飛機落地時是當地傍晚五點半。太陽還沒完全下山，風卻已有夜晚的濕意。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdwrypshKy
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糸師冴一落地，照流程搭上接機車隊，車還沒開動，領隊就把一份文件遞到他手上。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkntlGJXp3J
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日方臨時發來的緊急備忘錄——56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpFktiM3qH
三頁內容，一頁簡報、三張截圖、一行摘要。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGulMaFlYYc
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「建議統一口徑回應：不評論私事。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Bns7SYLWP
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他低頭看了一眼，沒說什麼。把文件翻到最後一頁，簽了字。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciMo8HzhzT
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隔天清晨五點半，糸師冴準時出門。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEs8HfD3BR
地面帶著沒睡醒的溫度，連空氣都還沒張開眼睛。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRZQdSecY9
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訓練排得很緊，他幾乎沒有空出時間給任何人說話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGghmwNGBTE
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早上是三圈短衝測驗、兩輪定位傳球；56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8scPR4MQH
午餐後做靜態柔軟與腳踝加壓處理。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR03Cb3MkMi
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下午，他照常留下，把自己送進「非必要但自選」的自主訓練時段——56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OU4DTSOA2
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自選課程內容：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKliOFRvTkc
防守模擬視野轉換、三球連傳精度修正、靜態球快速分配。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGouvu8eb0J
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整整兩小時，沒人打斷他。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFGUzZQJzl
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除了偶爾一兩個隊友從旁邊經過，語氣像開玩笑，又像在試探：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6s0RUVZtM
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「¿Tan pronto?」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwVmfRSLCv
（回來這麼快？）56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9DHcLhtFC
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他點點頭，腳沒停。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEVlHHTVHy
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「¿Estás bien?」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI3FkADcNA
（你還好吧？）56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHS7XNsDMR
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「Sí.」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8QtRzMBn7
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他只說這一個字。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT0ONkDWMo
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第三天，一樣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiHraAkJPJ
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第四天，差不多。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6psc4KQq8n
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只有第五天早上，助理在門口問他要不要調整餐表、考慮增重計畫，他只是「嗯」了一聲，沒多說什麼。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi5PJTuopB
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDYqkWKcIC
經紀人提過兩次「Rina」，助理也提過一次——56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1eknFDkeH
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiyQXzZsN2
但這裡不是日本。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Frg55RhIg
沒有星野莉奈的雜誌，沒有她的廣告影片，根本沒人知道她是誰。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡee1EbeSZsO
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就算有人看過那些截圖，也不會過問。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFutCI3hlyD
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這裡的文化，「私事不管」，是真的不管。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bu353Kgnz
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直到第六天晚上，糸師冴剛收完操，坐在簡報室的長桌邊，滑著健身APP調整心率時，手機震了一下。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvJ9kjpU0N
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk54FYf6tS
他看見那行訊息的時候，手指頓了一下。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DLjz2lKKQ
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMqQGxcVte
「你那個前鋒傳球還是不看人耶，改天幫我揍他一下好嗎。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhkawyShNn
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwKgOmO2Vu
語氣很輕，像開玩笑。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVmYcEsLU2
沒有問他現在在哪裡、也沒有多說什麼——就像平常聊天一樣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72MGNh8GiV
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtAjIXUlAw
糸師冴盯著那行字看了幾秒，嘴角幾乎看不出來地動了一下。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMoLVi7K4n
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnowh2MnSZ1
沒笑，也沒回。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9Qx9z3zdJ
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但他把那封訊息打開了兩次。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeITqr9w8zG
就像這幾天一樣，生活繼續，訓練照走。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh2WMvCPQw
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一切沒有變。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4q1NiB0ea
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那條訊息，還留在他手機裡。沒刪，也沒覆蓋。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mlr9Si45O
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbEg29TRew
就靜靜地，放在那裡。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLfyjqakyS
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糸師冴回去西班牙後，這是她的第三支廣告。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8RMlZZIGC
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXeX1l4kRy
星野莉奈準時抵達片場，化好妝，換上第一套衣服，站上燈光定位點。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEbGPpENQ5
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXR7rzcIRQ0
「很好，Rina這邊眼神往上提一點——對，笑得很自然！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFCyifmV2L
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbrU4HCwo6
攝影師的指令輕快，她也配合得俐落乾脆。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkZmzGSwpw
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq2tTVyfiv
每一次擺姿勢、移動步伐、調整微笑的角度，都流暢得像經過上百次排練。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWoq7ni5Vv
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIJG1J8lxP
棚內的燈打得過亮，攝影機轉過來的時候，她一秒入位，三秒完成第一組表情變化。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaon7YPcdE
攝影師在螢幕後點了點頭：「非常好，Rina今天特別快，眼神很穩。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpj3wd9e4u
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVagZYpKUj
一切看起來，都和以前沒什麼不同。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFyHRazFGm
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVZlKJAI2o
換妝休息時，星野莉奈坐在化妝間的角落，造型師忙著整理下一套服裝。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRVYcJDXAx
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化妝間另一邊，有人壓低聲音說話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO1CbGbzPs
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講得不大聲，也沒有叫她名字。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocdWpHWBAY
但她還是聽見了——「冴」這個字，像水珠敲在耳膜上。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPTXND4gjB
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很輕，也可能是她聽錯。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2QejmftTr
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她沒有抬頭，也沒有轉頭。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejmAwwGlYM
視線停在鏡子裡的自己兩秒，一如往常地，把微笑拉回來。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqJ7NXl6z6
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星野莉奈乖乖讓化妝師補妝，只是眼皮輕輕顫了一下。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy0jWtAQW2
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL3ydUiaeW
沒有人明講，沒有人直視她，但空氣裡像浮著一層無形的問號。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiYSjk62tc
她拉回自己的呼吸，把笑容重新調整好。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxorPNvX989
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就像往常那樣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW5EEKB0dc
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她還能笑，也還能快。胃有點緊，像早上喝下的咖啡沒完全化開。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GtOHZELlD
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmbDnSOKrh
但不嚴重——還撐得住。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLtAMWQeml
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拍攝比預定時間提早了二十分鐘結束。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDbkctzlOq
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoo4JI0wG6
「今天超順利的，謝謝Rina！」製作人對她比了個大拇指。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfjHuTX3mK
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星野莉奈回了個燦爛又收斂的笑容，鞠了一躬，開始收拾東西。助理在旁邊提著包包，眼神偷偷瞄了她好幾次，像是想問什麼，又不敢開口。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5tsKDzYn0
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星野莉奈裝作沒發現，走到保母車邊，等司機開門。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOiPYMDBrY
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一上車，空氣明顯變了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDYUAjpV3C
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小川鈴坐在後排，平板電腦放在膝上，螢幕還亮著，是幾個剛出的新聞標題。她抬眼看星野莉奈，一句寒暄也沒有，直接開門見山：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIjzHXg7Uj
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「他們在等著我們露餡。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSMfyil8Q4
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語速低，不快，但每個字都壓得很緊。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ218nw2MkiT
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「那邊一個字也沒回。沒有否認，也沒有承認，什麼都沒有。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIS2i0A0kz
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說出這句時，小川鈴的語氣已經壓著一整天的疲憊和火氣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTjulHmjVD
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「妳現在繼續出現，繼續拍廣告，繼續工作，這些本來都是正常的——但只要他不出來說話，外界就會把所有『不正常』貼在妳身上。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVsj2kWCzw
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星野莉奈低著頭，把包包放在腿上，手指輕輕揉著肩帶。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7HqbhGdMn
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdtxTfv2SL
即使是在攝影棚那樣喧鬧的環境裡，她心裡總會浮起那個背影——他不說話時的模樣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK9KmbUbrR
那不是沉默，是慣性。她太熟悉了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2fnHE7hdE
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——所以她現在也沒說話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3hL76308H
像在忍耐，也像是接受。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B3fFYOR2k
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想起雪月，冴剛落地回到日本跟小凜吵架的夜晚；想起重回便利商店的那天；想起她剛從巴黎回來，他在沙發另一端，安靜沉穩地坐在那裡⋯⋯一次又一次，他一向不喜歡為自己解釋什麼。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ULFxe424T
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那些誤解、那些質疑，他不回應，不是因為害怕，也不是逃避——只是從來不覺得有什麼好說的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MLDPnsrfe
對他來說，解釋像是一種辯解，是自降身段的事。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIi0GR22FOf
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——他不會回的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12x9j4Bc3P
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心裡某個地方很平靜地這麼說。她不特別覺得受傷，只覺得好赤裸。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wqp8ttbPz
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小川鈴關上平板，語氣乾脆：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU66cfpqFO
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「Rina，誠實告訴我——你們現在是什麼階段？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcj79S4M0D
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「啊？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf0gPMvXFl
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「你們，到底是什麼身份、什麼關係？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPkMlbzYwv
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiln5unePhU
「我們⋯⋯」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERYMZH94K4
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星野莉奈才張口，就停住了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QA4TlEWmx
她想說是「男女朋友」，可糸師冴從沒點頭過；是「青梅竹馬」，糸師冴也未曾回應過。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1CEImd2WP
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「我們⋯⋯」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tqoWskKfm
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小川鈴看著她，眼神一閃，語氣輕了一點，卻直白得刺耳：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx63cA5Ekv
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「只有妳認定，是嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ2Ae82mzt
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「我⋯⋯小川姐、不是⋯⋯我只是⋯⋯」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnmE6aQDMH
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「要想那麼久嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3FF5Zm3r4
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小川鈴低頭，再抬起眼，語氣柔了半拍，可仍不退讓。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi0OEBG8TU
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「不、不是⋯⋯我、他⋯⋯」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwoZld7Xhv
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「Rina，如果這種事都要想——那答案不是已經很明顯了嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjyvdovSN5
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小川鈴說得很輕，像是在提醒，也像是在逼自己，把該說的話說完：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9Hia66tVm
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「我們必須提前準備。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhDJAONcB3
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那句話落下來的一瞬間，她覺得胸口像被什麼冰冷的東西輕輕碰了一下。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMNhDovrVY
沒有痛，但讓她清醒。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6XJv3wPI4
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYjf8fp7it
她知道，小川鈴一直在保護她；她知道，小川姐是故意在冴回西班牙那天，替她塞滿行程，不給輿論空間；也知道，為了讓她現在「只是聽見化妝間的耳語」，對方在幕後做了多少努力。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwtUhZzpiK
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——她知道，小川鈴沒有想傷害她。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymPujNumRH
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只是，現實，比心疼更早一步逼近了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0aLGIurlW
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小川鈴轉向助理，簡短交代：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNLRhXQ9yo
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjqeY2J27y
「通知經紀公司的人，開始擬定聲明稿，備案兩版；一版是他方開口後的回應稿，一版是單方面澄清稿。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzuBjO5QFd
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F3HZtMrPL
助理怔了怔，猶豫著問：「要不要再等幾天？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJOE3PtD7A
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbPYaCGKVL
小川鈴語速不變，把什麼壓進心底：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpkg6pRsUL
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJL8H8SCzs
「等不到的。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVE4RGeRt0
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5bSssd3mz
星野莉奈雙唇還微微張著，像是還想解釋剛才的話——卻只是靜靜聽，沒有再插話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZddJwFEnBS
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWbgx3BGeQ
她早就知道，他不會說。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27y9IwZFwD
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoSFx9iBVE
對象又是媒體——他從來最討厭的那一類。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9COg88k4i
鏡頭、追問、立場，那些話，他不屑應付。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC8TkV2tHP
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRojkvP8ccH
更別說這次，是關於他自己。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQqe66O4w2
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6xBmZjyEw
只是，小川鈴的語氣、助理緊張的神情，還有那台膝上亮著新聞標題的平板——每一樣都在提醒她。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz6VOnUeXr
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm3MBgFufQ
提醒她，她和他之間，從來沒有什麼是可以拿出來給世界證明的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkvGnUZUbP
無論多努力工作、無論笑容多自然，在外界眼裡，她就是一個人孤零零地唱著獨角戲。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQONVCP7oqd
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiYiN9y8YZ
星野莉奈把包包緊緊抱在懷裡，肩膀有點僵硬。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5gD2Y6zNU
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不是不理解。也不是不甘心。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo7Zgd1tRj
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只是那種早已存在的孤單，被一層層揭開來。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DauJsHnve
像冬天裡被風細細刮過的皮膚，微微發疼。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp94tNlSZg
主要是運動員之間的默契文化56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RVeYlhFtw
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT7SiNyT09
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGgIP2Foes
1.保持距離的尊重56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVSmBAoXoz
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOgb8Tu4c2
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUl20q3qm5o
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju5mIN9aLL
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5aIzVjOQ8
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO0xWKbu9J
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K1jgjw4Eh
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QkobLQ2JV
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZfiDW0JRl
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv0TkzSlOr
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAuUYZieBS
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfHMEfxyre
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7KXRiRDv5
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b2y3S7X8g
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjnHNBcPM5
這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwc7I5Ohz3
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwt6klpwqm
主要是運動員之間的默契文化56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFry0iR7dj
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2cW8rjHQM
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fxPU0jLPC
1.保持距離的尊重56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryhMyBuCje
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxABSTpzZr5
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttZtMvwKCL
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWKVLC3dFB
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOArda13mCl
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxNOi10uxO
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhRNj4M8hK
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfqaGD9DcJ
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJfsfPXizZ
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYgDvWB0kC
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvanrMRevPX
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSpi2Zx0TW
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ISjqAp8PV
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbVTstJoFI
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjAJlpriY8
這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
