——很顯然,那血不是他的。 125Please respect copyright.PENANA5hq2DQpaBn
125Please respect copyright.PENANATw8nQa0op3
向菱怔了一下。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAakRIwEYnEx
125Please respect copyright.PENANAGrhXJlFVTp
有時候她真的覺得,自己挺懦弱無能的。 125Please respect copyright.PENANADBalW2ZTM7
125Please respect copyright.PENANAotwzNvDDh5
明明看見了那樣的事情,卻無力改變什麼,只能看著一切發生而毫無改變的能力。125Please respect copyright.PENANA1NWoOV1Uas
125Please respect copyright.PENANA6vaGU4z7Rj
一股無從追溯的情緒湧上。125Please respect copyright.PENANAQIjRZZ1Iwp
125Please respect copyright.PENANAy9D0VxU6mi
不想看到他繼續墮落,放逐——即使這事和她自己一點關係也沒。125Please respect copyright.PENANAneIBDNHbeE
125Please respect copyright.PENANA4uRtE9DnHk
這麼想著,少女開了口:「你去打架了。」125Please respect copyright.PENANAoOZxKXRTfo
125Please respect copyright.PENANAlLkhWDwfLx
是肯定語氣,而不是裝模作樣的詢問。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAdV5ObwHd4d
125Please respect copyright.PENANARx3gm2uhEn
他沒有回話,四周安靜如同死寂一般。125Please respect copyright.PENANAKjY5M7ReCk
125Please respect copyright.PENANArFt71DzZ0r
向菱:「因為你妹妹,所以你才去打架?」125Please respect copyright.PENANAgBPF10e6EW
125Please respect copyright.PENANAKDoxkMvi0c
祁澈沒有回應她的話,抬眸,看了眼她。那雙眸子仍然漆黑好看,眸光似冬雪。125Please respect copyright.PENANA2nPdHPzvy9
125Please respect copyright.PENANATpmYes9X7Y
向菱說道,「你怎麼老是和人打架啊。」125Please respect copyright.PENANAJnvI4x7B1F
125Please respect copyright.PENANAL2Zw8gV1Xe
「他們……是對你說了什麼嗎?」 125Please respect copyright.PENANArsqVuhxvpY
125Please respect copyright.PENANAgpiZv0RNnC
剛才在角落裡已經聽得一清二楚,但這會兒她用的卻是確認的語調。125Please respect copyright.PENANA6yCgtdzF95
125Please respect copyright.PENANA4DIJkfrWRC
面前的少年並不說話,只是盯著她的眉眼,出神。125Please respect copyright.PENANA7s3TG5ttrD
125Please respect copyright.PENANAOIqM4gOUCN
明明正在看她,但兩人視線一交會,少年卻又突兀的迅速移開視線。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAhs3L382B2F
125Please respect copyright.PENANADzMB6kJsfO
刻意掩飾著一樣。 125Please respect copyright.PENANA2RhTXmk4fn
125Please respect copyright.PENANANzDXAtSTdB
向菱抿了抿唇,「你知道嗎。」125Please respect copyright.PENANAsRGBCrKvwZ
125Please respect copyright.PENANADXR5rd46Mq
她誠實道:「你臉上有血還有傷口,這樣走在路上會嚇著小朋友的。」125Please respect copyright.PENANAamNv523aIR
125Please respect copyright.PENANACYiJ0hbKej
「嗯。」他如此短暫的輕輕應了一聲,不怎麼在乎的樣子。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAP0zZyyQCFm
125Please respect copyright.PENANA5rVSNHnpyT
卻在低頭的瞬間,不著痕跡的將棒球帽沿輕輕壓低了一點。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8Iqi1fZUQ
125Please respect copyright.PENANABKfUn4uAdB
少女並沒有發覺,反倒被小巷子裡壓迫陰暗的氛圍嚇得慌。125Please respect copyright.PENANAzWkElqRzMB
125Please respect copyright.PENANA3waHHstf5U
少年默了默,淡淡開口:「你都看到了?」125Please respect copyright.PENANA67xAbBCpKL
125Please respect copyright.PENANAvcNOVqOpBd
指的大概是剛才,她目睹的那場巷裡的衝突。125Please respect copyright.PENANAsrcawCmOez
125Please respect copyright.PENANAfHahSd78ve
向菱點了下頭。125Please respect copyright.PENANAQV5avdnHqx
125Please respect copyright.PENANALjYH9OcR8v
「嚇著了?」 125Please respect copyright.PENANAbAhUMQhHbe
125Please respect copyright.PENANAk9XazqxovI
「沒。」就有點想報警。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAMun1XOuIiD
125Please respect copyright.PENANA3lgdteY8X4
說真的,她沒想到他會是這樣的反應。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAYWxjHqYNGB
125Please respect copyright.PENANAWMkHfZfPnu
剛打完架不久的人,照理說情緒應是不穩的。可他竟然還有餘裕,反過來問她害怕嗎。125Please respect copyright.PENANAlU19KE77Ln
125Please respect copyright.PENANAmWLKQ6U5br
面前的少年,讓她產生一種無比奇異的心情。125Please respect copyright.PENANAIdXmgBMnBo
125Please respect copyright.PENANAlwCkl9jWuR
——他們倆的關係,頂多只能算得上是可有可無的朋友吧。125Please respect copyright.PENANAuUS6yzLkFF
125Please respect copyright.PENANAxEWEW10zbl
關係不淺但也不算深刻,一天的相處最多也就是聊幾句天。125Please respect copyright.PENANAR5MAfzJv3y
125Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ng7Fbb3AK
她甚至懷疑,如果圓規拆散他們的同桌,是不是從此以後兩人就不會再有交集了。125Please respect copyright.PENANArXVfOevzgL
125Please respect copyright.PENANAILS6JQFCjp
只是這種不緊不慢的友誼,她竟然有種想為他寫一本故事的衝動。125Please respect copyright.PENANA3yEG2wUuYy
125Please respect copyright.PENANAz4kU1xWKH3
向菱恍神著。125Please respect copyright.PENANAZWrAIrZzg4
125Please respect copyright.PENANA7Z9TYPdi6a
面前的少年垂眸,慢悠悠用手直接抹去方才沾染上的、略為乾涸的腥血。 125Please respect copyright.PENANA2BuMnY8aIp
125Please respect copyright.PENANA2fWg0zgiFd
——在這種環境裡,他從小認識的道理就是,弱者總會被欺負。125Please respect copyright.PENANA5RRdPESwqo
125Please respect copyright.PENANAxB8yj4wlgr
小的時候,看過同齡的人在一場群架中,被某群惡棍粗魯打死。125Please respect copyright.PENANAOnOwfgKeNn
125Please respect copyright.PENANArMTeJlCH0m
也目睹過一群流浪貓為了爭搶廚餘以求溫飽,互相殘殺的畫面。125Please respect copyright.PENANAl2KyFR2EWD
125Please respect copyright.PENANAMhQvw99IYe
他想過,有沒有一種可能,只要和他們一樣,只要死掉就好了。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAdzH73mNVAp
125Please respect copyright.PENANAuTUETDsH8K
幾乎是麻木的如此想著。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAm0cXgHEG8M
125Please respect copyright.PENANAJaUPehuq6v
直到有個女孩,闖進他的世界中。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAlnUht2LGwG
125Please respect copyright.PENANAp7sSMVpGNv
心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,以極為緩慢的速度崩裂著一塊。125Please respect copyright.PENANANAEIxTHuUV
125Please respect copyright.PENANANH3umD9kqP
_ 125Please respect copyright.PENANAypRQnyu7WQ
125Please respect copyright.PENANAWtYiTf2ErH
衝突很快就平息了,也沒有人將那天巷子裡的陰暗放在心上。125Please respect copyright.PENANA8IVqDv7naV
125Please respect copyright.PENANACfraexJZT9
南雨鎮的太陽每天還是照樣升起,照樣落下,一切並沒有太大的改變。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAwBPfKyZmny
125Please respect copyright.PENANAylVGi3p7Da
學生,又稱學牲,每天還是得照樣上課。125Please respect copyright.PENANAmio5Yz0Xmb
125Please respect copyright.PENANAPSN1AL9Usr
說到這個。 125Please respect copyright.PENANALcoPN6YNZV
125Please respect copyright.PENANAwHFmxjNpWm
用一句話概括高二學生的日常生活——無止境的打鬧打混、上課考試,就這麼無限循環。125Please respect copyright.PENANARHjLAbYUal
125Please respect copyright.PENANAQbzEsDBoyl
定期考再度逼近,不過向菱沒怎麼準備考試。125Please respect copyright.PENANAxuFnI2Jdew
125Please respect copyright.PENANAOj65l6WS2J
好在這次考試結束後,緊接著的就是寒假。而這次段考內容著重在文科,算是穩住了她的基本分數。125Please respect copyright.PENANAggTTXFIfbL
125Please respect copyright.PENANApd9RO5GGzN
蹺掉了自習課,她溜到宿舍後的中庭花園去玩。125Please respect copyright.PENANACKFzAKKLPf
125Please respect copyright.PENANArFmeDtZA4K
學校的花園裡,難得有冬陽照耀,四周的空氣都暖洋洋的。125Please respect copyright.PENANApoZPyNf4ka
125Please respect copyright.PENANArykKsisQon
新篇小說已經步上正軌,秦井也有好一陣子沒再找她麻煩,這一切有如爽文女主的人生般往美好的方向發展(?)。125Please respect copyright.PENANAEzMJbJzF1i
125Please respect copyright.PENANAsOCWRlk34T
冬日裡的陽光略顯明媚,花園裡,她看見一名少年站在樹下。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAT2HGd3OHGP
125Please respect copyright.PENANARxtlRbGmeI
身材高挑,眉目很是惹人注意。 125Please respect copyright.PENANASUEg7YltkS
125Please respect copyright.PENANADhQbjckKS6
幾秒鐘後,「啪」的一聲微響。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAB1O0EALrnP
125Please respect copyright.PENANASUVmYBcfSI
少女迅速接近,手裡攥過一個小打火機和菸盒。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAjALMfQHt7b
125Please respect copyright.PENANAdK7Zx9Ikpw
她笑瞇瞇揚起手,「沒收!」125Please respect copyright.PENANA4xRrg58hqZ
125Please respect copyright.PENANAaal6paY3i2
「……」被搶走東西的少年抬眸,也不暴躁。125Please respect copyright.PENANAruAufILAU1
125Please respect copyright.PENANAPQ4eXpo55W
向菱清楚,不去招惹他的話,他也就不會動手。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAYpEFnCXp9n
125Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2cTOBS1u7
他和其他的混混不一樣,從不教訓小孩,老人,以及女孩子。也不會無端招惹別人。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAXuPwf5u8k7
125Please respect copyright.PENANAdaB7ruirVD
摸清楚這點之後,她就大膽起來了。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAed1mGwEUUs
125Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9vHsxuQa1
突然冒出來搶走菸盒,讓祁小波吃她自己買的冰(……)。甚至,在上課時丟寫著小字的紙條到他桌上。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAB8z5h40dHi
125Please respect copyright.PENANAck1peXsrsV
她記得幾天前,那張紙條上書:「喂你別再睡了,你還活著嗎?」125Please respect copyright.PENANAz8TYRNmd3d
125Please respect copyright.PENANARE8DbgSvK9
……有什麼是她不敢做的。125Please respect copyright.PENANAWoeyPMStYy
125Please respect copyright.PENANA3aKjFbPdkB
然後那時,她看著少年瞇著有點惺忪的黑眸,半支著頭翻開紙條,瞅了她一眼。125Please respect copyright.PENANAk9kGqHMVtP
125Please respect copyright.PENANACweSRrA9LB
耳朵尖子因為睡著時趴在課桌上而被壓得紅紅的。125Please respect copyright.PENANATLAW3671Fm
125Please respect copyright.PENANAhL8yv5FETJ
…… 125Please respect copyright.PENANAhE71SlYW7a
125Please respect copyright.PENANAgdPK7plyKi
少女的思緒回到眼前,花園裡的樹蔭下。125Please respect copyright.PENANAtgONpedKAt
125Please respect copyright.PENANAKmykc8IvvC
她看著他,語氣莫名帶上挑釁,「壞學生抽菸?」 125Please respect copyright.PENANAxb7tcxEgOG
125Please respect copyright.PENANA5g4Sf4ERbi
對方揚了揚眉,「嗯」了聲。125Please respect copyright.PENANAJeOctawCL9
125Please respect copyright.PENANACotzN26teL
「……」他答得實在乾脆,向菱反而不知道怎麼回答了。125Please respect copyright.PENANA47fpvXbBT8
125Please respect copyright.PENANA4OSXudPFnX
她怔了半秒,面前的少年便直接從她攤開的掌心上,拿走了打火機。125Please respect copyright.PENANAtFQiWZugpD
125Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5hZyph6Sj
向菱趕忙回神,「……那你以後不准抽菸!」125Please respect copyright.PENANAIedOMpn3SR
125Please respect copyright.PENANAPYm6bp0fXt
手心上還放著沒被拿回去的菸盒,她攥緊盒子,把手背過去將之藏到身後。125Please respect copyright.PENANAcyKmHyUEwL
125Please respect copyright.PENANA0jcgV84mhX
「……為什麼。」 125Please respect copyright.PENANAHkTBUwCmfH
125Please respect copyright.PENANAal9Q6XW2iR
「抽菸有害身心健康啊,而且你也沒成年吧。」理直氣壯。125Please respect copyright.PENANAM5g3OeNyDZ
125Please respect copyright.PENANA7hxsK1ljfi
——她每次想說服他做什麼,都是這種理直氣壯。 125Please respect copyright.PENANABs6ZbBd69H
125Please respect copyright.PENANAJNsSVbL7pq
少年勾了下唇。125Please respect copyright.PENANAYm0OKKQALF
125Please respect copyright.PENANAkk6ndmSP15
一陣風吹過,黃綠參半的落葉從樹上飄落下來,停在腳邊。125Please respect copyright.PENANAp5tqvERQTy
125Please respect copyright.PENANAyOkUI8KiAK
少女突然說道,「那你把打火機也給我吧,戒菸。」 125Please respect copyright.PENANAZlKU2vqwJo
125Please respect copyright.PENANAHIffcmgTRb
她其實有個荒謬詭異的想法。125Please respect copyright.PENANAOSWVIXH9dm
125Please respect copyright.PENANAuBbFan6ol6
不是有人說過,古人都是藉菸酒來激發寫作靈感的嗎……她想要醞釀一下情節之類的。125Please respect copyright.PENANAdA54e7Dcdi
125Please respect copyright.PENANAXAEEXY7CY8
而且她又不想喝酒。125Please respect copyright.PENANANS3Dc7TpBV
125Please respect copyright.PENANA0JEdEfdpfp
「只是想試一次而已嘛,就稍微,揣摩情境……」 125Please respect copyright.PENANAMLUc90O0oH
125Please respect copyright.PENANAjUXnLBdSRx
解釋完之後連自己都開始心虛,其實她只是莫名不想看到他抽菸的樣子而已。125Please respect copyright.PENANA5x5RSG0zjo
125Please respect copyright.PENANARv2cBFLGns
「……」任由這複雜又無厘頭的想法在腦子裡翻騰了數天,她想搶走他的菸卻無力行之。125Please respect copyright.PENANA0obxM6ZoeQ
125Please respect copyright.PENANA03VtCzEcUR
少年輕笑了聲,模樣頑劣,同時又好看得很過分。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAfQNJ3y14W8
125Please respect copyright.PENANAvnsGbmq2kS
向菱洩氣:「……給我嘛。」 125Please respect copyright.PENANA0oQF96z9nb
125Please respect copyright.PENANAb9pVSMtaR3
她說謊的藉口,總是很容易被識破。 125Please respect copyright.PENANATWciqoMkf8
125Please respect copyright.PENANAjiB2mEjhxT
少年沒有說破,卻故意把東西舉得高高的,不讓她拿到。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAnVb090SLgJ
125Please respect copyright.PENANANhiasdeqZb
她傻傻地往上奮力跳了兩下,才意識到自己被戲弄了,停下動作看著他。125Please respect copyright.PENANAd2WBmdFlgl
125Please respect copyright.PENANAp2VBiupBIn
半晌,少女耍賴道:「你每次都抽菸肺會不好啊,借我兩天就還給你。」 125Please respect copyright.PENANAG8mRsNEvmO
125Please respect copyright.PENANAIbp2C9tQFz
祁澈勾了勾唇,突然覺得自己此時的心情好極了。 125Please respect copyright.PENANANHagMT2xy0
125Please respect copyright.PENANAvksSIn7kY5
_125Please respect copyright.PENANAr5mhsB5Cng
125Please respect copyright.PENANA4fmu8UxR8u
最後她自然是沒借到那把打火機。 125Please respect copyright.PENANA1UQ1WYsnOc
125Please respect copyright.PENANAxnXFBeOLc2
也不知道他到底是故意不借,還是看破了她的想法而不讓她拿。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAPuQ92zPM0l
125Please respect copyright.PENANAvfFR7eE3fX
她選擇了相信後者,而事實也的確是這樣。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAh9RjvnkDAB
125Please respect copyright.PENANAy1B5pXFZap
據觀察,向菱注意到在那之後的幾天,都沒看見少年再拿那些菸。125Please respect copyright.PENANATizpZ99kmS
125Please respect copyright.PENANA2jdnG59nC2
而那天搶過來的菸盒被她穩妥的收著,端詳了半天,她甚至連火都點不上。125Please respect copyright.PENANAqwTApmb0O2
125Please respect copyright.PENANAItjvc3h9HA
耐心有限,最後她索性就放棄了。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAj2PozED4Nc
125Please respect copyright.PENANAkycjvMj6Ki
然後在某個和平常一樣邋遢的早晨,向菱無心繼續和那盒菸搏鬥,將它丟進抽屜之後再也沒碰。125Please respect copyright.PENANAIiOrtjItxs
125Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ma5IajMEo
宿舍大樓裡的走廊。125Please respect copyright.PENANAV62BUNlO5c
125Please respect copyright.PENANApt4VvQEapv
少女打著呵欠,一邊啃吐司,一邊和室友並排走在前往教室的走廊上。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAwXLMIK5hcl
125Please respect copyright.PENANAH2dDqnRjb1
南雨中學是鎮上靠海的學校,清晨的空氣涼薄,帶著少許海的鹹味。 125Please respect copyright.PENANACZW6WkLb35
125Please respect copyright.PENANAKKQeaX8Q8f
許沫兒滑著手機,不經意問了一句:「最近聽人說,你和祁校草關係很好哦?」125Please respect copyright.PENANA8YpCEDkEY2
125Please respect copyright.PENANA8X2hkb7ORj
室友的語氣裡不無八卦,向菱毫不在意的斜了她一眼。125Please respect copyright.PENANAyOlSqkwYpU
125Please respect copyright.PENANAU3WhfZRZJh
她撕了片吐司,「還好吧,平常就隨便聊。」125Please respect copyright.PENANA8qqtKUOrh1
125Please respect copyright.PENANAmcRugp5sIv
「……啊?那個酷哥不都不理人的嗎。」 125Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1FgOSp4Vy
125Please respect copyright.PENANANKc7eFwXkU
向菱的意志專注於眼前的食物,完全沒聽清對方說什麼,只好隨意敷衍了一句。125Please respect copyright.PENANAhYE7tkyE5P
125Please respect copyright.PENANANV30R932Gc
感覺到她對此並不上心,許沫兒話鋒一轉,又眉飛色舞的談論起別的事情去了。125Please respect copyright.PENANAl1SphxNhjd
125Please respect copyright.PENANA32f2qTKNWz
她心不在焉的走到教室,在熟悉的座位坐下。 125Please respect copyright.PENANARYLcwl9UQR
125Please respect copyright.PENANAbOme20IX5k
拉開書包拉鍊,攤開數學作業。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAvDFpuWnRa0
125Please respect copyright.PENANAHVgdkRFmEs
幾秒鐘後,向菱於是看著數學作業發呆。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAc0HXkxc9tn
125Please respect copyright.PENANAOJHQkl6HkV
本來想藉著做題醒醒腦,但拿的練習題太難了,睏意反而更甚。125Please respect copyright.PENANAmxbVhZzJnx
125Please respect copyright.PENANA76rt9HSx68
失神半晌之後,她回過神。125Please respect copyright.PENANAWYtBkLeDxe
125Please respect copyright.PENANAiATPe4Jf8Q
才發現自己畫了滿紙的狗狗圖案。125Please respect copyright.PENANAPTvJYLs9nW
125Please respect copyright.PENANAmyjQotki5g
「……」她捧起計算本,認真端詳了一會。125Please respect copyright.PENANAYf26kGMBCj
125Please respect copyright.PENANAAMxIPiaApe
紙上的鉛筆繪筆觸簡單,乍看之下很像某種黑漆漆毛茸茸的,特別凶的那種狼犬。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAe9gValbjlL
125Please respect copyright.PENANACj5jV452wn
對著一張計算紙,她竟然感覺口乾舌燥。125Please respect copyright.PENANAWROw8XM17A
125Please respect copyright.PENANA6CJ35v3qWD
停頓了下,向菱猛地從筆袋揀起橡皮擦,把圖案全部擦掉。125Please respect copyright.PENANAWpMUwen1jC
125Please respect copyright.PENANAfDPoFmqCq9
看著鉛筆描繪出的狗狗線條全數被清除,她感覺心裡舒服了一點。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAXBwEgfBIPt
125Please respect copyright.PENANAqz8yQSMwCl
……畫得很像,某個人。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAvA84OWFt1J
125Please respect copyright.PENANAqC7E0F6QVA
近來經常出現在她思考裡的那個人。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAAXIkqGxSWL
125Please respect copyright.PENANAlcDCVBzMsK
大概是弄出的動靜太大,楊宛從前桌轉過頭來瞥她一眼,驚呼:「菱菱你怎麼了?」 125Please respect copyright.PENANAMgAGxSkZPu
125Please respect copyright.PENANAHJI1CKfdVK
「……我怎麼了?」有氣無力的。 125Please respect copyright.PENANAnGpkHYWBwI
125Please respect copyright.PENANAuUlBS0IRGg
楊宛指了指她的臉,「你怎麼會臉紅成這樣?」125Please respect copyright.PENANAnA6c1laaiV