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醫生翻著病例,我咬著唇,本來說著沒什麼事但仍忍不住開口:8964 copyright protection103PENANAMmQg8MEWxl 維尼
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「在那次之後……我覺得我有點……變了。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA3uS3mYu9fO 維尼
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醫生抬起頭看我:「怎麼個變法?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAm7CYS36xK6 維尼
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我轉頭看了湛霖一眼,8964 copyright protection103PENANA1jstzZSIHc 維尼
她正在我身邊坐得筆直,一手搭在我椅背後,眼神藏不住關切。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQlvY6blC46 維尼
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我深吸一口氣,小聲說:8964 copyright protection103PENANA2ZK0CUotYv 維尼
「我原本是一個……不太敢說愛,也不太敢靠近的人。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAJ2GCBoDpro 維尼
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「可是撞到那次之後,我突然……有一種『忍不住』的感覺。」8964 copyright protection103PENANATdiH7dvnps 維尼
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「我會主動想靠近湛霖,想親她、抱她……甚至,想讓她一直記得我是愛她的。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA61thEN5fbw 維尼
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「我不太確定這樣的我,還正常嗎……?」8964 copyright protection103PENANACEZNpGBiWM 維尼
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醫生沉默了幾秒。8964 copyright protection103PENANAygsslPcxwT 維尼
他拿出小筆電,打開幾項神經反射檢查報告,8964 copyright protection103PENANAOwCMm47hxn 維尼
再請我做了幾個眼球跟隨、前額葉測試的對應反應。8964 copyright protection103PENANA9wDZSpxnuC 維尼
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我乖乖照做。8964 copyright protection103PENANAcYdhg7YCx6 維尼
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湛霖在旁邊看著我,連我翻個眼珠都會跟著緊張。8964 copyright protection103PENANAnFnZiFXHRy 維尼
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我突然有點想笑,又有點想哭。8964 copyright protection103PENANAiPDBiUXVud 維尼
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檢查結束後,醫生點了點頭,語氣平穩:8964 copyright protection103PENANASgqPStGqAr 維尼
「妳的腦部反射與整體神經感應在可接受範圍內。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA47LTBwZGiE 維尼
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「不過我注意到一件事……」8964 copyright protection103PENANAtA7iNPz0WU 維尼
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他看著我,聲音不帶評價地說:8964 copyright protection103PENANAAFafFzzXbP 維尼
「妳的情緒抑制區域——也就是前額葉的壓制能力,有短暫的反應延遲。這可能是那次撞擊留下的一點影響。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAVPJ376JKWM 維尼
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我眨了眨眼:「那是什麼意思?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAzv7TDBxWHp 維尼
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醫生微笑:8964 copyright protection103PENANA8QEJisWP2R 維尼
「簡單講,妳可能現在會比較『想說什麼就說出來』,或者『衝動地表達情感』。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA8SYMg4ubf1 維尼
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「但這不全然是壞事。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAUebUc1wGVb 維尼
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「有些人會覺得自己變得更坦率、更真實——但也可能更不耐忍、更難停下來。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAt6DhzFjzfd 維尼
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我抿著唇,低聲說:「那……會不會再惡化?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAImonH4wNch 維尼
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醫生搖搖頭:「如果不是持續加劇、沒有出現嚴重的情緒控制障礙或攻擊性,這樣的變化不一定需要治療。反而……可以是個轉機。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAcg9Se2lsyb 維尼
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我有點愣住。8964 copyright protection103PENANA0asW7reMzj 維尼
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醫生補了一句:8964 copyright protection103PENANAzpqrm3UmpQ 維尼
「這有點像妳人生裡的一次『神經性重新開機』,不是每個人都有。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAgU5OCw4oRd 維尼
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「以前妳壓抑自己愛的能力,現在被撞開一點……那這段時間的表現,只要不是妳或他人受傷,其實可以是新的自我調整過程。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAJJCW7yAZ6j 維尼
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我低下頭,小聲說:8964 copyright protection103PENANAvPXmKb8XZh 維尼
「可是我有點忍不住……我現在看到她就想……很用力地愛她。」8964 copyright protection103PENANACnH9V9fosk 維尼
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說完我臉整個紅了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAGcEndCmnSa 維尼
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醫生笑了笑:「那這部分我就交給妳的女朋友了。她的體力調適可能比妳更迫切、需要。」8964 copyright protection103PENANABNXareHnt9 維尼
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我:「……醫生……。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAcoOxSR0M1g 維尼
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湛霖在旁邊忍笑,終於握住我的手,替我圓場:8964 copyright protection103PENANAHswsLStLgp 維尼
「她這幾天真的太可愛了……但她昨天親我親到哭,我今天是真的差點爬不起來。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAmk7nlem5wz 維尼
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醫生笑出來:「那就保持良好休息,注意水分補給……還有愛也要有節奏感,才會走得長久。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAWkXmpARpsf 維尼
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診間,我靠著湛霖的肩,一邊小聲說:8964 copyright protection103PENANAUZ5rH3iAuJ 維尼
「……原來我真的撞壞了一點點欸。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAW3xFX3467z 維尼
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她笑著看我:「但妳有變壞嗎?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAFVkx4zhJHB 維尼
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我抬頭,認真地說:8964 copyright protection103PENANAIaZMih51aa 維尼
「我不知道我是不是壞了,但我現在……真的很想愛妳。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAQW1k7kfVEl 維尼
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她頓住,眼神柔得不像話,8964 copyright protection103PENANAXHzofImAF7 維尼
低頭吻了我額頭一下。8964 copyright protection103PENANADbtGPbNW5P 維尼
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「那就慢慢愛,讓我習慣妳的撞壞。可以嗎?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAS3kFaB9smI 維尼
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我用力點頭,像是保證。8964 copyright protection103PENANA78elt8gJyp 維尼
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我不是不正常了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAb27Ek7NY9X 維尼
我只是,能說愛了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAOsMrluBJkI 維尼
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而她願意牽著我的手,在我不太會控制的甜裡,8964 copyright protection103PENANAXXQrdCEXGv 維尼
慢慢地、穩穩地──陪我走下去。8964 copyright protection103PENANApwlUeXyw7Q 維尼
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