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湛霖在我身邊握緊了我的手指,沒有說話,但我能感覺到她的肌肉一瞬間收緊了。8964 copyright protection103PENANApjnhThLs6p 維尼
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我輕聲問:「意思是……我現在這種比較……會說愛的狀態,有可能會慢慢消失?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAF5ymho0RrB 維尼
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醫生語氣很平穩:8964 copyright protection103PENANAP9kjihfFKc 維尼
「有可能,特別是在妳開始『意識到自己不一樣』、並嘗試自我調節的過程中,大腦會啟動原本的節制與修復機制。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAf64VrW1igL 維尼
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「妳也可能回到那個比較壓抑、比較慢表達的樣子,或介於中間。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAUB2PFgkjwq 維尼
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我不是怕「變回原來的我」會怎樣,8964 copyright protection103PENANAKDWS3hz4xe 維尼
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不再敢在電梯裡咬她、8964 copyright protection103PENANACGaoJ2og5M 維尼
不再敢伏在她書桌邊說「妳是被我親到寫不出字的湛霖」。8964 copyright protection103PENANAwrQ34GuyC0 維尼
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我怕自己再度變得小心翼翼、退縮、只敢遠遠看她。8964 copyright protection103PENANAaSgWw0fZOo 維尼
怕自己不再能這樣貪心地擁有她。8964 copyright protection103PENANA87kJAjOPiT 維尼
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然後,是湛霖輕輕握住我的手,將我掌心貼上她胸口。8964 copyright protection103PENANAEBYqsrNpNW 維尼
她沒有開玩笑,也沒有安慰式的微笑。8964 copyright protection103PENANA7DeemfMNRz 維尼
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只是穩穩地說:8964 copyright protection103PENANAJ30FEJCvmd 維尼
「那就這段時間……讓我牢牢記住現在這樣的妳,好不好?」8964 copyright protection103PENANA97wlfnaMVQ 維尼
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「如果以後妳真的慢慢變回去……我也會等妳再一次學會靠近我。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAG8byrdzEXU 維尼
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「但如果妳願意,我也會一直牽妳的手,不讓妳走遠。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAsUtgHnpmdK 維尼
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只是點了點頭,然後小小聲地說:8964 copyright protection103PENANAAqz4po94r3 維尼
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「不管妳修不修得好,妳都是我想愛的人。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAzFAYaJpZ41 維尼
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這場撞擊,是意外。8964 copyright protection103PENANAUwrti14lXc 維尼
但我因此得到了短暫的、難得的勇敢。8964 copyright protection103PENANAHnFK6h1fyi 維尼
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如果它真的會慢慢消失,那我就趁還有的時候——8964 copyright protection103PENANAcYDFxs46wN 維尼
用盡全身去愛,去說出口,去親她、抱她、證明我能成為那個不再退縮的自己。8964 copyright protection103PENANAz977WWpnc5 維尼
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「湛霖,我真的、真的好喜歡妳。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA0blwpvrmzz 維尼
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