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No Plagiarism!zhkFSMEAkg2atm2e5ulAposted on PENANA 「唔…」8964 copyright protection7PENANAN05ilqXJLD 維尼
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嘴裏不停灌入帶住化學甜味嘅濃稠液體,手上拎住藥樽嘅人並無理會我因痛苦而發出的叫聲,只係不斷吼叫:「同我飲晒佢!」8964 copyright protection7PENANAxxd6a1gdcW 維尼
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好想嘔,但嘴被藥樽封住,我忍唔住咳,未嚟切吞下嘅藥水噴出,臉上盡是黏糊嘅感覺。8964 copyright protection7PENANACop8bajq7t 維尼
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「唔好…爸爸。」我以最後一口氣懇求,換來嘅只係更粗暴嘅對待。8964 copyright protection7PENANAMBNAD9OZ5X 維尼
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搵人…救吓我——8964 copyright protection7PENANAjGHMRdAzZy 維尼
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失去意識之前,腦海中只剩下呢句說話。8964 copyright protection7PENANAjvRxnAvGpX 維尼
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「晴晴,你以後就住呢度喇。」住咗唔知幾多日醫院之後,有人帶我嚟到新嘅地方——雖然佢冇明言呢度係邊度,但我已經從外面嘅門牌知道呢度係孤兒院。8964 copyright protection7PENANAG1EJbQDvrr 維尼
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「第一次見面,請你食粒糖吖。」一個戴眼鏡嘅慈祥老人出現,向我遞上一粒糖,「我係呢度嘅院長,以前唔好嘅事已經過去,跟住落嚟你一定會得到幸福。」8964 copyright protection7PENANAxU4tQmHgzq 維尼
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「…多謝。」我接過佢手中嘅糖,拆開糖果包裝紙後將橙色嘅渾圓物體送入口中。8964 copyright protection7PENANAk6MAPGDL7v 維尼
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好…甜…。8964 copyright protection7PENANA3JUbgqLK6P 維尼
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不到兩秒,全身嘅細胞就好似有意識一樣對口中嘅糖果產生反感,之前感受過嗰種被灌藥嘅窒息感從胃部開始迫近,教我本能地將嘴裏嘅糖果連同胃裏嘅未消化食物吐出來。8964 copyright protection7PENANA6905LOI6DM 維尼
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「晴晴,你點呀?」孤兒院嘅其他人都嚟睇我嘅情況,喺窒息感消散前,我感到一陣天旋地轉。8964 copyright protection7PENANAx09O2U91tg 維尼
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——我猛然睜開眼睛,眼前嘅係熟悉嘅純白天花板,我用咗兩秒確認呢度係我間房。8964 copyright protection7PENANA1nFknmCvOe 維尼
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我摸摸額頭上唔知係因為藥物作用定係受驚而滲出嘅冷汗。8964 copyright protection7PENANA7rZwEUUB2O 維尼
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我又發咗同一個夢。8964 copyright protection7PENANAPztkNvp4eD 維尼
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雖然已經過左十年,但嗰種藥水獨有嘅化學甜味同黏稠嘅質地依舊不時出現喺我喉嚨裏。8964 copyright protection7PENANAWpBU0PmcuA 維尼
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因為呢個原因,咁多年來我都抗拒食藥。8964 copyright protection7PENANAypBcdIl6lG 維尼
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喺孤兒院住咗冇耐,我就知道原來喺我送入院嗰晚,親生爸爸都因為服用過量藥物而不治,我對呢個事實並冇特別感覺,因為呢個人留俾我嘅記憶,只係嗰晚充斥喺口腔嗰種令人作嘔嘅藥水味。8964 copyright protection7PENANA83yAwrqjLq 維尼
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孤兒院有個經常會帶好多糖嚟嘅叔叔,其他小朋友都好鍾意佢派嘅糖,除咗我之外。8964 copyright protection7PENANAvMmq2csm3H 維尼
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望住嗰啲五顏六色,外表極度吸引嘅糖果,其他小朋友都會一擁而上,唯獨是我總會偷偷後退一步。8964 copyright protection7PENANAtrIW16cdhq 維尼
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喺孤兒院度過咗大約兩個月,有一日院長突然同我講,我即將有個新嘅屋企。8964 copyright protection7PENANAEOtzOmJztO 維尼
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到咗院長講嗰個日子,嚟接我嘅係一位年輕女性。佢帶咗我去佢屋企,嗰度仲有一個男人,同埋一個同我年紀相約嘅男仔。8964 copyright protection7PENANAvWxW3nnhR4 維尼
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「請你食吖!」個男仔好似以前院長咁,向我遞上一粒糖。8964 copyright protection7PENANA9uNSFhLa3x 維尼
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我以幾乎睇唔到嘅幅度搖搖頭。8964 copyright protection7PENANADGVZf2tCD0 維尼
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我聽到個男仔跑返去佢媽媽身邊,有啲失望咁講:「佢唔肯要。」8964 copyright protection7PENANA889qYAq24k 維尼
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然後,一把女性聲音講:「可能妹妹啱啱嚟到陌生地方仲未習慣?我地比啲時間佢適應,下次再問吓佢鍾意食咩好唔好呀帆帆?」8964 copyright protection7PENANAgE1jFDzKBP 維尼
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「嗯!」叫帆帆嘅男仔好大聲咁應。8964 copyright protection7PENANAeC8wd8plbA 維尼
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我用咗幾個月時間慢慢適應呢個地方,叫帆帆嘅男仔每日都會同我分享唔同嘅玩具,我由一開始背向佢,變到間唔中會望住佢玩,最後變到同佢一齊玩。8964 copyright protection7PENANACqlYnXZCqg 維尼
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有一日,佢又遞咗粒糖俾我:「阿妹食唔食呀?係最新出嘅限量口味。」8964 copyright protection7PENANA95C8MK9yEd 維尼
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我望住佢掌心上藍色包裝紙嘅糖果,然後慢慢接過。8964 copyright protection7PENANAbitkbPdzYc 維尼
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望住手上嘅糖果,身體不能自控地微微顫抖起來。8964 copyright protection7PENANAJv11fNJ2Xv 維尼
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突然,手掌被一陣溫暖嘅感覺包圍,原來佢輕輕握實咗我隻手,表情充滿期待:「係波子汽水味。」8964 copyright protection7PENANAw3irgoOCx6 維尼
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顫抖嘅感覺逐漸退去,我慢慢拆開粒糖,放入嘴裏,佢笑得更燦爛:「你肯食就好喇,我求吓阿媽好耐先買俾我架。」8964 copyright protection7PENANAdaOIzhmOhq 維尼
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粒糖同佢講嘅一樣,係波子汽水口味。8964 copyright protection7PENANAd9MNMQGcZw 維尼
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明明應該係咁。但我感受到嘅唔係波子汽水糖嘅美味,而係嗰晚被不停灌入口裏嘅藥水味。8964 copyright protection7PENANAn1FEebfNbc 維尼
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我努力控制臉部表情,望住佢笑得咁開心嘅樣,我唔想俾佢發現我嘅異樣。8964 copyright protection7PENANA1UwJT5KqWR 維尼
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「點呀點呀?係唔係好好食?」8964 copyright protection7PENANAarx5TFeGSs 維尼
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唔可以吐出嚟…唔可以吐出嚟…我不斷喺心裏默唸,強行將胃部翻騰嘅感覺忍下,然後喺臉上擠出一個笑容:8964 copyright protection7PENANA3XxTfgMWlb 維尼
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「嗯!」8964 copyright protection7PENANAlSQ6o1TZy4 維尼
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我想留喺呢個屋企,所以我要努力做一個稱職嘅細路,唔可以有任何異樣嘅表現。更加重要嘅係,我唔想阿哥唔開心。8964 copyright protection7PENANAUYZVxnpTOd 維尼
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