飛機落地時是當地傍晚五點半。太陽還沒完全下山，風卻已有夜晚的濕意。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEy8sbdbpa
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FFuXNtRL7
糸師冴一落地，照流程搭上接機車隊，車還沒開動，領隊就把一份文件遞到他手上。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ncb8lmUMW
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3tIl1u8xw
日方臨時發來的緊急備忘錄——8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MJgVVksyo
三頁內容，一頁簡報、三張截圖、一行摘要。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ83uggErD
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「建議統一口徑回應：不評論私事。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YcKYfrmBO
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkbAU1cPXM
他低頭看了一眼，沒說什麼。把文件翻到最後一頁，簽了字。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWWwvWsxvM
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sKtaGtiZs
＊＊＊8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtviK7Qm2f
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalit2GLpb3
隔天清晨五點半，糸師冴準時出門。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJAfH8T66u
地面帶著沒睡醒的溫度，連空氣都還沒張開眼睛。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMe8MuGYiO
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAMrWedCXt
訓練排得很緊，他幾乎沒有空出時間給任何人說話。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpgek6TyRy
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8A9OSk3De
早上是三圈短衝測驗、兩輪定位傳球；8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXKzR8gkUd
午餐後做靜態柔軟與腳踝加壓處理。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLqZX2IpTI
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmlexyKEMF
下午，他照常留下，把自己送進「非必要但自選」的自主訓練時段——8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRguenrQog
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8ktTr3IWW
自選課程內容：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRif3Qm7dN
防守模擬視野轉換、三球連傳精度修正、靜態球快速分配。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMKYs6npGT
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqubowjXOk
整整兩小時，沒人打斷他。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0yDTNd9O4
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pNMjiXx2q
除了偶爾一兩個隊友從旁邊經過，語氣像開玩笑，又像在試探：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDa7MVs8Y4
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWdH8Nopnv
「¿Tan pronto?」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUznVTNbln
（回來這麼快？）8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RWXf8Naso
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKA62x2cxK
他點點頭，腳沒停。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQv93Zw6GI
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhKr9ujyKY
「¿Estás bien?」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nVVx3bNuZ
（你還好吧？）8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbUfVI2dSB
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「Sí.」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrq5dlyWZ3
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUeUDE1TFc
他只說這一個字。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBUn3kM2W0
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXFzHSj3rE
＊＊＊8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uHolJrp3l
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2W98VtceR
第三天，一樣。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROEXpBzvru
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXv4WJlMayh
第四天，差不多。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbvL3Ts3oO
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCmIdrh9YP
只有第五天早上，助理在門口問他要不要調整餐表、考慮增重計畫，他只是「嗯」了一聲，沒多說什麼。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RfOs4BYJl
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6Hsz76Ti5
經紀人提過兩次「Rina」，助理也提過一次——8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYKa2Zxjxf
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNcA9KvalZ
但這裡不是日本。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kAXybuTPo
沒有星野莉奈的雜誌，沒有她的廣告影片，根本沒人知道她是誰。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hb3bow13a
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ3VY3wXqn
就算有人看過那些截圖，也不會過問。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTugqKvWQ4
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3yriMoVCW
這裡的文化，「私事不管」，是真的不管。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKpAAwcRmx
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQKfe31MOY
＊＊＊8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaFMfqD0zV
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmnUHEWhlc
直到第六天晚上，糸師冴剛收完操，坐在簡報室的長桌邊，滑著健身APP調整心率時，手機震了一下。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfXuj6V66y
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAYa8nKXAc
他看見那行訊息的時候，手指頓了一下。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19L3g4OF1X
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBXE4FoQuY
「你那個前鋒傳球還是不看人耶，改天幫我揍他一下好嗎。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfcGCALGb3
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHPRNe1n7E
語氣很輕，像開玩笑。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgvuk36PeN
沒有問他現在在哪裡、也沒有多說什麼——就像平常聊天一樣。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC2QMEOpgJ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbZRu5jHD4
糸師冴盯著那行字看了幾秒，嘴角幾乎看不出來地動了一下。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqQAFA4SBS
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcqqE4mKo1
沒笑，也沒回。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrQ6qWWd8W
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXLhN339ci
但他把那封訊息打開了兩次。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYljHadar8
就像這幾天一樣，生活繼續，訓練照走。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZP3XoT4Gk
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfwL5fGUXl
一切沒有變。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg6AloBagE
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qbhJSzIce
那條訊息，還留在他手機裡。沒刪，也沒覆蓋。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQEQDWGkuJ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm7KfGiGOl
就靜靜地，放在那裡。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw3xK2YfvT
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ka8xj0sEl
＊＊＊8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI04wOMMer9
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixTGL4AXWY
糸師冴回去西班牙後，這是她的第三支廣告。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKQ1n0gLOO
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd810KIj5Q
星野莉奈準時抵達片場，化好妝，換上第一套衣服，站上燈光定位點。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPUnMJTsh6
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObEPXygAya
「很好，Rina這邊眼神往上提一點——對，笑得很自然！」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvegUdFpYU
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOavQn5JRpE
攝影師的指令輕快，她也配合得俐落乾脆。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq481waY4NQ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAlMjuM2Kt
每一次擺姿勢、移動步伐、調整微笑的角度，都流暢得像經過上百次排練。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3JEiF9ZzO
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2ahJ11H9W
棚內的燈打得過亮，攝影機轉過來的時候，她一秒入位，三秒完成第一組表情變化。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOISuPezFb
攝影師在螢幕後點了點頭：「非常好，Rina今天特別快，眼神很穩。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcCrs5wX3O
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5oXmloXNq
一切看起來，都和以前沒什麼不同。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVOTxOaf6G
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbWuNuj7NY
換妝休息時，星野莉奈坐在化妝間的角落，造型師忙著整理下一套服裝。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGqa353EPC
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFJtBIBGCX
化妝間另一邊，有人壓低聲音說話。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vsUvH5SLz
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92GuuS84Z4
講得不大聲，也沒有叫她名字。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGJWWsVBi0
但她還是聽見了——「冴」這個字，像水珠敲在耳膜上。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm76PFmsLTX
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSf6FwyzHq
很輕，也可能是她聽錯。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbjPqyy2PM
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwREA4uPsb
她沒有抬頭，也沒有轉頭。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkaCse1Wnn
視線停在鏡子裡的自己兩秒，一如往常地，把微笑拉回來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByd7EUUWN2
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuDMzVFHIG
星野莉奈乖乖讓化妝師補妝，只是眼皮輕輕顫了一下。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCI1tgrKxX
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo3DKyp4Qb
沒有人明講，沒有人直視她，但空氣裡像浮著一層無形的問號。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNd16tIZnb
她拉回自己的呼吸，把笑容重新調整好。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcecNqMRHH
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIuUrlS3I9
就像往常那樣。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6N7OzV7vl
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTwInA4wTq
她還能笑，也還能快。胃有點緊，像早上喝下的咖啡沒完全化開。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTQasI6Y67
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBb7ozXr2p
但不嚴重——還撐得住。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhTFuToQP8
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr3deWzAQt
＊＊＊8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lEBHIqcjx
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXx4fEXUXo
拍攝比預定時間提早了二十分鐘結束。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIEBuelGHY
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnQVjH1qqv
「今天超順利的，謝謝Rina！」製作人對她比了個大拇指。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzmwjl8na1
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXiK5WJkcf
星野莉奈回了個燦爛又收斂的笑容，鞠了一躬，開始收拾東西。助理在旁邊提著包包，眼神偷偷瞄了她好幾次，像是想問什麼，又不敢開口。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcRi52aUz7
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMdUgVb2vS
星野莉奈裝作沒發現，走到保母車邊，等司機開門。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAa0vrLHMK
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5fKsvRmRr
一上車，空氣明顯變了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW8hD992f9
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZAB2FeCE6
小川鈴坐在後排，平板電腦放在膝上，螢幕還亮著，是幾個剛出的新聞標題。她抬眼看星野莉奈，一句寒暄也沒有，直接開門見山：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhKJ7MHfi2
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgnJmJ9KfD
「他們在等著我們露餡。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJFJL13Ytz
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtPY6Y0Qct
語速低，不快，但每個字都壓得很緊。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGuYfmIpn6
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIX3Pk3wZZ
「那邊一個字也沒回。沒有否認，也沒有承認，什麼都沒有。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡredx5Wf1bZ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguXyULel7X
說出這句時，小川鈴的語氣已經壓著一整天的疲憊和火氣。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5CYnDsvaD
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUhL6kFndb
「妳現在繼續出現，繼續拍廣告，繼續工作，這些本來都是正常的——但只要他不出來說話，外界就會把所有『不正常』貼在妳身上。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSRh3VC7VZ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBaNEuwH2j
星野莉奈低著頭，把包包放在腿上，手指輕輕揉著肩帶。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV6PYsYA3f
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSvbxGr3Lc
即使是在攝影棚那樣喧鬧的環境裡，她心裡總會浮起那個背影——他不說話時的模樣。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqbULphei3
那不是沉默，是慣性。她太熟悉了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeiugM7LMP
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw3iw0AYKi
——所以她現在也沒說話。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6vyBAq8BR
像在忍耐，也像是接受。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXyxo0Hogu
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVkjWvjrAi
想起雪月，冴剛落地回到日本跟小凜吵架的夜晚；想起重回便利商店的那天；想起她剛從巴黎回來，他在沙發另一端，安靜沉穩地坐在那裡⋯⋯一次又一次，他一向不喜歡為自己解釋什麼。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D0qlxMBf6
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmiq8zrCY7
那些誤解、那些質疑，他不回應，不是因為害怕，也不是逃避——只是從來不覺得有什麼好說的。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwEc6vyv4C
對他來說，解釋像是一種辯解，是自降身段的事。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1OYTeSPT2
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSysLYcfbH3
——他不會回的。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10P9EDFyGr
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FvG6GAVyB
心裡某個地方很平靜地這麼說。她不特別覺得受傷，只覺得好赤裸。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W5bsNrbxN
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdErNEBwmb
小川鈴關上平板，語氣乾脆：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBVMZrIOjA
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIYvZZVa73
「Rina，誠實告訴我——你們現在是什麼階段？」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTsyfCN9Xa
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyR5KBonbg
「啊？」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZonR7wdZDz
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67tJGlD6Kg
「你們，到底是什麼身份、什麼關係？」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOL3YDrskq
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdst49HLW1
「我們⋯⋯」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4sjSuEZhJ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aYa7ejMxW
星野莉奈才張口，就停住了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBt8HMSJzW
她想說是「男女朋友」，可糸師冴從沒點頭過；是「青梅竹馬」，糸師冴也未曾回應過。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHiSPFNMDQ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtPMwDLNCg
「我們⋯⋯」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwPYBC511v
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8aDqEcoEF
小川鈴看著她，眼神一閃，語氣輕了一點，卻直白得刺耳：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfTzH3J869
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E4EZ5svm8
「只有妳認定，是嗎？」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyFIKSMWkt
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9GMgdF5D9
「我⋯⋯小川姐、不是⋯⋯我只是⋯⋯」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dGwAQmcU4
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnGmW4ZQTB
「要想那麼久嗎？」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY810Sc6nA
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AVjbcDj6W
小川鈴低頭，再抬起眼，語氣柔了半拍，可仍不退讓。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92QbvL0Op4
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpPXgzPARc
「不、不是⋯⋯我、他⋯⋯」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSapIB2Gun
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「Rina，如果這種事都要想——那答案不是已經很明顯了嗎？」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV5qYgBWTZ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNyceJEkx3
小川鈴說得很輕，像是在提醒，也像是在逼自己，把該說的話說完：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ848OSEvig6
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「我們必須提前準備。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS13Hp4pJ9q
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hJNY47jKm
那句話落下來的一瞬間，她覺得胸口像被什麼冰冷的東西輕輕碰了一下。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmU1nxsIL1
沒有痛，但讓她清醒。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRYAEPhGL0
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuju8yQTx6U
她知道，小川鈴一直在保護她；她知道，小川姐是故意在冴回西班牙那天，替她塞滿行程，不給輿論空間；也知道，為了讓她現在「只是聽見化妝間的耳語」，對方在幕後做了多少努力。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShgj2MRyo5
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU89DnjC82
——她知道，小川鈴沒有想傷害她。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYUJadOxu1
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQuw30LamY
只是，現實，比心疼更早一步逼近了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxVyra3hci
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a3WO0bB2i
小川鈴轉向助理，簡短交代：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKjqez68Ml
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6beCThJrUb
「通知經紀公司的人，開始擬定聲明稿，備案兩版；一版是他方開口後的回應稿，一版是單方面澄清稿。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYUjOwq6Cj
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqDr2JfbiB
助理怔了怔，猶豫著問：「要不要再等幾天？」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8oeehMPnX
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmeYkMOpkG
小川鈴語速不變，把什麼壓進心底：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhxSTvq3SW
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMNS35z10w
「等不到的。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v7p8WbEho
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpCceDHhuX
星野莉奈雙唇還微微張著，像是還想解釋剛才的話——卻只是靜靜聽，沒有再插話。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeieoDUAsE
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99x9ydfIs3
她早就知道，他不會說。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OlPdAQ8LF
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe77lIubFzn
對象又是媒體——他從來最討厭的那一類。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnhqkJwhg3
鏡頭、追問、立場，那些話，他不屑應付。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRMcbj3hes
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRxwcL9Bh8
更別說這次，是關於他自己。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSYvtCyQnB
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvtA4r2flr
只是，小川鈴的語氣、助理緊張的神情，還有那台膝上亮著新聞標題的平板——每一樣都在提醒她。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2b9C7kAzt
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJzQAz3NFA
提醒她，她和他之間，從來沒有什麼是可以拿出來給世界證明的。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlmDa06sXm
無論多努力工作、無論笑容多自然，在外界眼裡，她就是一個人孤零零地唱著獨角戲。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXXr0HeqRR
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9wArVFZRj
星野莉奈把包包緊緊抱在懷裡，肩膀有點僵硬。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxFiUBdIfQ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC3dtSTzY0
不是不理解。也不是不甘心。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSILeEjFmnC
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi6rcE7569
只是那種早已存在的孤單，被一層層揭開來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZoBlGGOD2
像冬天裡被風細細刮過的皮膚，微微發疼。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuZJVlvxJt
主要是運動員之間的默契文化8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXqq7fPDNg
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpBcT3cQVU
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sq9viGys1
1.保持距離的尊重8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHt72rHlPy
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjptEFkgesP
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCTYw58Ogp
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt962cqks1k
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MayTiv8LD
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkE3nrwsbj
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqCd2KblLk
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczNF62jZjc
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTjc5P3kRG
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME5xnYQ41I
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplyEtrChPJ
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMxtAufs57
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhsI7lbin2
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6b3fJD5gA
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wPJNBbdnt
這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZNRYsVDyz
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjusIV1dK2
主要是運動員之間的默契文化8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjui0wHvqNE
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHjrJq98ZA
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUZHRe6Aoj
1.保持距離的尊重8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXorHOK7mr
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWNvO9HkSr
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjYQfx4lEF
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C5c0n8SGU
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgtwrtUEfI
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZglAOG0gg
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg7tDJM7Tl
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5chgs4dz0t
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb1ljrJEiW
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GRuwlNnc9
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE9JyMETyk
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eHos2VTZO
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag95shm1dB
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9e8NhmzibZ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3a6qeZ9xP
這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
