當下嘅我,冇空間去思考小悠嘅意思,空氣彷彿凝結成不動形態,教人未能弄清眼下嘅狀況…就同聯校宿營嗰次一樣。453Please respect copyright.PENANAFRtT4PrQC2
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唔同嘅或者係,今次地下舖嘅唔係翹起嘅爛鬼地板,小悠亦都唔係俾爛鬼地板絆倒。453Please respect copyright.PENANARWCjEpLVL5
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唇上嘅感覺忽爾間褪去,四周圍嘅燈光陸續亮起——小悠已經快我一步,向禮堂嘅前方跑去。453Please respect copyright.PENANAaYz4AWnEWg
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「係大家!」453Please respect copyright.PENANA1tTGLwrOho
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「喂…!」我即刻跟上去,至少要問清楚頭先係咩一回事。453Please respect copyright.PENANAINW7Fkeeg6
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追上去之後,眼前出現嘅果然係5E班眾人,佢地手上拎住大大小小嘅東西,大概都係送俾小悠嘅道別禮物。453Please respect copyright.PENANAHtKHIKmpI7
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同預期嘅一樣,禮堂升滿咗漫天嘅氣球,氣球之下,大家各自將準備好嘅說話一一向小悠道出。望住呢個畫面,我知道自己冇出場嘅位置,更加唔好講去問小悠剛才發生嘅事。453Please respect copyright.PENANAMBhoZ5DVxh
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我選擇退到一旁,靜待同小悠獨處嘅時機。點知一企,就企咗半粒鐘。期間眾人陸續離開,只係淨返幾個平時同小悠玩得埋嘅女同學,繼續同小悠講著不知名嘅話題。453Please respect copyright.PENANARMExmiWwZA
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「帆!」小悠回頭,蹦蹦跳跳地走到我跟前。453Please respect copyright.PENANABRVs4dKxWj
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「嗯?」我從發呆中回過神來。453Please respect copyright.PENANAhTVvD2QRj5
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「我而家同大家出去食飯,然後佢地會送我去機場,所以,真係要講拜拜喇。」453Please respect copyright.PENANA79aPLchwVe
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面對突如其來嘅最後道別,我有點反應唔到。453Please respect copyright.PENANA8I8Kj6nONx
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不過諗真啲,又點會係突如其來?畢竟早喺幾個月之前,佢已經同我講咗要走呢件事。453Please respect copyright.PENANAn0BwTY8xz4
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「咁你啲行李…」講到一半,我將餘下嘅都吞返落肚——小悠嘅行李今朝已經帶走咗。453Please respect copyright.PENANAPEOgEIylX6
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佢冇再一次返我屋企嘅理由。453Please respect copyright.PENANATRa8FGJ5yU
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「放心!我一早將啲行李放咗喺紫悅度!」453Please respect copyright.PENANAEYTRj0OZqZ
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「咁…」453Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZlmWMjh1S
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如果我將「可唔可以跟埋你地去食飯」問出口,唔難想像小悠身後嘅女同學會用何等鄙視嘅目光投向我;即使佢地天生友善,唔介意同個唔熟嘅男同學(我)一齊食飯,要我加入一個全部都係女仔嘅飯局,本身就令人卻步。453Please respect copyright.PENANAoL4OMiu2gF
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而家呢個時間點,更加唔係問佢頭先嗰件事嘅合適時機。453Please respect copyright.PENANAdvWQHo9C0U
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所以,最後我只可以無奈道出:「你玩得開心啲。」然後諗咗兩秒,「…再見。」453Please respect copyright.PENANAFhP4V5A6qv
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「嗯!」一聲之後,佢向我耳邊靠近,用一個只有我聽到嘅聲量講:「之前講過嗰份送俾你嘅禮物,我就收埋咗喺呢間學校裏面。」453Please respect copyright.PENANAcdTp6bnJF1
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小悠為班上每一個人都準備咗一份禮物,上次我問到自己嗰份嘅時候,校工就嚟催我地離開禮堂,結果我冇問落去。453Please respect copyright.PENANAQQWmoGIxzE
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佢選擇而家提起呢份禮物,其實都提醒咗我,離開咗呢個禮堂之後,我可能有排都唔會再見到小悠,又或者,永遠唔會再見到。453Please respect copyright.PENANAjp1GvAvKHF
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如果而家唔問,以後都唔會有機會問。453Please respect copyright.PENANAMH8CrgYiZm
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一諗到呢度,嘴巴就擅自發出聲音:「頭先禮堂開燈之前…」453Please respect copyright.PENANAaoKjXi173M
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小悠冇將成句聽完,就回答咗我嘅問題:「你去搵吖。嗰份禮物入面有你要搵嘅答案。」453Please respect copyright.PENANAN4gFgaQTlK
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佢冇俾機會我再講啲乜嘢,轉身就返咗去女同學嘅圈子裏面,同其他人嘻嘻哈哈咁走出咗禮堂。453Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0eGgvx345
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目送小悠離開之後,我呆站喺原地,直到班主任Miss唔知幾時入咗嚟:453Please respect copyright.PENANAMUqXlEgHIW
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「其他人都走晒喇,你仲唔走?」453Please respect copyright.PENANAgJGOxr0pxX
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「…哦,知道。」雙腳依然緊貼原地。453Please respect copyright.PENANA5aRAqnMyOh
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「仲唔走?」453Please respect copyright.PENANAjzXQRyt043
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「…冇嘢喇搣時,我仲有地方要去!」453Please respect copyright.PENANAv19KOrNitF
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——小悠選擇將想要傳達嘅訊息收喺佢所講嘅禮物裏面,一定有佢原因,我根本冇需要諗太多,既然佢話答案喺嗰度,我就即管去搵。