所謂。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAQaqdQT8aZD
137Please respect copyright.PENANAbws03lISgS
他的眼睛很擅長隱藏心事。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAloOdUbb2hQ
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她冷靜道:「剛才聽沈中奕說的,你沒接電話,他以為我跟你在一起。」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAUzQctRA7jG
137Please respect copyright.PENANAzrZuK0XirK
「所以你幾年前,真的……有這種打算?」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3V5kNdJzM
137Please respect copyright.PENANAb56xWE7Wbq
那句「結束生命」到了嘴邊,卻有些難以說出口,頓了頓,換成了意味不那麼清楚的替代詞。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAk1EZgEpibY
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春節本是應該喜氣洋洋的,可他們聊的,卻是這種不應景、煞風景的話題。137Please respect copyright.PENANAyohIYVmQBL
137Please respect copyright.PENANAMGuKCluVfD
祁小波在幾分鐘前就已經爬上床睡了,小孩子入睡的速度快,很快就有了鼾聲。137Please respect copyright.PENANAx8nFxphrDh
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淺淺的呼吸聲,迴盪在一片靜謐裡。137Please respect copyright.PENANAfttBtR16i9
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少年迎著她的視線,姿態散漫,倚著宿舍書桌旁的課椅。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAWzrz0X3Ltj
137Please respect copyright.PENANAAFEEC7IRiY
向菱坐在另一張椅上,目光帶點尖銳和探詢。137Please respect copyright.PENANAtn46XP1R3b
137Please respect copyright.PENANAbwoMNe5k9h
——明明是雙向的互相在意,為什麼要搞得這樣劍拔弩張? 137Please respect copyright.PENANAIApi3qvZMf
137Please respect copyright.PENANA854YG7JcxP
她皺了皺眉,語氣裡的銳利已經大過於關心。137Please respect copyright.PENANAnVf9Em2rNd
137Please respect copyright.PENANAdhMU8WLPVK
他一定是很善於隱藏情緒的人。137Please respect copyright.PENANAMKVNtlcoR8
137Please respect copyright.PENANAT9A9ryoY7t
他的模樣過於從容冷靜,表面看似毫無警惕,卻一聲不吭。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAQw6eP6w8uA
137Please respect copyright.PENANAnCvMSt2CK2
向菱決定出聲試探,「你是遇到了很不開心的事情嗎?」 137Please respect copyright.PENANApZYKyJz22I
137Please respect copyright.PENANAXFMQVxoEZu
少年抿著唇,依然盯著她不語。他的眼睛線條仍然是乾淨又冷硬的,雙眼皮的褶皺明晰。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAvZcOpUhTlx
137Please respect copyright.PENANAtE7rEd44m9
桃花眼透出的眼神很淡,矜傲又漠然。137Please respect copyright.PENANA4AtE9bcVpv
137Please respect copyright.PENANAgv5H4u7bvd
向菱依稀想起什麼,突然伸出手去,碰了碰對方的眉角。137Please respect copyright.PENANAkJ6MszrmFr
137Please respect copyright.PENANAomMNYAOm9c
少年看了她一眼。 不明白她想要幹什麼,卻也沒有推開。137Please respect copyright.PENANA32D1Ba5V7q
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後來,幾秒鐘後,少女在他眉峰狠狠按了一下。137Please respect copyright.PENANAACeKzRlUxq
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換來的是他輕輕皺了下眉。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAHPriKgY1aM
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還真的有一道疤痕。顏色很淺,像是未完全癒合的傷。137Please respect copyright.PENANA0WhXxA0JGL
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然後,她再也沒有繼續追問。137Please respect copyright.PENANAp30jakG6Gm
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——因為,他的眼神要是再壓迫一點,大概能殺人。137Please respect copyright.PENANAzEw6KPbosh