I just realised. I haven’t felt this way for a while.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL3Gjb587l
Maybe because I was always running.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0dxRlJahR
Stress, work, study.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh6nEuSNUO
Too busy to think about it. I was fooled by the pretty lies, but at the end of the day, I came to my senses.
How worthless I was. How useless. How unsightly. How much I hated myself.
There’s no way I can be proud of myself.
At the bottom of my heart, I really, really hated myself.
”How are you?” I’m always asked. I couldn’t answer. An answer that I could be proud of. The fear of being looked down on.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNjIHkktFA
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I got the grades.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAu1P6pNju
I did well in sports.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDQ8lwrRcF
I could play musical instruments.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6x8UQkIE4y
I’m not exactly too bad with people either.
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So how did I end up like this?
I can’t accept it. I can’t let anyone see. I want to disappear.
I’ve disappointed everyone, but most of all, myself.
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