而阿樂，也回到了當初。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vx7JuH8eS
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8erTqYZaah
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E1PX7nonU
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lVJvvpigB
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIOUgTRAQu
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGL0O0k9mh
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG7dTFAWzL
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE3CyDj84N
又是如此，又、又、又。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbyorbXHdg
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPzFbuEY1e
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFzf6TU7ge
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryoVwfcGBB
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9HRn9pDCw
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ7SwSFy6m
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUrsHmHrYc
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZQEovVU6E
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mVCF1shDd
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfbfxPm6m5
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq71njre4lL
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHF8yyVExmS
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5Ss27X2ek
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyvFHbF0GV
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJBuXU87Su
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDd10nekWN
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz30Wl05EI
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQwmvIRCxQ
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDhdp5l6aa
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCB5JpaFI1
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdiE1zmb29
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWMO8rap6Y
「做咩啊？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpTzDEO94j
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLBjQj4V1u
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GnCOrQwYk
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH29kO0jWb
他享受了她的體温。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcEhlKJRJS
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg1pQgd2Wg
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LnGdgrUzU
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZgurB5prO
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jZyyWmdf9
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyOiwHbl2J
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0KBMBbt7Y
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs30LJaEr6
他不解。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLZRPBCuV0
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOUMvZAcjQ
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwNYK1xnzM
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNkxnxxfYB
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNFUks89fG
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwUR0hwhMO
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgr2LGMIlg
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOex9eYMeDJ
所以，我以為我都可以。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFw6t1hs4B
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDQd0VakrF
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpKw7T7G8F
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbbJiYvWEt
即使他們同為人類。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDgzwlVJjJ
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnoVwPKLYS
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNQkWhcCw8
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt6ivPBrF6
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eaKkoNFVh
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvAfEL4RvR
是嗎？655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf63UwQEKYL
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOowzZaeET
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiGcUzQ0PV
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrI7EuJ80h
是嗎？655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGU0lZBd14v
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4gSeIhG5F
「哦哦，好，冇事。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxg8J8bMvds
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEE1Mkwl6z
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtyO6G5Uru
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgjo66M7i4
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ242TThV0R
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1zd7G6c9N
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWNnyBPNQM
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSQS547kdg
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tJhwlSx8h
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyQQTtRWAT
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBTHyOyEX9
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxCRhZMXkG
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRb5M3iGXA
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbGqxYTb4a
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvEuUgptHa
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmZDsfYalW
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HK4bxkRUO
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVro6QKhbek
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflw4e25XJ3
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6keajdejgb
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmJ0Yr6If8
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3xamkvIDy
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyddnpFbxTo
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwky1t4W5un
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ159VFc1gGj
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DBI6wmiFo
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo93RtfZRb
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgRThxhq8L
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa6AvuD2Zg
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhk7DvKOw2
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VilsIBDJ9
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51fmSq3Uk4
「好。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmRsEg84LE
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrVxpZVRiH
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNacnaXhCzq
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYeqnm1Ffj
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfAFe4Kjfk
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