風和日麗嘅天空映襯下,係一列列冇咩人玩緊但依舊運作嘅過山車、手裏拎住一大堆氣球但明顯賣唔出,臉上表情話俾我知佢內心潛台詞係「幾時收工」嘅職員;仲有玻璃窗內嗰啲睇嚟睇去都係一成不變,但每次都會被吸引駐足嘅各式動物。480Please respect copyright.PENANAYD65gx9ERQ
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「…竟然係呢度。」我抬頭望向遊樂場嘅入口,耳邊傳來一陣過山車車卡與路軌摩擦時產生嘅沉悶聲響。480Please respect copyright.PENANAJfnsQus8tK
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「自從上次同阿帆嚟過之後,我一直好想再嚟多次!」480Please respect copyright.PENANADzK392GbnQ
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我梗係記得,上一次為咗同小悠尋找記憶,我地趁住聯校宿營前夕嘅半日假期嚟咗遊樂場,各自分開on99咁玩咗半日,實在唔算得上係一個好好嘅體驗。480Please respect copyright.PENANAWFZCikFjJd
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所以,呢個時刻我地一齊企喺遊樂場入口前,我心裏暗暗下誓今次一定要同小悠創造返一個美好回憶。480Please respect copyright.PENANAL2jG6Q35xF
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只不過,唯一嘅隱憂可能係作為第一次正式約會嘅地點(雖然我同小悠以前唔係未試過單獨出街,但我必須強調今次係我同佢確認關係之後首次去玩,所以我視之為第一次約會),遊樂場呢個選擇未免會老套咗少少。480Please respect copyright.PENANAxjO0UK41UP
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「不過是但啦,拍拖嚟嚟去去都係呢啲地方架喇。」我低聲安撫自己。480Please respect copyright.PENANA6Y94tTQ8vm
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「阿帆你細細聲喺度um咩呀?我地快啲入去啦!」480Please respect copyright.PENANACoWa2b9wQU
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於是,我地買完入場券就入咗呢個冇乜遊人嘅地方,逃離中學生涯最後一次嘅開學日。480Please respect copyright.PENANA4y2Sv7URvd
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我地按住小悠嘅喜好次序去咗睇唔同嘅動物,圍繞全個園差唔多一圈之後,我望吓時間,發現唔經唔覺已經過咗幾個鐘。480Please respect copyright.PENANAXTnhAcCmnC
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每年開學日嘅呢個時候,置身於禮堂去聽校長同學生會廢噏彷彿變成例行公事;而今年居然可以打破呢個十幾年嚟嘅規律——企喺水族館前,內心諗住呢堆事嘅我,感覺有啲唔係好真實。480Please respect copyright.PENANAyU7POcxOgK
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學校班傻仔睇怕呢個時候仲迫緊喺禮堂,聽緊羅凱撒或者駱以雪連珠發炮咁廢噏……諗到呢度我偷偷地笑。480Please respect copyright.PENANAdGIEnpMHxN
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但掛住笑,差啲聽唔到小悠叫我:「阿帆。」480Please respect copyright.PENANAvtMyjY6LXg
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「嗯?」我趕快回過神。480Please respect copyright.PENANAGQyUnYHX1S
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之後佢無端端喺度笑:「等我估吓先,頭先嘅阿帆一定係諗緊——學校班傻仔睇怕呢個時候仲迫緊喺禮堂,聽緊羅凱撒或者駱以雪連珠發炮咁廢噏嘞。」480Please respect copyright.PENANAwH8G6yJdvz
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「點解你會知?!仲要一字不漏咁全中!!」我對小悠頭先繪形繪聲嘅模仿感到佩服。480Please respect copyright.PENANAONpxj0pHKp
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佢嘻嘻笑兩聲:「因為,我都係諗緊同一樣嘢。」480Please respect copyright.PENANAtUb8Oqawfp
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望住小悠嘅笑容,我好自然咁跟住笑埋一份。480Please respect copyright.PENANAx9HzFHL4if
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不過,望進小悠眼裏同時,忽爾諗起佢曾經講過嘅一句說話。佢話過,佢討厭自己。480Please respect copyright.PENANANcEAPhsgmz
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我好似被呢樣嘢提醒咗某個事實一樣:就算眼前嘅小悠望落笑得幾開心都好,我都唔能夠肯定佢內心嘅感受係相對應。尤其係我知道佢好叻,叻到連自己都可以呃埋,明明內心流緊血,都同自己講好開心;同時又好蠢,蠢到覺得自己唔值得去得到幸福。480Please respect copyright.PENANAfZfsBiCjKv
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之前喺燈塔裏面嗰番為咗緩和氣氛而衝口而出嘅宣言,絕對係我嘅真心說話。而呢一刻望住小悠嘅側顏,我內心更加堅定——480Please respect copyright.PENANARFJXrw7qHw
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我想佢發自真心咁笑,同埋打從心底裏變得鍾意自己,就算只係比前一日多出0.001%都好。