她的嗓子頓時像是窒息一般,半晌說不出話來。134Please respect copyright.PENANABneEGFKtWB
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良久,她才艱難地吐出一句話,「……你、你說的是真的?」134Please respect copyright.PENANASLvleOpQBq
134Please respect copyright.PENANA4cGmK6BHzl
少女的聲音顯得不可置信,帶有莫名的慌張。134Please respect copyright.PENANAgdXj1DwyUS
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——明明他是那麼驕傲的人。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAhC153OHObF
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背著陽光、恣意生長於又野又亂的陰暗小巷裡,頑強而劣根。134Please respect copyright.PENANABllKoNlfRB
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而且有些反差的,他笑的時候很好看,向菱覺得,那是一種非典型的溫柔。134Please respect copyright.PENANAAOgmgWlZna
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他怎麼可能做出……那樣的舉動。134Please respect copyright.PENANA9HpOqEXfpS
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沈中奕的聲音還在另一頭繼續,向菱聽得恍恍惚惚,隱約間捕捉到一句:「不信的話,你去看看他眉毛上是不是有個疤。」 134Please respect copyright.PENANAt5uSqgPv3Q
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然後,他補充了一句:「晚上從海岸邊的懸崖那裡掉下去,據他說那個疤是擦傷的。」134Please respect copyright.PENANAhVK8JTNkJ6
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向菱隱隱從那些話裡,聽出他所指的地點。134Please respect copyright.PENANAfgWXI4bfDi
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峭壁高聳,底下就是長年湛藍的海,夜晚時風強浪大,鎮民都警告小孩子晚上別去的地方。134Please respect copyright.PENANArHGT8v8EQ5
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沈中奕:「那次之後,每年春節我都會打電話過去,但剛才一直撥不通,就想到是不是你和他出去了。」 134Please respect copyright.PENANA0tG1jdCmfg
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不是。 134Please respect copyright.PENANA80dpf8BqB5
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她仍然很難相信沈中奕說的話,但是卻莫名擔憂。134Please respect copyright.PENANAemcxDWwLjm
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擔憂對方不是在開玩笑。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAOW3mUz65RA
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少女捏著手機邊緣的指頭竟然微微發顫,張了張嘴,卻不知道該說什麼。 134Please respect copyright.PENANANiVBo8elyb
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「怎麼可能。」 134Please respect copyright.PENANAfCU6SoKVeQ
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一股陌生又難言的心緒油然而生,整個人像是被陌生情緒浸透了一般,濃烈到她無法忽視。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAE1LE9iBXVC
134Please respect copyright.PENANAJPveJFiIBF
向菱久久沒有再講話。 134Please respect copyright.PENANASJsJ4cNisn
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手機音響傳出對面的聲音:「這事我只和你一個人說,千萬別跟他本人提起。」134Please respect copyright.PENANAAEdrIQDHdf
134Please respect copyright.PENANAjZnVwPK9sT
沈中奕和祁澈算是從小玩大的,很早以前就認識了。134Please respect copyright.PENANAgRAuajjw3o
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但是向菱,從來不知道還有這樣一段往事。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAs96dIzxSDU
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她只覺得心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,一下一下,隱隱抽疼著,什麼都聽不進去,心臟跳動的聲音被無限放大,拉長迴響在耳際。134Please respect copyright.PENANALi6Almda6w
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「你要記得,絕對、不要和那傢伙提這件事。」對方還在那一頭絮絮叨叨。134Please respect copyright.PENANAmMPN8jcCgm
134Please respect copyright.PENANAJzkewZpjFQ
草草說完,掛掉電話,她拿了包便飛快走出宿舍。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAscvOlTGYLx
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忽視了宿管阿姨的那句「新年快樂」,她直接走出了學校外。134Please respect copyright.PENANAHaP3IadWn5
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大街上依然充滿歡騰喧譁的群眾,街邊有人放鞭炮,屋內的人圍成一桌或打牌或吃飯。134Please respect copyright.PENANA0JpyFA3IjC
134Please respect copyright.PENANApgesAeJg3R
她有些焦急,粗魯穿越著人群。134Please respect copyright.PENANAaGXysYatmU
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推擠間,少女一邊思索著祁澈可能在的地方,一邊撥手機電話。 134Please respect copyright.PENANA9QbZf3YRWl
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螢幕上通話的字樣閃爍,嘟嘟了幾聲。 134Please respect copyright.PENANA1LerLWS8Zf
134Please respect copyright.PENANAkLUxGaJCwM
電話撥出的音效,第一次顯得這麼漫長。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAWgsoC2ZcAM
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幾秒鐘後,才終於接通了。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAad3TTDsyaS
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她才鬆了口氣,說話也跟著流暢起來。不過她的話有些前言不對後語,大概是焦急所致。134Please respect copyright.PENANAFcmavXKirX
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「怎麼回事,你怎麼不接沈中奕電話?」134Please respect copyright.PENANA4Dpwy0GTtm
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心裡還緊緊記著沈中奕說的那次落海,向菱忍不住又反覆慌亂起來。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAQhioG6pQ75
134Please respect copyright.PENANA1h93BZG5ZN
兩個人都沒有意識到,她的關心,已經超過了對於普通朋友應該有的程度。134Please respect copyright.PENANAFwdre9dDNT
134Please respect copyright.PENANALd5wB1DRMf
對面傳來的是有些耳熟的少年嗓音。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAEuTb7oY6Oz
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「在宿舍,剛回。」 134Please respect copyright.PENANAxP2szdet0u
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不知怎地,可能是因為這句話,她居然就稍微平靜了下來。134Please respect copyright.PENANAlJ0LAVcMm2
134Please respect copyright.PENANAFQEOnQiLuQ
「去哪裡?你剛剛都沒接沈中奕電話。」幾乎是興師問罪的語氣,帶點尖銳又有點氣惱。134Please respect copyright.PENANAyoBl9DnKDX
134Please respect copyright.PENANAU2SiGr2JcL
她說著,立刻掉頭往宿舍的方向折返回去。134Please respect copyright.PENANAJU4NTJPghj
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對面默了默,半晌只吐出一個輕而短暫的「嗯」字。134Please respect copyright.PENANA1XJq8QfNW0
134Please respect copyright.PENANAvoTusHiP7h
「……你等著,我去找你。」向菱邊走邊說,語調顯得有些倉促,卻沒半點讓人拒絕的意思。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAt4hey0da1i
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她還有很多事情想追問,想知道詳情,雖然沈中奕剛剛告誡過,但她仍然想要當面提起。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAxzCnUSNnv8
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宿舍裡,少年垂著眸。134Please respect copyright.PENANA6xIDjPNVWD
134Please respect copyright.PENANAf6BqtE9fG1
心跳有一瞬間的悸動。134Please respect copyright.PENANAFgvsjM29yr
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幾分鐘後。 134Please respect copyright.PENANArdb40iF7SY
134Please respect copyright.PENANALIZj78VHSr
她掛斷他的電話,人也跟著出現在門口。 134Please respect copyright.PENANA6UXaH7y2ff
134Please respect copyright.PENANADr8e7sn4GB
少女手裡提著一袋溫熱的關東煮,站在門口敲了敲門板。134Please respect copyright.PENANAj5CvSwDWcs
134Please respect copyright.PENANAtdEQqh7TXu
宿舍老舊的門被人粗魯拉開。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAWrmsGEzI0S
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如她所料,開門的是祁澈,祁小波坐在雙層床上鋪的那個位置。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAcckqFk7GzW
134Please respect copyright.PENANAyM6Igjwtqc
看了一眼牆壁上的時鐘,時針指出的時間已經不早了——晚上十點半。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAnyY9qSobN1
134Please respect copyright.PENANArkG2UV4jyA
向菱有點急躁,正想開口詢問方才沈中奕告訴她的事,話到嘴邊卻成了:「你吃飯了沒?」134Please respect copyright.PENANAQCZsrIwmY9
134Please respect copyright.PENANAEsmfC1BwSS
她揚了揚手中的那袋熱食。134Please respect copyright.PENANAMQtlaUa19a
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沒等對方回答,她兀自把食物放到旁邊的書桌上,就著書桌拆起塑膠包裝。134Please respect copyright.PENANA25yvRLtzWZ
134Please respect copyright.PENANAl2kw6pONEN
店家包裝時綁了個死結,向菱弄得有些費力。少年一語不發的湊近,劃拉幾下揭開那個綁結。134Please respect copyright.PENANA1V4eEzfmBa
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兩人的指尖順勢碰到了一起。134Please respect copyright.PENANAkWJHwSUZx5
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那瞬間,彷彿有道細細的電流悄然流通而過。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAIBmaXJb7aP
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心跳還來不及加速,兩人甚至沒有正眼對到視線,祁小波便順手扔了圖畫書,咚咚咚的跑下來搶走一碗熱食吃。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAaKasPfgBf4
134Please respect copyright.PENANA77QZKPYPGj
三人圍著書桌的一側坐下,桌上還隨意丟著祁小波的彩色筆。134Please respect copyright.PENANAlZoDUTQVN6
134Please respect copyright.PENANAZXq1jFbpNY
向菱已經吃過了,目前還不怎麼餓,於是把餐點往祁澈那邊推過去。134Please respect copyright.PENANAwCW3IdgMdT
134Please respect copyright.PENANA59ttlO5jsV
祁澈沒動,那碗冒著熱氣的關東煮在桌上孤然地放涼。134Please respect copyright.PENANAJweTtsI7aT
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他們誰也沒開口,各自瞧了對方一眼,誰也不動筷子。134Please respect copyright.PENANA156SmIx5Gm
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向菱:「你吃過飯啦?今天是除夕。」134Please respect copyright.PENANADjrepYoWvB
134Please respect copyright.PENANAOFzEXQNZAl
「嗯。」少年的目光在面前少女的眉眼上停留了一下,然後心不在焉的飄忽開來。134Please respect copyright.PENANAfXkX72jtiS
134Please respect copyright.PENANAa0jammiGP8
年夜飯不怎麼愉快。134Please respect copyright.PENANANsG2UKBvVk
134Please respect copyright.PENANAfLwJ6zNDz2
前不久,約莫幾天前,他被告知回謝家吃年夜飯。134Please respect copyright.PENANAJPDFUGJY2c
134Please respect copyright.PENANA2mefMTc33O
表面上可能是一番好意吧,但是回去那裡並不會被善待,實際上只是羞辱的另一個機會而已。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAyAYtbx3o8S
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他不是傻子,當然沒有讓祁小波去見謝家的親戚,是隻身回去的。134Please respect copyright.PENANAVNDMXm7ugR
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而祁小波的年夜飯,還是便當。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAuT84t1AWdE
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硬要扯一個不同之處的話,那就是今天她吃碗飯的時間,好像比較早。134Please respect copyright.PENANASb0VqKzY1P
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……因為要趕在去謝家之前讓祁小波吃完晚飯。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAiR8UPhFl0C
134Please respect copyright.PENANAvkBZa7iMJ7
祁澈其實並不想去那裡吃年夜飯。134Please respect copyright.PENANAXfd2CM0CHm
134Please respect copyright.PENANAW8bROyhBpZ
他和那些親戚早就關係疏離,沒必要討好,也沒必要低聲下氣。134Please respect copyright.PENANALfBzitwPSQ
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——真奇怪,明明住在同一個鎮子上,不過是隔著幾條街的距離,根本沒有必要託人傳話給他。134Please respect copyright.PENANAYItWsz4FaT
134Please respect copyright.PENANAtHwz5k3hCP
而在飯桌上,連挾一口菜、盛碗飯都要頂著其他人責難的目光。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAiGRHBbJSYd
134Please respect copyright.PENANA7UvSccLmdi
彷彿不願讓他佔到任何一點便宜,給他的飯碗都是最破舊的那個。134Please respect copyright.PENANAg3UjhFoC0h
134Please respect copyright.PENANAr4ms3PbYZ3
少年的面色淡然,眼瞳裡看不出任何情緒。 134Please respect copyright.PENANANT2zaTh35o
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這像是一次敷衍了事、草草交卷的考試,他沒有鬧事,但要是別人問他話,他也一概不理。134Please respect copyright.PENANAOIyssplL52
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耐著性子,挨著那些目光直到一餐飯結束,少年直接起身走了,沒再逗留。134Please respect copyright.PENANAk03xgfcQqL
134Please respect copyright.PENANA3O5XPpzf2e
謝家那群「家人」的視線歷歷在目。134Please respect copyright.PENANA1xElileqE6
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少年的思緒兜了一圈,回到眼前,少女已經拿過他面前那碗沒動過的關東煮,吃了起來。134Please respect copyright.PENANAvv9Pm7JkLU
134Please respect copyright.PENANABSZbQ1Br2P
她臉頰被食物塞得鼓鼓的,像隻進食中的倉鼠。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAKcTwceuLn7
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他默默看了一眼,之前的煩躁感居然悠然散去。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAcI95oGPfHA
134Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1p07jJ0xX
祁澈輕勾了勾嘴角。134Please respect copyright.PENANAtovDW42Xmu
134Please respect copyright.PENANAISwvfhDXCS
少女很快便察覺到他無意識間,停留得太久的目光,抬眼,黑色睫羽跟著扇動。134Please respect copyright.PENANAP3yd23PB3P
134Please respect copyright.PENANAyX6fcqoL1Z
她的一雙眼睛又褐又亮,染上熱食冒出的水氣,顯得無辜。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAsMa4uokKom
134Please respect copyright.PENANA7R3eVyolBj
他正盯得出神,向菱冷不防輕聲冒出一句話:「你以前,是不是落海過?」 134Please respect copyright.PENANA7xbEFVem3t
134Please respect copyright.PENANAx7vTFhk3R2
她緊緊看著面前少年的眼睛,認真又帶著執著。134Please respect copyright.PENANApCLrsAO6hO
134Please respect copyright.PENANAOovOmJnYah
少年的瞳孔驟縮。 兩雙眸子相對,各自蘊染著鋒利。134Please respect copyright.PENANAy7BM3qpiPu
134Please respect copyright.PENANADxcIibkmK7
「……你聽誰說的?」 134Please respect copyright.PENANAul9K6L2ytF
134Please respect copyright.PENANA9nFlsbrR54
少女從他的黑眸裡望見微末的慌亂,以及蓄意的隔閡。134Please respect copyright.PENANAkZyy1yaMQY
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可等到幾秒鐘後,再次對視,他瞳孔裡卻只餘下無機質的淡漠,和某些平靜到可怕的無所謂。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8RzuHq0IT
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他的眼睛很擅長隱藏心事。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAZFtJWpRCcn
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她冷靜道:「剛才聽沈中奕說的,你沒接電話,他以為我跟你在一起。」 134Please respect copyright.PENANA71oh5nQCFa
134Please respect copyright.PENANAKpatfbpM4L
「所以你幾年前,真的……有這種打算?」 134Please respect copyright.PENANAhR6g9PUiff
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那句「結束生命」到了嘴邊,卻有些難以說出口,頓了頓,換成了意味不那麼清楚的替代詞。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAZbWRQzp9VJ
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春節本是應該喜氣洋洋的,可他們聊的,卻是這種不應景、煞風景的話題。134Please respect copyright.PENANAjc7LTH5ykx
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祁小波在幾分鐘前就已經爬上床睡了,小孩子入睡的速度快,很快就有了鼾聲。134Please respect copyright.PENANA0aHfgDt2pW
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淺淺的呼吸聲,迴盪在一片靜謐裡。134Please respect copyright.PENANA9nEhitXgej
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少年迎著她的視線,姿態散漫,倚著宿舍書桌旁的課椅。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAJ18uSsyoXI
134Please respect copyright.PENANA2Tas5Ld9k9
向菱坐在另一張椅上,目光帶點尖銳和探詢。134Please respect copyright.PENANAkKjrMusGuN
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——明明是雙向的互相在意,為什麼要搞得這樣劍拔弩張? 134Please respect copyright.PENANAGxQGBLiMf7
134Please respect copyright.PENANAhJddZyeyzt
她皺了皺眉,語氣裡的銳利已經大過於關心。134Please respect copyright.PENANAx6LJXB1FRM
134Please respect copyright.PENANAUkp1DpIzzm
他一定是很善於隱藏情緒的人。134Please respect copyright.PENANAJxgsRdFAxX
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他的模樣過於從容冷靜,表面看似毫無警惕,卻一聲不吭。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAvHiWemvDzN
134Please respect copyright.PENANAD5UPESNPGN
向菱決定出聲試探,「你是遇到了很不開心的事情嗎?」 134Please respect copyright.PENANA32cjoTwzYU
134Please respect copyright.PENANAUJ97GGEL27
少年抿著唇,依然盯著她不語。他的眼睛線條仍然是乾淨又冷硬的,雙眼皮的褶皺明晰。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAyMAnCj1Eqw
134Please respect copyright.PENANA7sfKkhrJ8H
桃花眼透出的眼神很淡,矜傲又漠然。134Please respect copyright.PENANAjqM8NmSleq
134Please respect copyright.PENANAYVKR005BgL
向菱依稀想起什麼,突然伸出手去,碰了碰對方的眉角。134Please respect copyright.PENANAz92o5ELeNU
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少年看了她一眼。 不明白她想要幹什麼,卻也沒有推開。134Please respect copyright.PENANACC9WciM0rB
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後來,幾秒鐘後,少女在他眉峰狠狠按了一下。134Please respect copyright.PENANAR1ucDluCCu
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換來的是他輕輕皺了下眉。 134Please respect copyright.PENANAKWlHIaqulw
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還真的有一道疤痕。顏色很淺,像是未完全癒合的傷。134Please respect copyright.PENANAXOsbOt5Rim
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然後,她再也沒有繼續追問。134Please respect copyright.PENANAsG5fdr1fTJ
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——因為,他的眼神要是再壓迫一點,大概能殺人。134Please respect copyright.PENANAO6AS5Wsorb