「我都係咁話。」656Please respect copyright.PENANAsNsDF2o526
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但她以前相信那是正貨,真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質,更苛求那並不會過期。656Please respect copyright.PENANAaJGZYJ40vC
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阿樂點頭:656Please respect copyright.PENANAgR8FpPA8gx
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「算啦,證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」656Please respect copyright.PENANAiHw4U30JJj
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「係呀。算啦。」656Please respect copyright.PENANAsAye9vKIgr
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他們各自回房。656Please respect copyright.PENANAXZXnrALW1J
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢?656Please respect copyright.PENANAOAEzwtbiuR
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。656Please respect copyright.PENANAu0CMDkGHXm
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縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿,但她依然覺得,他這個人本身不錯。只是,可能,就是少了點緣分,他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨,她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。656Please respect copyright.PENANAbIlkLnuIqf
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Matt聰明,頭腦很清晰,想事情很快、又可以多角度思考,邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好,足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。656Please respect copyright.PENANAxS3SVzERqq
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還有些細心,很温柔,很懂得照顧人。656Please respect copyright.PENANAzQOiHWODp8
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興趣很廣泛,好像什麼都能聊一下;他們戀愛期間很少Dead air,大概都要歸功於他。656Please respect copyright.PENANA5G3OwSE8i2
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他對她很好,出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物;包容心很強,包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。656Please respect copyright.PENANAaSubbVLHZw
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曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字,已夠她融化。656Please respect copyright.PENANAj7IBwPnfa6
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對,就回憶到這裏吧。因為,在分手前的一段時間,其實很多事情都變了,她清楚這一切都是回憶。656Please respect copyright.PENANA5DPfpfI8uL
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正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人,她更怕。656Please respect copyright.PENANA2NoUFCkog7
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她不明白,為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人,也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點,就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。656Please respect copyright.PENANAj8wcY3Vfx8
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那些最後的日子,他像變了一個人。656Please respect copyright.PENANA313QhEyXDn
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她有什麼問題嗎?656Please respect copyright.PENANA5MpL6S2W23
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她是不是很不堪?656Please respect copyright.PENANAMwM6y6cB0C
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為什麼?656Please respect copyright.PENANAilRwPixl2L
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青青打開Instagram,動態回顧提示她,去年今日,她曾在密友功能放閃。656Please respect copyright.PENANAkSOsJERYYc
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於是,她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。656Please respect copyright.PENANAcifXMzOh5g
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Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。656Please respect copyright.PENANA9WiFGNDuf5
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Matt會回覆她的Story,會是一個表情,會誇她漂亮、可愛,會詢問她在說什麼,會說「愛你」。656Please respect copyright.PENANAiJj8jYBPg7
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Matt也會秒回她的Direct。656Please respect copyright.PENANAB10B3OHICi
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青青看見,一次,她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看,寫着:656Please respect copyright.PENANA3VQNDYHFdt
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「曬恩愛,好驚將來會被打臉添:P」656Please respect copyright.PENANAc4R6zNTbds
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Matt回覆:「唔會呀寶!傻瓜」656Please respect copyright.PENANA6FJmlz83fD
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她吸了一口氣,繼續看,繼續翻下去。656Please respect copyright.PENANAKNYseKQzV0
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慢慢,他不再回覆她的Story。656Please respect copyright.PENANAme7ID7Jf3f
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慢慢,他冷漠地回覆她的回覆,可能不回,或者簡短的答。656Please respect copyright.PENANAjmV8Pjc7xw
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慢慢,他們DM的頻率極低。656Please respect copyright.PENANAr4WBem6oVP
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然後,沒有了。他們已經分手。656Please respect copyright.PENANA72KX28BiIA
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青青想起,Matt考數學DSE那一天,她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間,只是想見他一眼,就一眼,因為她想念他,非常想見到他的臉,聽見他的聲音,觸碰他的手。她以為他也是,因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。656Please respect copyright.PENANAHY1U42Hk6h
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青青在校門外等。終於,她見到Matt低頭行過,她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩:656Please respect copyright.PENANAy43XDh1y99
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「靚仔,考成點啊?」656Please respect copyright.PENANAPIyfn89WgJ
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但Matt轉頭,馬上瞪大眼睛,瞬間反應過來後,非常厭惡地看着青青,問:656Please respect copyright.PENANA7jGoq9Tr3r
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「點解你喺度?」656Please respect copyright.PENANAUEQHasNhdT
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語氣非常不情願,仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然,因和預想中他的反應很不同,身邊有人回頭打量他們,她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑:656Please respect copyright.PENANAnu583loaT3
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「冇啊,我想嚟見吓你咋嘛!」656Please respect copyright.PENANAaVXP0TWQoj
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他皺眉,有些兇地講:656Please respect copyright.PENANACDkp7SaC0p
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「點解嚟啊?嚟做咩啊?」下一秒,見到她呆滯的表情,才稍稍放輕語氣:「你屋企離呢度咁遠,我驚你辛苦咋,做咩咁傻啊?」656Please respect copyright.PENANAkModvmpKdn
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「唔辛苦吖,都係一陣咋嘛。」656Please respect copyright.PENANAaLjvqdo7GR
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傻嗎?這個舉動本身,她覺得不傻;但被他這樣講一講,又有些洩氣,即使她毫不辛苦。656Please respect copyright.PENANAqxt0DtS34j
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然後他牽起她的手,送她到旁邊的車站乘車,期間一邊行,一邊說:「以後唔好啦,做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他,變了兩個人一樣。656Please respect copyright.PENANAy1JA6Lyt5V
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「咁我想見你吖嘛,唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎,我只係想見你一陣咋嘛!你掛唔掛住我啊?我掛住你。」656Please respect copyright.PENANASmcUEHCQDD
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她將聲音放軟,聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。656Please respect copyright.PENANAqyronpeba0
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他沒有回答她的問題,只看着前方的路道:656Please respect copyright.PENANAoAQ8it3Ibi
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「以後唔好啦。」656Please respect copyright.PENANAlvPqQ5muJi
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她問他考得怎樣,他說OK;也就聊聊最近怎樣,但是他好像很不耐煩,真的,Matt,你當時很不耐煩。她想,是因為壓力太大,或者未盡人意吧,所以她也不多說什麼,可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。656Please respect copyright.PENANAdw5Je1jnwd
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直到去往車站,Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」,像青青真的做錯事一樣;她越聽越委屈。656Please respect copyright.PENANAocJhyCwO7q
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他沒有錯,這只是他的情緒表達。其實,她只是想來見他一面,沒想過他如此反感的。656Please respect copyright.PENANANba8CS3Bhr
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青青努力微笑,務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到,如果她哭,Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛,只會覺得她很煩。656Please respect copyright.PENANArCDgAQ8ezk
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愛哭的孩子有糖食,但她已不能夠是孩子了,因為,他不愛她了。656Please respect copyright.PENANAlU7QqJxlRS
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那天,他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候,看見Matt的笑容,她也回報他一個微笑。656Please respect copyright.PENANANezgCkhpqg
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不夠一個星期後,Matt和青青提出分手。656Please respect copyright.PENANAPcIOtHyPVc
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其實,就算沒有Yuki,青青也不能和Matt在一起了,因為,他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒,都與當初他熱烈追求她時,大相逕庭。656Please respect copyright.PENANAlWgQANdO8T
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很明顯了吧。656Please respect copyright.PENANA4F3zsB3KME
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何需怪責他人?是他們不夠緣分。656Please respect copyright.PENANAFZ9LK1KhOs
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叫她怎能不害怕呢,這次戀愛,血淋淋的告訴她,就算一開始有多好,最後都難免傷心。656Please respect copyright.PENANA9glBTZVtrn
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所以,她恐懼。656Please respect copyright.PENANAzWIlsPr3SA
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青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒,只是她矯情,想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。656Please respect copyright.PENANAYiDtI9A69p
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但閉眼,湧上心頭的還是好時光,這是她貪戀舊故的理由,因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。656Please respect copyright.PENANAjoYwG9R270
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她不知道自己是在想念舊人,還是那段舊情。656Please respect copyright.PENANAnGj4KVJ5qc
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如果這是一部小說,讀者還有耐性看下去嗎?因為,女主角一定很煩膠,很不討喜。656Please respect copyright.PENANAHOJPitdIsB
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創傷的復原,需要時間、新鮮,或者,另一種傷害。656Please respect copyright.PENANAuQGF1sNMl4