「我都係咁話。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95DWi13bPa
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnjgcU7QBq
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPSHvqjAUq
阿樂點頭：712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYQtWUvm4w
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0HbHJUVCF
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkOyMS3klE
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1QhHoP02T
「係呀。算啦。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj1MCuDsGQ
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8PeF7tfKS
他們各自回房。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o0Jy5B1TK
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDry1C4moJ
Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68zjhjPHK7
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEDeOhK1OT
有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAu9SmydGr
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjQgiMofGd
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4M0antp8q
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQHaw42Xcx
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWZ5xEeqfh
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmjCi1YCcP
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkIA9TuGPX
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWsrmJiScd
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusVuurrHoS
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ789kbNs8Bg
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjSJXMtrtI
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGCpCoMIGY
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXYsSAB1Bh
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZkk57zkgT
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvLj38a4bv
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x7SqQZr8M
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SJuuAQf9Q
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJMTwLBslQ
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui29pqIFOI
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrvx04WnNi
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6DLcEfMia
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzsSRCB54R
她有什麼問題嗎？712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIrDQYickX
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzeCkM2fmo
她是不是很不堪？712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4tcZOYoI9
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NX9ITNUWU
為什麼？712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2poGjnWv6J
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4KhHcu3e9
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjdHfXzFoF
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4lAWKe72V
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U35eav4nN
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkYzZgGjnk
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq068MgpTB
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU0sdH0Toa
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPzaYTD2SW
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6mEyCSQdf
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RczQNJLNH
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0scuN7xX5D
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A4IETSISS
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9MbhqhX9e
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp9OGG3qP8
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MSiOnISRu
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfwnSiBfAf
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSWRnfM263
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoGV2GxqJA
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20SiUATDTH
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe94urXGVg
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo6hzVINAo
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNnBiRfj3N
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNfiS4SFqH
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjwHSzuJca
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooih5NvZDQ
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuDP83REsK
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumeq6xeeKv
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngxpOQH2Mi
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIrXvquvrE
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlGb6m7Rbk
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Wby1nrB3n
「靚仔，考成點啊？」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TP179BfTL
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQv9uxopSGd
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpDppnbIZF
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5skSMMNYY
「點解你喺度？」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43dwTYIEhe
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ3OL1JNca
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQczcDODTg
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QMAGX9tdw
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTiKmA7UvU
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBJDo0RUxo
他皺眉，有些兇地講：712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrGGWxfRfy
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8qSwMT3TR
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6WcvE8r2p
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUNLmhDU6a
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ydMobiXMJ
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zj61PuWKe
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cXjzWfU0c
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofueYXRC33
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Gy1WbNx36
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyiKjdC6zL
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiGVSvDQvE
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZX2B5ar1D
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAvvC498T3
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0IvaVww1L
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzqdIpppwr
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG50O3GZACy
「以後唔好啦。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVdIPVhtUd
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqADCdDbUdO
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFZHhHROtx
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMMhsgeiLB
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLQYlnoYZh
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58pMBcYD8q
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7lVoKkvPm
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQKOVLYGE7
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKA19Lt2aj
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GS5LejjFF
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrR75jn29v
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBihMI94WnZ
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKEjzWUjy5
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR87wbkEDqi
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1eOV6RsNN
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH59N9if9xR
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtPIf1jany
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lVQaKCCMP
很明顯了吧。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARITZpxVXw
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxh5YXme26
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbd6BUxoVO
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEHhmJvC92
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg7JctNePJ
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO0upkgE3x
所以，她恐懼。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCs0r3EOOU
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24ur7FTlxi
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z4V7h6ob8
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoefDFVucHv
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwJNfN7e42
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X4ZnVEwrG
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwDFSEUOWR
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23VrAFDyLK
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNh0R0Jk2b
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpC4PzblFM
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkAoBXtABN
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