「我都係咁話。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmTOEkuWtA
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV0Yr9n31N
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阿樂點頭：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIs8ayPlkw
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「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttI8KqfwtL
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoEhvLHR3L
「係呀。算啦。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlevjiUqEl
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他們各自回房。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2JUr1uKW0
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosm4GZR8fP
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarHZ9M8bpv
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUmYo3QNiF
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgFC5yJjnn
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zv1yXXTjq
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNHxvVh6cz
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GEpoQjcye
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWqYqocA9q
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD6o6nbzq9
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSOuIgJHlT
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmYj1BrXwq
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4n6kYjMeh
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwsSVom6OH
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjJ8dROKhS
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BDzf701Tw
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HGVIBin0v
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6lQlsSR7F
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LUufkYGxV
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9pfN1qMmU
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUIHtXehQP
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoONcoI08j4
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SozrC54yN
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她有什麼問題嗎？700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61ji9uiZ0y
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她是不是很不堪？700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvGuqpQYA8
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為什麼？700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cIey5bu3G
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青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcAu0H7sPP
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU4AN9wsJL
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62i3XLz2Gi
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Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSCmdmYwXw
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa5GQmNPKw
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMyQMg333j
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Matt也會秒回她的Direct。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDgtTVe6kp
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGyyQQhjvB
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchmxpj4Dfp
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjghVWKBY3W
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCjkTbLDbo
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSVnhZ1X9n
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYprhalJN8
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她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPgagpZTO2
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdBr7UsvFy
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2vIqcK7rt
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygwO4PGqxZ
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH4rc1wAg2
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOQjqMrCvS
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej3K6IhDdp
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy5xhNkPWR
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaBjQKdUTn
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx2eBM8sj8
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPcRxNSjNa
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVrQvSQfb0
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHfsEjDvhQ
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU10MKxyH8u
「靚仔，考成點啊？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAl4gsekHM
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但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsQL4rllba
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「點解你喺度？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfXhzh760A
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjV86WdLkf
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcaRuM7gnR
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnqGgmQC1H
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKrP7Qn4K2
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmhfU2b10Q
他皺眉，有些兇地講：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiTzm8G4sd
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SijLMzpKO
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9YOYtrgic
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQJHVGseSC
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIygXeiCIk
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9HJzsJXfs
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4B6OgTgrf
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8v4981vEJ
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2gk4Q54vH
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52jUC6Lj0l
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELrOlYQHI3
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXSA7vYtn2
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTxQViKwsE
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKe8jjSzGG
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbzvt3hge5
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo62OWSDv4
「以後唔好啦。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrQZqj91Mr
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVMU1oVH6r
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeW3k0mDrK
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直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmgHOaLyBI
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他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4wsPyzkzG
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHopIKa6LU
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNtbL0zoB0
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsOjRh0Q4H
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF61Obw9AFU
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlV8lY4SS0m
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL9cH4jOQ4
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBToHdFFUL
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAVtWcaIX3
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xZ2SOn9Kw
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbhHef11J2
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很明顯了吧。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2xNK9fzMT
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRkKrAl0YG
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtVf1t8KEr
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhifDDItwV
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtPm8KFfdz
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所以，她恐懼。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1PeMvrqmh
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青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgxSZX6rsj
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwN9rSVgwy
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHadX7spJA
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她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPFI8NfH2g
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsO9oKVgi4
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgQ76GS1aG
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創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD5JcZmJuR
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