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No Plagiarism!iTemMW5apkE1xS601X9Yposted on PENANA ——家瑜——8964 copyright protection100PENANAxLGJi5P689 維尼
第一次和湛霖回辦公室那天,我其實快緊張死了。8964 copyright protection100PENANAAZGMYwyqej 維尼
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我跟她一起踏進門口時,心臟在我胸口跳得像敲鼓一樣,冷氣吹過來都擋不住我額角的汗。8964 copyright protection100PENANACPi0LUOG0u 維尼
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她自然地跟櫃台打招呼、熟練地掃描識別證,然後牽著我的手,對同事說了聲:「早安,我今天還是由家瑜陪我喔。」8964 copyright protection100PENANA6GzCogg5kb 維尼
我笑笑地點頭。8964 copyright protection100PENANAO8zn12S3rE 維尼
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他們也只是點頭回應,像是早就習慣了這樣的我們。8964 copyright protection100PENANAVjuZuVUJKe 維尼
沒有人發現——我其實不是這個世界的那位家瑜。8964 copyright protection100PENANAy58NJRapf4 維尼
我們早就說好了,這種「穿越靈魂」的事太玄了,誰信?8964 copyright protection100PENANAuZTKzcSXzs 維尼
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所以,我要像那個她那樣,繼續接住湛霖的日常。8964 copyright protection100PENANAUXDAiE7P7i 維尼
但我很快發現──這很難。8964 copyright protection100PENANAp6TY6fxRp7 維尼
真的、很難。8964 copyright protection100PENANA86tc8VA9QG 維尼
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一進辦公室,我才知道,「視協員」不是陪湛霖散步、報路、提醒門檻高低那麼簡單。8964 copyright protection100PENANAj9bjt6RR8B 維尼
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是每一份會議資料都要提前整理成適合她語音閱讀的格式,8964 copyright protection100PENANAlMsD6bBS90 維尼
是每一張紙本表單都要貼上觸覺提示與時間標記,8964 copyright protection100PENANAkkeF5UgdHT 維尼
是每一次簽呈路徑都要確保她可以獨立完成但必要時有人可幫一把,8964 copyright protection100PENANA2p5IEzayI5 維尼
是開會時要即時翻譯每個人說的重點、語氣、表情,讓她聽見她看不到的細節。8964 copyright protection100PENANAMA8Sze1kUE 維尼
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而且,我從來沒有——也不敢——這麼近距離地跟她一起工作過。8964 copyright protection100PENANAUaB4Ve8k4t 維尼
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她就在我旁邊,手肘偶爾會碰到我,耳朵貼得那麼近,好像我每一個字的抖動她都聽得一清二楚。8964 copyright protection100PENANAX61ecBWFeo 維尼
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我光是讀一段公文都快口吃了,整個人彷彿被粉紅色的煙包住。我的耳朵、脖子、臉頰一路紅炸,像煮熟的蝦子。8964 copyright protection100PENANApxQnp71jNP 維尼
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她卻一臉自然地聽著,還會微微點頭,甚至在我讀得順一點時輕輕笑一下。8964 copyright protection100PENANA3bIH4J5Qut 維尼
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我根本快死了!8964 copyright protection100PENANAyYBxbKTcbw 維尼
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而一旁的同事只是笑著問我:「家瑜,今天是不是沒睡飽啊?妳這個表格貼得歪歪的耶。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAfGZp8D0WoI 維尼
我苦笑,連忙道歉,裝作自己不小心。8964 copyright protection100PENANAhq71VpRRyO 維尼
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然後我發現桌上那本筆記──8964 copyright protection100PENANAVNO9NeuwVz 維尼
是這個世界的家瑜留下的。8964 copyright protection100PENANA7fYUodiSQQ 維尼
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裡頭密密麻麻寫著每天的會議參數、湛霖習慣的聽覺節奏、如何避開電腦系統裡的讀屏器bug,8964 copyright protection100PENANA6T5DL5VIpw 維尼
還有每位同事的語氣特徵分析、誰說話快、誰喜歡用比喻、誰的提案需要補充哪些背景。8964 copyright protection100PENANAo8yM9GT33C 維尼
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她做的比我還多。8964 copyright protection100PENANAK61hymnqdw 維尼
比我在自己的世界裡做得還細緻。8964 copyright protection100PENANAS3QJBENOYj 維尼
她真的很努力地在當湛霖的「視線」。8964 copyright protection100PENANAwJeCNQPeYp 維尼
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我合上筆記,深吸一口氣,告訴自己不能只是感動。8964 copyright protection100PENANABlK0FKCpbM 維尼
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我要做到像她一樣。8964 copyright protection100PENANAGEXmZDNt3M 維尼
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不,至少要做到讓湛霖不會因為換了靈魂而跌一跤。8964 copyright protection100PENANALPhGLR7Wdn 維尼
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從沒想過,原來幫湛霖看一份公文,要需要這麼多技能。8964 copyright protection100PENANAYLGryS3391 維尼
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這裡的辦公室和我原本那個世界的單位結構類似,但湛霖使用的是「無障礙語音閱讀系統」,我必須提前為她設定好閱讀順序、朗讀節點,還要自己消化一次內容、預判她可能會關注的部分。8964 copyright protection100PENANAJdM4lUEo4Y 維尼
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「今天有三件公文要處理,我先幫妳分類:第一件是用印申請,我已經先蓋好貼紙標;第二件是會議邀請,我標了兩個名字妳可能需要記住;第三件……有點爭議性,等下我跟妳一起聽。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAGfc2AjkiqO 維尼
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湛霖靠在辦公桌邊,手裡摸著我整理的分類夾,輕聲說:「妳整理的方式跟她不太一樣,但我喜歡,因為……有妳的邏輯味道。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAmxc2PEiOuj 維尼
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我咬著筆笑了一下:「什麼是邏輯的味道啦?」8964 copyright protection100PENANAB51PMw5xt2 維尼
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她湊近說:「甜甜的,有點急,有點黏人。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAdBPQoaZ5tD 維尼
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我:「……妳才黏人。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAy4lc9mXhGF 維尼
她:「妳才黏資料夾。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAl0xSYbuROm 維尼
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中午午休時,湛霖伸手輕碰我的手背。8964 copyright protection100PENANAs6ue283nuJ 維尼
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我咬著吸管,一臉挫敗地看著她:「我好像還不夠好……對不起喔……我今天真的在努力。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAt7Gv4gmQBR 維尼
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她安靜了一下,然後手指輕輕在我掌心劃了一下。8964 copyright protection100PENANAyZaAYsO3Cg 維尼
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橫畫。輕點。再畫一圈。8964 copyright protection100PENANAAzRWMwZcG6 維尼
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我學會了這是:「我知道。妳已經很棒了。」8964 copyright protection100PENANADYYVG0VET3 維尼
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我心臟一緊,眼眶發熱,卻只能低頭猛吸豆漿來掩飾。8964 copyright protection100PENANA0YH7ejG25d 維尼
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不是因為我做得夠好,而是因為她從來都不是用比較的方式接納我。8964 copyright protection100PENANApyV5YF4jEu 維尼
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這讓我更想努力了。8964 copyright protection100PENANA62Zqrh9rQX 維尼
我不想只是做一個「替代品」。8964 copyright protection100PENANAq1lSGIOrZ1 維尼
我想讓她知道,這個我,也可以是她信賴的那雙眼。8964 copyright protection100PENANAyrh8F5d5zp 維尼
可搭配支線篇:8964 copyright protection100PENANASmJanT8Kgi 維尼
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