六、58Please respect copyright.PENANAVWa1SNywx2
58Please respect copyright.PENANAz7l4fro64f
58Please respect copyright.PENANAX8ezBoCF6V
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdxYI3LofG6
58Please respect copyright.PENANA8bAAmY6VcH
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnGC8rghMG6
賦閒在家的父親,出乎意料之外地適應,不適應的反而是母親。58Please respect copyright.PENANAZx854Uxjz5
58Please respect copyright.PENANAtANsZHtc5r
雖然三天一小吵,五天一大吵,不過吵架的內容,怎麼聽都是因為感情太好、過於親密,就連原本會不知所措地躲在黎絳洵背後的言曇岫,都已經知道根本沒有勸架必要了。58Please respect copyright.PENANA6LJC6werov
58Please respect copyright.PENANALuu0WBy51B
言曇岫的年齡本就是發育期,現在他即便站在黎絳洵身後,也更像是從背後抱著他的腰,無論衣飾、身量、表情、談吐等,都沒有人能認出來他就是以前那個言府的庶長子。58Please respect copyright.PENANAXic3Nuwn9e
58Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0vygfowLj
唯一可能認出來的言府嫡公子,機率也不是很高,畢竟他應該也不記得言曇岫的生母長甚麼樣子。58Please respect copyright.PENANAND59bECaA2
58Please respect copyright.PENANA4EdgPTGDI1
除了妻子的事情沒有進展以外,所有事情都朝著好的方向塵埃落定。58Please respect copyright.PENANAnmoi1HyGK1
58Please respect copyright.PENANAMCvI14XyGD
言曇岫也越來越能幹,偶爾代理一下黎絳洵或母親的工作都沒有問題,父親已經以此為藉口,說服母親好幾次,說他們可以一起出門去外地旅遊,在父親的眼神示意下,言曇岫和黎絳洵也推波助瀾著,讓母親不用杞人憂天。58Please respect copyright.PENANARL4N3kILCf
58Please respect copyright.PENANA9BjMMrqC0a
送走好說歹說才又出門過上了兩人生活的父母,黎絳洵的表情並沒有多少變化,雖然感覺胸口是空的,不過雙親年紀也大了,多走動些總是好的。58Please respect copyright.PENANAfPJyCGqAbg
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnAxpC5c7NZ
黎絳洵回書房,坐在案前,飛速撥動著算盤,工作告一段落後,他才留意到言曇岫一直沒離開。於是他起身到言曇岫面前,微蹲著看他,言曇岫的睫毛隨著呼吸起伏著,不曉得打了多久瞌睡了,這孩子總是這樣,總是把自己擺在最後,不言不語,等黎絳洵注意到他時,他通常都等到睡著了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAssuUHQ27Le
58Please respect copyright.PENANAg11oYCdXgD
黎絳洵無奈地推了推言曇岫的肩膀,言曇岫因為試著清醒而晃動著身子,閉著眼雙手往前摸索著,靠在黎絳洵身上,呼吸很快又沉了下去。58Please respect copyright.PENANAUbCVgdMMtf
58Please respect copyright.PENANA1XWu7SN42I
「再不醒,要錯過晚餐了。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAlIa6kq0SWo
58Please respect copyright.PENANAx3RYuKPmqo
言曇岫帶著濃重鼻音咕噥著:「我真的、很喜歡你的。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAf6mPkkn73G
58Please respect copyright.PENANAFQCYG5MPEP
言曇岫即便長大了,也還是像孩子一樣,偏愛靠在黎絳洵身上,說著一般人不會輕易宣之於口的「喜歡」。58Please respect copyright.PENANAYSlYHmzn4z
58Please respect copyright.PENANAs1oDKMl098
黎絳洵記得有一次,他問言曇岫想要什麼獎勵,言曇岫顯然很快就決定了答案,只是黎絳洵哄他很久,他才說:「你能不要跟言小姐結縭嗎?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAofr8APxe2X
58Please respect copyright.PENANAWpXTRYCtP3
因為出乎意外之外,黎絳洵以為自己聽錯了,沒有馬上回應,言曇岫便說著要再想想,然後便跑了。後來到底許了什麼願望,黎絳洵也想不起來。58Please respect copyright.PENANAh5R0bQbHhZ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAooEwKzEsrD
黎絳洵覺得自己已經縱容言曇岫太久了,於是捏了捏對方的臉頰,言曇岫總算一臉委屈的醒來。58Please respect copyright.PENANAaKOX5HA0NQ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdxmrcwtak4
用過晚飯,洗浴結束後,黎絳洵散著還帶著水的長髮,言曇岫抱著枕頭和被子來他房裡時,他差不多已經睡著了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQguG1BXogk
58Please respect copyright.PENANALKINPgQX3r
「你這是……?」58Please respect copyright.PENANA1Wb3aU2QyL
58Please respect copyright.PENANAywNHjaLEby
言曇岫將手裡的東西放在黎絳洵床上,蹲跪下來,雙手按在黎絳洵膝頭,仰頭問:「我能和你一起睡嗎?」58Please respect copyright.PENANANabwAEGM5U
58Please respect copyright.PENANA2R7AXkoZDl
黎絳洵噗哧一笑,「你不是早就不怕黑了嗎?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAgNod2iEOOP
58Please respect copyright.PENANADu3OrHvnpD
言曇岫花了一點時間下定決心,厚著臉皮說:「說不定我現在又怕了。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAxPkqbjMDN7
58Please respect copyright.PENANAbtI5f3gIQv
「爹娘不在,讓你不安嗎?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAbXQuLoDVVG
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOxVjUFrM0M
言曇岫小聲反駁,黎絳洵因為睏倦,便也沒多花力氣拒絕,睡著前最後一個想法是,自己放在枕頭上的手腕有點熱。58Please respect copyright.PENANAJuqZgIF4Oc
58Please respect copyright.PENANABy58qXGxaK
連續很多天都是這樣睡在一起,黎絳洵沒等到言曇岫主動開口離開,他想提,不過每次都沒成功,少了父母,工作量自然也變大了,經常是沾枕即眠,即便沒有,也不會醒著太久,分不出心想太多事。58Please respect copyright.PENANAh8TjqhQgOb
58Please respect copyright.PENANAim5TybaxBD
因此他沒有第一時間注意到,言曇岫看到小廝將帖子放下時的表情。58Please respect copyright.PENANA1TEcVSBZLv
58Please respect copyright.PENANAmiQFi2Z7nY
「絳洵,要我幫忙看嗎?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAjogzIVbcbs
58Please respect copyright.PENANA5mR9zyCoFi
黎絳洵頭也不抬說:「言府沒別的事情會找我,你不用擔心。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAKSYHVs4P67
58Please respect copyright.PENANAMvO3BVv9rt
「所以我才……」58Please respect copyright.PENANAq6oTeMitYh
58Please respect copyright.PENANAH0NGUoN9tZ
黎絳洵失笑:「我不可能現在才把你推回言府,沒事。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAaJoVanBMat
58Please respect copyright.PENANA3k3hhBu4tk
言曇岫沒有回答,黎絳洵望向他的時候,他正咬著下唇,彷彿很焦慮。58Please respect copyright.PENANAmbaKZOaOD5
58Please respect copyright.PENANANMxZRNXHJt
「怎麼了嗎?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAUhZ1fqwXpd
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdXJ7IxZUld
「你……和言府的婚事,怎麼辦?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAbMbLKw6vsA
58Please respect copyright.PENANArrCvFRX2i6
「什麼怎麼辦?也不能怎麼辦啊。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAJYXHj6am9c
58Please respect copyright.PENANAi0w31j3SYy
「是不是我……」58Please respect copyright.PENANAskNFyajrfM
58Please respect copyright.PENANAAAodDemJST
「怎麼了?」58Please respect copyright.PENANA5VZfMDXj92
58Please respect copyright.PENANA4GghHl5xxO
「沒什麼。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAiFks5g4PTP
58Please respect copyright.PENANAP21xuAlZs5
黎絳洵知道對方的反應是在生氣,只是沒想通對方生什麼氣。58Please respect copyright.PENANAnL5BYQICNO
58Please respect copyright.PENANAqJjgqEF34V
言曇橋的話,真的是很久沒想起來這個人了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAXc17nAfo3d
58Please respect copyright.PENANASu2pTtlP4X
言府催婚催得那麼急,言曇岫大概是不想他煩心,所以已經在沒問他的情況下,擋下很多次言府的帖子了,當然言曇岫以為自己做得滴水不漏,實際上只是黎絳洵沒說破而已,他自然知道這件事。58Please respect copyright.PENANAAtjRepCeUe
58Please respect copyright.PENANAguV7Z3hss3
終究得做個了斷。58Please respect copyright.PENANATdYByF5FBo
58Please respect copyright.PENANAZpXioMf24C
那天直到他熄燈前,言曇岫都沒過來,可能是尷尬。58Please respect copyright.PENANAZVaBH6bks0
58Please respect copyright.PENANAhkHpZHm4e4
黎絳洵沒有多想,依然很快就睡著了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAdinNNfMNVS
58Please respect copyright.PENANAxLmuXv31Fq
58Please respect copyright.PENANAKBLMpRy8aM
58Please respect copyright.PENANAG3JR0Xjqyc
58Please respect copyright.PENANAFYYH2S2ICw
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOvw0xibvZc
夜半時分,這時候的黎絳洵,通常睡得很熟了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAcZKrUGywDy
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnk1ji6VqRc
言曇岫推門而出,避過巡夜的家丁,走入無人的月色裡,他穿著一身不習慣的侍女服,長長的裙襬好幾次絆住他,幸好沒摔得灰頭土臉。58Please respect copyright.PENANAthSVbkD8HQ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdpZ0tfYQlw
刻意畫上的淡妝,讓他看上去不那麼好認,勾在眼尾的胭脂,在出門前已經確認過多次,並沒有畫偏。58Please respect copyright.PENANA96heHSjzUV
58Please respect copyright.PENANA3IiieNV0U0
言曇岫留意著周遭動靜,直到進了與黎絳洵寢室毗鄰的院子後,他才放下心來,從這裡開始,沒有其他人會進來了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAvqa6xdIWUk
58Please respect copyright.PENANA5fBOuSUOEI
黎絳洵睡得很熟。58Please respect copyright.PENANAyyAT0Ejk7Y
58Please respect copyright.PENANAlQybfsuwaZ
言曇岫壓著呼吸,走近床邊。58Please respect copyright.PENANAN2yM1XSwex
58Please respect copyright.PENANAYAYUxeboVK
黎絳洵還是給他留了靠外的位置,也因為黎絳洵睡相好,一般睡醒時,都是言曇岫整個人攀在他身上的。58Please respect copyright.PENANAWrm4sB68DS
58Please respect copyright.PENANAHVbl7qsRND
因為過於膽小而一直拖延著沒說的話,如今也沒有說出口的機會了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAsXor07tfoK
58Please respect copyright.PENANAsr1sB7MW5T
腦中有這麼多想說的事,不過能說的也只有幾個字。58Please respect copyright.PENANATDwEbzQZTK
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOB0IV27AQo
言曇岫輕聲說:「抱歉,讓你為難,再見。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAesTHD42nnV
58Please respect copyright.PENANASTgHV9Wka3
黎絳洵其實有很多祕密,言曇岫察覺這件事的時候,是剛畫完第三次畫像時的事,那時候,黎絳洵臨時有事離開,言曇岫只能在他院子裡,像隻無頭蒼蠅一樣亂走,沒留意腳下,很快就被絆倒,雖然即時往旁邊滾,所以沒有什麼傷,卻也無法立刻起身。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2xzpp3HAPp
58Please respect copyright.PENANAVZg2vKj7Lk
門被推開的聲音後,黎絳洵走進來,手裡拿著甫畫完的畫像,表情無法明確在沉重與迷茫之間擇一。58Please respect copyright.PENANAG8AukjyiEN
58Please respect copyright.PENANAn7BhSM376y
言曇岫不明白為什麼黎絳洵和往常看起來不同,一時忘了出聲,黎絳洵已經打開一扇之前沒注意到過的門,走了進去。58Please respect copyright.PENANAZhItRawiwQ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdLpRfy4zoU
雖然即便沒這件事,言曇岫也依然會走往同樣的結局,他自己還是覺得,這是一個重要的轉捩點。58Please respect copyright.PENANAMXqJsdK2re
58Please respect copyright.PENANAZu0o304deT
因為他看見了,那間房間裡面,有很多畫,畫中的女孩子,他沒見過,卻又感覺有幾分熟悉。58Please respect copyright.PENANAGSfPcgOUHM
58Please respect copyright.PENANAL1IdttkWSn
後來怎麼離開的,相對來說不是很重要,因為言曇岫一直在想,黎絳洵看著那些畫的目光,如果能用來凝視自己,那該有多好?58Please respect copyright.PENANARUdQDABWA1
58Please respect copyright.PENANAsMgos1i6i8
自從言曇岫能單獨睡後,他一個人在房裡,對著鏡子裡的自己,仔細斟酌著胭脂該怎麼擦抹,看上去才會更像女孩子。58Please respect copyright.PENANAin1ykpGnFM
58Please respect copyright.PENANA864wxId7Gu
他希望黎絳洵能看自己,也只看自己。58Please respect copyright.PENANAAvilCnEbtT
58Please respect copyright.PENANAkEYPdd9noX
可是後來,他才知道,黎絳洵原來是嫡姊的未婚夫。58Please respect copyright.PENANAiO6MfoDLOn
58Please respect copyright.PENANAXXbpCYbmBy
他忽然明白,無論那屋子畫裡的是誰,黎絳洵最終都會離開自己,和某個女子白首偕老。58Please respect copyright.PENANAp9zPYoAreD
58Please respect copyright.PENANAWQfCYWZSSD
大約就像、第一滴雨落在湖面的感覺。58Please respect copyright.PENANAiZXuOrMjqY
58Please respect copyright.PENANAhOBJygZIDU
隨後而來的雨,不會只結束在第一滴。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2xmtcVxH5A
58Please respect copyright.PENANAV6XVCIcCoK
以前他不曉得為什麼自己總是黏著黎絳洵,懂了以後,更加無法輕易鬆手,因為這樣的幸福是有期限的,黎絳洵不會永遠待在自己觸手可及的地方。58Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ6AFKLYM3
58Please respect copyright.PENANArSWO9VmCqz
被當成小孩子也好,只要能有藉口不走,什麼都好。58Please respect copyright.PENANAfDm6V0TtGl
58Please respect copyright.PENANAhI45v2HWMm
黎絳洵對誰都留有餘地,他不知道怎麼樣才能讓自己變得特別,不是黎絳洵的血親、他的未婚妻、他的心上人,那和其餘人有區別嗎?和他能輕易割捨下的其餘人,沒有區別的。58Please respect copyright.PENANAhaF7RSnjHc
58Please respect copyright.PENANAs1kZ1D3hUe
如果自己死皮賴臉一點,硬要留下,或許不是不行,可是,光是現在,看黎絳洵擋在他跟言府之間,看黎絳洵因為顧及自己,一直沒有和言曇橋完婚,如果是為了讓黎絳洵好過一些,自己是該離開的。58Please respect copyright.PENANAqCFpZRIvTr
58Please respect copyright.PENANAm14Y6JnZ54
已經自私地拖了這麼久,已經在離他最近的地方看了他這麼久,早該能知足。58Please respect copyright.PENANAzMWEQPrpkN
58Please respect copyright.PENANAWpHXokjGYa
──要是你沒教會我這些,我的世界不曾被你提燈照亮,我原沒有多少牽掛。58Please respect copyright.PENANAHAxSlbAT2U
58Please respect copyright.PENANAkiU6m9QjuW
好幾個夜晚,因為害怕黎絳洵離開,言曇岫總是握著黎絳洵的手腕,可還是一次次驚醒,反復確認人還在,幾乎無法再次成眠。58Please respect copyright.PENANAfZOdBKd6Xe
58Please respect copyright.PENANArOnym2vNQO
黎絳洵最初為什麼要幫他,他不是沒想問,他只是不知道怎麼開口,黎絳洵的雙親也不曉得答案,曾經想從自己這裡知道解答。58Please respect copyright.PENANAEvzLzR4GjA
58Please respect copyright.PENANAoIv2Z8kzkA
世上沒有人能比他更明白,黎絳洵說的藉口是假的。58Please respect copyright.PENANACtwRrUeSdl
58Please respect copyright.PENANA88a6NT6Mhi
他的生母,不過是個通房,還是被家人賣進言府的,真有認識的人可以救他,不會拖到生母都被杖殺了,才想到要出現。58Please respect copyright.PENANAwzIGDu2Jj9
58Please respect copyright.PENANAq6BKOCJ8RS
月光又偏移了,他該離開了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAxSDILhOlek
58Please respect copyright.PENANA25WMkL0ojc
「謝謝你,再見。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAC6JmY5mI8L
58Please respect copyright.PENANACs3WBlHqwL
他站起身,失魂落魄地走向門口,小腿卻忽然被用力一撞,原本這也沒什麼,整個離家都很習慣貓咪的無差別攻擊了,然而為了掩人耳目而換上的侍女服,下一秒將他半倒在地。58Please respect copyright.PENANABPwXtx8cZ0
58Please respect copyright.PENANADL5YkzjcqB
沒挽好的髮髻散了大半,長髮落在肩頭,他紅著眼眶,爬起來,咬唇逼自己不哭出聲,可使始作俑者彷彿看不見他懇求的眼神,不看時間地點就喵喵叫起來。58Please respect copyright.PENANA54y9IOSsAZ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAy4Nak6k7ka
雲飄過去,明亮的月色再次顯現的時候,言曇岫睜大了眼,不可置信。58Please respect copyright.PENANAKYyu4yCJIC
58Please respect copyright.PENANAkTPWZpiJex
他被朝思暮想的人萬般珍惜地抱在懷中。58Please respect copyright.PENANAyvtXXl3rkl
58Please respect copyright.PENANANHT5AgjM6O
58Please respect copyright.PENANAbSsAh1Mj9x