而阿樂，也回到了當初。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSXOKCEoUX
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青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LdGjjPWm0
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阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccBDSFsqQ3
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他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXfmQAgj1p
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又是如此，又、又、又。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRidNxdGPAo
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和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxeDbFrrG3
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuKB4IpQeH
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5nG7nVv4N
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy898FvmEM
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadomHMTTp8
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Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERCGUrbVNK
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwUK2vPw8w
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUCUu7QQqA
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaXAHEtONz
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4Uqqp7X7N
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她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpkTYwovZE
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbfx1YnbMH
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg4803H2q6
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPmyxl0eNf
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS28Xlz5stx
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWMta7mDEj
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrRYLDeToP
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs6f5WI5lI
「做咩啊？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPIaitq22L
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sqFqiZyMB
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeNYPh4CbE
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5v1dF0FlR
他享受了她的體温。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyveHK7NZkK
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KqIlYsMXQ
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIXQXq3GtR
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXNic4gNvT
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9te9LAsfqu
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6mzVLaAvQ
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6yzhQGlCX
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他不解。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6AKvZPDIC
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「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl8BhDc1u7
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Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVzT14rn2Q
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「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnSOC0xYQ4
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所以，我以為我都可以。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7RBWXeR44
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G4MJIwfNO
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfZHzI4eHU
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即使他們同為人類。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhzeirozSs
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但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAQU99oXbD
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此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDQdKOGUsT
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是嗎？730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdLfbQhHPE
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單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGD86qZxjk
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是嗎？730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYroVvipgAJ
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「哦哦，好，冇事。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9gfjkcdZL
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuSFSPoz6n
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkiOC6wutq
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一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaF5hrQS9V
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKQ1niFbUg
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy9QvJJneF
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VrVIYUoys
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JBWth2Ti5
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3noiyJRK7
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說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwRinjefBk
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他應該明白，應該早已習慣……730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxs3WpXcQx
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06n9GqR4uW
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodtbwpgppa
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回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ733Ti2Kbsg
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6myjc1EFmC
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtZFt1iM9q
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDN7KWC6qn
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk1qNRUefA
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「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XFk1gwLj8
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpWWq0IR1j
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfyUCLIWJL
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJvHAZCII1
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0XSNKa5lt
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr7EWTI0pY
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDR4AN99dQ
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37Tzy0IFz6
「好。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvicOOwAJs
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4fwmXsFH5
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDic2OapfaL
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「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeRD3Bvxz3
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