「唔使等下次喇，我而家就可以話俾你知。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV26QqWtVZ
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「嗯？」小悠一臉好奇。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2Nb4hU7BF
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我別過視線：「不過，你可能要有心理準備…」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ldwrb6Efr
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「吓？心理準備？係咪好震驚架？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2s5ETnprT
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「我講完之後，你或者真係會咁諗都唔定…」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYxRd1qIbr
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小悠諗兩諗，忽然好似醒起某啲嘢：「吖，不過提起心理準備，我都諗起有件事要同阿帆講架。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaWZQafPI6
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「咩事呀？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y1G7FLb2c
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佢笑：「都係你講先。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnt5gL6GVY
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估唔到就連開口告白，都要遇到啲咁嘅橋段。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBMSUqqxdZ
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如果我跟住落嚟堅持俾小悠講先，佢有99％機會又拋返個波俾我，我地之間嘅對話就會陷入沒完沒了嘅局面。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmFL7LRens
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所以照道理，我係應該唔理三七廿一，同佢講咗我想講嘅嘢先；只不過，呢個道理只係適用於正常情況下。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfBDpb2TAS
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而家嘅情況，係我咁大個人，第一次同人告白。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNsf1Anvdx
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所以，內心稍微緊張下，都係正常吧？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Zpfq2RVAz
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雖然唔知小悠要講嘅係咩，但根據同佢相處咁耐嚟睇，八成都係蠢嘢；聽完之後，話唔定能平息心裏嘅緊張感。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUUXqrnCK5
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就咁決定之後，我搖頭：「都係你講先啦。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzgkPvMviq
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慶幸嘅係小悠冇將個波拋嚟拋去：「好啦，咁你聽住喇喎。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjPYJyCnDp
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「嗯。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtwfQJcSU9
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會係關休比事，定係關屋企啲零食事——我喺心入面猜測。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7y6CqFAvm
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「就係，過埋呢個學期之後，我會跟紫悅一齊離開呢度。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T7iVdOXh8
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欸…？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrM34xpZYt
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空氣彷彿停滯於眼前。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaiOFuFFYR
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我用咗大概十秒時間去理解佢講嘅嘢：「離開呢度，係指…」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwRLaDqxjL
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佢接落去：「冇錯！就係離開呢個地方，出發到外地旅行。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhwrTqw2kf
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「…旅行？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03xx5UAKmm
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「又或者換個講法，係去追逐夢想。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5NR2TQ6b2
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「…夢想？」大腦嘅思考功能由剛才開始忽然停歇，只係識得重覆佢講嘅單字。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRQT85RgZ5
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「嗯！就好似阿帆咁，我都搵到自己想做嘅嘢…阿帆？」小悠喺我眼前揮手。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgWk5rwE59
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「吓？我冇嘢…」我回過神來，「你諗清楚架嗱？你同赤城紫悅識咗唔係好耐咋喎…」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kBv3G3EF0
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「嗯！就係諗得好清楚，先決定讀埋呢個學期，咁樣阿帆你會冇咁唔捨得我吖嘛。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlShKftua2e
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距離學期完結，仲有幾個月。小悠選擇咁早同我講，可能真係如佢所講嘅咁，我會早啲有心理準備、唔會咁唔捨得佢。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33Bn1DMp4v
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雖然知道，但依然抑制唔到內心嘅激動，我強迫自己唔去表現出嚟。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2XPNJkkln
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「…你想做嘅嘢，係咩呀？」喉嚨發出乾澀嘅聲音。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTHt9086z0
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「我之前咪同你講過，紫悅係一個會行走於世界各地嘅龍貓學者嚟嘅？其實唔止做研究，佢真正嘅工作係拯救世界上所有有需要嘅龍貓…我想做嘅事，就係呢樣。」小悠一臉憧憬嘅表情。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MGMei6B1F
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「…你真心？」總係覺得，自己嘅決心俾一個莫名其妙嘅理由打斷咗。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9NnznszlD
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佢笑：「又或者咁講，一邊拯救龍貓，一邊去睇呢個世界，呢個就係對我嚟講，呢一刻最想去追尋嘅夢想。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMFi56XFRb
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聽到佢咁講，我內心忽然一軟。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI3eriDCVT
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然後厭惡頭先覺得決心被打斷嘅自己。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvxf1L3E2E
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對於冇背景、冇來歷嘅小悠嚟講，可以填補內心一片空白嘅，就只有親眼去見識，並且切身去經歷；呢段日子以嚟佢喺學校嘅投入度就足以說明一切，但係呢個世界好大，佢唔應該俾一間小小嘅學校困住，呢一點我再明白不過。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTjXbXeVbh
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喺宏大嘅夢想面前，頭先我嘅所謂決心更顯得微不足道。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuhD8G0F5T
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我勉強揚起嘴角：「聽落好似好犀利。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJs6wjR6h7
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佢搖頭：「自從選完學生會之後，見到阿帆咁努力畫畫，我就開始諗自己有一日都要有想實現嘅夢想，然後親自去體驗一吓，嗰種無論如何都想要達成嘅感覺。所以倒不如話，係阿帆你令我搵到自己想做嘅事。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmcGX3LB2r
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「我明明咩都冇做過…。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroCC23EupX
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「有架，由一開始阿帆已經幫咗我好多，唔單止包食包住，仲有供書教學…」佢開始數起手指。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVD1EqFdrX
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我笑起上嚟：「照你咁講，我係咪應該逐樣收返錢好啲？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsom7XXQ3e6
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「你終於笑喇。」小悠講完呢句之後，我同佢都靜咗落嚟。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvahNXF4K8n
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係頭一次，我居然會去在意我地之間嘅沉默。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwjSd3YmRL
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隔咗唔知幾耐，佢再度開口：「你放心啦，雖然同你相處嘅時間唔係好長，不過我一定…」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEefyYyh4Lm
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唔知點解，佢講到呢度就冇再講落去。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYwHqbeQQb
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我將佢嗰條未梳好嘅頭髮撫平：「得喇，明喇。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWvfduMRgI
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喺道別嘅氣氛之下，就連呼吸一口空氣都令人感到格外無奈。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYurz2OaGv5
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「咁到阿帆喇，你有咩要同我講呀？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBdFDmp5dc
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「我…」一時間諗唔到要講咩。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIoXgK8aqS
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「嗯？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXAMZC5gpJ
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我搖頭，將一瞬間閃過腦海嘅替代句子講出：「我…向學校投咗稿，成功嘅話佢地會登我幅畫喺校刊裏面。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KugUbXrZz
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「真係太好喇！」小悠望落甚至比我更興奮。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1QjaRfTbT
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至於原本要對佢講嘅說話，我選擇先藏喺心入面。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRp4OaFNOA
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