睜開眼睛,我再次站在黑板前。729Please respect copyright.PENANAoyWeqwfuGL
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陽光中站著一個人,是李可兒站在門口。729Please respect copyright.PENANAnWhsyeCKSW
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「早晨啊,孫正直。」李可兒對我說,前去第二行的第二座位。729Please respect copyright.PENANAPnLPfXal7Y
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「成碌木咁做乜?」歐陽派拍我背,「埋位坐啦。」729Please respect copyright.PENANAhrEkhTTWaY
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所以,我是不用起身刷牙洗臉穿校服和趕路上學,就直接到了課室?729Please respect copyright.PENANAWQT5qKRozU
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算是……很方便。729Please respect copyright.PENANAxT6JlAIltl
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今天我穿了學生毛衣,其他同學也是,看來天氣轉涼了不少。729Please respect copyright.PENANANtCH6gdKi3
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「早晨。」我也對李可兒說,才回去第四行的最後座。729Please respect copyright.PENANABTUghYmPtW
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卸下書包,勾在書桌左邊,把屁股坐好。729Please respect copyright.PENANAFZQpu8HOjc
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摸著自己的肚子,我不餓,似乎也吃過早餐了。729Please respect copyright.PENANAernQwIazj0
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褲袋有一部大屏手機。729Please respect copyright.PENANAK7KpXCXTnP
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「喂,你電話幾號?」我拿電話問。729Please respect copyright.PENANAOpDhmQLP85
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怎料歐陽派一看到我的手機,馬上起了反應,「喂你哩部咪Note 7?」729Please respect copyright.PENANAmwjubpl10c
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「咦?識嘢喎!」我誇讚他,聳一聳肩炫耀,「冇啊,琴日老豆送嘅。」729Please respect copyright.PENANArqUOrrUIiL
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看來這部手機真的很新,要不然,怎會有這樣反應?接下來,應該就是問我借來看看之類吧。729Please respect copyright.PENANAje7CkHzo4F
729Please respect copyright.PENANA9PbQP0GyTM
「屌你,會爆炸喎。」歐陽派驚慌地說。729Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZzcWQ3SWE
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「係咪啊……」我半信半疑,「咪昆啦。」729Please respect copyright.PENANAbsvFxHe0m7
729Please respect copyright.PENANAkp4U8HUVP4
「屌你全球回收咗好耐喇!你點買?」他認真地問。729Please respect copyright.PENANAd6e6M0qHVp
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「吓……真?我唔知啊,可能老豆一早買定……」我說,正反兩看手機,「但唔會用幾日就爆掛。」729Please respect copyright.PENANAxrVVmBY51c
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對我這種完成任務就會離開的人來說,我不需要一部能用上兩年的手機,能用一個星期就夠了。729Please respect copyright.PENANA7oidXYzJyZ
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「唔係啊,好多人用兩三日就爆咗喇。」他說,「你坐開啲啊頂你!上堂擺另一邊褲袋啊頂你,唔好炸到我。」729Please respect copyright.PENANA84iciKT0aR
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「冇人第一日用就爆掛?今日係我第一日用啫,你係都聽日先驚啦。」我說。729Please respect copyright.PENANA5FTZEeSCme
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「咁又係。但……安全起見,你都係擺遠少少好。」歐陽派說。729Please respect copyright.PENANAsBmqx6Ck4c
729Please respect copyright.PENANATP1qH6RYGK
陸傾兒進入課室了,跟在她身旁的還有陳菲菲等一眾姊妹。729Please respect copyright.PENANAIxXkMh5C04
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可惡,如果她身旁沒有那一群姊妹……如果她是一個被孤立的人,我就有很多機會接觸她了。729Please respect copyright.PENANAavJqtK9KWq
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她們都回歸到自己的座位,放下書包袋。729Please respect copyright.PENANApr2vvHqzAR
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「啊,痴線,琴日我阿媽見超市大減價,掃咗勁多雪芳蛋糕返嚟!之後先知今日到期囉!」某坐前排的姊妹說,攤出六、七件雪芳蛋糕。729Please respect copyright.PENANAwsLdtUvuAx
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「謝美婷你今次真係有排食,食足一日都得。」陳菲菲偷笑,坐在那姊妹的後座。729Please respect copyright.PENANA3QU9209qBt
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「咪玩啦,幫手食啲啦。」謝美婷說,轉身想放下兩件。729Please respect copyright.PENANAr41Bin3utg
729Please respect copyright.PENANAh9bkAwEwWA
「唔要啊,我唔食哩啲!」陳菲菲拒絕,兩人推讓起來。 729Please respect copyright.PENANAPfNLYjowbi
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看見雪芳蛋糕,我想起了昨晚的事。729Please respect copyright.PENANAN4aYPcEK70
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「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。729Please respect copyright.PENANAJSIFTaH8mK
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不其然地,我望向窗邊的陸傾兒——729Please respect copyright.PENANAsRgWBjrnm5
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而她也正好看過來。729Please respect copyright.PENANA568qk6Du4M
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兩人目光就這樣交投著,互相看了大約一秒。729Please respect copyright.PENANAvVp2g1POVQ
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接著她就看回去了,打開書包,拿出手冊和功課。729Please respect copyright.PENANAIQXxLW9zQN
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「喂,你係咪要?」歐陽派問。729Please respect copyright.PENANAC4QrT0FQKS
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「吓?要咩?」我發完呆,把視線從她身上抽離,望向歐陽派。729Please respect copyright.PENANAaLnimU58Rc
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又偷望陸傾兒一眼。729Please respect copyright.PENANAMLB9ICw5nS
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當人生走過學校階段,進入職場之後,很多時都會抱怨交不到知己朋友,總覺得新認識的人都不像中學時的能建立深刻的友誼。女同事也是,就算能做成朋友,也好像無法往深處發展成男女關係。729Please respect copyright.PENANAKd7eWVtZfU
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原因並不是相處時間少,也不是共事合作的機會少。729Please respect copyright.PENANAT5LJ17vQQ9
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而是做「壞事」的機會少了。729Please respect copyright.PENANA931bQcsmPK
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人與人之間的感情在什麼時候能得到昇華?做正事,功課、工作、正經地吃頓飯等等是不會昇華的。最有效的途徑,就是一同做一件壞事。729Please respect copyright.PENANAj6AsZNjZvM
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做壞事,最刺激了,也能成為彼此之間的小秘密。729Please respect copyright.PENANAkfinxabxDa
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兩人有了共同秘密,關係就不一般了。729Please respect copyright.PENANA5wZG35qIUR
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「我電話號碼啊。」歐陽派不耐煩說,「拎部手機嚟啦,入畀你啊。」729Please respect copyright.PENANAnpzsCYkhCI
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然而昨晚,我們偶然的碰面,算不算做了一件壞事?我不知道。只是,已經成為我們的小秘密。729Please respect copyright.PENANACoTvOyJOkf
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「哦……」我遲鈍地把手機交給歐陽派。729Please respect copyright.PENANAtLG7FJ4SBw
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歐陽派接過後,馬上悄悄跟其他同學說,「你睇下條戇鳩,夠膽買Note 7。」729Please respect copyright.PENANApY3qmInuDm
729Please respect copyright.PENANAPm32lNsHnl
「傾姐,你要唔要啊?幫手食啲丫。」謝美婷走到傾姐旁邊推銷。729Please respect copyright.PENANA49dEAQ0jUp
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「唔洗喇,你畀啊邊個食啦,佢好似好鍾意食雪芳……」陸傾兒正在看手冊,說著就停頓了。729Please respect copyright.PENANATF4oU35aLj
729Please respect copyright.PENANAfat25Jq5Wr
「吓……邊個啊?」謝美婷從困惑,轉成興奮,「乜我地班有人好鍾意食雪芳蛋糕咩?」729Please respect copyright.PENANAnLNmNjTQTp
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對號入座的我,馬上回避視線。729Please respect copyright.PENANAS3e9pmLrN4
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「可能……係張Sir掛,唔知有冇記錯。」傾姐說,打發她說,「或者你再問其他人啦。」729Please respect copyright.PENANAIPBjfuLVTY
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謝美婷隨後再問了數人,不久就回到座位。729Please respect copyright.PENANAthWWUBztsU
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班主任課正式開始。729Please respect copyright.PENANA8CLrFOCd0f
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「咦點解有咁多雪芳蛋糕?」張Sir看著教師桌。729Please respect copyright.PENANAbdeqrk9X4f
729Please respect copyright.PENANA8v2nTpX26i
「請你食,聽講你鍾意雪芳蛋糕……」女同學的聲音四起。729Please respect copyright.PENANAciVdhVdQQX
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這時,我才用手肘碰碰歐陽派。729Please respect copyright.PENANAFs7zaqhLU2
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「做咩?」他問。729Please respect copyright.PENANAjX0co0B9ZP
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「我部手機呢?」我問。729Please respect copyright.PENANAWpFKMcxuqV
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「啱啱傳到去李可兒嗰度。」他說。729Please respect copyright.PENANAPwxaO0tob8
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「屌你呀。」我瞪著他,「快撚啲拎返嚟!」729Please respect copyright.PENANAlv5dgyBBEM
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班主任課很快就結束了,首兩堂是選修科。729Please respect copyright.PENANAHUOGgGuMZf
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我打開手冊,寫著我要上「視覺藝術」。729Please respect copyright.PENANAfq8AVQJJ5A
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什麼?我竟然選修視藝?我完全不懂畫畫、雕刻之類的。729Please respect copyright.PENANASi9xmxsBzD
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有同學起身了,帶同繪畫工具,似乎要去美術室上。729Please respect copyright.PENANAHZfE8PkcRk
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萬一要做什麼勞作、測驗就麻煩了,因為不能用神的學生桌來處理。729Please respect copyright.PENANA73t1CTfGSU
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這時候,陸傾兒起身了,連同幾位姊妹一起走出去。729Please respect copyright.PENANAm9ke9NYrUH
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「終於有一科選修科係同班。」我心想。729Please respect copyright.PENANAtmfKPporsh
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「你係出去就快啦。」歐陽派催促。729Please respect copyright.PENANABW2auKYxD1
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我對他豎一根中指,打開書包,根本沒有繪畫工具。729Please respect copyright.PENANAgjMf1Dui1P
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只好瀟灑地直接走出去,臨行前再對他豎一根中指。729Please respect copyright.PENANA05ymXx0rbk
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到了美術室,新名叫「視覺藝術室」的門前,女老師開門讓同學進去。729Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ6jJYHREB
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她叫Miss Chan,三十多歲,打扮有著一些藝術氣息。729Please respect copyright.PENANAFVQYkxwDEp
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「今日開始,大家可以製作自己嘅作品集,用嚟呈交畀考評局評分。」Miss Chan說。729Please respect copyright.PENANAFRbXhpvvS7
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「首先,大家要設立一個有深度嘅『主題』,然後選擇適當嘅材料、手法去將主題表現出嚟。」729Please respect copyright.PENANAlWEGXmE3pC
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「手法方面,咁大家可以揀繪畫、雕塑,或者用各樣嘅材料去砌一啲立體藝術品等等。」她說,「不過,歷屆嘅同學,通常都係揀繪畫多。」729Please respect copyright.PENANA4Cq4VNKc3b
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「至於作品數量,你地畫幾多幅都得,但最後只會揀最好嗰四幅呈上去評分,所以大家一開始可以抱住嘗試嘅心態,試下設定主題,同埋試下用創作去表現主題先。」729Please respect copyright.PENANAHQMCHh250m
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「盡量自由發揮多啲,盡量運用自己嘅想像力!」她鼓勵大家。729Please respect copyright.PENANA9WNC8aefvB
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最後,幾乎全部同學都立起了畫架,選擇了繪畫。729Please respect copyright.PENANAGvvZzr3ZG5
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我似乎別無選擇,都去領了一個畫架。729Please respect copyright.PENANASbvTR5Ev18
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「新同學,你喺之前間學校,有冇已經創作咗啲咩成品?」Miss Chan問。729Please respect copyright.PENANAt64ZLU7tlD
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「冇啊。」我繼續搬畫架。729Please respect copyright.PENANAhj6Uhv15Rx
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「啊,我冇帶任何畫畫嘅工具,有冇得借?」我回頭問。729Please respect copyright.PENANAYy5AV7IBIn
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「可以啊,窗口位有好多舊畫筆同顏料碟,你可以隨便用。」Miss Chan很熱心,「顏料,你陣間出嚟問我借啦。」729Please respect copyright.PENANAQbW0jlqv0V
729Please respect copyright.PENANAZnNyQ0HogB
「多謝Miss Chan……」我有禮地說,乖乖遵從吩咐。729Please respect copyright.PENANA5tHU5llHtl
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五分鐘後,大家都各就各位了,在自己的畫架面前構思。729Please respect copyright.PENANAEt284iDawj
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我心裡慌得不得了。729Please respect copyright.PENANAOCsWRz5thv
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左手是畫碟,右手是畫筆。729Please respect copyright.PENANAcKmkFnSqVg
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現時所站的位置看不到陸傾兒,我似乎只能先照顧自己了。729Please respect copyright.PENANAtWXQoKGowt
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畫什麼?我應該畫什麼?729Please respect copyright.PENANAwKomVD6w8D
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靈機一動,不如試下畫傾姐,反正以我的畫功也不會畫得像。729Please respect copyright.PENANAHEeDH2VKzP
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最後如果傾姐看出我畫的是她,或者她會暗地裡高興呢?729Please respect copyright.PENANAD3aRWNeTa3
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這樣想著,我就開始畫了。729Please respect copyright.PENANAI0glZtaT6K
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一筆一筆地畫著,愈畫愈難看,但我還是努力地畫著。729Please respect copyright.PENANAgaNOd5KC1I
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一堂時間過去,我至少畫了一個女性。729Please respect copyright.PENANAhiBrSg3GRM
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由於不懂畫眼睛,所以眼睛是全黑的,畫完有點黑暗的氛圍。729Please respect copyright.PENANApBQAqmwbEr
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畫到這裡,我已經不敢說跟傾姐有關了。729Please respect copyright.PENANARtF3Teqw31
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「背景……」我沉入苦思,不能夠只有一個人在中心,要有周圍。729Please respect copyright.PENANAM4zfJ4QScV
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可是,我完全不懂畫背景。729Please respect copyright.PENANAYo5ONKvpa3
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慌了一下,我的手指沾到一些顏料。729Please respect copyright.PENANAhXir52Ujlw
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「不如印啲指紋上去?」我忽發奇想,印了一個指紋在空白位。729Please respect copyright.PENANA1qryThtaqy
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覺得很過癮,印了幾下,最後我索性放下畫筆——729Please respect copyright.PENANAU0yQcQ7gOJ
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直接把右手五指印在顏料碟上,沾了陰沉的五色,再不停印在空白的位置。729Please respect copyright.PENANA23cjAFDmqh
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以大量指紋作為背景,包圍著一個女孩。729Please respect copyright.PENANAAwdQbN9V2W
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第二堂完結前,我已經把作品完成了。729Please respect copyright.PENANAZW6uiDVKDr
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「幅畫叫咩好呢?」我構思著。729Please respect copyright.PENANAWERphXATxo
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簡單點,《被指紋覆蓋的女孩》,主題是懼怕。729Please respect copyright.PENANA03OJXLmPeb
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「嗯,冇錯。」我在自我肯定。729Please respect copyright.PENANAHTmEmPLzqL
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由於我總是用一枝畫筆來沾顏料,導致顏料碟的五格顏料都混和得十分陰暗。729Please respect copyright.PENANAfWztSlVGU6
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以這些顏色來印製指紋背景,無疑為畫作增添了濃厚的恐怖氣氛。729Please respect copyright.PENANArWhJ82SDnW
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女孩害怕周圍,害怕那些黑暗的觸碰;那些會沾到自己身上的陌生指模,她害怕著、畏縮著,用再強烈一些的說法,是懼怕。因此,主題是懼怕。729Please respect copyright.PENANAYA8qK0r5D3
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「呼……」我總算鬆一口氣,可以看看其他人的作品了。729Please respect copyright.PENANASQleReFaTF
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陸傾兒會畫什麼呢?729Please respect copyright.PENANAt1MjmwryM1
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在前去洗畫具和洗手的時候,我故意在途中稍作停留,偷看她到底畫什麼。729Please respect copyright.PENANAcTuWfqn8Cm
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她在畫昨晚我們去過的地方!729Please respect copyright.PENANAs4mGJNWasS
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最上方是夜空,長椅在中央、長椅右邊有街燈、石地,下方有大石堆,最下方是黑海。729Please respect copyright.PENANAyU2L4dcmTE
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長椅上坐著一個女人。729Please respect copyright.PENANAn7TqGy7b3K
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嗯,那就是她自己。那她旁邊應該還有一個人才對,就是我啊。昨晚的情景,怎能少了我呢?729Please respect copyright.PENANAvtIQADQVZl
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可是,她停筆了,沒有繼續畫下去。729Please respect copyright.PENANAgYdbxXHV7Y
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意味著,在她眼裡,這幅畫已經完成了。729Please respect copyright.PENANAmWM35ZNgeU
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全幅畫就是她一個人,坐在海邊的長椅上。729Please respect copyright.PENANARUT8YzGcNj
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看到這裡,我就走去洗畫具了。729Please respect copyright.PENANA1HtqId5KU7
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「沖沖沖沖……」用水猛沖著手,拭擦著指摸和顏料碟。729Please respect copyright.PENANAVEIsyCized
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這時我才明白,原來……729Please respect copyright.PENANAK1jhOviOfO
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沒有我的位置。729Please respect copyright.PENANAFty0NFuTrg
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