「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRP6mEPsdp
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiS5xGRC4t
啫係叫你收皮囉……645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2b1b4ZZrn
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi33LlhcnpS
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJIRqt6RBb
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME08J2IZTk
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXO6YMgWev
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhwR6nbrm3
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EXdom0PHW
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzm1fykAmq
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tBVueLkpm
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbj63kYlgHp
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY37VUrp0e
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUUYsUDLv4
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cCFzKPFw7
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNNPDBSSKY
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1Zx7Q9gnR
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEdxYvnVXc
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpBHJxSNTo
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjhiVei0ua
「點算？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIAOYWKe0G
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJTkmJXEfP
「睇你㗎咋。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwsOokgVDz
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE12GHAqnM
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwpzwTeahK
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD38NSlkjW
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8QQTiDcLV
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar8R9qyQHJ
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0buvb0RLnc
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjl2Dp2PeS
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVInRrvSkhV
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgWewBB9sB
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC71W7N4dYX
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKZX5ZDFSM
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJ5kl6fZeB
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZbcFqCs33
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau7pIchcbQ
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMkmIGnCPi
「冇呀，睇你。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFdmqAFzpH
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeq742P081
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal0w1lIKid
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlNPKTpBRE
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbgBh9tWV5
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsSs1D9P0m
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID5GjJyCby
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbRGV7QiiD
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2C7nTQwKF
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJDoCOcrfU
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIZ5XdmpWc
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXBMZCSayQ
「唔知啊。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cehivSlkb
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJf9Oni8hJ
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqSvkVxVop
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74MkovJwQ8
「同佢一齊？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQcDdjgM9I
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H0plINth6
「可能係啦……」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXb7CLKH1aZ
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2zvCAQnQI
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeU9K7g6Qq
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVFdvdPHMu
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iMytKFuhn
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b9Kpn9OQx
「係嘅。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8Rph3thsR
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yLegzPN92
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EhO4mZhHY
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RKJoYrhar
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67UpuUhE9H
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFnsE9qUN4
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAAQoyKh4i
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp5vEfUYdM
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqOEoN50i2
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJPWlVnApX
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8UgLRVsdC
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7cn7XYjmm
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoowGpEszfI
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmGjbEuHtT
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD96MsCSTwu
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDiJo8kptw
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Aq4l9sZH3
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkFQ6BcRl5
「你咩都唔知㗎。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7rD938Uep
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopZ230DzrE
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXEh46x9sI
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMPb1icQel
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyJWrvkaEN
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfJNAFSYvm
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXMFQZysKi
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9Y7vspES5
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy9rdanZmN
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC7yd0FnFm
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLRZEFqCrB
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugJTjOopVy
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvpa7u9wH5
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQihVHOyE8
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DoVmTuZ4l
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXZmFl12y0
「Sorry。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QojYXeoUs
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBjT40to7q
「我都係。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIXsWqsPgS
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDvZOXONZx
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmqnDRjZMp
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOn3oPryRx
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmysmwGvjJ
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLXUZYCvA5
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuA74kZAIH2
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVICUyBt86C
「係嘅。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi5mDGEYna
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UyXUCnmnx
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy85IY5gUlJ
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXqaK8FuHU
他們都沉默許久，青青說：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFDtJ5l7M5
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8Ren5FKhu
「阿樂啊。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB41TVzFdUb
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdp90X5M87
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55Noiy7uGc
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRri5Tg3Yam
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTDlDyfwGI
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpBYE4rg6I
你自己開唔開心啊？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRnpQ5jdBV
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx2Ytx4IcL
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYNqzxq7kB
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnXu97gtuX
「媽媽。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZLZXYAvUX
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyzhXo6s9l
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy6vUJh8wM
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeqCrf9PH9
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO1ol78qrq
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY8JNsWs1O
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfUmvjvgUC
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmBppic1Uv
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FSWis4Z57
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIno9jGfOW
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIS4qGUbCb
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55ArfTxMjD
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIKyvqv3ql
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOL2lJJxbN
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1MsYByyq5
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKF070NsBR
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4tXBgqI6G
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW2KzcvOwP
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s1n4bBkQU
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruqI5PNGqx
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJ5NBxGM8E
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBj9oIu3JbB
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I19LFp1UP
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AQBNNSidX
「多謝。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIB6iQXNXhT
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepvdrhqWrU
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFezoqYYJte
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6JtxO5S5F
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ188r5z6rdt
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R8pqdc7Ld
「係有啲長氣。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVg7i3fQLj
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexXkkJFaGe
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvQ8Db8c1D
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrBOwuo7m9
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40fM5wWUjL
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoio9Y13MRB
「可以啊。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UtRwRVdQP
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEYbz10cqT
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2hm5At4BP
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotbbn2Qw0D
「好。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32cGvVfDjO
645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuvXRLLjHi
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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