嗰啲我曾經最討厭嘅課堂並冇隨著希洋嘅消失而改變，但自此之後，我都坐好喺度聽老師講，就好似以前嘅希洋咁樣。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0gYzXOW4W
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媽媽一直喺隔離睇住，所以我更加要扮成一個完美榜樣，唔好令人失望。只不過，可能喺根本上我同希洋嘅差距太大，無論我點樣扮到希洋咁聽話，都係冇人滿意。我冇辦法做到希洋咁。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKqZhdYmGz
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然後，去到某一日——423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9fnFTxZPS
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「…呢個係咩嚟架。」我望住媽媽手上嘅鐵灰色環狀物。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRGFEhvkMI
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「呢樣嘢會保護你，令你唔會變成希洋咁。」佢將嗰樣鐵灰色嘅物體圍喺我腳上面。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm5mr0NFR6
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「…我唔明，變成希洋咁？」我問。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvupzpZgUA
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腳部傳來喀嚓一聲嘅同時，我從體內深處發出強烈顫抖：「但係，我唔想要呢樣嘢…。」423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHH0kWkYlgU
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媽媽只係攬住我：「你乖啦，我已經冇咗希洋，唔可以連你都冇埋。」423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0owEbkHJb
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「…對唔住。」雖然一句對唔住唔會令希洋返嚟。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rm6MAwvOw
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「你要記住，你腳上面呢樣嘢係媽媽對你嘅愛，知唔知？」自從希洋消失之後，媽媽臉上首次有笑容。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosVeQZhnL4
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似乎我對腳綁住呢樣嘢嘅話，會令媽媽開心啲。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVVhMGkJm2
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所以我點頭：「…知道。」423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgkueJtYap
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佢笑得更關懷，將我擁入懷裏，好用力攬住我。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75mBzfGBlg
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用力到我抖唔到氣。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxqCMq8nYj
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「呢樣嘢就當係你累我冇咗希洋嘅懲罰…。」攬住我嗰陣，佢喺我耳邊講。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx0wxpn4fy
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由呢一日開始，個腳鐐就一直跟住我，唔單止咁，除咗紫悅一家，仲有嚟同我上堂嘅老師之外，我冇再見過其他人踏入我間房；而我都冇再踏出過大屋半步。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVkeHhy12I
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我嘅世界，得返窗外面嗰片狹窄嘅風景。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UYl5pwFdh
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——我從回憶中清醒過來，完成練習簿上最後一題。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MIb7qUdlV
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紫悅拍手說道：「辛苦你喇，之後就係三個鐘頭嘅歷史課。」423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDqgkmdhQ6
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我嚇一驚：「你唔係話過只要我做晒啲練習，就唔使上歷史架咩？」423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JRjrs8xVK
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「冇辦法，你媽媽話唔得，所以你都係要上。」423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PzlP8Ghwg
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我低下頭，眼角快要有淚水滲出。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaROro3auf
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「歷史老師好快會嚟，咁我地三個鐘頭之後見。」講完呢句紫悅就離開咗我間房。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgEkmfxaWj
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以前嘅歷史課，因為有希洋喺度，所以時間過得好快；仲有老師問嘅所有問題，希洋都會幫我答啱晒。423Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXwcbUSSHu
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不過，希洋已經唔再喺度。每次諗到呢個事實，眼淚都會不自控掉落，就好似失去希洋後無數個夜晚一樣。
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