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醫生翻著病例,我咬著唇,本來說著沒什麼事但仍忍不住開口:8964 copyright protection83PENANAOOl9oKqiIM 維尼
「我是……一週…?兩週前左右撞到頭的。」8964 copyright protection83PENANA1hC2n7cJRY 維尼
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「在那次之後……我覺得我有點……變了。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAXMGASC41DC 維尼
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醫生抬起頭看我:「怎麼個變法?」8964 copyright protection83PENANA6mQif7pfVr 維尼
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我轉頭看了湛霖一眼,8964 copyright protection83PENANAkp1JJpxXTu 維尼
她正在我身邊坐得筆直,一手搭在我椅背後,眼神藏不住關切。8964 copyright protection83PENANAq4PxUYg8TC 維尼
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我深吸一口氣,小聲說:8964 copyright protection83PENANAyzESW1jomf 維尼
「我原本是一個……不太敢說愛,也不太敢靠近的人。」8964 copyright protection83PENANA9hPeqCG1n8 維尼
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「可是撞到那次之後,我突然……有一種『忍不住』的感覺。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAqTWWCnaB98 維尼
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「我會主動想靠近湛霖,想親她、抱她……甚至,想讓她一直記得我是愛她的。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAs2T32dAia4 維尼
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「我不太確定這樣的我,還正常嗎……?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAIQstJ4UsVx 維尼
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醫生沉默了幾秒。8964 copyright protection83PENANAd4rJrKhnjG 維尼
他拿出小筆電,打開幾項神經反射檢查報告,8964 copyright protection83PENANA0D5IasitLH 維尼
再請我做了幾個眼球跟隨、前額葉測試的對應反應。8964 copyright protection83PENANAnWH3eTQOC4 維尼
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我乖乖照做。8964 copyright protection83PENANA2W6TaBNxaX 維尼
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湛霖在旁邊看著我,連我翻個眼珠都會跟著緊張。8964 copyright protection83PENANA81VoZHAopa 維尼
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我突然有點想笑,又有點想哭。8964 copyright protection83PENANAkSyK8fpnTs 維尼
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檢查結束後,醫生點了點頭,語氣平穩:8964 copyright protection83PENANAv2UqYyjlWP 維尼
「妳的腦部反射與整體神經感應在可接受範圍內。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAXdJ57pxn8k 維尼
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「不過我注意到一件事……」8964 copyright protection83PENANAmHq5fIRzsQ 維尼
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他看著我,聲音不帶評價地說:8964 copyright protection83PENANAeKWNfn3F6V 維尼
「妳的情緒抑制區域——也就是前額葉的壓制能力,有短暫的反應延遲。這可能是那次撞擊留下的一點影響。」8964 copyright protection83PENANANgahNQGUgZ 維尼
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我眨了眨眼:「那是什麼意思?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAA7HIXiM0QM 維尼
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醫生微笑:8964 copyright protection83PENANAumQn6g8gCU 維尼
「簡單講,妳可能現在會比較『想說什麼就說出來』,或者『衝動地表達情感』。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAMDYc3FvxSn 維尼
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「但這不全然是壞事。」8964 copyright protection83PENANARPKkL6Ge0p 維尼
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「有些人會覺得自己變得更坦率、更真實——但也可能更不耐忍、更難停下來。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAtH5eJTM2IP 維尼
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我抿著唇,低聲說:「那……會不會再惡化?」8964 copyright protection83PENANA8Z0Tb3oUK6 維尼
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醫生搖搖頭:「如果不是持續加劇、沒有出現嚴重的情緒控制障礙或攻擊性,這樣的變化不一定需要治療。反而……可以是個轉機。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAXklyPe3B2T 維尼
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我有點愣住。8964 copyright protection83PENANAK08sIsMH7o 維尼
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轉機?8964 copyright protection83PENANArORUSFW4O1 維尼
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醫生補了一句:8964 copyright protection83PENANAnLQeDhDk7U 維尼
「這有點像妳人生裡的一次『神經性重新開機』,不是每個人都有。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAGQ6mk2Y1Rg 維尼
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「以前妳壓抑自己愛的能力,現在被撞開一點……那這段時間的表現,只要不是妳或他人受傷,其實可以是新的自我調整過程。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAhsnjf2jXCG 維尼
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我低下頭,小聲說:8964 copyright protection83PENANAuokgdgUWGK 維尼
「可是我有點忍不住……我現在看到她就想……很用力地愛她。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAQGVj6CbAVQ 維尼
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說完我臉整個紅了。8964 copyright protection83PENANADCanwQ5Mjf 維尼
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醫生笑了笑:「那這部分我就交給妳的女朋友了。她的體力調適可能比妳更迫切、需要。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAWpbzW55cCx 維尼
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我:「……醫生……。」8964 copyright protection83PENANArXuIGTPLlv 維尼
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湛霖在旁邊忍笑,終於握住我的手,替我圓場:8964 copyright protection83PENANAr29SGEHjCx 維尼
「她這幾天真的太可愛了……但她昨天親我親到哭,我今天是真的差點爬不起來。」8964 copyright protection83PENANA67PP23z3Ju 維尼
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醫生笑出來:「那就保持良好休息,注意水分補給……還有愛也要有節奏感,才會走得長久。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAre9QRhmrfM 維尼
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診間,我靠著湛霖的肩,一邊小聲說:8964 copyright protection83PENANAVWL31gKnn7 維尼
「……原來我真的撞壞了一點點欸。」8964 copyright protection83PENANALjVO8rUBvz 維尼
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她笑著看我:「但妳有變壞嗎?」8964 copyright protection83PENANARwZaIaMhbt 維尼
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我抬頭,認真地說:8964 copyright protection83PENANA8mgHdnoSeW 維尼
「我不知道我是不是壞了,但我現在……真的很想愛妳。」8964 copyright protection83PENANA4M6sMUFR67 維尼
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她頓住,眼神柔得不像話,8964 copyright protection83PENANAHfqgYPnJFR 維尼
低頭吻了我額頭一下。8964 copyright protection83PENANAXblnr7ldv2 維尼
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「那就慢慢愛,讓我習慣妳的撞壞。可以嗎?」8964 copyright protection83PENANA7snB5gPEhv 維尼
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我用力點頭,像是保證。8964 copyright protection83PENANA6vsLFvSONV 維尼
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我不是不正常了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAVeEZOkadg9 維尼
我只是,能說愛了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAaupGCEMQr5 維尼
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而她願意牽著我的手,在我不太會控制的甜裡,8964 copyright protection83PENANAaJxKxzaKIE 維尼
慢慢地、穩穩地──陪我走下去。8964 copyright protection83PENANAbw2Mc7tI8Z 維尼
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