由細到大,我嘅世界除咗紫悅同卯月之外,就係希洋,呢個大我五分鐘嘅哥哥。451Please respect copyright.PENANANz9YWqmwxR
451Please respect copyright.PENANAyCz4m9AJKx
希洋唔理做咩都好叻,不論係大人安排俾我地嘅課堂,定係其他課外活動,佢從來冇令父母失望過。451Please respect copyright.PENANAwhbECYouaS
451Please respect copyright.PENANAriNZr4MasI
同我完全相反。對於每日塞滿時間表嘅沉悶課堂,抑或係週末強制要學嘅鋼琴,我全部都冇興趣,都冇心機學。451Please respect copyright.PENANAbWVxaHd89v
451Please respect copyright.PENANAUoH41Fw1zT
每次被學習壓力逼到抖唔到氣,我都會偷走出大屋,匿埋喺海邊嘅燈塔裏面,呢個大概係我唯一嘅樂趣。呢個時候,希洋總會搵到我。451Please respect copyright.PENANA7Un9KhV2vF
451Please respect copyright.PENANAqELg3bq0kW
「原來你喺度?」451Please respect copyright.PENANAkJS2oanb2X
451Please respect copyright.PENANAEmYcyMdHNK
「點解你會知道…。」我瑟縮一角。451Please respect copyright.PENANAjR77XwWnpd
451Please respect copyright.PENANAlWltb6CEJQ
「因為我同你有心靈感應架嘛,你唔知咩。」451Please respect copyright.PENANAjCN0xDopnc
451Please respect copyright.PENANA9L46ruv4m0
「…你講大話。」如果係真嘅話,點解佢樣樣嘢都做得好過我。451Please respect copyright.PENANAJSYGA36ssH
451Please respect copyright.PENANAAxC64S95lO
「點都好啦,捨得返去未呀?」451Please respect copyright.PENANAbr1JQnxUrN
451Please respect copyright.PENANAkebYBdGBrR
「唔返!」我堅決回答。451Please respect copyright.PENANAbYZbdO7Biz
451Please respect copyright.PENANAGk6U7oOnVi
希洋嘆氣,然後坐到我隔離:「你要記住,為咗達成父母嘅期望,我地一定要好好學習,將來至可以繼承呢個屋企。」451Please respect copyright.PENANA72MGolmZWG
451Please respect copyright.PENANAPzhkBhlMim
「我唔想聽!我唔鍾意上堂,唔想繼承任何嘢…」451Please respect copyright.PENANAlLyOLKHQj1
451Please respect copyright.PENANAFOH58M8VZF
「我知你辛苦,所以你最低限度就做個樣啦,至少喺而家。」451Please respect copyright.PENANAlBmC71xHqW
451Please respect copyright.PENANAENbj6IgAli
「…做樣?」451Please respect copyright.PENANAo6ciP5Z9ZY
451Please respect copyright.PENANAheFh4HOf8b
「乜你以為我真係好似啲大人諗咁叻?我做任何事都花足二十倍心機,扮一個其他人眼中嘅完美榜樣,就係為咗將其他人對你嘅期望轉移去我身上,咁樣你就唔會就咁多束縛,可以自由自在咁做自己想做嘅事。」451Please respect copyright.PENANAvzSpQqdCCg
451Please respect copyright.PENANAlpDfh5HvaU
我將希洋嘅說話消化一次,依然唔係好明當中意思。451Please respect copyright.PENANAm70AEeGlZK
451Please respect copyright.PENANAdeNFqx66Gs
但希洋好似識得心靈感應一樣,明明我咩都冇講,佢就輕輕拍我個頭:「唔明就算啦,總之你記住,有啲咩我都會喺前面幫你擋,知唔知?」451Please respect copyright.PENANAs5WCoXBSZI
451Please respect copyright.PENANANOkBf14gEX
我重新展現笑容:「嗯!」451Please respect copyright.PENANAlI3n1eA0on
451Please respect copyright.PENANAh1UgDTJDxJ
冇幾耐,就聽到卯月把聲:「…原來你地兩個走咗嚟燈塔呢邊?好喇我地要返去喇。」451Please respect copyright.PENANA8mkICzLRMS
451Please respect copyright.PENANAYykax2ZBbs
「返去喇,希渝。」希洋企起身,對我伸出手。451Please respect copyright.PENANA6xn3UjmDMT
451Please respect copyright.PENANAVFhm18BKkl
卯月搵到我地之後,一句責罵嘅說話都冇,只係拖住我地返屋企,果然係世界上最溫柔體貼嘅人,繼希洋之後嘅第二個。451Please respect copyright.PENANAva7jyAq2p4
451Please respect copyright.PENANA6YkNZmpvz4
但係,唔係次次都咁好彩有卯月搵到我地。451Please respect copyright.PENANA1vQzzFuU1B
451Please respect copyright.PENANAuVmQUkoF3p
嗰個伴隨狂風暴雨嘅黑夜永遠都會烙印喺我記憶裏面——451Please respect copyright.PENANAUQVHClpPbk
451Please respect copyright.PENANAZVMXhDaSSb
「就知道你又匿埋喺度。」451Please respect copyright.PENANAy3Of5MM5Y1
451Please respect copyright.PENANATuR10llSGu
「又係心靈感應?」451Please respect copyright.PENANAUlDrrRrCLa
451Please respect copyright.PENANAlkxoUWvLTP
「嗯,乜我講咁多次你都唔信架?」451Please respect copyright.PENANAtLaSFIN0IF
451Please respect copyright.PENANANYwefRLNFD
「因為聽落就好似氹細路仔嘅大話。」我忍唔住笑。451Please respect copyright.PENANAhYHlZBJNt6
451Please respect copyright.PENANAwdCT6Prk0z
「明明我同你都係細路仔…」一下雷聲打斷咗希洋嘅聲音,佢望吓外面之後向我伸手,「出面就嚟落大雨,我地要快啲返去。」451Please respect copyright.PENANA5fbzaG4r97
451Please respect copyright.PENANAPL8OmQOy8R
我跟隨佢嘅視線望向天空,原來已經落緊雨。451Please respect copyright.PENANAoeSnLpJdcy
451Please respect copyright.PENANABUOO1jZFUT
返去嘅時候,希洋拖實我隻手一步一步行。451Please respect copyright.PENANAClFnaObNXF
451Please respect copyright.PENANA30uGA6w2gd
雨愈落愈大,明明平時冇呢種感覺,但今晚燈塔同屋企嘅距離遠咗好多好多,就好似永遠唔會返到一樣。451Please respect copyright.PENANA0CryzQVumX
451Please respect copyright.PENANA3E0ePBUTfM
身體漸漸失去氣力,好凍。451Please respect copyright.PENANAdeB0z2jt5z
451Please respect copyright.PENANAfFAt0zoKzB
「我地會唔會返唔到去…。」我瑟縮喺希洋身後問。451Please respect copyright.PENANAJixit3XBf6
451Please respect copyright.PENANAIGrixfBfbh
「唔會,我話過架嘛,就算前面有啲咩,我都會幫你擋。」451Please respect copyright.PENANAynYyHEnDZF
451Please respect copyright.PENANAKxspI77Oef
希洋嘅說話令我安心咗少許。451Please respect copyright.PENANAOHhN51pdRH
451Please respect copyright.PENANAMCYbnFRHo9
我心裏祈禱,要我乖乖地學政治經濟鋼琴咩都好,我想合埋眼再打開就即刻返到屋企…。451Please respect copyright.PENANAu1BEWmbBRX
451Please respect copyright.PENANAvud5A7p6vn
經過沿途岩石堆嘅時候,我腳下一滑——失去意識之前聽到嘅係希洋叫我個名。451Please respect copyright.PENANAsvX9CPyNmB
451Please respect copyright.PENANA1xtBYDsFTN
到醒返之後,我已經返咗屋企。451Please respect copyright.PENANACJt1127KJZ
451Please respect copyright.PENANAuQUdr9zcrH
卯月一見到就抱實我,發出哽咽聲。451Please respect copyright.PENANAvzruIDzaxh
451Please respect copyright.PENANAPcoADDmdLd
「…發生咩事?希洋呢?」望吓隔離張床,唔見希洋。451Please respect copyright.PENANAhzdLqq9oWM
451Please respect copyright.PENANAVhd5hirL5w
卯月咩都冇講,只係搖頭。451Please respect copyright.PENANAN7TPKLYDMC
451Please respect copyright.PENANAR0AB3rq8i6
之後我問親希洋喺邊,全部人都唔講嘢,只係搖頭。451Please respect copyright.PENANATSeG12aQVS
451Please respect copyright.PENANAYJZNrGzpF9
我決定自己去搵,就好似希洋用心靈感應搵我一樣。451Please respect copyright.PENANAgPoYg3rkVO
451Please respect copyright.PENANAnAFk7tQshV
但係,搵唔到。451Please respect copyright.PENANA998omCBSU4
451Please respect copyright.PENANAXqvyXle6tE
希洋從此喺世界裏面消失。451Please respect copyright.PENANAR3YkHBVSrC
451Please respect copyright.PENANA2ay0GPStcs
直到唔知幾時,卯月同我講:「係時候接受現實,希洋已經唔會再返嚟…」451Please respect copyright.PENANAJhff9kTOkN
451Please respect copyright.PENANA3PWfqaudsT
「點會,我同佢明明有心靈感應…。」451Please respect copyright.PENANAgU2o4WrArw
451Please respect copyright.PENANAfmPpG4Abhr
卯月攬住我,不停喺度喊。451Please respect copyright.PENANASxBgCml6Zc
451Please respect copyright.PENANAVm4qPcWI3o
我都話心靈感應係呃人,如果係真嘅話,點解我搵唔到希洋。451Please respect copyright.PENANAQaIrgjuGsv
451Please respect copyright.PENANAqeJdFI3iaT
唔單止心靈感應,希洋講嘅其他嘢全部都係大話;喺佢已經消失嘅呢個世界裏面,全部變晒呃人嘅說話,變晒唔會成真嘅謊言。