經過漫長嘅旅程，我終於踏上呢片陌生嘅土地。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnpQSHEnVX
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我用細個儲落嘅錢搵咗個地方暫住，瞓醒之後就漫無目的咁喺條街度周圍行，有時就會亂咁上一架巴士，坐到總站就落車，繼續漫無目的地遊走。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB1DqRV7Q5
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我諗如果紫悅喺度嘅話，一定會笑我，話喺茫茫人海裏面搵一個人等於大海撈針，但我覺得咁樣嘅生活其實都唔錯，每一刻都優哉悠哉，一啲煩惱都冇，比起以往困喺大屋嘅日子實在要好太多。當然，嚟搵高田帆呢個諗法冇一秒被我放棄過，亦都係我置身喺呢片土地嘅最大原因。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBIGd3rbYL
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雖然只係過咗兩日，我已經深深領會到紫悅喺我臨上機前所講嘅——混濁嘅空氣無處不在，每呼吸一下都好似將多餘嘅雜質吸到體內一樣，對於呢一點我仍然唔係好慣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ycu9RyEgx
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nFUFSjk2I
一架大貨車喺眼前揚塵而去，我禁不住掩著口鼻：「咳咳、咳咳…。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIXV7WzgwM
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p0ZuQdqzL
咳咗一陣之後，突然有隻手輕拍我膊頭：「冇事吖嘛？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs9Dl1rgYc
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUOfB7q4d1
一個拎住拐杖嘅婆婆企咗喺我眼前，我搖頭：「冇、冇事，唔該你呀。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dYBE2mYIK
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jlJxAH6vB
話音未落，個婆婆突然面容痛苦，我趕快問：「婆婆你點呀？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYFI0AxFxS
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt8GWKRadm
佢一邊揉住後背：「冇事，只係背痛發作，係呢妹妹，你可唔可以幫我拎一拎袋橙，順便送我去附近公園休息呀？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNjeSS3tgO
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1vacOjHDh
「冇問題！」我一手接過婆婆手上嘅兩袋橙。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXnxQt7Xkz
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp23JXnbTzA
一邊行嘅時候，婆婆滿臉笑容咁問我：「睇你咁生面口，喺外地嚟架？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72fq03uyyP
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1fYFvLjbE
我點頭：「我以前從來都未嚟過呢度。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YIVpQ4qQg
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7m7hjMzju
「你係嚟旅行？要唔要婆婆介紹附近有咩景點呀？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3L9bXwo4v
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaSKqll4TY
「比起旅行，我嚟係有更加緊要嘅嘢要做。」我眼望前方。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERUBI6pRgB
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rMbVdu3u3
「緊要嘅嘢？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK3FBzGxks
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxYvDzCOap
「嗯，嚟見一個想見嘅人！」我對婆婆笑說。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgbMuGpdk2
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa5E0VDJJW
「呵呵，對我嚟講最緊要嘅嘢就係每日同孫仔孫女玩…。」婆婆笑得好開心咁講。睇嚟同佢傾咗一陣計，佢暫時忘記咗身體嘅痛楚，所以我都鬆一口氣咁笑。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmWZBVeDgs
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但下一秒，婆婆突然掩住胸口位置，繼而不支倒地。我從來冇遇到過呢種情況，所以花咗啲時間先搵到送婆婆去醫院嘅方法，去到醫院之後婆婆嘅家人都好快嚟咗。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXAoP1fjBW
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uYknDfsao
喺醫院外面，伯伯同我講婆婆要即時做個大手術，但因為身上冇錢，所以希望我可以幫佢地俾住先：「我一定會還返俾你…！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEccSaP133
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「但係…」我身上嘅錢本身都唔多，根本唔知夠唔夠幫到婆婆。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4BiuLoAm2
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EuHIcNe8O
伯伯突然舉起三隻手指：「一係咁，你墊住咁多俾我地先就夠架喇，求吓你。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOhK7vIVta
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「吓…？」我對伯伯所講嘅銀碼完全冇概念，不過如果可以幫到婆婆嘅話都想儘量幫，於是我將身上所有嘅錢拎出嚟，「你睇吓呢度夠唔夠？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdln8KJpb9B
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伯伯見到之後，表情變得好開心：「夠、夠！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3nsuNxBWB
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「咁你快啲去啦。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSIFLla4Xg
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOT6P4gHvD
我繼續喺醫院外面等，等伯伯返嚟同我講婆婆而家情況點，但企到太陽落山，到黑夜降臨依然見唔到伯伯。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQedNid2V2
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去到凌晨嗰陣，我去問護士知唔知做緊心臟手術嗰個婆婆情況點，得到嘅答案係唔清楚，不過今日冇人被安排做心臟手術。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIV5FOKpiou
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「咁晏晝同我一齊嗰對公公婆婆…？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24C1kjHnVX
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfZ8MUPugN
「個婆婆冇咩事，休息咗一陣就同個伯伯走咗啦，簡直係浪費救護車資源…。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9Q2EdCNDj
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到咗呢個時候我先至後知後覺，但已經咩都做唔到。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVZmStkUyz
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「咁我以後點算…。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4XqVD7zKj
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所餘無幾之後，好快連住嘅地方都冇埋，身上值錢嘅嘢可能得返電話同手錶，我根本唔知自己仲可以去邊。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDfO6xiYLA
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紫悅喺我臨走前講過如果遇到有咩事一定要打俾佢，無論佢喺天涯海角都會即刻趕嚟；只不過每次我想按下撥出嘅時候，我都會提醒自己嚟咗呢個地方只不過係短短幾日，如果咁短時間就要向紫悅求救，咁我之前下嘅決心又有咩意義。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgh1rE634t3
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe6OLguWy5
仲有，我嚟嘅目的仲未達成，如果輕易放棄嘅話，同嗰個被困住喺大屋嘅自己根本冇分別。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzYy7AatYl
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4j3ygeYSU
每當諗到呢度，我都會收起部電話，然後再諗其他解決方法。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BkniRZ1wX
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8jPgsk1IS
冇錢嘅話，大不了我就瞓街。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPBU1ihmbo
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN7qkVkTXN
我拖住疲累嘅身軀走到去一個公園，然後瞓咗喺一張長櫈上面，為咗忘記兩日冇食嘢所累積嘅飢餓感，我淨係想快啲瞓著。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ7aT5WNdV
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQx2dNH9JW
或者瞓喺長櫈同以前瞓喺房間地板嘅感覺有啲相似，好快我嘅意識就開始飄走。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBmINIM1Rn
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKDWYOj5qF
入睡嘅前一秒，耳邊隱約傳來其他露宿者嘅收音機聲：「提提大家，而家正懸掛八號風球，冇咩必要記得唔好出街留喺屋企喇…」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JSziQ4wLr
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcDdTKaMJg
時間唔知過咗幾耐，我感覺到有一對手喺我腰間遊走。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZmdQVBMko
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibAJOEBcjm
我即時清醒過來，見到嘅係一個陌生大叔。我想反抗嘅時候，佢塞咗幾張紙幣俾我：「我俾錢你，你幫我解決吓。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTPzG8zZAR
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我咩都冇講，淨係推開佢，然後跑出公園。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaIm2Vpkqb
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3X879vPPD
「喂…！！」佢喺後面叫住我，我以為出咗公園就冇事，但佢依舊對我窮追不捨。明明而家唔係好夜，但街上居然一個人都冇——我先記起原來掛緊八號風球。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKQcuXSCWz
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嗰個人一直跟喺我後面，眼見同佢嘅距離愈縮愈短，我內心首次出現驚恐嘅感覺。我索性咩都唔理，趁住轉彎嘅時候，用餘下嘅氣力跑入一個飄散住陣陣異味嘅地方，然後匿埋喺最埋面嘅角落。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiCLNQcXMu
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZUryJoSuH
我唔敢再望外面嘅情況，過咗一陣只係聽到嗰個人大叫：「嘩老鼠阿老鼠阿老鼠阿老鼠阿…」然後係一陣腳步聲遠去。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DzwvBKegD
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggwfmVQKef
聽到外面冇晒動靜，我偷偷地望出去，先知道自己跑咗入垃圾房。再觀察多一陣，確定嗰個人已經走遠，我至鬆一口氣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9BXgzHZfx
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KaDuW1ti3
但呢一口氣同時將我一直壓抑嘅情緒鬆綁，眼淚好似缺堤一樣，不停從眼眶裏湧出，我將頭埋喺膝蓋裏面。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fKA4JQiJM
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QmJ7T8VIB
好攰，好想食嘢，好掛住休比，好掛住希洋，仲有卯月。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv18mkCqB3
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結果，我都係嗰個咩都要依靠其他人先做到，懦弱到連自己都覺得嫌惡嘅自己。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgLyOurgXt
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直到眼淚流乾，我連思考之後應該點做嘅氣力都再擠唔出，只係感覺到一陣頭昏腦漲，彷彿下一秒就會成為一具冇呼吸嘅屍體。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXBmndlYAt
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如果我真係死喺呢度，唔知紫悅會唔會搵到我。又或者，到時我會連同呢度啲垃圾一齊被帶到唔知邊度處理，咁樣同我隔住幾千公里遠嘅媽媽應該都會好開心。啲人話一個人臨死前，諗嘅嘢都會愈來愈奇怪，意識逐漸喪失嘅我開始明白。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEKFYOQAEX
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就喺呢個時候，一袋垃圾由外面飛咗入嚟，打中咗我，緊接天空傳來震耳欲聾嘅雷聲。因為咁，我嘅意識亦被一下子帶返現實。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddL9KFd8oj
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我揉著被打中嘅痛處：「痛…邊個咁大力掉垃圾呀…」然後慢慢起身，爬出垃圾堆外。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt6vNMpPh8
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPoU8jeqtg
「嘩！有人嘅？」頭先掉垃圾嗰個人講，聽落係一把有啲熟悉嘅男仔聲。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw6B2U5Mi7
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「對唔住，頭先唔小心掟中你…。」嗰把聲繼續講。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqMEHKGgxr
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胸口開始響起強烈鼓動，我緩緩抬頭，去確認心裏面嘅猜想——432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1aTH9WKKQ
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依舊係一頭剛過耳嘅短髮，有點顯得寬鬆嘅卡通汗衫，仲有嗰張我一輩子都唔會忘記嘅臉孔。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk6VUaFxGX
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「…你冇嘢吖嘛？」眼前嘅男仔帶點慌張，向我踏前兩步。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuz6EJTwCbq
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkFe0R6f9q
要喺茫茫人海裏面搵到一個人，除非呢個世界有奇蹟。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6o65apxYt
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我一直將紫悅嘅說話記喺心入面，因為即使表面唔相信，但我內心深處依然覺得要喺咁大嘅地方裏面搵到高田帆，或者真係冇咩可能。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkRr6NSzZO
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ijwpwCrAf
但係望住呢個相隔十二年冇見面嘅男仔，我想同紫悅講，奇蹟正喺我眼前發生。
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