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阿樂和青青出去附近吃飯、閒逛。684Please respect copyright.PENANAlWGr5pVDBf
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他們吃車仔麵,阿樂從青青的碗裏夾走了一塊魷魚:684Please respect copyright.PENANAjsDIY1Hw2T
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「你都夾返我一樣啦!」684Please respect copyright.PENANAgsqi57mBP1
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她問:「豬紅好唔好食?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAjgJawtGJ8w
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「正。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAVfWSwysOTO
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她故夾走,問:「你平時同女仔食飯,都會夾走人哋啲餸㗎?同佢交換食?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAcAh1qbhMo9
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阿樂平時當然不會,因為他平時不怎麼和女生吃飯;那就只是Tanya,Tanya常看着阿樂的碟子,說:「好吸引喎!同我換幾舊得唔得?」然後就將筷子伸過來,阿樂已經習慣。684Please respect copyright.PENANAykC2aBPhLl
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久而久之,也變成了阿樂的認知——女生喜歡與男生交換餸菜。684Please respect copyright.PENANAEUEHugzn1E
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阿樂答:「唔係啊。見係你咋。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAfrhMag8uzm
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青青滿意阿樂的回答,忍不住微微一笑。684Please respect copyright.PENANAibIQcbLdPY
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食完飯後,他們周圍行:到衫舖,分別挑選了一些衣衫,在鏡前靠在身上比一比;到書店,打一陣書釘;到家品店,坐在沙發上發呆,當是久站的休息,還有對住湛着霧氣的風扇抬手。684Please respect copyright.PENANAQChTOkpOT7
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很快,又去遊樂店舖換了幾個硬幣,在籃球架前用力地,希望破今日、別人的紀錄。684Please respect copyright.PENANAZe0XHHordi
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「Wow!最高分!」684Please respect copyright.PENANA2NXY9bfTrx
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他們投擲,最後擊掌,情緒高漲,已經忘記分幾鐘之前,他們內心想:684Please respect copyright.PENANApBTdtam8XY
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阿樂和Tanya玩過,一起投過幣,一起破過紀錄。684Please respect copyright.PENANA41A1VoKY7d
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青青和Matt玩過,一起投過幣,一起破過紀錄。684Please respect copyright.PENANAkHEoy2kQWp
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就在剛才,他們將球投進籃子裏的那一刻喜悅,仿佛,不只跟對方分享;每次舉手投球,似是在昂頭上香,悼念未亡的心上人,煙在空氣中飄揚,不顯眼地刺痛着他們的喉嚨。684Please respect copyright.PENANAxXexxSdSjM
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他們看着對方,總閃過一刻乾冷的心虛。684Please respect copyright.PENANAmwBdPQam2Q
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已與自己無關的舊識,卻未曾不在心頭縈繞。684Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4Dqt79ulQ
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但至少,阿樂和青青都是愉快的。684Please respect copyright.PENANATjpN5tztAr
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他們太投契了。684Please respect copyright.PENANARR5UZqe9Ok
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青青驚奇,她分不清楚,是他們天生投契,還是因為互相是對方的新貴,才有一層來自新鮮感的濾鏡;其中一方正在作追求之舉,當中是不是夾雜了迎合和討好呢?684Please respect copyright.PENANAxuqiaZFOF6
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無從知悉。684Please respect copyright.PENANA5sdJuLUcbR
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下一秒又想,管他呢?684Please respect copyright.PENANAVT3AIREliI
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直到,他們去葵涌廣場四處行。684Please respect copyright.PENANA9owVWQ2NyF
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阿樂和青青行到一間賣章魚小丸子的店舖,阿樂說:684Please respect copyright.PENANASmKxxXgIjB
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「聽講裏面啲章魚係一隻隻,好大粒。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAhUeeSgRxn0
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「係呀。」青青漫不經心地點頭。684Please respect copyright.PENANALEbFWm38Tn
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「你食過?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAZvtK7inO5A
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阿樂問,因為他想試試,之前只在網上看過評價,這樣問是因為,如果青青已經試過,那他又不好意思要她再食——684Please respect copyright.PENANAf653Td8hSM
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但隨即,他又不明白這個邏輯,想什麼呢?花自己的錢,買什麼都是沒有問題的吧?他憶記Tim少的話:「咪嘰嘰趷趷,做自己,你哋係平等嘅。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAR7bPrlVR2D
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不應太多心思;青青答:684Please respect copyright.PENANArdxoZrIbcJ
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「冇。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAyLzLHCgajM
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「咁試吓。」然後,阿樂就前行買了兩隻味。684Please respect copyright.PENANACAmqzNzSXn
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這間舖以前被青青記下,因為Matt喜歡吃小丸子;聽說這間舖常被推介,好像幾好食,她就等Matt考完DSE、真的完全得閒了就和他來;怎知他還未考完,就和她分手。684Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ5XqzMT4x
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青青厭惡自己還在想起這些事,心頭永遠在用一種悲涼的啞聲來叫春。684Please respect copyright.PENANAGSbzvaCm3R
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但她也因而知道,她沒有走出來。684Please respect copyright.PENANAWn6ZaOgEzx
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不是不想,而是她走不出來,她在一座自己畫的鐵牢裏狠狠地留守着,四肢完全釘在牆壁上,血流至石地上甚至已經發黑,她全無逃離的生命跡象,但見髮絲油膩地貼在濕透的頸背。684Please respect copyright.PENANA4YBp2fUwqH
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阿樂將一枝竹籤遞給青青,他自己吃了一粒:684Please respect copyright.PENANAXdLoxuYPp8
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「哇,好——熱,好食!你睇住辣親。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAYtuzpUeZ2W
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和上床一樣,這件事,似乎不應和阿樂做;青青現在清醒、沒有喝醉、沒有受到刺激,她覺得眼前的事有些不妥,明明應該是她和「男朋友」會做的事。684Please respect copyright.PENANAoA6V2HqDQG
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青青吃下,好食,這一種味道,Matt應該會很喜歡。684Please respect copyright.PENANAJiPv0fIjS2
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她抬頭,看向阿樂:「好食。」684Please respect copyright.PENANA2qquGvSMaS
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不行了。684Please respect copyright.PENANAVy6ILwbDzA
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這是不可以的。684Please respect copyright.PENANAyqONwzXEPA
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她覺得自己不可以和阿樂在一起。684Please respect copyright.PENANA7vBLrcNCXj
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不要再浪費他的時間和心機。684Please respect copyright.PENANAtoaSKyadvn
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她都不夠尊重他。684Please respect copyright.PENANAoOgwtiMEAE
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「我本身都好鍾意食,真係唔錯喎。喂喂,食多啲啦,唔好淨係食一粒。」684Please respect copyright.PENANARmO9TbiA08
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阿樂說;而Matt,說過一模一樣的話,此刻聽在青青的耳內,足以撼動她對於「放過自己」的信心。684Please respect copyright.PENANAsu2Kx0VeJh
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不該。不該記起。684Please respect copyright.PENANA8o3dpiMoaI
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「我飽啦,你鍾意就食多啲啦。」青青說。684Please respect copyright.PENANAHZlksTUgla
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青青忽然僵硬。眼前的一切都像是一場考核,但她已完成批改,她的心無法容納其他人,手握不合格的結果;但不合格的不是阿樂,是她——684Please respect copyright.PENANAwaT7YtpG0t
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她不專業、夾雜異心、無法以乾淨的目光看待阿樂的追求。684Please respect copyright.PENANAfeoJD8YNVp
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是她不好。684Please respect copyright.PENANAODxmGdE8Op
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這是一種很突然的情感,明明前一刻還覺得可以試試,但下一刻卻有了頭皮發麻的感覺,生理反應鞭策她:清醒啲。684Please respect copyright.PENANAUjn9R8bSsj
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像極了被胡椒噴霧噴射在穿着緊身牛仔褲的腿上,瞬間既麻又辣極痛、無以脫下,就這樣餣着,痛感不斷似有還無地發酵;到認為已經適應了那種突發的疼痛時,當脫下長褲,看得見那刺辣的紅,但覺椒粒入眼,那種麻痹感又再一次忽然上腦。684Please respect copyright.PENANAyZAlSOrS5Y
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不,對不起。684Please respect copyright.PENANAfnYCvZ6knC
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青青的臉色突然蒼白,阿樂問:「做咩咁嘅樣?係咪唔舒服?」684Please respect copyright.PENANA44c5Z8OZfI
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「唔係唔係,冇事。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAgyPzST5cfb
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他看見她的僵木——怎麼沒事?故緊張地扶扶她的肩:684Please respect copyright.PENANA3GV0aOXMgo
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「係咪真係唔舒服?你食完先變咁樣㗎喎?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAdWxQV5vNR6
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她睜大眼牽扯一下嘴角,肯定地說:684Please respect copyright.PENANAVV8vtY1wNU
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「唔係呀,有啲攰啫,話哂都出咗成日街。」684Please respect copyright.PENANATJwCTjTWvh
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阿樂點頭,覺得也對。684Please respect copyright.PENANAiW7VGHu8sR
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之後,阿樂和青青多逛兩個圈,打算回家。阿樂問:「行?」684Please respect copyright.PENANA2mpZh6rz1G
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反正很近,行半小時該差不多到,今天又不熱。684Please respect copyright.PENANAvbTQVVeKnp
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青青搖頭:684Please respect copyright.PENANATRjbVZDXpx
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「搭車?」684Please respect copyright.PENANA82A5QRZ0TG
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「點解嘅?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAtjJAr1fGxL
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阿樂喜歡乘車,他覺得如此才省時間;只是青青喜歡行,他才覺得沒有那麼無趣。684Please respect copyright.PENANATNVTh8SyuG
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「快啲返屋企嘛。」684Please respect copyright.PENANA0XCG4BKxqS
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青青只想早早回家,然後,不再阻礙阿樂尋覓真正對他好的愛人。684Please respect copyright.PENANAqoxTnKEjBN