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「——你們那個前鋒，有點像以前的小凜耶。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9Yt7XLc3w
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星野莉奈靠著長椅的背墊，語氣輕鬆地說出口，手上晃著剛買來的運動飲料，瓶蓋還沒轉開。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAM7TpEIkV
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糸師冴沒有馬上回應，只是低頭把鞋帶綁好，又慢了半拍才問一句：「哪一點？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoGOesHs5f
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「節奏很快，腳下猛烈，角球直接射門。感覺有一點不耐煩，像在說——『你們都讓開，我來就好』。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TkGMhVcGa
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她模仿那種語氣，帶笑地說，像是在學誰很中二似的。糸師冴嘴角淺淺彎了一下。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheVFSf3h3q
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「不像我。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4IqNsQmlm
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「不像。」她搖頭，很快又補了一句：「你是整場比賽都知道要怎麼走的人。他是會一頭衝進去，把整場撞亂的那種。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO4w95yzNO
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糸師冴沒有否認，只是輕輕嗯了一聲。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD60nFpLzJA
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「他比我更適合當前鋒。」他說。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXxkRWUXUY
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星野莉奈轉頭看他。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8njJbF25c1
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糸師冴沒有看她，視線落在球場邊緣空蕩蕩的草地上，聲音很淡，語氣一貫冷靜：「他的直覺比我純粹，反應更快，也不怕衝。那些我在西班牙學很久的東西，他有些天生就會了。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39BdLfUq94
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星野莉奈沒有回應。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kBlYAmg0s
因為她知道，他終於說了那些——那個雪夜，他沒說出口的話。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTcsyo33Dp
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糸師冴繼續說：「我以前不想承認。但後來才發現，前鋒的位置，不只是天份，還需要某種⋯⋯殘忍。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyzhA8BEdt
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他頓了一下，像是壓住了什麼。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CWQOR7GwU
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「他其實比我還合適。只是凜待在這裡，沒辦法發揮真正的潛力。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjyDRaHvSp
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星野莉奈皺了皺眉。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4qlXq7n7F
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「你是說，他不應該待在日本？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtlGUQbWXP
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糸師冴點了點頭，很平靜，像是在陳述一個早就確定的事實。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVh5t9533c
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「這裡沒有能讓他變強的環境，也沒有會逼出他下一階段的對手。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb5PGfbqZv
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他看向場邊，好像從那片空地上看到某個影子，聲音微微低了下來：「⋯⋯他現在在模仿我。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT27NEn3HLb
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語調仍舊沒有波動，還是平淡，卻比剛才更冷：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGZyUVB2ws
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「笨死了。他不需要變成我——他那樣踢，只會越來越鈍。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6QLB5HVXX
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他左手插進口袋，指尖微微收緊，像是在壓住什麼。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4onDjEJYh7
那語氣，就像是冷靜地讀出一條錯誤答案。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdd4Bu8mvo
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「他如果留下來——只會慢慢變成一個『好像還不錯』的球員。最後什麼都不是。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8bchu4RR5
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短短的停頓之後，糸師冴語氣沒變，卻像一刀切下：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Dym9T120Y
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「這個喜歡協調的國家，最擅長的，就是把天才磨成庸才。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoK2Zub5HS
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星野莉奈低頭看著手上的瓶子，手指繞著瓶蓋，緩慢地轉了一圈。想起幾天前，糸師冴傳來的那則訊息——50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMRlhEavz9
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『這幾天會回西班牙。』50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5mZybV3XI
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語氣平淡，只有一句話。沒有時間、沒有情緒，像一條行程備忘。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE7N8ZDvGx
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她沒抬頭，沉默幾秒後，才問：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDVoPsjlRP
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「你什麼時候回去？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgp4VPboCs
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「明早七點機場集合，十一點飛。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDTPNQmnxN
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星野莉奈點點頭，像是在確認，又像只是讓自己有話可說：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVrGRzhJ5d
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「那今天見完，也不知道什麼時候會再見囉。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxov2oYqFLV
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糸師冴沒有回話。她像早預料到一樣笑了一下，低著頭，假裝在看鞋尖：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZDsWR8luq
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「——不准講得好像這次見完就不會再見了喔，會很討厭喔。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9umB5GFYWV
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語氣很輕，像是抱怨，像是撒嬌。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmDLTh8shZ
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說完之後，她還是沒有抬頭。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsjEJqZtIL
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「我沒說。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1S4dn6mB7
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「你剛剛看起來快說了。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavS3YcHgeI
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「妳又沒抬頭看，怎麼知道的？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1Ue0EUWlq
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「反正我就是知道。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX9YqigZqm
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他們沉默了一會兒。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOqiXxBzkw
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「我會回來。」他說，語氣聽起來像是說給自己聽的。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVvsMtSTz4
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星野莉奈笑了笑，站起來，把從便利商店買來的飲料放在他身旁。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mAG6FthjW
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「這個給你。明天早上經紀人安排了拍攝——給你去機場的路上喝。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGkI2khXS3
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糸師冴沒說謝謝，只是低頭掃了一眼瓶蓋。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3gOaPmPvj
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她看著他，忽然有些話想說，嘴巴微張，卻停止在這一瞬。最後只說了：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyevJ0eXTt
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「你如果回來，還是要讓我知道，好嗎？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyd9e93yW1
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「⋯⋯嗯。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZi9d6ZrQk
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「要我先知道喔，不准先讓別人知道。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkmE3HmKqO
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「知道了。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNT5H82izo
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「不是那種『知道了』——要真的知道。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXRQecHRxZ
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他看著她，沒再笑，也沒點頭。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1JHh8LC5i
但她知道，他記住了。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyy0Daj04z
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也許這個晚上什麼都沒改變，但有些什麼，悄悄地被說出來了。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdtpQlFEdE
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就像雪夜裡凍住的話語，終於在萬物重生的春季，被悄悄放了進來。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkETKNJexKw
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#童年黑歷史大爆料50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtETsjq6sjb
不曉得是不是巧合，但某知名模特兒R〇n〇，跟那位最近超夯的Itoshi S選手，其實小時候就認識了欸？他們好像國小就很熟了，幾乎每天一起上下學，還曾在市區某個攝影棚被拍到過。我不是記者，也沒截圖證據，只是單純⋯⋯記憶還滿深的。有人還記得這件事嗎？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzxzy2k1Fa
→ 真的假的，有人有圖嗎？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11Xpo8rZR7
→ 他們是不是以前一起上過什麼地方新聞？我怎麼有印象！50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltMlTAaZjH
→ 那個照片有點糊但我找到了50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzaixCdQ64
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點開照片，是多年前一張小學生的合照，背景是某地區的體育場，最前排的男孩冷著臉，身旁女孩笑得像在講話。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRTkHVmJvB
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→ 靠，真的還假的啊，冴神不是説不談戀愛嗎？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EdUscpjEq
→ 會不會又是炒作啊？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl36FuCiMw3
→ 你是指女生買網軍放風聲嗎？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk0g9ghhIJ
→ 也是有可能啦，S選手最近又成神了，炒一波也理所當然。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ry7g7CuyC
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小川鈴是在開完會的電梯裡才滑到那張照片的。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDahRriT4y
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照片畫質不佳，是多年前某個地區報導下的附圖，應該是拍攝自地方體育日或兒童足球交流賽——但照片裡站在前排的兩個孩子，一個笑得嘴角彎彎，一個神情漠然，實在太容易讓人聯想到某兩個時不時掛在搜尋榜上的名字。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB45gH84Kbq
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她默默將手機畫面截圖，沒急著轉頭詢問，而是點開幾則留言，再點開幾個轉發帳號，確認傳播速度尚未全面擴散，這才收起手機。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzVinR8NIM
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#貴賓席裡有她50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv5d9bRpXO
可能不是炒作，他們可能「真的認識」。我是那天去打零工的剪票員，我遇到了Rina！真的是Rina！我還多看她一眼（不得不說本人滿漂亮的）她只是笑一笑而已！原本想說，她是冴神的粉絲，去看比賽也很正常——但後來我回家仔細想想，她拿的是「貴賓票」！50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UV7rOlniX
→ 所以是我們被冴神騙了嗎？我不信50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIRLkVmrKB
→ 會不會是走後門啊？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIq41ooUuB
→ 太扯了啦，是哪一區的貴賓票啊？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRthVxYjSGT
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網友開始考據座位編號、比賽轉播畫面，連VIP入口的動線圖都被貼出來分析。有匿名帳號留言：「我是場館志工，那天她走VIP專用通道，進得比其他觀眾早。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp26oNJKXxo
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電梯門開時，星野莉奈正從另一頭的攝影棚走來，臉上還帶著剛剛結束拍攝的餘溫。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yMvRCp7YZ
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「Rina。」小川鈴語氣平靜，「下週幫妳排的記者會，我想先壓一壓。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcPqmrgU5I
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「啊？為什麼？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ6Pg7cgdh
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「最近網路有點雜音，應該還在觀望期——但我有件事想先確定。」她一邊點開手機畫面，一邊抬眼看著星野莉奈的反應。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJHeGEeWbz
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「——妳跟糸師冴小時候認識嗎？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHNMS3KEU5
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星野莉奈整個人停頓下來。看出她的無措，小川鈴語氣穩定：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGy2CEyGEX
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「我是妳的經紀人，我需要知道實情。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCTPGHwPpg
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星野莉奈停了一秒，看起來是在天人交戰後才點頭：「對，我們從小就認識。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y2VqIbPWd
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小川鈴停了一秒，沉了沉聲音，「⋯⋯所以妳當時的『告白』不是單純的崇拜偶像？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoH40hRj4m
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「⋯⋯不是。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKFFjouJfV
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小川鈴虎口握住自己的嘴巴，像在思考什麼重要的策略，「也就是說⋯⋯這張照片也是真的？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJzsO2rL3T
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「對。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTV1ImuluK
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「你們現在還有聯絡？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgvetjG1A7
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「⋯⋯有。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN47ihcoFDg
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「不要告訴我就是昨天。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGHz2HkHjO
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「⋯⋯對。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wiGC1rvZZ
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小川鈴將眼鏡摘下來，揉著鼻樑，強迫自己冷靜下來：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VFcwaV8X1
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「然後他人現在在前往西班牙的飛機上？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiglSsqIeHL
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「⋯⋯嗯。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJVV6BmGvN
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「妳說你們從小就認識，所以——其實妳媽媽也都知道你們的事？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ2OefhBYA
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「對。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2XWWVt1lG
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「學姊在搞什麼——這麼重要的事情怎麼沒跟我說！」星野莉奈難得看自己的經紀人情緒激動。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt071W9BsK
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「媽可能⋯⋯不想讓這些事情影響我們的工作⋯⋯」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2B18SIgjv
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「我也不想這樣——」小川鈴語氣一頓，像自己都沒料到自己會這麼失控，「但如果不是這張照片突然被翻出來，我是不是到現在都還被蒙在鼓裡？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHkSEXQGog
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「對不起，小川姐。」星野莉奈九十度鞠躬，聲音裡第一次出現明顯的不安與歉疚，「我真的沒想要隱瞞⋯⋯」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyj2QVFfGE
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「⋯⋯我不怪妳，我只想知道⋯⋯」小川鈴閉上眼，似乎在強忍什麼，幾乎咬著牙輾著字：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6YKfLfW9O
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「——那為什麼糸師冴之前那樣回應妳？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOQUPks07g
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「小川姐⋯⋯他根本沒看到我那支影片⋯⋯」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzofsSrbXt
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「妳確定？你們關係不是很好嗎？」小川鈴強壓怒火，語氣卻仍透出懷疑。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL62ZLgmyj
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「他就⋯⋯真的沒什麼在看這些東西⋯⋯」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqtTwpOXmL
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她的聲音越來越小。話一出口就發現，這個說法薄得像紙，自己都說服不了自己。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxkZLgIPuG
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小川鈴沒有立刻回應，只是站在那裡，垂著眼看著星野莉奈，彷彿在衡量該不該繼續問下去。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqgnMXiZOE
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「Rina，我問這些，不是想找妳麻煩。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz0AWxHUs5
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她語氣放緩，卻沒有比較溫柔，只是更清楚地指出事實：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LPpM2A8DK
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「而是，我們已經走到這個位置了，有些事情，不能只靠妳一個人去承擔後果。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6hAw8P3Jn
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星野莉奈低著頭，像個被老師點名沒交作業的學生，雙手緊緊抓著衣角。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfi877VKCt
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「我真的很對不起⋯⋯」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxjz7h1YIr
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「Rina，我沒生妳的氣——」她補了一句，聲音低得幾乎聽不見：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r3LvY2fTH
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「但我在幫妳擋的時候，不能不知道我正在擋什麼。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNKJPGzyjY
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小川鈴抬眼看向星野莉奈，像是在重新確認什麼。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjyABaNgDw
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「如果照片再多一張、如果當事人不小心說了什麼⋯⋯事情就不是我們能控制的了。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNifszy3gM
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她語氣帶著專業經紀人長年鍛鍊的判斷與冷靜。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5W6XV33eR
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「他們會去問妳的『國小同學』，那些說自己在福利社排過隊、在校外教學坐過妳旁邊的人；問妳學校老師、問妳鄰居。只要抓到一個可信的關係線索，就會開始串連全部的蛛絲馬跡——從妳以前的貼文、影片、他回應的片段⋯⋯到那次妳的『告白』。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yWVDEm5f5
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她停了一下，語氣收得更冷，也更銳：50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjTaAlL33T
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「然後，一切就會變成『早有鋪陳』的炒作劇本。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFsGSFqahC
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星野莉奈苦著臉，她知道小川鈴口中的「他們」，是多麼嗜血的記者們。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVzgMuANel
那群能把糖果寫成算計、把沉默編成謊言的記者們——她見過，也被寫過。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z21fp5TJw
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「我就看看他下飛機後會怎麼回應。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLqQYE5NJr
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小川鈴推了下眼鏡，語氣像是提醒，也像是壓著火氣的最後警告。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdus0g43ybM
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「他的公關最好做好一點。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAZryQbw7b
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星野莉奈的臉更苦了。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa0aCUiyEk
她知道，那可能會是糸師冴最困難的一關。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8uiLaoylr
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——因為，那是一關，他從來就不認為自己需要過的。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe8VHvOZxD
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好了，冴哥的低潮大致告一段落，已經過去了。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2ClI11BkN
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我想敏感一點的讀者肯定會發現——欸？星野莉奈其實「根本沒有」幫到冴哥啊？都是冴哥自己一個人在克服的呀？？？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBuiTz1TRz
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呃，對呀，沒錯——莉奈完全沒幫冴哥呀（笑）50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZceO88WUd
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因為糸師冴本來就不是一個需要被拯救的角色啊⋯⋯50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkz81ilvpI
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對我來說，糸師冴不是需要被拯救的人，也不是去拯救人的英雄。他是那種能靠自己站起來的人（所以他才說得出：「我看過了世界很大⋯⋯所以我調整了夢想軌跡」）。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbcKLCqBs9
而他身邊的人，也必須是能自己站得穩，卻仍選擇靠近他的人。這種互相獨立、卻還願意彼此靠近的關係，才可能維持下去。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF12pHcxCZ
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所以我才覺得冴哥真他媽有夠難寫。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWguw2oJ0Q8
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OK，這就是我對冴哥的哲學。也可能是我自己自找麻煩，活該。🫠
