五天過得比想像中快很多，星野莉奈覺得自己連時差都還沒調好，就落地回到日本了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqSN6EvzrG
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m1VbVDDEz
「然後你知道嗎？我真的沒看過那麼誇張的走台現場，根本是模特兒界的神仙打架，光是眼神就能把人震出場外那種——而且我一直以為只要拍照！結果到了他們才說也要走秀！我、我我我、走在那群人中間，根本像誤闖巨人國的小矮人！」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIZRiFVgG8
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbirxoSOlSy
客廳的沙發上，星野莉奈裹著毯子、頭髮還有些微亂，手裡捧著一杯熱牛奶。講話的語速比平常快一點，聲音帶著剛回國的高昂情緒。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuVWPqI4uE
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNpErfBuoo
「我本來就知道自己身高沒什麼優勢啦，可是真的站進去才發現——十公分，是世界和我的分界線。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNlOXrJ53g
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI4oTjXmhZ
她像隻捲成團的蝸牛，誇張地比劃模特的長腿，語氣半笑半自嘲。餘光掃過牆上那張等身照片——腿長得像不科學一樣，幾乎佔了整個畫面的三分之二。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4ClnwCRBB
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV33WRQ3oi
她一直以來最崇拜的模特，也是她每天睜開眼都會看到的身影；一種，世界標準的象徵。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZBfQrWS0q
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9Hx6bPT5h
沒有多看，星野莉奈輕輕收回視線，把毯子往上拉了一點。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDk000xnyk
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo8r6eKhr2
糸師冴的目光也跟著落過去一瞬。沒說話。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT81uJ5Gud
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak1UYxQbL5
他知道那是誰。從小就知道。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfgsXoYAJG
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IJWk4kClr
「——我拍完那天直接靈魂出竅，五天裡只有一天睡滿六小時，其他時間都在趕通告、改造型，連自己擦了什麼眼影都不記得。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPF2O28ElF
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ194RYx4Tjn
糸師冴坐在沙發的另一端，聽星野莉奈從香榭大道講到塞納河；從攝影棚講到試鏡現場的光線。他手上轉著保溫杯，偶爾點個頭，偶爾挑挑眉，但大部分時間只是靜靜聽著她說。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq8tfhE85I
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp0kMoy1cr
「不過——也還好啦，我猜我應該沒選上。那邊競爭真的超激烈，連候補名單都快比正式名單強了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhqNaaJmtA
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfd3SmoJj9
星野莉奈聳聳肩，語氣倒沒什麼失落，「而且有一個人超強的神人也來了——神谷美咲！她果然也去了！」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOiiaRAq8J
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wE0KT0Ou6
「誰？」糸師冴簡短回應。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqgoAnggoO
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAfitIkF3F
「蛤啊——你不是知道她是誰？！就那個啊——『亞洲模特界話題新星』！本人真的超漂亮！氣勢超強！」星野莉奈一邊回想畫面，一邊用誇張的手勢比劃：「黑長直髮、超高冷，走進來連攝影助理都不敢直視她的臉，整個房間瞬間變成冷色調背景欸！完全不敢想像她只比我們大兩歲耶！那個氣場——」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK86ua62PeM
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkng5eqDnCZ
「嗯。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPolDzoYUo3
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlxbOAiFRa
「而且你知道最扯的是什麼嗎？」星野莉奈像是存心想讓他專心聽，眼睛瞪得大大的：49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ng8ByFULo
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Bo8nP3GaS
「——她前男友是一個足球員！」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WRGcqo5tZ
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUbH5X8xG0
這句話終於讓糸師冴抬起眼，「誰？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs8VTcqury
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxznd0RjOrp
「我有點忘記名字了，已經確定會代表國家隊出賽，好像是好幾國混血，踢中後衛的，也跟我們差不多大——叫什麼去了？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJABvWwU4E
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lDrkG1t6O
「奧利佛・愛空。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOisJ11Bs1
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbjcXRiMCa
「啊——對！你怎麼知道？你認識他喔？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4W7ltbeER
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRYeWmDekD
「不認識。看過他的資料而已。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk1rxmFFtz
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPm4YDiqk6
「噢，我還以為你認識。」星野莉奈轉了轉手中的馬克杯，「我好像有聽説，後來因為他們有點不愉快，神谷美咲的狀態跟名聲都受到影響，才導致現在沒那麼常出現。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOWaTwbqHV
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugmt2eGd9u
星野莉奈說到這裡，才忽然意識到什麼，笑著補了一句：「不過她對大家都很有禮貌啦，但就是⋯⋯你知道有種禮貌像是隱形刀片，說話都很溫柔，但聽完你會想反覆確認對方是不是在罵你？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz0jDgaKuk
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDBog5Vt21
糸師冴沒接話，只是把視線落回她手中的杯子，注意到她的手指一圈一圈摩擦著杯壁。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQiyFfk4GE
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyTyMvRhRt
「所以我覺得沒選上也沒差啦——至少去過一次巴黎，還吃到夢想中的羊角可頌，雖然是凌晨三點拍完照後去的⋯⋯但我還是會記得那個味道，永遠。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIxXCYADyC
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UhQDyw1Je
糸師冴看著星野莉奈微笑說「沒差」的模樣，指尖又無聲地在手上的保溫瓶轉了一圈。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2hFdjF4kP
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZguGr5NLir
她一邊說，一邊撐著下巴看他，「——你都不想問我有沒有想你嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniTpz5sIbA
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4D1Rh5pMU
「妳不是已經說了五百次『好想傳照片給你又怕打擾你』了？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmCGzgyuln
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxt0B8Upge
「你居然有認真聽我講話喔。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXicrkDrRO9
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8e0ZHIiEl
「講那麼多次，失智也記得起來。」糸師冴語氣一如往常淡淡的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWkN4ZkMzL
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46TPZ1m8xa
「⋯⋯你真的很欠扁。」她輕輕地踢了他一下腳，「不過，冴，我真的有一瞬間，是靠著『你一定會覺得我拍得很棒』這個想法撐過去的。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs7gd5CedD
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KbsLoWnWg
糸師冴沒回應她最後那句「撐過去」，只是輕輕地「嗯」了一聲。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4DIDU4e6T
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYj5a05U5n
他沒有加什麼評語，也沒有對她的經歷發表任何看法——可她卻從那聲「嗯」裡，聽出一點點像是⋯⋯他也懂的回應。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMtoRGH9LE
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dq6quycTe
會不會⋯⋯其實他在西班牙的時候，也有過，這種時刻呢？星野莉奈眼神亮亮的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJA0SqRgdf
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzTPXixrqF
靠著她，跟小凜⋯⋯？哪怕只是一點點也好，撐過了那種沒人知道的瞬間？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZlhP8XnsN
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzE4vDotpE
她突然覺得有點得意，好像自己默默參與了一場無聲的並肩作戰。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7mijM4tBz
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUk639s232
「說真的，我本來以為自己會緊張到哭，結果在現場的時候，完全冷靜得嚇到我自己。連經紀人都被我的表現震驚到。」星野莉奈笑了笑，嘴角微翹，像是在告訴他——我真的也有長大一點了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W095wbIcl
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebcecan2oM
糸師冴抬起眼，看著她沒化妝的臉、亂翹的頭髮、裹在毯子裡的模樣，忽然說：49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tFYyh3gAY
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0R9r6s5xl
「妳跟以前比，變得比較能撐場面了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA37t9cnMPs
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRwjqQTgqW
星野莉奈一愣，突然被電到似地整個人撐靠在沙發背，眼睛睜大得不敢相信，「什麼——你這是在誇我嗎？現場Live的誇獎嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBumOTxyK5
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TE7n5Z8rz
「沒有，是事實。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPPWd5hw98
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5375hoFcT
「哇哇哇！居然還補一句！等等，我要錄音——」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmCfisqNnH
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTSy3yVAtt
她正要拿手機，他卻一把拉過她的手，直接按住她的手腕。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRBu169muC
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn09Iyltlnh
「不要吵。」糸師冴語氣沒變，語調好像又低了一點。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a67PQ98Qq
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Yh5hrHEm8
她注意到他指節上微紅的壓痕。像冰敷留下的痕跡，也像球場草皮擦過後沒說出口的疲勞。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MHAozRysE
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBgeiaOo01
「⋯⋯你保溫杯裡，還是只放常溫水嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgKjB9Aoe3
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiOFxPMGDL
「嗯。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY1Mazk2IL
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdaP8YvUrY
「這麼冷的天不用熱一點的喝，真的不會感冒嗎？」星野莉奈語氣溫柔得像聊天，但指尖卻悄悄幫糸師冴拉了拉毯子邊緣，蓋過他手背。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy6fbMAHLi
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUV0xNSWZw9
「還以為你現在應該超怕失溫，畢竟早上五點的那種場地⋯⋯風可不是開玩笑的。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1mJIDn2UV
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9YjBEAxQ4
糸師冴沒說話，但動作頓了一下。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1DeLehOIo
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NZqDp9oOC
她沒逼問，只是淺淺笑了下，換了個話題：「我在巴黎每天被造型師抓來抓去的時候，超羨慕你只要穿訓練服就好。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZPOIYXOQB
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxlMMA3Kg6
「妳那叫工作。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9fUznlmI8
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi7Mub24yt
「你也是在工作啊，不然RE・AL怎麼會一直派人來監督你。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOJK8R3Wq9
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCK5mlXDqq
星野莉奈說得自然，像是從報紙上讀來的公開資訊，也像是從什麼群組小道消息中不小心滑到的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5luyHTMEvv
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwb5YOqDeg
糸師冴轉了轉保溫杯蓋，沒否認，也沒接話。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyuvNfSdVg
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5NEQyr6hT
星野莉奈舉起杯子喝了一口牛奶，視線隨意地落在他身上。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCxoIAuxSe
——不過好險，她擔心的那些事，一件都沒有發生。他沒有被YIPS擊潰、沒有獨自去踢很冷的夜場；也沒有在她不在的時候，真的撐不過去。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxK1bS8AZvS
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8SsJ3N8va
「我最近看你的影片啊⋯⋯」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAYXr25DmY
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYydJeySLF
星野莉奈語氣像是不經意地提起，語尾卻輕輕一挑，藏了點壞心眼的笑，「你影片裡的動作啊，一個一個都像在交報告——其實是你在考教練眼力吧？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzt9e3bQLw
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaIFncRZbM
啜了一口牛奶，星野莉奈杯子放下時才慢悠悠開口：「不吃甜食、不蓋毯子，還每天五點去場邊結霜⋯⋯你到底是訓練，還是想變成冰棒？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXRZhVOwf6
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32OnrhrWvH
他微微皺眉。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ2DnGUoYz
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIDTy67VAt
她笑了兩聲。像什麼都沒說過一樣，然後又補了一句，半開玩笑地呢喃：49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9cFJFyIdD
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo97PRwZRAc
「你那種冷到會結霜的練習場啊，如果哪天忘記帶手套⋯⋯我可以借你一邊手放我口袋裡喔。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt1e84E2H8
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68spKiHpdN
糸師冴轉頭看她，眉毛都沒動一下。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpt0woi0FN
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGzRKwEhxV
星野莉奈笑得很乖巧，「一邊而已，超出不收費。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAejTlzFvN
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBR1NtvTAq
他沒有回應，只是伸手碰了一下杯口。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnwH76q8G3
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbvKQpfUJk
她笑了幾聲後，忽然安靜下來。抬頭眨了眨眼，輕聲說：「我可以再多問你一件事嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnS8YBgaSR
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamERe5r1x0
「什麼？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdC2dlclMTn
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OUFbYPA9q
「你有聽過——就是，神谷她之前的事嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTTH2lNRuj
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2UReVhWqh
「我第一次聽到她的名字——妳覺得呢？」糸師冴挑高一邊眉毛，看她的眼神像在說：我為什麼要關心她。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZ5iZvIbjr
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFUWPaCAS7
「噢對吼。」星野莉奈傻笑了一下，又猶豫幾秒才說出口：「就是⋯⋯她那時候跟奧利佛・愛空的事，好像有被拿來炒作過。還有她公司⋯⋯我有聽說過一些⋯⋯不太乾淨的操作手法。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87tnOJbHq4
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sf5pmiUMz
糸師冴沒有立刻回應，手指輕敲了兩下保溫杯。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJkf8yPMua
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4bGFcvAwY
「我們圈子也有那種人。」他終於開口，語氣平靜，「不是運動員的問題，是有些人會把所有不甘心都掛在別人身上。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMfdmd80yK
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOC30qTeX2
她抬眼看他。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZySBW1lt4
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVrqripUL3
糸師冴語氣沒變，只是語句明顯轉向：「那不是他們的問題，也不是妳的。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EWA5ujhUI
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPpLhOpQak
然後低頭喝了一口保溫杯裡殘留餘溫的水。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjXVCNYL4X
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHUneA9qVr
「別讓那些人的帳算到自己身上來。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsF0lKhUdAM
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdQXovSIQV
星野莉奈輕輕笑了：「我也不想那麼在意⋯⋯但她看人的那種眼神，真的很難不記住。我覺得她應該不只是想拿代言，她好像⋯⋯想證明些什麼。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkjDeHoG2v
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTEgiTQ3hQ
她說完後低下頭，用大拇指劃著杯子邊緣。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh4ozmp96O
順著杯沿在心裡劃出一道軌跡——其實也在問：那我呢？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4WLQg5xqU
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4aqRfy7Cm
「那妳呢？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt4RPnvaoW
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV49nQsyq9
「我、我啊？」星野莉奈頓了一下，突然被問住了，但很快輕笑起來：「我⋯⋯我就是想——站在鏡頭前，被很多人看到，然後⋯⋯」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv6qahsTvk
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ldb7gmkwW
話說一半，星野莉奈低頭看著杯子，聲音慢了些：「至少，有一個人會覺得『很適合』，就夠了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG3UINVYwP
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqcy9tDc1r
說完這句話，怕被聽懂什麼似地，她趕緊補了一句：「當然啦，如果能拿到代言，我還是會開心得飛起來！」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLL7yEQwen
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4i7ysnJUs
糸師冴沒再說話，只是稍微垂了眼，看見她把腳趾縮回毯子裡的動作。像是怕冷，也像是怕被看見她的在意——49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3vSuP980i
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrpknVLt1o
「巴黎很冷吧。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN7EqFyfO6
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ32xf8qoPu
「有你冷嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlTIX0gd7l
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9Fi3CdSJf
他又挑了下眉，「比我冷的地方不多。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyK7wrRGEH
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4SrkRwYUb
星野莉奈笑得更大聲了，躺在毯子裡像是整個人都鬆了一口氣。這才是真正的「回家」。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD4mBlai0s
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyGYZ6EDlF
「欸，我媽說你今天想睡我們家客廳也可以哦。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbNTQ0mYBO
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtYNBo3YjC
「我想睡床。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwptLpa4p6
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf1RGf72Yr
「冴你⋯⋯」星野莉奈睜大眼盯著他，語氣瞬間高八度：49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFlaFf8l5F
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQAiql3f5P
「你該不會是說你今晚⋯⋯要——」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkfpvqHKZx
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OoX57BMkv
「回家睡我自己的床。」糸師冴面不改色地打斷她，語氣比平常還平。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7NUSM0yQF
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77zThwgOeg
「⋯⋯哦。」星野莉奈當場啞火，然後小聲補了一句：「講清楚嘛。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWPhluuJTi
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmssxl1EDf
她也知道他口中的「家」只是慣用詞，他根本沒打算要回去他家。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG6QhPK9ti
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlHlFvvl3v
「對了，你跟小凜和好了沒啊？」星野莉奈跟糸師冴一起起身。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxivauVeuu
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H0TgEKvBP
「沒聯絡過他。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbXShkW8So
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZouVBPkdu
「你不回去見一下嗎？」星野莉奈用拇指指了一下糸師家的方向，「你不在的時候，小凜真的一直很努力⋯⋯」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTW0BJ1XGB
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoICafDN5dV
她停了一下，又補了一句：49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3TYRY4mb7
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroh6kyaZ6l
「那種努力啊，有時候看了會讓人覺得——他是不是太拚了，拚得有點孤單。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7qSfy9Pt9
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqg70ZRUYe
那種孤單，不只是因為哥哥不在，還有全世界都看不懂他真正的渴望是什麼。所以他只得獨自向前——拚命想抓住某個東西。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRywFecA695
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaF59i7TbS
而她知道，那東西的名字叫「哥哥」。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwHep52aWu
比自己還拼，比自己還更相信「糸師冴」的，糸師凜。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE97bXrJahX
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvCQoLZxuC
糸師冴沒有回答，只是走到玄關前，拉開門時——手微微停了一下。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb8FUSRtbb
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JHT1TkB19
「那是他的事。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VymUvpZm9
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5cHW0DyRx
星野莉奈沒再追問，只是默默看著他，心裡卻想著：你嘴巴再硬，也還是會來找他的吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9N4m473Pj
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrHAhPaAXh
認識他久的人都知道，糸師冴的眼神，有時候會比他嘴巴誠實一點。
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VQoRc62Pi
49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2El4Chv9pE
