「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVpsb7lUV9
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSwgczLjvo
啫係叫你收皮囉……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkHkI7hQkr
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdZHU9Hc5m
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02OUVoMXM7
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFGMoZMpbC
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaP1TiWo2e
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvPzRNPEmo
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvYeQVk8KT
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9lqliTkzN
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h59rrFPNu
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxhLJkMKVk
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfcT6El7A5
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk3NZQt6s7
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP7icEaway
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xpt7Hwwqd
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPEVQh42GX
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCUnb2Meof
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8ojPp3ogl
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VKlAC8mAj
「點算？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi0GMOUHDf
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52wFyvLyLJ
「睇你㗎咋。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzftg6UNTUu
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYBWXiX4QA
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pRjiktfhp
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWb1pkgFGi
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu4h3NYRCi
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4md2NhhGgf
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuEdehgTue
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaILhKTQhvX
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjNXqEL21M
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BG8Six2wc
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTHpzrFOKs
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80gbXGtc5k
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaxCs4ASEJ
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNMHAFqC0G
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSOLgI8h4t
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40BvqHowrA
「冇呀，睇你。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeYnMewblv
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet7hwxo3yy
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXBOr9izKJ
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRpdqap9xy
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nqv2EfeHQ
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH3fAjlUMr
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xOwnm2vVo
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGk9CKGtJn
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zRdXPoSb2
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzNPBKgaPC
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5qIpTL7Td
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyurWFZbZX5
「唔知啊。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WpBpCYKUF
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTGbuufmrU
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwtnatpWoW
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9fMRKIruk
「同佢一齊？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTGWiPAqNz
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRXX6jYjgX
「可能係啦……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLTTc3vsYb
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUmKQkqGuW
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6y1w4tOzH
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrW5hfgwY0
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFCXkxjVw9
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hI6PsiZg0
「係嘅。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pXXndlwbe
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13OXXpNq7B
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8o8TkChmY
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz64iPz959s
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgOw3dcbVi
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6m03Fi4sl
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWZ0hZ3yyM
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6Wmt96c5Z
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o8ICqRsIh
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxkPImrO6l
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw2mX0bA5B
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH96frZMqZ7
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3bdNecIJe
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtLZhKjyM5
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr2uM3YdUe
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT14JSnTsui
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtdu2xOqoX
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeuxt8oyr1
「你咩都唔知㗎。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrTRfiefRK
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhSOYFxBDM
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp1noypaDo
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL11uITbW9
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5x06kAJFz
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R0q2uoIqf
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtANaN0evu5
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FMOjjocRN
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyT1eYdg1px
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96jIZZRlcQ
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKimCVBsfga
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkYPukq6MC
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsxJGG5SZ6
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLBOhZ1mQ8
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSx6pTo5b2
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs6qm7ZflP
「Sorry。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dnFWh8oMR
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1h8oN9PCyH
「我都係。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsegRpF0JRv
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XJALl6H7K
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDmWhDGHqw
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCsWdpsg2W
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaepEEsXQWp
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNzJDWslfe
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkTs3sja4J
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlc2twJ32ft
「係嘅。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGQwcXKwRM
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwidy6bVLj
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgg7YNiwgh4
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsLCbDAYds
他們都沉默許久，青青說：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEgmIFkJ1X
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqp4dulGCm
「阿樂啊。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFvUy0MEIW
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7hEIvsvuz
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKRlXQZPv5
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClhptnPkR9
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1eXoNL1gi
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1bXjfv7Sg
你自己開唔開心啊？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MkjnZdT23
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPwlB6c8qy
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6wRC7byHp
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P4AqSNXqa
「媽媽。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeNDD78yjq
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8LbpdEf9k
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAvpLIFWyi
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPF1TWJgu6
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrgpotWfu2
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KoL7wNnvr
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbstjOAavMW
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFs0izuYCT
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMOu32nZcR
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0F4USO0GU
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpReemHlgk
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkBhy2NR5d
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBbmu6hMZ2
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJo2uonV0c
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20XgOw4s02
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eu82kyT5h
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58DFzQSi65
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOGB2m8DrP
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOncqvJCdE
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrMtYr2IqE
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsdZokasKj
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgPcmhQuLs
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMpwxrpLO5
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzUGHj3IaW
「多謝。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5a6yAs01t
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfBBSOV0Pr
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp50fTPcVS
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJflpW2plMI
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPKqa9Sw2C
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVQFdvnUY5
「係有啲長氣。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJLu9H7iva
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkyYtgGlYc
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawuFE3EMWD
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQUrv7XeUG
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciXmhiFpWg
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyW8IdZW6L
「可以啊。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGZ5LNySyX
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1Ek6N1Eb3
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eZCXJD9rH
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQB0Mzr7G0
「好。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrilKIs4HDR
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP2pZVMzo4
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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