「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlkkXZhMxp
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFLfwDTZRc
啫係叫你收皮囉……693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHsGksKMyC
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSdrkDLyTL
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPidZI9AEc7
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWauGhxxmNa
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jbfqPWc6v
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioaJpgkLX4
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTvR0dcym6
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E4BtSzs4j
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooZ5ixuIMI
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDldtBUjAm
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFLfDwrPzZ
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7H9vPqG8d
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CEvyBTLK5
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwBFaVbAmN
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvsL9TWk95
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQgeeicYWb
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLskpN6tsGU
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcOOwXHBvj
「點算？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprCAIi7dDY
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXC40PRbwa
「睇你㗎咋。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiW2kzsDjX
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX9uTMv1x1
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCTiyy3SiM
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZdbtVxBD5
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8oDHeGuhg
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7mmVb2BKW
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrpJ6CbzNn
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZaUuYqAU1
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovSZ7tRvej
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBM0gp94aK
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hgibEisvX
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u8Us8iFka
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA5gchr56e
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5soJc7WQU
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh4cuNgmWp
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbqQNCLQl4
「冇呀，睇你。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfDfzkAmZC
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw7hcUJWWv
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS4SB3Ds08
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZWSBNenwb
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iFFYPIp7f
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuFQcu5GnG
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHIpWEWKu3
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7NpVSuBJ8
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD6WFbXcTG
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul08ZY9QaF
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i3jjq1UMn
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKf4HKzu5i
「唔知啊。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDP8ZxKiDh
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOfPCEpSZa
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzcQsniART
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaVi4f9Cix
「同佢一齊？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvukDOR1qqN
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGkyb0sADR
「可能係啦……」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DBXCwjakd
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2ZFYeEFQZ
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7rd0tizoD
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW2UnVDUSH
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar0Tvdfmo6
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNeoGz0PM1
「係嘅。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0RUCtoes2
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjroxz4gIsl
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnAGZ2pUIi
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AGDh4XoRa
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOj8MunQA0
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhd34SJCma
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrza3p1lgL
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlLRPRrM5e
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMENnUdbVaR
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA5fFYKIXb
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfk5yAdQuv
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlUaoNbrcq
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZ8nodrCxf
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4LRZypmTf
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hp0ufTCTf
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqXwCPXgK8
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIn7tZWWoy
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo9Hpp0oF7
「你咩都唔知㗎。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXf0mw2D4h
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr3PUYXl8T
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBn6aU2Bmj
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrm4FspdFo
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJhJJEkH9M
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdabqVbbLGj
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAc8XqsW1z
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMpJ29WSAm
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNcivuXT0Y
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0hW4eC9ry
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lRswPtaLp
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6Fr7MWxxi
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6dftOVR0I
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4ZJcWKdLb
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHbwB0Uylb
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGSVaNQn7x
「Sorry。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbyuEsxyX3
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxrQcTw7e9
「我都係。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5Xb98JihN
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIC6NUiE5j
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM59ulONxFM
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfFzVdpBxZ
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyF38O7ywc
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqerrWCnoS
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf8AjWzVvJ
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKD96u6qqs
「係嘅。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJurFO4IhKq
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWF31GmEKJ
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAnPywlSyN
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpNqJNhA1t
他們都沉默許久，青青說：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDbNXE6C7J
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroixrpSIta
「阿樂啊。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhVfkoNMn0
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUI4qrZNBA
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbvevjP0B4
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsg2p9b5VJ
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTkF39S8Hh
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirtQKcE441
你自己開唔開心啊？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1UTVTOs4e
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojrxXjgqH6
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTCVNYfWao
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQ0QYBEccI
「媽媽。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSn45fFHcZ
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VOl6nXSrn
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8FCdQyHuH
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XtJ9yt2u8
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN80VSvDBE
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQ313pF9kS
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhJrXwPxwz
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnURcwQ4Od
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNdve0gesz
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenf27EOMFQ
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkdgyGEFfu
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp8XxsxbEq
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeSYioJW19
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsVxqYArUj
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdmg02Z6OV
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHrC0euN1G
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Pfr4ydov8
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6eZy1XdkK
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK7LCeGiE7
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1Y7ad6JLH
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNyH7RDQY7
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELNHd86zHK
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhfWsDHzer
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ChjrNJ8Kl
「多謝。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc261WdbgB
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90UAC6Uezi
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1x29DkLLB3
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytRmfX4KJz
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElQrJBLoRK
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjN3OjLNK5
「係有啲長氣。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGwLdbGopj
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhW1XcX0gq
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuReOD3UZ4
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfSmhI8zYG
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V0hytXHWK
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY9l8CXxt6
「可以啊。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxNzNDEbJU
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaqWwJkY1N
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIXIvC9oFl
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrPsAwqRuI
「好。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH63GafECol
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wjIDuNVD8
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