她的嗓子頓時像是窒息一般,半晌說不出話來。153Please respect copyright.PENANA2MulWqnrrO
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良久,她才艱難地吐出一句話,「……你、你說的是真的?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAqwc1ou9rk0
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少女的聲音顯得不可置信,帶有莫名的慌張。153Please respect copyright.PENANA0ws4K5hK2Q
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——明明他是那麼驕傲的人。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAax5wLZ2IU3
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背著陽光、恣意生長於又野又亂的陰暗小巷裡,頑強而劣根。153Please respect copyright.PENANAsXNUMSUDhu
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而且有些反差的,他笑的時候很好看,向菱覺得,那是一種非典型的溫柔。153Please respect copyright.PENANA8uxWZnx0iO
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他怎麼可能做出……那樣的舉動。153Please respect copyright.PENANAmVzP9Sicod
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沈中奕的聲音還在另一頭繼續,向菱聽得恍恍惚惚,隱約間捕捉到一句:「不信的話,你去看看他眉毛上是不是有個疤。」 153Please respect copyright.PENANAq1taZgvFud
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然後,他補充了一句:「晚上從海岸邊的懸崖那裡掉下去,據他說那個疤是擦傷的。」153Please respect copyright.PENANA3gWs5ncaCH
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向菱隱隱從那些話裡,聽出他所指的地點。153Please respect copyright.PENANA2Iz8eGtTZo
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峭壁高聳,底下就是長年湛藍的海,夜晚時風強浪大,鎮民都警告小孩子晚上別去的地方。153Please respect copyright.PENANA6UvYQPErFG
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沈中奕:「那次之後,每年春節我都會打電話過去,但剛才一直撥不通,就想到是不是你和他出去了。」 153Please respect copyright.PENANAt01cWtt2vk
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不是。 153Please respect copyright.PENANACbB9TxoxLs
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她仍然很難相信沈中奕說的話,但是卻莫名擔憂。153Please respect copyright.PENANAdHkecFEpvD
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擔憂對方不是在開玩笑。 153Please respect copyright.PENANATxnHIVGNsG
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少女捏著手機邊緣的指頭竟然微微發顫,張了張嘴,卻不知道該說什麼。 153Please respect copyright.PENANA9OV7FJl5TB
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「怎麼可能。」 153Please respect copyright.PENANAfrKXpFJSzd
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一股陌生又難言的心緒油然而生,整個人像是被陌生情緒浸透了一般,濃烈到她無法忽視。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAvgqW5nLyvG
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向菱久久沒有再講話。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAytuRcFO3b0
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手機音響傳出對面的聲音:「這事我只和你一個人說,千萬別跟他本人提起。」153Please respect copyright.PENANA8xX6BWsI92
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沈中奕和祁澈算是從小玩大的,很早以前就認識了。153Please respect copyright.PENANAy0UUmDC47k
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但是向菱,從來不知道還有這樣一段往事。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAIj1U3HpGUT
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她只覺得心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,一下一下,隱隱抽疼著,什麼都聽不進去,心臟跳動的聲音被無限放大,拉長迴響在耳際。153Please respect copyright.PENANATMhMKOcGGe
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「你要記得,絕對、不要和那傢伙提這件事。」對方還在那一頭絮絮叨叨。153Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8oWdq8nIg
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草草說完,掛掉電話,她拿了包便飛快走出宿舍。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAvhJCgepHeq
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忽視了宿管阿姨的那句「新年快樂」,她直接走出了學校外。153Please respect copyright.PENANAJjZcvAPQvX
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大街上依然充滿歡騰喧譁的群眾,街邊有人放鞭炮,屋內的人圍成一桌或打牌或吃飯。153Please respect copyright.PENANAlYs8KA823N
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她有些焦急,粗魯穿越著人群。153Please respect copyright.PENANA3gVPLDA2jB
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推擠間,少女一邊思索著祁澈可能在的地方,一邊撥手機電話。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAggCr7F1Eic
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螢幕上通話的字樣閃爍,嘟嘟了幾聲。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAbMiV39EnbN
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電話撥出的音效,第一次顯得這麼漫長。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAaKFlcm1VPV
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幾秒鐘後,才終於接通了。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAQgsdVzqp6t
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她才鬆了口氣,說話也跟著流暢起來。不過她的話有些前言不對後語,大概是焦急所致。153Please respect copyright.PENANAw7dEwu88TQ
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「怎麼回事,你怎麼不接沈中奕電話?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAOVvYwpJUzE
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心裡還緊緊記著沈中奕說的那次落海,向菱忍不住又反覆慌亂起來。 153Please respect copyright.PENANA7XLT2H1sep
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兩個人都沒有意識到,她的關心,已經超過了對於普通朋友應該有的程度。153Please respect copyright.PENANARjDH68Nf10
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對面傳來的是有些耳熟的少年嗓音。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAjaLf4ci3ov
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「在宿舍,剛回。」 153Please respect copyright.PENANALa759XhKk6
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不知怎地,可能是因為這句話,她居然就稍微平靜了下來。153Please respect copyright.PENANABC9BhkyvFN
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「去哪裡?你剛剛都沒接沈中奕電話。」幾乎是興師問罪的語氣,帶點尖銳又有點氣惱。153Please respect copyright.PENANA6DWdlavk2d
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她說著,立刻掉頭往宿舍的方向折返回去。153Please respect copyright.PENANAx9zTNBwPKV
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對面默了默,半晌只吐出一個輕而短暫的「嗯」字。153Please respect copyright.PENANAMl31iSOp90
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「……你等著,我去找你。」向菱邊走邊說,語調顯得有些倉促,卻沒半點讓人拒絕的意思。 153Please respect copyright.PENANASqaCsM4HLu
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她還有很多事情想追問,想知道詳情,雖然沈中奕剛剛告誡過,但她仍然想要當面提起。 153Please respect copyright.PENANA1VNKNBOmpQ
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宿舍裡,少年垂著眸。153Please respect copyright.PENANA83ftwuhLLE
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心跳有一瞬間的悸動。153Please respect copyright.PENANAhldyrQC1Mi
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幾分鐘後。 153Please respect copyright.PENANATO0A9ffIZz
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她掛斷他的電話,人也跟著出現在門口。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAuCq5IN2cqS
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少女手裡提著一袋溫熱的關東煮,站在門口敲了敲門板。153Please respect copyright.PENANAComhYf9LgK
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宿舍老舊的門被人粗魯拉開。 153Please respect copyright.PENANA3dwAXhc4q4
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如她所料,開門的是祁澈,祁小波坐在雙層床上鋪的那個位置。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAXKtNsXzoiF
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看了一眼牆壁上的時鐘,時針指出的時間已經不早了——晚上十點半。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAKQdoHZtOlM
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向菱有點急躁,正想開口詢問方才沈中奕告訴她的事,話到嘴邊卻成了:「你吃飯了沒?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAVL6i5l5L5S
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她揚了揚手中的那袋熱食。153Please respect copyright.PENANAdZJvLuoAi2
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沒等對方回答,她兀自把食物放到旁邊的書桌上,就著書桌拆起塑膠包裝。153Please respect copyright.PENANAZU0EGlZKCc
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店家包裝時綁了個死結,向菱弄得有些費力。少年一語不發的湊近,劃拉幾下揭開那個綁結。153Please respect copyright.PENANAv3E3lUxXXf
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兩人的指尖順勢碰到了一起。153Please respect copyright.PENANAOXCCQAE50K
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那瞬間,彷彿有道細細的電流悄然流通而過。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAG5TyJvkSvh
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心跳還來不及加速,兩人甚至沒有正眼對到視線,祁小波便順手扔了圖畫書,咚咚咚的跑下來搶走一碗熱食吃。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAtZqUU3KRDa
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三人圍著書桌的一側坐下,桌上還隨意丟著祁小波的彩色筆。153Please respect copyright.PENANAD6q1DVkPA8
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向菱已經吃過了,目前還不怎麼餓,於是把餐點往祁澈那邊推過去。153Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1wTvCF5te
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祁澈沒動,那碗冒著熱氣的關東煮在桌上孤然地放涼。153Please respect copyright.PENANA1CRaKAyYkn
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他們誰也沒開口,各自瞧了對方一眼,誰也不動筷子。153Please respect copyright.PENANAbozyvmPcyF
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向菱:「你吃過飯啦?今天是除夕。」153Please respect copyright.PENANAqcqQTkeJ0c
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「嗯。」少年的目光在面前少女的眉眼上停留了一下,然後心不在焉的飄忽開來。153Please respect copyright.PENANApxaQh4gpPm
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年夜飯不怎麼愉快。153Please respect copyright.PENANAOkz40ggM5R
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前不久,約莫幾天前,他被告知回謝家吃年夜飯。153Please respect copyright.PENANAawloPogNsX
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表面上可能是一番好意吧,但是回去那裡並不會被善待,實際上只是羞辱的另一個機會而已。 153Please respect copyright.PENANALe0y5wou6S
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他不是傻子,當然沒有讓祁小波去見謝家的親戚,是隻身回去的。153Please respect copyright.PENANAKZSHqhgHmq
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而祁小波的年夜飯,還是便當。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAT9BqWTC1RD
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硬要扯一個不同之處的話,那就是今天她吃碗飯的時間,好像比較早。153Please respect copyright.PENANAdFyv5nLYil
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……因為要趕在去謝家之前讓祁小波吃完晚飯。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAYbe5pgMNWL
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祁澈其實並不想去那裡吃年夜飯。153Please respect copyright.PENANAeIHqz4C47D
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他和那些親戚早就關係疏離,沒必要討好,也沒必要低聲下氣。153Please respect copyright.PENANAbriA80cYly
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——真奇怪,明明住在同一個鎮子上,不過是隔著幾條街的距離,根本沒有必要託人傳話給他。153Please respect copyright.PENANA9NwCm87KAr
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而在飯桌上,連挾一口菜、盛碗飯都要頂著其他人責難的目光。 153Please respect copyright.PENANA4N391Ftnef
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彷彿不願讓他佔到任何一點便宜,給他的飯碗都是最破舊的那個。153Please respect copyright.PENANAGKwDGUSnTK
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少年的面色淡然,眼瞳裡看不出任何情緒。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAShaPccMTPR
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這像是一次敷衍了事、草草交卷的考試,他沒有鬧事,但要是別人問他話,他也一概不理。153Please respect copyright.PENANASvSBthNArt
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耐著性子,挨著那些目光直到一餐飯結束,少年直接起身走了,沒再逗留。153Please respect copyright.PENANAhgWrkYgBIR
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謝家那群「家人」的視線歷歷在目。153Please respect copyright.PENANAMfRhBbPmtK
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少年的思緒兜了一圈,回到眼前,少女已經拿過他面前那碗沒動過的關東煮,吃了起來。153Please respect copyright.PENANAFyTeE8b7xr
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她臉頰被食物塞得鼓鼓的,像隻進食中的倉鼠。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAlB4ulYxUBM
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他默默看了一眼,之前的煩躁感居然悠然散去。 153Please respect copyright.PENANA0yjfDoXINf
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祁澈輕勾了勾嘴角。153Please respect copyright.PENANAng6c1lcLsO
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少女很快便察覺到他無意識間,停留得太久的目光,抬眼,黑色睫羽跟著扇動。153Please respect copyright.PENANAz9doRUQonF
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她的一雙眼睛又褐又亮,染上熱食冒出的水氣,顯得無辜。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAiTp2Wf1CHm
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他正盯得出神,向菱冷不防輕聲冒出一句話:「你以前,是不是落海過?」 153Please respect copyright.PENANAwycjmv6KRr
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她緊緊看著面前少年的眼睛,認真又帶著執著。153Please respect copyright.PENANAClq2VJjwM6
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少年的瞳孔驟縮。 兩雙眸子相對,各自蘊染著鋒利。153Please respect copyright.PENANAhsYPlapRAC
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「……你聽誰說的?」 153Please respect copyright.PENANACZeuav41IE
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少女從他的黑眸裡望見微末的慌亂,以及蓄意的隔閡。153Please respect copyright.PENANAllYeCYCBMm
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可等到幾秒鐘後,再次對視,他瞳孔裡卻只餘下無機質的淡漠,和某些平靜到可怕的無所謂。 153Please respect copyright.PENANA6cEbkuxlak
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他的眼睛很擅長隱藏心事。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAREIs9vXrID
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她冷靜道:「剛才聽沈中奕說的,你沒接電話,他以為我跟你在一起。」 153Please respect copyright.PENANAtQS0eTelU9
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「所以你幾年前,真的……有這種打算?」 153Please respect copyright.PENANAGnwB2XCTeK
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那句「結束生命」到了嘴邊,卻有些難以說出口,頓了頓,換成了意味不那麼清楚的替代詞。 153Please respect copyright.PENANA67pMaqpt7X
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春節本是應該喜氣洋洋的,可他們聊的,卻是這種不應景、煞風景的話題。153Please respect copyright.PENANAubBy8sTzxE
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祁小波在幾分鐘前就已經爬上床睡了,小孩子入睡的速度快,很快就有了鼾聲。153Please respect copyright.PENANA3Cc6dBRGvr
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淺淺的呼吸聲,迴盪在一片靜謐裡。153Please respect copyright.PENANA0FjuynuesA
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少年迎著她的視線,姿態散漫,倚著宿舍書桌旁的課椅。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAN0bUFQQU6R
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向菱坐在另一張椅上,目光帶點尖銳和探詢。153Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xuughsdrk
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——明明是雙向的互相在意,為什麼要搞得這樣劍拔弩張? 153Please respect copyright.PENANAos4LJErBoz
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她皺了皺眉,語氣裡的銳利已經大過於關心。153Please respect copyright.PENANAG3W12DRUSZ
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他一定是很善於隱藏情緒的人。153Please respect copyright.PENANA6mAe99Ec9i
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他的模樣過於從容冷靜,表面看似毫無警惕,卻一聲不吭。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAehWb4TaCJP
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向菱決定出聲試探,「你是遇到了很不開心的事情嗎?」 153Please respect copyright.PENANAl8kK5tuM0Q
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少年抿著唇,依然盯著她不語。他的眼睛線條仍然是乾淨又冷硬的,雙眼皮的褶皺明晰。 153Please respect copyright.PENANAxlZ7XVCZOb
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桃花眼透出的眼神很淡,矜傲又漠然。153Please respect copyright.PENANAgVe066bJAC
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向菱依稀想起什麼,突然伸出手去,碰了碰對方的眉角。153Please respect copyright.PENANA4QG3485tqy
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少年看了她一眼。 不明白她想要幹什麼,卻也沒有推開。153Please respect copyright.PENANAOKCjJYgEzc
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後來,幾秒鐘後,少女在他眉峰狠狠按了一下。153Please respect copyright.PENANAMhYC7UA9U6
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換來的是他輕輕皺了下眉。 153Please respect copyright.PENANA4EHNVnoJpU
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還真的有一道疤痕。顏色很淺,像是未完全癒合的傷。153Please respect copyright.PENANA2SIWE7uRz9
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然後,她再也沒有繼續追問。153Please respect copyright.PENANAM6UG9mwck0
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——因為,他的眼神要是再壓迫一點,大概能殺人。153Please respect copyright.PENANAsncW2nXS9Y