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No Plagiarism!ss20smO1lJXw8ZIbGtuHposted on PENANA ——家瑜——8964 copyright protection103PENANAYW3My4Aa5Z 維尼
這個世界也有侯前輩。8964 copyright protection103PENANATWnXyfqSpJ 維尼
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我第一次和湛霖一起進辦公室時,就看到他了。8964 copyright protection103PENANA6q6fepmG5F 維尼
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他坐在角落的位置,整理資料、翻閱公文,和其他人打招呼時甚至還笑了笑,看起來是個溫和的前輩。8964 copyright protection103PENANA4rSJ5EelR0 維尼
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但我當場全身僵住,腦中瞬間閃過我原本世界裡的那個他——8964 copyright protection103PENANA7mAphX315x 維尼
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那個用語言羞辱我、用身體玷汙我,讓我夜夜驚醒、恐慌發作、甚至讓我曾經想從這個世界消失,在某個世界的我,因為他的進入無數,最後也破碎至無聲無息的消逝的那個人8964 copyright protection103PENANAekBY68SDXo 維尼
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我呼吸一緊,手指瞬間握得發白。8964 copyright protection103PENANAXzffEXkFvT 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAyIJPK4QwxP
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不、不行,不能發作——8964 copyright protection103PENANAlNwdoVxxNk 維尼
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我在心裡用力對自己喊:8964 copyright protection103PENANAaKG7dBJMEX 維尼
家瑜…沒事的…沒事的,或許……或許這個世界的侯前輩不一樣。8964 copyright protection103PENANAFnfLNdtEj7 維尼
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我努力地、拚命地壓制住那快要炸開的恐慌與記憶。107Please respect copyright.PENANAJx7biHeQoV
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在我練習如何成為湛霖的視協員時,他總是遠遠靜靜地看著。107Please respect copyright.PENANAfI90LCt80c
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他沒有靠近,沒有說話,但光是這樣,我的心還是會發慌,胸口總是壓著一塊不確定的石頭。8964 copyright protection103PENANAa11zTrHeYH 維尼
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我告訴自己:沒事…沒事的…8964 copyright protection103PENANAsFYkqx6pDz 維尼
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我不想告訴這個世界的湛霖我曾經發生過什麼。8964 copyright protection103PENANA0PNkzrVpnu 維尼
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因為那不屬於這裡,不屬於她。8964 copyright protection103PENANAxVctFXBjU8 維尼
也和這裡的侯前輩,和這裡的「我」,無關。8964 copyright protection103PENANAtX4e2sUz7S 維尼
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但緊繃的線,總有斷掉的那一刻。8964 copyright protection103PENANAzUMv51FX9V 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAH47jezoGgY
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那天傍晚,我牽著湛霖準備回家。8964 copyright protection103PENANA8XbA5VwYAg 維尼
我們走到大樓一樓,等著門禁刷卡時,燈忽然「啪」地一下全滅了。8964 copyright protection103PENANATlBj1oTaoI 維尼
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停電了。8964 copyright protection103PENANABM03s7VxyM 維尼
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四周一片漆黑。8964 copyright protection103PENANAEN1GMTFi9n 維尼
我的腦子也瞬間黑了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAxD4lPlXdFe 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANADHApE9Sqpi
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是那天——那天在原本世界的三樓男廁,那扇門關起來的聲音,那句:「前輩我來親自教學了。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA5vAXsKC6Bi 維尼
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那個他,把我壓在馬桶上,逼我噤聲,威脅我不准反抗,否則他會對湛霖做一樣的事情的嘴臉。8964 copyright protection103PENANAorkYoUSPaM 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANACt5tF1r3cB
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我整個人像被鎖進那個畫面裡。8964 copyright protection103PENANAorXiLNaVl4 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAtzCPi3viZi
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我恐慌發作了。107Please respect copyright.PENANAefEcqYf1Qf
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我的喉嚨發不出聲音,呼吸變得極短、極快,指尖發麻,腳步不穩。8964 copyright protection103PENANACDZB8ZXurv 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAnvdetgCnvI
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「家瑜?」湛霖察覺到我停住,聲音裡有擔心。8964 copyright protection103PENANAlmP7d7a1E5 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAauvkoFEpBB
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我什麼都說不出來,只能搖頭,然後身體瞬間下沉——跪坐在原地,雙手抱著頭,全身顫抖。8964 copyright protection103PENANAgyLIxcGWzm 維尼
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我好怕。8964 copyright protection103PENANA7UYYKG5pz6 維尼
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怕那個世界的創傷也會汙染這裡,怕我無法再握住湛霖的手,怕我會在她的世界裡,變成一個需要被遠離的存在。8964 copyright protection103PENANAAwi5qPMCYa 維尼
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但我無法說出口。107Please respect copyright.PENANA8pLkMfcQLW
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我只能瑟縮著,緊緊抱著自己,像那一天一樣。8964 copyright protection103PENANA57ocRT1QMJ 維尼
那時,我聽見湛霖在我旁邊跪下。8964 copyright protection103PENANAxD0iOckri8 維尼
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她沒有碰我。107Please respect copyright.PENANA0VfwAzYixS
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只是輕聲說:「我在這裡。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAjbb4I1rh2K 維尼
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就這樣重複,一遍又一遍:8964 copyright protection103PENANA7to2tQ0uQ2 維尼
「我在這裡。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA6V4YYvFZ7J 維尼
「我不會走。」107Please respect copyright.PENANApXFgW8enyb
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「我不知道妳發生什麼,但妳不需要說,真的不需要。妳只要呼吸,我會在這裡。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAajRKqRkwsv 維尼
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那個聲音像是一根細細的線,從黑暗裡穿過來,把我一點一點拉回來。8964 copyright protection103PENANA5IqUx4zSHT 維尼
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我不知道我過了多久才緩過來,只知道,我最後哭倒在她懷裡。8964 copyright protection103PENANAdPKRxDejts 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA0rT10Bam4c
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她沒有問為什麼。8964 copyright protection103PENANAGhkS8eqIXp 維尼
只是輕輕地,穩穩地抱住我。8964 copyright protection103PENANA506TeyXJwq 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAGFBgFxWEyw
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那一刻我才知道——8964 copyright protection103PENANAjMdlAZR8Tv 維尼
原來即使在陌生世界創傷發作,湛霖還是湛霖,一次又一次的接住我。8964 copyright protection103PENANAdyDukfxz0g 維尼
即使害怕、即使心碎,只要她在,我就還能一步一步往前走。8964 copyright protection103PENANAbzcU7cmI5q 維尼
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