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儘管這麼想很失禮，黎絳洵仍舊想不出，對後續的狀況能怎麼有更正面一點的形容詞。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAgLH88Klr
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簡直是煉獄。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEF64gjGfJ
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撞上自己的那位姑娘，衣著飾品都是上乘之物，其中某些更是光有錢也無法擁有的，然而與之相反的是，那些因氣憤而謾罵的話語，聽得他頭痛，分明是對方先撞上來的，卻要求自己道歉，生氣得理所當然。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXBxh7bHqm
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黎絳洵按捺著性子，盡可能順著那位姑娘的意思，好沒容易才脫身，來尋他的小廝摀著胸口問：「公子，那真的是未來的少夫人嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsSoUQszoC
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「少夫人？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpnvjCgCYB
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小廝驚魂甫定地吞下口水後說：「那是言府千金，公子的未婚妻。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZQ2nMIloS
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已經多年沒在他人面前外露的情緒，此刻彷彿將要衝破大壩的暴雨，幾乎能聽見裂痕增長的聲音。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4uWhoMM0Y
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原本……就不該抱持期待的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJEPV4HOvu
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黎絳洵閉了閉眼睛，尋了僻靜處，正要稍事休息，卻見有侍女朝著他的方向張望，為防萬一，黎絳洵留下小廝負責攔住他人過來，自己則先去向主人家辭行。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BP3Y4slsm
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做為今天的話題人物，黎絳洵自是被主人家拉著說了許多話，也不乏勸他留下的說詞，硬是拖到他有些站不穩，才成功離開。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uKkTrbGzB
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為了避開更多的人情往來，黎絳洵沒有走正門，側門那邊，除了守門的家丁以外，也沒看見其他人，於是黎絳洵一踏過門檻，就轉身靠向外牆。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsJXhvqsDj
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真的已經到極限了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQdH56a5Az
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沒有出現奇蹟。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvtRURPofU
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他平緩好呼吸後，輕輕搖頭，無意間對上一雙無神的眼睛。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N9ggcAcjn
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言曇岫看著他，或許也不是看他，只是黎絳洵剛好站在那裡而已。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LC90glXt6
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略一沉吟，即便心中清楚這沒有意義，可是為防自己繼續深思，黎絳洵還是走到言曇岫面前。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSmgTMIsis
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每一步都像踩在刀尖上，當初那個保護不了妻子的自己正在心裡哭喊，阻撓自己前進。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0530UtDV45
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不要確認，再往前就是萬劫不復。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzibxx79jV
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腦海中閃過妻子的臉，妻子說話時，想到哪就說到哪，她沒想過其他人會不曉得她的思考過程，進一步說，妻子似乎很意外有人會聽她說話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlx0HoOMVg
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妻子早在成親時，關節就有問題，每到雨前，便會開始疼痛。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhshkHGczBX
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黎絳洵有時候趕著去邑庠，沒能來得及收好書，回來後，案上與櫃中的書籍，雖是收納整齊，可方向並不統一，上下顛倒的狀況時有多見，當時沒多想，甚至問妻子是不是故意要逗他笑，妻子歪著頭看他，彷彿不太明白黎絳洵的意思。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs3PUJgIcf
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言曇岫退了一步，黎絳洵也跟著停下來，隔著並不像是要對話的距離，黎絳洵問起言曇橋的事情，見對方沒有反應，他多次變化說法，言曇岫才張口，像是終於理解黎絳洵的意思。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDrLNt8qDO
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──言曇岫可能沒有與人正常溝通過。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5rq030ZNq
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他的句子更像是許多略過細節的詞彙組成的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3oxrpvaTK
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黎絳洵耐心傾聽，也試著釐清自己是否有誤會對方的語意。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGCKUR50qv
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直到小廝跑過來，黎絳洵才與言曇岫告別，在抵達馬車之前，黎絳洵已經聽完了言府侍女是如何蠻橫地到處打探、找尋黎絳洵，包括最開始找過來的侍女，也是言府的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhCAkx9O4A
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黎絳洵登上車輿，馬夫還沒調轉轡頭，言曇橋已經走到言曇岫身後，扯住仍勒著言曇岫脖子的繩索，一杯茶就這麼潑往言曇岫的臉。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8gMXjvKm0
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言曇岫的臉上原本滿是髒污塵灰，茶水洗去了那些遮掩，讓言曇岫的面容清晰起來。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGbHA0D95y
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黎絳洵抬手制止小廝出聲。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoJZqV9uly
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他們在的位置聽不見言曇橋的說話內容，只看見言曇橋上了馬車後，馬車過處揚起灰塵，言曇岫的五官再次淹沒在塵沙中，過了好一會兒，言曇岫才追在馬車後跑起來。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErzPORNzJn
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言曇岫經過黎絳洵身邊後，黎絳洵轉頭朝著言曇岫的背影喊了一聲：「綉綉！」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFBWujXVkj
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言曇岫停下腳步，回頭張望片刻，再次追著遠離的車駕跑。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3Ko2NrHkc
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黎絳洵搖頭，思緒亂得擰不出一個有意義的詞彙。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmuysHHHAv
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回到黎家後，黎絳洵走往書房，再次憑著記憶，試圖描繪妻子的模樣，他不擅長丹青，即便這些年畫了數百張，也沒有真的肖似的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzStjNhfg5h
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記憶是不可靠的，很多事情，都會隨著時間漸漸消失在記憶裡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wqF99104C
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黎絳洵不願意承認，妻子的樣貌卻確實越來越模糊，言曇岫的臉，隱約勾起了他的回憶。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBenmUcqQJM
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妻子和言曇岫之間，可能是親戚嗎？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCKRxjhcBE
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幾次讓安插進言府的親信留意言曇岫，並在外頭，假裝恰好經過，免去言曇岫幾次皮肉之苦後，黎絳洵拿出預備好的糕點，原要遞給言曇岫，只是見他雙手仍是藏污納垢，黎絳洵不著痕跡地，改變方向，直接餵到言曇岫嘴裡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPpHf5k85c
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直到言曇岫喝下溫茶，嚥下糕點，黎絳洵才問：「你家中，可有與你年紀相近的表親姊妹？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6D43NgYhq
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「表親姊妹？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrWmwPNItH
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「你的……你親生母親那邊的同齡女孩，有嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOcgkbdVIX
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言曇岫想了一下，才說：「只有母親，死了，沒有了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRv8zxL7nTb
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黎絳洵凝視著言曇岫，那張還沒完全長開的臉，依然髒得看不清容貌。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSzpRI8Hrh
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言曇岫忽然縮起身子，黎絳洵抬頭看向暗去的天色，是烏雲密布。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgfd82mwQa
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「你不去避雨嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo36alhzx1U
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言曇岫仰頭望著黎絳洵，搖頭說：「生氣，不可以。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNcCQu2Kqf
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豆大的雨點落下來，雨水打在他們身上。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIi7DfBzYD
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四周也沒有可以避雨的地方。黎絳洵暗自說服自己。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAv8ZP7aGS
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在驟雨結束後，黎絳洵擦去言曇岫臉上混著髒汙的雨水，蒙塵的記憶也跟著清晰起來，言曇岫的五官與妻子的一模一樣，只差在整體比例縮小了些。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31BsW12Y7z
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回家路上，黎絳洵的思緒更加混亂，沒能理出頭緒，一身濕衣裳被冷風吹著，疲憊伺機一擁而上，他恍恍惚惚間，閃過許多念頭，並陷入自我懷疑。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmgzYgDUCA
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妻子的事情，雖然妻子不是言曇橋，可是言曇岫的面貌，卻說明，妻子未必是自己夢裡的臆想。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCS3MM80II
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倘若這世上確有其人，她現在在哪裡？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0TBahF0Lg
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還有多少事情瞞著自己？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlXDSpiapg
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為什麼說謊？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDixyX4whX
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無解的問題，一個連接著一個。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4C7SlnCt6
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如果還要繼續追尋真相，就必須從言曇岫下手，可是黎絳洵已不曉得自己究竟想不想知道解答。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4ReTHvDlz
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再能下床已是兩天後，他受了風寒，反復高燒著。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugpaEHuS0u
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光怪陸離的夢境，扭曲了妻子的笑靨。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAQHcXUQtz
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在其中一段夢裡，他仍在黎家破敗後，搬到簡陋的小屋，大雨一直下著，沒有任何人來找他，門前只有雨滴墜落，天永遠沒有放晴。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLS7C38TCu
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黎絳洵病癒後，便全心投入拓展商務，用心經營下，展店迅速。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx39w0gYMh
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彷彿一切都沒有變。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk3g7bomPD
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至少在被母親趁著父親不在時，拉往院中前，黎絳洵不覺得有什麼問題。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdBESOZlAM
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「你最近是怎麼了？」母親焦急地拉著黎絳洵問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uKHunZhRm
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「娘是指什麼？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FsRuNnr3g
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「別以為我不知道，每到半夜，你就走到湖心亭，在那邊吹上很久的冷風，你有什麼煩惱嗎？怎麼忽然失眠了？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOswGzlRbDk
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黎絳洵看著母親，他好沒容易失而復得的母親，他腰間還有母親為他尋來的玉所刻成的玉珮，結著母親親手打的流蘇，以前沒有在意過，因為這類的禮物，以前收得太多，常常不知道收到哪裡去了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGji8aGmeG
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他不願意欺瞞母親，只是事實又是如何能輕易說出口的？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2vGTntxpm
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若承認，關於前世的記憶、妻子的存在，全都只是幻夢一場，那原也就是南柯一夢，不是什麼大不了的事，自己也並非全無所得，至少自己的改變，也換得父母對他少操心些。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5msWtC03bp
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只是該如何做到？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRXzHGyAeZ
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曾經滄海難為水，除卻巫山不是雲。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYPu96jMvb
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本以為已一無所有的時候，是妻子笨拙地扶起他，支撐他走過那段渾渾噩噩的時光，為了讓黎絳洵好受一些，妻子為他做了太多，雪中送炭所得的溫暖，遠不是錦上添花可比。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tUC2Y0IOy
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徐徐微風吹過他鬢邊，他第無數次想起那場大雨，自己推開簡陋的門，妻子站在雨中，全身都狼狽得不像樣，那時他以為沒有什麼能再讓他訝異，言府的人找上來，橫豎不過是要退婚，他們又沒有私交。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD3UI5r8Ia
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如果將這些事，都視為真實，則是說，即便妻子做了這麼多，才換來自己對她展顏，甚至讓他卸下心防，讓妻子走入心裡，互相扶持，成為他唯一相信的人，卻連這樣的她也欺瞞他，那麼他該相信什麼？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO33SdXHMx
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又要改變什麼？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqWu3QiWUZ
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存在在這裡，是為了什麼？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnytlLp5CCi
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黎絳洵的手仍抵著母親溫暖的掌心，那是他一度以為再也無法體驗的溫度。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchfnAzPIGY
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每當因為想念妻子的事情、或計畫不順利，他就會想起父母，即便不是為了妻子，能和父母共享天倫，也是千求萬求來的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9k0AZAs1g
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只是，自以為是做的這些事情，是否真的救了父母？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbBYdHrSWU
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父母真的有因為他所做的這些而過得更好嗎？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFucw3wvd4
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要是一直自欺欺人，仍舊不願意否定妻子的存在，又該以何種心態自處？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW2xwXo8Wv
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或者承認，妻子打從一開始就對他說了無數個謊，那麼，從謊言中清醒的自己，究竟算是跳樑小丑，還是別的什麼……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqgwP5KtSH
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唯一一個信任的人，卻騙了自己半生，如果不曾回到過去，就不會知曉這件事，仍耽溺在溫柔鄉，以為自己獲得了最真摯的愛。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDGBkXydjF
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無論信或不信，哪邊都是假的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4dHf1DDA7
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黎絳洵已經想不出來絲毫回到這裡的意義。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZUddVxfTL
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