他並非生氣，只是某種有如一頭困獸般的疲乏。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgHdzO2Bj5
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不是受挫，也不是心理防線崩潰，只是壓抑著不算高漲的情緒。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkObgRMKd13
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那份異常似乎不針對誰。或許是煩躁，或許只是剛好心情糟糕。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWr2bPV69Q
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向菱垂下眸子，轉開視線。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsN4y4sRUy
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她覺得，祁澈實在是一個很矛盾的人。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QTtEtAPFN
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——對他來說，世界上的人似乎只分為兩種。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SYyP51v2t
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在乎的人，以及無關的人。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5zBMpnntB
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他脾氣極壞，但那些脾氣是可控的，並且似乎只針對不在意的人發作。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAifP1tWOMf
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對於不在乎的人們，他甚至可以直接把那些人按著揍，而他並不會對任何受害者感到抱歉。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9jXpj4MLR
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但是，祁澈真正在乎的那些少數人，別人休想動他們一下。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETzAw5DeHg
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因為一旦被盯上了，就會立刻被反咬、報復。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg6hP2SI4L
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他可能，就是這樣的人。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19jvtApXBx
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……173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxd0bM62Nd
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夜色籠罩下的男生宿舍裡。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEOxLNHU4g
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短暫沉默後，少女清脆的說話聲忽然響起。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC1p1xCa0U
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「我問你，如果把世界切成兩半，」她慢慢說道，「一邊站的是你在乎的人，其他人站到另一邊去。」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5FJZ573l1
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「嗯？」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq2o6PyD6E
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「那你會把自己放在哪裡？」她輕聲說完，用力嚥了下口水。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzprYSMWjEb
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbDsr2GX2y
「不在乎的那一邊。」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgkemg5MFT
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今夜漫長，月色黯然，月球悄然無聲被雲彩遮住大半。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMmcSf5s1J
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＿ 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH7DK6U4pU
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那一晚，她離開後，少年做了個詭異的夢。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AIGhWCN3B
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四周一片漆黑，壓力環伺，恍若被什麼可懼的東西盯上。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKfXJWr3c9
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——野獸的目光。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IiHTA2jGb
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看不見，耳裡聽到的聲音既混亂又雜亂無章，毫無規律可言。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYzWhHhxxo
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出口的話成了碾碎的片段，光怪陸離的閃光浮現又一閃而逝。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKtfOQZTL8
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世界在傾倒，同時也在下墜。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ2eSSJypM
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傷疤被毫不留情地揭開，猙獰的傷口完全暴露在空氣中，凝血彷彿失常，暗紅血液汩汩流淌。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDT8y57jKe
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麻木似的，做夢沒有痛覺。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbmO9xpvnC
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持續墜落的踩空感覺在夢境中分外真實。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9QsMkas86
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突然腳跟像是觸碰到什麼冰涼的東西，冰冷的觸感從末梢神經擴散到全身，緊接著是近乎窒息的冷意。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaKsc40326
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——落海。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz6QUoz9y9
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如她所說的那樣，也如同實際遭遇過的那樣。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7wd2wpBBK
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVosrOjrOW
清晰的知道自己在噩夢裡，卻醒不來。祁澈感覺得到海水又冷又鹹，分不清是回憶倒放還是夢境。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMPGhME8Yr
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完全沒有預警，無所謂，反正他從來就不在乎任何。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqzlTmUL18
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如果自己消失的話，那些人會過上更舒服的日子吧。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOYW00POl5
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類似的嘲諷念頭劃過腦海。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyC1gO0Ncs
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這大概是從什麼八點檔裡抄來的惱人劇情——念頭冒出來的時候，他諷刺自己一句。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvAqHmEYqG
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事發的時候，究竟是多少年前，別人大概記得比他自己更清楚。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5fOcTmBY3
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明明好像也沒過多久。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rI1eDuZMI
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那夜的南雨鎮，也在下雨。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97jSCiYmQw
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狂風暴雨的架式，像是要把人捲進大海裡。毫無預兆的那種，彷彿有人給你一個驚喜。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH054y4dsTz
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時間宛如倒流，夢境的場景回到不知多久以前，那夜除夕的海岸邊。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8BHURKu00
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浪忽地驟強，海嘯警報從鎮上的廣播喇叭喇傾瀉而出。器材老舊，音質顯得沙啞。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68bW9WqdEG
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潮水一波波湧上，浪潮漸高，伴隨著強烈海嘯，小鎮似乎被黑夜及狂雨籠罩。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPW7tvXiQo
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少年獨自站在海邊崖上，自虐式的，就只是怔怔的乾站著。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOLD1bUeT1
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——其實他從來就沒想過跳下去，也從來沒有那種打算。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpJVg7DiX5
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海浪挾帶著一種把人捲下去的氣勢。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRxBUFuuSq
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浪太大，他站得太近，一切事件的發生連貫得理所當然。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cJMIBT0Ip
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不過，當浪真的把自己席捲下去時，他腦子裡閃過的念頭有些過於隨便——好像，也無所謂。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBppt50RKCw
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那一夜很冷。除此之外，相關的記憶幾乎等於零。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2ZgHd7GOX
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破碎的廣播音，短暫的失神。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtkIqfbLXE
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雨幕是殺死夜的嫌疑犯，雨停了，天也跟著濛濛亮了。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aGDmqbrnf
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海水並不會因為朝陽升起就乾涸。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad0dpnfRw1
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沒人發現落海的孩子，他獨自掙扎著浮起來呼吸，他命大，那塊海岸的水又深，沒摔出什麼大傷。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjuadHElXR
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意識仍然恍恍惚惚，一絲模糊的念頭從精神的縫隙竄了出來。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIn1G6HTvI
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完了，昨晚沒給祁小波留晚飯。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcelPwcDk8s
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…… 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZOLwlmak6
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後來，他是自己攀著石頭回岸邊的，然後一個人拖著腳步走掉。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3qRmxRSkl
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身上都是攀著礁石擦出來的傷，渾身濕透又難受，刺痛到令人煩躁。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8MKfuM3iu
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回去的路上，他特意抄進常年無人經過的窄巷子。可沈中奕卻突然冒出來，逼問他前一夜消失不歸的緣由。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqm5jIWM2N
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「掉海裡？」沈中奕的眼睛瞬間瞪大。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLNGuaAkLl
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「所以你那是什麼，自殺？」 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD04UYDMvnC
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不可置信的眼神。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWcL99Yqar
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沈中奕是典型「話多反應大」的性格，他看到祁澈滿身狼狽的樣子，又聯想到那段時間他生活有多困難，於是，直覺認定對方是去尋死了。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInJIvhcxDq
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「……你他媽是在找死嗎？搞什麼，這樣你妹妹要怎麼辦？」 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeY1xtTprxZ
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祁澈沒怎麼認真聽他說話，又根本沒聽進對方那一長串的譴責，便直接把那些話給敷衍了過去。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0ExzkTNU5
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那天，是大年初一。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFdCeyZ4AK
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沈中奕大概把他的反應當成了默認，還真的以為這是一場自我了斷。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hCE45Rwds
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於是，沈中奕每年春節都打電話過來。明面上是恭喜新年，實際上他的用意太明顯，祁澈早就看透，只是沒有說而已。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7JDTnGO7u
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1cfUJDthP
——他甚至沒有辯解，其實是那天南雨的風浪太大，其實他只是單純的失足落水罷了。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrT38ZCVi0
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再後來，沒什麼好說的。他斷斷續續高燒了幾天，只覺得愈加煩躁，眼前陷入一片漆黑。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLomhMqTEc
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之後的事太無趣，所以夢境就在這裡停了。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIbpAWUFIg
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有時候，睡夢和回憶只有一線之隔。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGNzabLD56
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剎那，夢醒。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKxFaFaihv
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稱不上是回憶的往事影像跟著消失，空蕩的房間由模糊變得清晰。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQupXpQAQV
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祁澈幾乎是埋在書桌的桌面上睡著的。天還沒亮，手機的螢幕亮起，顯示出從剛才到現在，只過去了三個半小時。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGJPjUB0ze
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有時候時間的確過得很快，但大部分時候，它走得很慢很慢。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3r8vNN6EO
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祁小波在雙層床的上鋪呼呼大睡，大概要再六、七個鐘頭才能叫她起來。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS12J2fAnSg
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腦海被毫無意義的斷簡殘篇充斥著，混亂又聒噪。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVrtC9s01N
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少年慢吞吞闔眼，埋回自己彎起的肘間。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgUX13kkaA
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想法很亂，意識卻清醒得過分。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakjtALyico
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不久之前，他推估也就三、四個小時前，房裡氣氛僵硬，少女自顧自扒完那碗關東煮，然後就提出要離開。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6Wq7rSWqd
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他沒有阻攔。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulWkYuz4c4
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她離開的時候，甚至順手把那袋關東煮的垃圾留在門邊。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlS6vO9q4Q
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夜色闌珊，窗外山頭一片漆黑，沒開燈的宿舍房間映出深沉。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jh2rGlliO
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——那為什麼她不跟那袋垃圾一起留下啊。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfZAeKHH9N
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荒謬，他也沒挽留那袋垃圾啊。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3CNaNNPyl
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……173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS7D83koUL
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少年自嘲似的無聲笑了一下。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5PoXrTwaH
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他覺得，自己可能腦子有病。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihzqQ0swfs
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寒假那段期間，宿舍裡只有兩個人，其餘室友都不在。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid3fwJNg1h
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還是同一個日子，仍然是同一個夜裡。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzpJbwtIPQ
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夜色很暗，男生宿舍，雙層床的上鋪裡，祁小波悄悄睜開了眼睛。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z5szfhpoj
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——六、七歲孩子的年紀雖小，但她其實很敏銳。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXJqLDSMl6
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祁小波有時候半夜醒來，會發現哥哥根本沒有在睡覺。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaZABl0f5h
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她睜開眼睛，房間裡很安靜，哥哥就坐在書桌前，眼神很空，不知道在想什麼。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSqrPofFy4
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祁小波不太理解「空洞」這個詞的意思，也還沒學會使用這種詞彙。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PJQwuWND7
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但她就是能察覺到，哥哥看起來好像沒什麼精神，眼底沒有光亮，有時候，甚至像是在看一個不存在的地方。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsnpER3CId
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如果換作是平常，他的眼神必定是清醒的，帶有一種屬於少年的銳氣。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSJMmZzfmM
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可是，在那種時候不一樣。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyJrQWxTps
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祁小波看不透她哥哥在想什麼。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLK092ubr3
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然後隔天早晨醒來之後，她會問一句：「哥哥，你昨天沒有睡覺嗎？」 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc4tJV6OvW
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他會回答：「……睡了。」 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKvTFWpwSS
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——但是她知道，哥哥那時候一定是在說謊。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0edGgBBtN
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祁小波的想法很單純，別人都以為她哥哥兇，但她知道並非那樣。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6AysRMX4Z
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她哥哥才不是真的兇呢，明明自己都沒錢，還是會偷偷給她買好吃的。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wj9bLHPpw
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他總是讓祁小波別亂跑、別吵鬧，但其實她一撒嬌，哥哥就會帶她去買糖吃。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTLyPLyujI
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祁小波心裡的祁澈，或許是世界上最厲害最溫柔的一個人。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3m7hQQist
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但是她覺得，有些時候，哥哥看起來很累。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwtzpVRzKf
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他的眼神會變得很淡、很靜，甚至有點「空」。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykzbLNR4pd
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祁小波有點害怕他這樣。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUCQTrhrr5
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那種時候，他會笑一下，但那只是一種「安撫小孩用的笑」，眼睛裡卻沒有真的笑意。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXizQVv088
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這樣的笑，和平常完全不一樣，祁小波看得出來。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4zfsYEEoi
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她不一定能理解「累」這個字的全部含義，但她能察覺到哥哥不對勁，然後用自己的方式去理解。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHMXaza3Uq
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——哥哥每天都很累，但又不說。 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPQKxXnoxQ
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祁小波不是笨蛋，她能看出來。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9ZOCjLSny
