她的嗓子頓時像是窒息一般,半晌說不出話來。91Please respect copyright.PENANA7r2IjQ32dE
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良久,她才艱難地吐出一句話,「……你、你說的是真的?」91Please respect copyright.PENANAkHiF9ymBRN
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少女的聲音顯得不可置信,帶有莫名的慌張。91Please respect copyright.PENANAV1fcPaNBZx
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——明明他是那麼驕傲的人。 91Please respect copyright.PENANALd0IF8nIUA
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背著陽光、恣意生長於又野又亂的陰暗小巷裡,頑強而劣根。91Please respect copyright.PENANAiyeemmLV93
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而且有些反差的,他笑的時候很好看,向菱覺得,那是一種非典型的溫柔。91Please respect copyright.PENANABRi8ZIAEjk
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他怎麼可能做出……那樣的舉動。91Please respect copyright.PENANAOeUTIALwig
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沈中奕的聲音還在另一頭繼續,向菱聽得恍恍惚惚,隱約間捕捉到一句:「不信的話,你去看看他眉毛上是不是有個疤。」 91Please respect copyright.PENANAV8yYPmq1My
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然後,他補充了一句:「晚上從海岸邊的懸崖那裡掉下去,據他說那個疤是擦傷的。」91Please respect copyright.PENANAOsSA4jOJLL
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向菱隱隱從那些話裡,聽出他所指的地點。91Please respect copyright.PENANAOiW9M9nPMY
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峭壁高聳,底下就是長年湛藍的海,夜晚時風強浪大,鎮民都警告小孩子晚上別去的地方。91Please respect copyright.PENANAuCkAOeBKGw
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沈中奕:「那次之後,每年春節我都會打電話過去,但剛才一直撥不通,就想到是不是你和他出去了。」 91Please respect copyright.PENANAYZqjtRLYZV
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不是。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAe10u9LJ8CK
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她仍然很難相信沈中奕說的話,但是卻莫名擔憂。91Please respect copyright.PENANAEiQws9ZmCo
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擔憂對方不是在開玩笑。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAE7vqBBDESv
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少女捏著手機邊緣的指頭竟然微微發顫,張了張嘴,卻不知道該說什麼。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAE1EQxKtPPd
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「怎麼可能。」 91Please respect copyright.PENANAapAiKAZDP1
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一股陌生又難言的心緒油然而生,整個人像是被陌生情緒浸透了一般,濃烈到她無法忽視。 91Please respect copyright.PENANASrtqcEewMJ
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向菱久久沒有再講話。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAyTkiJLjDav
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手機音響傳出對面的聲音:「這事我只和你一個人說,千萬別跟他本人提起。」91Please respect copyright.PENANAnEZ0NKm5uv
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沈中奕和祁澈算是從小玩大的,很早以前就認識了。91Please respect copyright.PENANAAPwiZ7RSYm
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但是向菱,從來不知道還有這樣一段往事。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAhxMdMeTxwi
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她只覺得心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,一下一下,隱隱抽疼著,什麼都聽不進去,心臟跳動的聲音被無限放大,拉長迴響在耳際。91Please respect copyright.PENANAFGUilTJV4b
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「你要記得,絕對、不要和那傢伙提這件事。」對方還在那一頭絮絮叨叨。91Please respect copyright.PENANATWgSesa8dw
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草草說完,掛掉電話,她拿了包便飛快走出宿舍。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAlmUKrvWl45
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忽視了宿管阿姨的那句「新年快樂」,她直接走出了學校外。91Please respect copyright.PENANAbf1Z7j9V6K
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大街上依然充滿歡騰喧譁的群眾,街邊有人放鞭炮,屋內的人圍成一桌或打牌或吃飯。91Please respect copyright.PENANAx2w0C3a1Jx
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她有些焦急,粗魯穿越著人群。91Please respect copyright.PENANADUSgDKwrlp
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推擠間,少女一邊思索著祁澈可能在的地方,一邊撥手機電話。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAXedeiS7f8z
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螢幕上通話的字樣閃爍,嘟嘟了幾聲。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAUcg6QUFuMT
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電話撥出的音效,第一次顯得這麼漫長。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAscI7MRgRWO
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幾秒鐘後,才終於接通了。 91Please respect copyright.PENANA4RogrxeZM8
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她才鬆了口氣,說話也跟著流暢起來。不過她的話有些前言不對後語,大概是焦急所致。91Please respect copyright.PENANA9RA4WZRMYh
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「怎麼回事,你怎麼不接沈中奕電話?」91Please respect copyright.PENANAKpIDzXWpze
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心裡還緊緊記著沈中奕說的那次落海,向菱忍不住又反覆慌亂起來。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAqsjgMrflRZ
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兩個人都沒有意識到,她的關心,已經超過了對於普通朋友應該有的程度。91Please respect copyright.PENANA7qnvqsyqku
91Please respect copyright.PENANAREl3vLqhNt
對面傳來的是有些耳熟的少年嗓音。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAO3zlJK5i5V
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「在宿舍,剛回。」 91Please respect copyright.PENANAokCUowbpXn
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不知怎地,可能是因為這句話,她居然就稍微平靜了下來。91Please respect copyright.PENANA40RfrI143j
91Please respect copyright.PENANAtZ1tSGhGMi
「去哪裡?你剛剛都沒接沈中奕電話。」幾乎是興師問罪的語氣,帶點尖銳又有點氣惱。91Please respect copyright.PENANAdQhfSNsZe6
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她說著,立刻掉頭往宿舍的方向折返回去。91Please respect copyright.PENANASV8CfScD1G
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對面默了默,半晌只吐出一個輕而短暫的「嗯」字。91Please respect copyright.PENANAcblqBARJ2h
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「……你等著,我去找你。」向菱邊走邊說,語調顯得有些倉促,卻沒半點讓人拒絕的意思。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAgp58MeeQj3
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她還有很多事情想追問,想知道詳情,雖然沈中奕剛剛告誡過,但她仍然想要當面提起。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAY0c8PA33GT
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宿舍裡,少年垂著眸。91Please respect copyright.PENANAbFvJW2Byh6
91Please respect copyright.PENANAHMCDIwTZyP
心跳有一瞬間的悸動。91Please respect copyright.PENANAuojB2eNYBC
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幾分鐘後。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAuC0zwOerN6
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她掛斷他的電話,人也跟著出現在門口。 91Please respect copyright.PENANASsnfc0xxrf
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少女手裡提著一袋溫熱的關東煮,站在門口敲了敲門板。91Please respect copyright.PENANACdp1QvbOjt
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宿舍老舊的門被人粗魯拉開。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAXehckR6WvG
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如她所料,開門的是祁澈,祁小波坐在雙層床上鋪的那個位置。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAn1u9jcH27E
91Please respect copyright.PENANAFIzKiB9siE
看了一眼牆壁上的時鐘,時針指出的時間已經不早了——晚上十點半。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAdySxeU0vlZ
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向菱有點急躁,正想開口詢問方才沈中奕告訴她的事,話到嘴邊卻成了:「你吃飯了沒?」91Please respect copyright.PENANACx8p04Xlgk
91Please respect copyright.PENANA7omopWXfeA
她揚了揚手中的那袋熱食。91Please respect copyright.PENANA4fWK69KQiZ
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沒等對方回答,她兀自把食物放到旁邊的書桌上,就著書桌拆起塑膠包裝。91Please respect copyright.PENANAB9N3NtpdZW
91Please respect copyright.PENANAtkSsjqo5dS
店家包裝時綁了個死結,向菱弄得有些費力。少年一語不發的湊近,劃拉幾下揭開那個綁結。91Please respect copyright.PENANAaALkvv0PuP
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兩人的指尖順勢碰到了一起。91Please respect copyright.PENANA65j73NpEwT
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那瞬間,彷彿有道細細的電流悄然流通而過。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAZTjaT0ADEQ
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心跳還來不及加速,兩人甚至沒有正眼對到視線,祁小波便順手扔了圖畫書,咚咚咚的跑下來搶走一碗熱食吃。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAo97alskdpL
91Please respect copyright.PENANA7gzxJYiUmB
三人圍著書桌的一側坐下,桌上還隨意丟著祁小波的彩色筆。91Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ghq1TkNAk
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向菱已經吃過了,目前還不怎麼餓,於是把餐點往祁澈那邊推過去。91Please respect copyright.PENANAHtA33vu0U7
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祁澈沒動,那碗冒著熱氣的關東煮在桌上孤然地放涼。91Please respect copyright.PENANAZBokvLGbAi
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他們誰也沒開口,各自瞧了對方一眼,誰也不動筷子。91Please respect copyright.PENANAAxLLWHOvrr
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向菱:「你吃過飯啦?今天是除夕。」91Please respect copyright.PENANAFbo6t07gsi
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「嗯。」少年的目光在面前少女的眉眼上停留了一下,然後心不在焉的飄忽開來。91Please respect copyright.PENANAl6SVMG41LX
91Please respect copyright.PENANAf1yH1Cr5kj
年夜飯不怎麼愉快。91Please respect copyright.PENANAxmDAIZx5gp
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前不久,約莫幾天前,他被告知回謝家吃年夜飯。91Please respect copyright.PENANAOuxdaAvSyV
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表面上可能是一番好意吧,但是回去那裡並不會被善待,實際上只是羞辱的另一個機會而已。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAY6BYXEgRgR
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他不是傻子,當然沒有讓祁小波去見謝家的親戚,是隻身回去的。91Please respect copyright.PENANAKv6PUJvrvW
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而祁小波的年夜飯,還是便當。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAp2v0StlJmw
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硬要扯一個不同之處的話,那就是今天她吃碗飯的時間,好像比較早。91Please respect copyright.PENANAdIuJZ5ubLB
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……因為要趕在去謝家之前讓祁小波吃完晚飯。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAJHiyiO56Nn
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祁澈其實並不想去那裡吃年夜飯。91Please respect copyright.PENANA6Lo2NrG4al
91Please respect copyright.PENANAdpFmj5YsP0
他和那些親戚早就關係疏離,沒必要討好,也沒必要低聲下氣。91Please respect copyright.PENANAQXACMZTy6q
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——真奇怪,明明住在同一個鎮子上,不過是隔著幾條街的距離,根本沒有必要託人傳話給他。91Please respect copyright.PENANAEnwPV0jBs1
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而在飯桌上,連挾一口菜、盛碗飯都要頂著其他人責難的目光。 91Please respect copyright.PENANARfHgnOaipO
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彷彿不願讓他佔到任何一點便宜,給他的飯碗都是最破舊的那個。91Please respect copyright.PENANA3ttIcIM6a8
91Please respect copyright.PENANAy3X3vYp9sc
少年的面色淡然,眼瞳裡看不出任何情緒。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAbUSfYMpg8S
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這像是一次敷衍了事、草草交卷的考試,他沒有鬧事,但要是別人問他話,他也一概不理。91Please respect copyright.PENANAEMIZ0bIZdN
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耐著性子,挨著那些目光直到一餐飯結束,少年直接起身走了,沒再逗留。91Please respect copyright.PENANAofHBzGIJHq
91Please respect copyright.PENANAZCvGpascHS
謝家那群「家人」的視線歷歷在目。91Please respect copyright.PENANAxBVhZvUgsZ
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少年的思緒兜了一圈,回到眼前,少女已經拿過他面前那碗沒動過的關東煮,吃了起來。91Please respect copyright.PENANAgXMKWAKZlA
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她臉頰被食物塞得鼓鼓的,像隻進食中的倉鼠。 91Please respect copyright.PENANA0Qte3HyUxh
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他默默看了一眼,之前的煩躁感居然悠然散去。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAaHyvd9VZTN
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祁澈輕勾了勾嘴角。91Please respect copyright.PENANA166sOuqGhe
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少女很快便察覺到他無意識間,停留得太久的目光,抬眼,黑色睫羽跟著扇動。91Please respect copyright.PENANAXpzNXhWiH8
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她的一雙眼睛又褐又亮,染上熱食冒出的水氣,顯得無辜。 91Please respect copyright.PENANA1Vde6hV87F
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他正盯得出神,向菱冷不防輕聲冒出一句話:「你以前,是不是落海過?」 91Please respect copyright.PENANAJuwXpiccoq
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她緊緊看著面前少年的眼睛,認真又帶著執著。91Please respect copyright.PENANAmhn6kEr4rp
91Please respect copyright.PENANAJPo8GoXDpn
少年的瞳孔驟縮。 兩雙眸子相對,各自蘊染著鋒利。91Please respect copyright.PENANAsmWBnIKwbL
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「……你聽誰說的?」 91Please respect copyright.PENANAunyrUsCjhE
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少女從他的黑眸裡望見微末的慌亂,以及蓄意的隔閡。91Please respect copyright.PENANAFuTnl1dONH
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可等到幾秒鐘後,再次對視,他瞳孔裡卻只餘下無機質的淡漠,和某些平靜到可怕的無所謂。 91Please respect copyright.PENANA9QxrtTvqIc
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他的眼睛很擅長隱藏心事。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAGggCrSidws
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她冷靜道:「剛才聽沈中奕說的,你沒接電話,他以為我跟你在一起。」 91Please respect copyright.PENANAyfvUvXWcyv
91Please respect copyright.PENANASWeSO3z0EW
「所以你幾年前,真的……有這種打算?」 91Please respect copyright.PENANAe1bmJRTNs8
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那句「結束生命」到了嘴邊,卻有些難以說出口,頓了頓,換成了意味不那麼清楚的替代詞。 91Please respect copyright.PENANA28JXS82nuV
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春節本是應該喜氣洋洋的,可他們聊的,卻是這種不應景、煞風景的話題。91Please respect copyright.PENANACRcihedcRk
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祁小波在幾分鐘前就已經爬上床睡了,小孩子入睡的速度快,很快就有了鼾聲。91Please respect copyright.PENANA8kC2zfbbQL
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淺淺的呼吸聲,迴盪在一片靜謐裡。91Please respect copyright.PENANAetySSdKKVt
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少年迎著她的視線,姿態散漫,倚著宿舍書桌旁的課椅。 91Please respect copyright.PENANA7ns7f2z83T
91Please respect copyright.PENANAlnENnBsMFt
向菱坐在另一張椅上,目光帶點尖銳和探詢。91Please respect copyright.PENANAfJLipwQxBr
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——明明是雙向的互相在意,為什麼要搞得這樣劍拔弩張? 91Please respect copyright.PENANAIQyIJhc5Dr
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她皺了皺眉,語氣裡的銳利已經大過於關心。91Please respect copyright.PENANAPEIgF8k78z
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他一定是很善於隱藏情緒的人。91Please respect copyright.PENANAfFvQCOva48
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他的模樣過於從容冷靜,表面看似毫無警惕,卻一聲不吭。 91Please respect copyright.PENANA2byfJD68RY
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向菱決定出聲試探,「你是遇到了很不開心的事情嗎?」 91Please respect copyright.PENANAUunIp89XeG
91Please respect copyright.PENANAdsCJPMAZFT
少年抿著唇,依然盯著她不語。他的眼睛線條仍然是乾淨又冷硬的,雙眼皮的褶皺明晰。 91Please respect copyright.PENANANTYcvgbJtj
91Please respect copyright.PENANAhshpJ6ThT9
桃花眼透出的眼神很淡,矜傲又漠然。91Please respect copyright.PENANAB6UI9UjALT
91Please respect copyright.PENANAstIoXp3gRv
向菱依稀想起什麼,突然伸出手去,碰了碰對方的眉角。91Please respect copyright.PENANAM6HkNjJbG8
91Please respect copyright.PENANACaqPC6OHIE
少年看了她一眼。 不明白她想要幹什麼,卻也沒有推開。91Please respect copyright.PENANA2mlUizLEjm
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後來,幾秒鐘後,少女在他眉峰狠狠按了一下。91Please respect copyright.PENANAQxyVzEFYPY
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換來的是他輕輕皺了下眉。 91Please respect copyright.PENANAJzkmIcs19m
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還真的有一道疤痕。顏色很淺,像是未完全癒合的傷。91Please respect copyright.PENANAJW9P5EIJOk
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然後,她再也沒有繼續追問。91Please respect copyright.PENANAWvzmyaHTWM
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——因為,他的眼神要是再壓迫一點,大概能殺人。91Please respect copyright.PENANAFBDH7eMPTS