瞓覺嘅時候,我習慣躺在窗旁,確保視線範圍望得到外面嘅風景;雖然年月過去,我知道高田帆可能已經唔記得咗呢個地方,更何況只係同佢見過幾次面嘅我,不過我依舊每日期待,露台外面會有人伸手敲窗,叫我俾佢入嚟,然後我就會笑住問佢做咩唔由正門入。481Please respect copyright.PENANANQQ5lDBueD
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今日都係平平無奇嘅日子,不過又有啲特別,因為係希洋走咗之後我地嘅第十個生日。481Please respect copyright.PENANADCpKHXu4VG
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自從嗰個帶走希洋嘅夜晚,生日呢個概念喺我世界徹底消失。不論係大人們,抑或係我自己,似乎都冇意欲去記念呢個日子,因為連累希洋失去人生,自私地苟活嘅我冇資格去慶祝啲咩。481Please respect copyright.PENANAyehxwf6H4J
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只不過,無論我點樣表達自己冇興趣過生日,唯有卯月每一年都會瞞住其他人,偷偷地帶個蛋糕嚟同我慶祝,呢個時候我會比平日更加討厭自己,因為內心總會擅自感到高興,然而呢份心情係絕對唔應該出現。481Please respect copyright.PENANANU2xfel2I7
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時近日落,外面有人敲響房門。481Please respect copyright.PENANAhg4vRxgTTd
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我以為係卯月,點知係紫悅把聲:「希渝,我入嚟喇。」佢一手拎住蛋糕,另一隻手拎住禮物盒。481Please respect copyright.PENANAn5Zwzfl8Tw
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「係紫悅?」481Please respect copyright.PENANAOWYkmOMD4B
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「嗯,係卯月叫我嚟,蛋糕同禮物都係佢預備。」481Please respect copyright.PENANAvFkqPYwAfF
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「卯月佢點呀?」最近卯月唔舒服嘅次數愈來愈多,成日要臥床休息,呢啲都係紫悅話俾我知。然而,被禁止踏出房門半步嘅我就連去探卯月都做唔到,只能從紫悅口中得知佢患嘅唔係嚴重嘅病,然後稍微鬆一口氣。481Please respect copyright.PENANAU0dUSlmDHq
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「冇咩大礙,不過暫時都要休息多啲,所以今日嚟唔到同你慶祝。」481Please respect copyright.PENANAtAFGczuI1l
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「其實我一直都話,唔需要特登同我慶祝…。」我目光聚焦於地上。481Please respect copyright.PENANAQCB8BpTz7G
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「唔得,卯月話生日係一個值得慶祝嘅日子嚟,作為補償,除咗預備咗份禮物之外,佢仲安排咗個特別嘉賓——一個你應該好想見到嘅人。」紫悅神神秘秘咁講。481Please respect copyright.PENANAxJH2AUHyiB
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「好想見到嘅人?」我不由得期待起來,腦裏浮現嘅係高田帆個樣。481Please respect copyright.PENANAm1FIbYig7N
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「嗯,」然後紫悅向外面招手,「可以入嚟喇。」481Please respect copyright.PENANA5ihzXx8XOj
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「…咳,失禮晒。」481Please respect copyright.PENANAjxMnmicC0X
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房門被一隻略顯白晳嘅手推開,雖然對上一次見面已經記唔起係幾耐之前,不過佢個樣都係冇乜點變——481Please respect copyright.PENANAplYSxErinI
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「希渝,好耐冇見,記唔記得我呀?」一個戴眼鏡嘅男仔對我揮手說道。481Please respect copyright.PENANA0H8A6w1sOT
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「…羅凱撒?」內心雖然有一刻閃過失望,但更多嘅係重逢嘅喜悅,「好耐冇見!」481Please respect copyright.PENANAMks5i3TYwM
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「嗯,自從嗰次嘅生日會之後。」佢講緊嘅係十年前高田帆都喺度嗰一次。481Please respect copyright.PENANA2Qj1AXO2l3
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「你點解會嚟嘅?」我急不及待問。481Please respect copyright.PENANAEW1QYbteza
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但紫悅拍拍手:「好喇,喺聚舊之前我地應該要切咗蛋糕同拆禮物先,尤其係份禮物唔擺得好耐。」 481Please respect copyright.PENANA0kaFcTPCcC
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「係咩禮物?」我望向紫悅手上嘅禮物盒,先發現原來冇蓋蓋住。481Please respect copyright.PENANAIkMHUWDvSF
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「你自己睇吓咪知。」紫悅將禮物盒遞俾我。481Please respect copyright.PENANAhcSzzDuPIX
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羅凱撒都湊近來望,見到裏面係咩之後,我同羅凱撒不約而同地驚喜歡呼。481Please respect copyright.PENANAT3sDu7tXV6
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而裏面嘅小動物就好似回應我地一樣,發出可愛叫聲:「嘰嘰嘰嘰——」