「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibLbK0Ku5p
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qvQJ1aMnB
啫係叫你收皮囉……609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQZZeBRXPI
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri7HKlbfyQ
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpbjO8lE4u
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zSUenTEEj
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCArfgdiQQw
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4h7Ty6tqT
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqqZBy30eg
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2P8tXFEe1
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W3fy1hOuO
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofcJBB5QmE
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGan6rykPli
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fWKmtQhJW
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK5GlTuiR8
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ouInr5wfv
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgUbfezsah
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwCrVmJ28h
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYjjC5Sy7z
「點算？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudrJwQhbaf
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22V7KFT70j
「睇你㗎咋。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnNfx6uh5y
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡni7QJqWafV
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzYNPQKMKG
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclkAH27rPR
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp3TC7ogKa
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIEi478JoY
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllwmfX4iCO
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcadzyuQJ6Q
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS3zF54eVo
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZXmZBuCWC
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BZ4YifLG5
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7U2oXnc6L
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GILPzi2DT
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NDQX697Bd
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZI1pD4gmS
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bpQdXU2Hz
「冇呀，睇你。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9SI5WDSnl
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytU25ZI81g
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7jaUIJjdo
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuuD8HuCJ1
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZV2uo9TPq
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOQjEy2Jpb
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC76pEcRDVb
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI4j45NADh
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFJdn6l5jO
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuS95Sexfy
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZVbIgsmM9
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWY3Prn0mt
「唔知啊。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdOYEqHE69
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGpILcoVGa
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VtsiRFwmO
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGZlXkgjhZ
「同佢一齊？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpWtu2H2UF
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMqdy236vT
「可能係啦……」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgfp91CaTV
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6uV2hBbuI
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7EhurfSDL
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKanFLTIxa8
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiel858SRK
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ35XKpv0rP
「係嘅。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4YQ7LdaDW
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21UqNfwV2G
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaWthozYJC
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV7fEfI9Lx
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXHr1TXPsO
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPp8fEwJOu
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHSd32Hyto
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTtqdrrZ0E
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFGnWeulNe
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNadzXjIzpC
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGorWYyshun
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepCLujvRMU
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6hXtRnjen
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sHIp8afg8
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOY6j1EpDm
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jXa0q9cjo
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJtdptlAMH
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvAt0BmsDz
「你咩都唔知㗎。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewPjGdnVn6
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMve9tQQIe
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxs3QmuiPZ
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8sARySiv0
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObWzQ5G1L8
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMBcv9G3UQ
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKcMjuAreb
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PG2AJwybL
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwAeJvEG2i
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciC4HeYsBu
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2PZamUQYY
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMNgQUmPIP
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyybCfC3Ur
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9ZqwSPg5X
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBxaiQo0OJ
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「Sorry。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AgyXaK7dX
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU75jik0xne
「我都係。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcLIWSMcjd
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjQgKwa0SW
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3weiqyC3E
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBupBc3Oh0F
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv8aXZ4xPp
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcthovWNH5
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1NZl0c40u
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpBvIF2c94
「係嘅。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi34FVJaDVG
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUCpqHE5Iw
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrhfXJMfL6
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr29RoRhsb
他們都沉默許久，青青說：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa2f3dc9FL
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaZKh0w0m8
「阿樂啊。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRslX54GBOX
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RiKXYypx0
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlRUZiB4rQ
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ145Z85KuCf
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOQa428Cu4
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXvWHPTTDR
你自己開唔開心啊？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjsVdoCqJq
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa1ixgT3BD
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMMkhcaNT2
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「媽媽。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfWMuvfUEN
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3qq1GUozp
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3gC3J7l0V
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBuxlNJKRB
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ch9p3Ho6l
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfbhWoISQA
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF3GUUshQd
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「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw9V9weU8C
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTExbsfHKC
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLlP66b1N9
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「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlUUU3UwHB
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJySCTO1Sb
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8BWR3rzdA
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPB83vtU1m
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrIgHjbkjn
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDwCdhzcBZ
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWct85K6sSA
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiOT13eTVH
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1W5ptjcbf
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNwh8kQspy
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AGvAhK5B2
「多謝。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttcyDqPq8d
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiryb2sMNA0
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIdjR5HZR8
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHMYr0UqrQ
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FDMevROHp
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNz84Q0kXgw
「係有啲長氣。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2ps7Qupco
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvb9KxgGD3
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ554y9IqzW8
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nwsk2dVT5
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a4986WMYQ
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「可以啊。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJZJAVHP6F
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl6QjVIr3x
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0Q485F2xd
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36OJ8hL4yG
「好。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegzcNMoc2k
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一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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