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地點:她剛親完我額頭、我還沒從懷裡掙脫出來的房間角落8964 copyright protection83PENANAI5wuWrytQx 維尼
觀測對象:小貓家瑜(撞壞狀態維持中)8964 copyright protection83PENANAJGM3qBWRja 維尼
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【紀錄內容】8964 copyright protection83PENANAlDIai9twWM 維尼
她今天真的讓我牽去醫院了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAePEoN6mJJr 維尼
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我以為她會裝沒事,結果她一路上都很乖,8964 copyright protection83PENANAOVDYkGBX1M 維尼
甚至還坐在診間椅子上,很認真地對醫生說:8964 copyright protection83PENANAyfk88mC48a 維尼
「我覺得我撞到頭之後,變得忍耐不了。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAZFZZvlRZF8 維尼
87Please respect copyright.PENANAnFWiTU6qrF
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我在旁邊聽到那句「忍耐不了」,8964 copyright protection83PENANAnh4x3KHxD8 維尼
腦袋馬上浮出她把我壓在書桌上那天、8964 copyright protection83PENANAIJmUdWhVns 維尼
還有我打不出字、光標閃了快十秒、以及每天都將我撐滿到深處的那些畫面……8964 copyright protection83PENANAzVXtPcYOrh 維尼
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我真的、真的不能再閃神了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAGS4muvrch8 維尼
她的「忍耐不了」=我撐不了。8964 copyright protection83PENANADDWqJ88REx 維尼
87Please respect copyright.PENANAkvzj54x4kp
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醫生說她的情緒抑制區域有短暫的延遲反應,8964 copyright protection83PENANAjgSsc0bkl2 維尼
這聽起來就像是大腦幫她關了一扇門,8964 copyright protection83PENANAXhKjdGUcZn 維尼
然後愛就這樣——從門縫裡爆出來。8964 copyright protection83PENANABRJiolPsnN 維尼
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她以前真的沒這樣。8964 copyright protection83PENANAHI6DAAunZo 維尼
以前的家瑜會紅著臉說「等等」、會默默寫筆記記下我說過的每句話,8964 copyright protection83PENANAsRRMZWQtHW 維尼
會在下班後一個人抱著抱枕說:「我是不是太黏湛霖了?」而不敢靠近。8964 copyright protection83PENANAGzupxpxzv0 維尼
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但現在的她會在我工作時坐上我腿,8964 copyright protection83PENANAkGgziwcYdx 維尼
會在浴室說「今天我要洗到妳融掉」,8964 copyright protection83PENANADVnO3gQqwS 維尼
會在電梯裡舔我耳垂,然後說:「我真的有忍住了哦。」8964 copyright protection83PENANA32KPefnTSf 維尼
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……我真的是撐得很辛苦。8964 copyright protection83PENANAmc3Opw3KSk 維尼
不對,我不是撐——是「咬牙接受她滿溢的愛,同時努力活著回來寫日記」。8964 copyright protection83PENANAdRnKOjm231 維尼
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醫生說,她也有可能會慢慢恢復成原來的樣子。8964 copyright protection83PENANAiSitC9HveQ 維尼
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那句話,我表面沒什麼反應,8964 copyright protection83PENANA3RGB4ayYdJ 維尼
但其實心臟咚了一下。8964 copyright protection83PENANAyoBk6Qtg6t 維尼
87Please respect copyright.PENANA4Hh94qBTrf
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不是因為我想她一直壞下去、親我到我腿軟為止。8964 copyright protection83PENANAGrQUZclHfU 維尼
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是因為我突然發現——8964 copyright protection83PENANAgKIxnC1KRj 維尼
我會捨不得。8964 copyright protection83PENANA4so94YyFZy 維尼
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我捨不得她現在這麼坦率的喜歡,8964 copyright protection83PENANAi0vm3VME2Z 維尼
捨不得她那句「我不想變回去」,8964 copyright protection83PENANAbfennrovo0 維尼
捨不得她一說愛,就一邊笑一邊親我額頭的樣子。8964 copyright protection83PENANAjN46jcTtxt 維尼
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以前的她,明明也愛,但藏得很深。8964 copyright protection83PENANAywY00PsZUY 維尼
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現在的她,一邊說一邊做,說著:8964 copyright protection83PENANAqG4bAvrn4M 維尼
「湛霖,這裡昨天我沒親到,今天補親。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAvJJ7gXcf8L 維尼
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所以,萬一她真的慢慢恢復了,8964 copyright protection83PENANANXvLRKznEc 維尼
我希望自己有辦法好好記得這段時間的她。8964 copyright protection83PENANALbJAXNLNeP 維尼
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記得她紅著臉主動開口,8964 copyright protection83PENANAvGw2iCcnSi 維尼
記得她一天比一天更靠近,8964 copyright protection83PENANAH7fSgxuIDm 維尼
記得她說:「我不怕了,我想好好愛妳」的那個瞬間。8964 copyright protection83PENANAmBiLIOCnKi 維尼
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如果她真的修復回去了,8964 copyright protection83PENANA19riFRa0Gw 維尼
我也會慢慢再牽著她,一次又一次,讓她知道:8964 copyright protection83PENANA51QfKK9KXH 維尼
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沒關係,我也記得怎麼讓妳重新愛。8964 copyright protection83PENANAHJlCY2IY9g 維尼
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最後備註兩件事:8964 copyright protection83PENANAptZL51goYz 維尼
1. 醫生說她沒問題,叫我要注意自己的體能狀況。8964 copyright protection83PENANAmTFl3YuUN9 維尼
→ 所以我今晚決定開始早睡,並尋找「被戀人熱吻後快速回血」的飲食法。8964 copyright protection83PENANAP5XbCeeixe 維尼
但…真的有辦法早睡嗎?(苦笑)8964 copyright protection83PENANAcbcyq8HJ2U 維尼
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2. 體能訓練計畫正式啟動。8964 copyright protection83PENANA1wGmX0KU9M 維尼
→ 有氧一週三次+核心訓練8964 copyright protection83PENANAAkrhzwm2rG 維尼
→ 目標:不再被親到哭、親到寫不出字、親到癱在椅子上、沙發上、床上…。8964 copyright protection83PENANAEO2q2J37mJ 維尼
87Please respect copyright.PENANA6iyPFD4Oe9
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她撞壞的這幾天,我沒有一秒想逃。8964 copyright protection83PENANA0Jmqq3djGs 維尼
她比任何時候都更像自己,也更用力地愛我。8964 copyright protection83PENANAyfVmpXUxSP 維尼
87Please respect copyright.PENANAxQKA37ryMG
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所以無論這是不是階段性的撞壞,8964 copyright protection83PENANAF2kh9hgCnY 維尼
我都會記住現在的她——8964 copyright protection83PENANAUUIHsGCRjh 維尼
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那個每一吻都用力說「我喜歡妳」的家瑜。8964 copyright protection83PENANABPkvz1euPY 維尼
我會記住,也會跟上她的步伐。8964 copyright protection83PENANAkxm5bjwBuy 維尼
87Please respect copyright.PENANAQaxpGU2NLq
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——即使,我今天腿和腰都還在抖。8964 copyright protection83PENANAzRyDMweLpS 維尼
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