正直的人?誰規定名字叫「正直」的人,就一定正直?795Please respect copyright.PENANAptUQ7U7TlT
795Please respect copyright.PENANA2BUhqQ6J6D
與人相處的概念,在我的生命裡變化過數次。795Please respect copyright.PENANA61hgeLGVzH
795Please respect copyright.PENANA4bU51yxZBZ
我曾經很討厭正直的人,因為他們不懂變通,有些小事明明通融一下,不要上報,就可以小事化無。795Please respect copyright.PENANAVLbCg3IDqa
795Please respect copyright.PENANA1nTGhq5vdC
但他們卻像聽不懂人話一樣,堅持要跟規矩去做,導致我要受罰。795Please respect copyright.PENANAPa0YmkuwpP
795Please respect copyright.PENANAqmy5GSexBZ
到後來,我體驗過給別人通融一次,就一定會有下一次,就會永無止境地通融後……795Please respect copyright.PENANAmfbuNjMZ8r
795Please respect copyright.PENANAviPlWpwQ3T
我才明白,正直的人活得自在,按原則辦事就可以了,沒有別的煩惱。795Please respect copyright.PENANAe62kxeHq9t
795Please respect copyright.PENANAWpRyCvnLVm
於是,我試著去變得正直,卻又吃盡了苦頭。795Please respect copyright.PENANAqCbb8Ki5fA
795Please respect copyright.PENANAzrj06tCcEg
正直付出的代價是很重的,強出頭也是,都是不懂世故的傻瓜行為。795Please respect copyright.PENANArk3Vzdc3PC
795Please respect copyright.PENANA9nwPhSgZdD
然後我學會了圓滑。795Please respect copyright.PENANANYyGC07kQv
795Please respect copyright.PENANAh2I8RdhYqg
踏出社會的大人跟小學雞的分別在哪裡?大人懂得圓滑地處事,圓滑地解決問題,而小學雞就只會大吵大鬧,卻一無所獲。795Please respect copyright.PENANA8QQOQCfICN
795Please respect copyright.PENANATGe2cNypM7
我不喜歡用成熟來形容社會人,因為圓滑只是一種世故,我不想把「世故」等同於「成熟」。795Please respect copyright.PENANAjkdbLNK9Gx
795Please respect copyright.PENANA8NRdGA8X2o
小學雞吵吵鬧鬧雖然很煩,但那一份率真,是很珍貴的。正因為大家都可以胡言亂語,課堂和小息才會嘩啦嘩啦地嘈個不停。795Please respect copyright.PENANAGD010x1knv
795Please respect copyright.PENANA1K4DsD0Bqt
畢業之後,世故之後,朋友們約出來都斯斯文文,不會說話了。795Please respect copyright.PENANA6YxpgPIJ3P
795Please respect copyright.PENANAZD0cHF8MST
在孤島生活了五年,很多人生問題都已經被想得透徹。795Please respect copyright.PENANAzjYJnnuNi8
795Please respect copyright.PENANA836ishY4CE
如今,我又一次獲得機會,去面對群眾;又一次獲得機會,要我在「站邊邊」的問題上兩難;又一次獲得機會去應付重大問題。795Please respect copyright.PENANAq8gxbgitom
795Please respect copyright.PENANAY0o0AVA6gD
這個困境,該如何突破?怎樣才可以救到阿兒而不失霸氣?795Please respect copyright.PENANA90qXnlLoC4
795Please respect copyright.PENANAYJNelgAzZq
我是血氣方剛的正直青年嗎?795Please respect copyright.PENANAe6aFW8bIhv
795Please respect copyright.PENANAkISE4X01CC
早就……不是了。795Please respect copyright.PENANAbO1gvPADTS
795Please respect copyright.PENANAwcj9Jj0hxk
站起來的瞬間,我鬆開了拳頭,放雙手垂軟軟的。795Please respect copyright.PENANAcB8y4a5dSi
795Please respect copyright.PENANA4lCSXQm8S2
「我覺得——」我開口說話了。795Please respect copyright.PENANAsVZ7E82OGE
795Please respect copyright.PENANAvGs6hxcOqt
班房內,所有人都專心注視著我,特別是阿兒,雙手緊緊抓著銀包。795Please respect copyright.PENANAiipD4GZWMY
795Please respect copyright.PENANAqKw3RilpB7
「新同學有咩高見?即管講!」陳菲菲問,其眼神包含暗示,認為我要站在她那邊。795Please respect copyright.PENANAiBGsO7iDMl
795Please respect copyright.PENANAqgUBhDIy0g
「我覺得三種罰法都唔好。」我故作輕鬆地說,成功沒有口吃,「我最憎姣婆喇。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAW48zn5QIsb
795Please respect copyright.PENANArXbfPmWpMv
「啲姣婆呢,就算自己有仔,都會去姣人地條仔囉,勁賤格囉。我最憎哩啲玩弄感情嘅人喇!」我一邊說,一邊模仿現在學生的口吻。795Please respect copyright.PENANAWKn0OjwofG
795Please respect copyright.PENANAfCYFRt7kMQ
這話結束之後,有些同情阿兒的人對我感到失望,相反,憎恨阿兒的人卻一副賞識的目光。795Please respect copyright.PENANAfYz5bUBk2B
795Please respect copyright.PENANAunOjV8fZnR
這些,都容易從大家的眼神裡看到。795Please respect copyright.PENANAs0zpTyyVR8
795Please respect copyright.PENANAcHIOyCKR9i
「咁你話應該點罰好?」陳菲菲期待,嘴角揚得很暢快。795Please respect copyright.PENANAmHi3dZRie9
795Please respect copyright.PENANAPSGJh2e0tt
相反,阿兒只剩一副空殼,已經什麼都沒所謂了的模樣。795Please respect copyright.PENANAXuNQ1pAGMm
795Please respect copyright.PENANAiNl2NUg7wp
我離開座位,走到陳菲菲面前,湊近到她耳邊。795Please respect copyright.PENANAZO2dmo19sW
795Please respect copyright.PENANAfcvjiQJadY
同時她也湊耳過來傾聽。795Please respect copyright.PENANAdGszBUnonj
795Please respect copyright.PENANAtZcfCCAyj7
有一種辦法,能夠滿足陳菲菲,又能保護阿兒,就是我提出更過分的罰法,一種由我來執行的罰法。795Please respect copyright.PENANAZI1lajpAc1
795Please respect copyright.PENANAiIL0e3tN0c
「不如交畀我去罰。」我狡猾地說,一副陰森臉,「我有辦法搞到條姣婆以後都冇人要。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAgxoEO5Cjle
795Please respect copyright.PENANAgY8dmG9wie
「你想點做?」陳菲菲好奇。795Please respect copyright.PENANA5XhCJ6OPBp
795Please respect copyright.PENANAiahDkq4phe
「嗱,你依家畀我扮好人,扮救咗佢先。」我鬼祟地說,偷瞄阿兒一眼,「等佢對我有好感。」795Please respect copyright.PENANABP1zIeTOEQ
795Please respect copyright.PENANAFk04dnEUUA
「過兩日我再約佢上我屋企,扮溫書又好乜都好啦,搵機會講幾句花言巧語,氹佢上床,最後嚟個中出即飛。」我繼續說,「咁咪傷到佢心,又傷到佢身囉。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAB2hlDDHnaP
795Please respect copyright.PENANAxny9hwMaQp
「傷心我就明啫,但點傷佢身啊?」陳菲菲不解。795Please respect copyright.PENANAYw32MTbtHc
795Please respect copyright.PENANADyasKsYzic
「中出喎,食事後丸已經夠傷啦!如果有咗,佢要落仔,仲傷啲添啊。」我誇大地說,「而且嗰段時間,一定冇仔要佢啦。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAH6V9bCP8Fm
795Please respect copyright.PENANAg4dmK4bmTM
「但係……我信唔過你囉!」陳菲菲說,盯著我的雙眼,「萬一你只係想救佢,之後走數嘅話,條姣婆咪走甩咗。」795Please respect copyright.PENANALaQ1fez0Hg
795Please respect copyright.PENANA30X97XM2QR
「放心啦,我上完佢之後,偷影佢濕晒嘅底褲畀你睇,當做證據。」我拍胸保證。795Please respect copyright.PENANAM6cyXXporj
795Please respect copyright.PENANAHAf1zya4TE
「就算我最後衰咗,或者走數,妖哩度你地話事家嘛!」我氣聲激動說,「除非佢唔返學啫,你地咪再玩殘佢囉。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAmj05DLLMaW
795Please respect copyright.PENANAYyLim3wd5M
「但英雄救美嘅機會,好難再有!」我著緊地說。795Please respect copyright.PENANAp1GBZ8yW4q
795Please respect copyright.PENANAlKid2R75uE
聽罷,她思考了一會兒,似乎想接納我的提議。795Please respect copyright.PENANA3pMD5PUG8W
795Please respect copyright.PENANAC7RW6KRv2P
「你條友都幾狗喎。」陳菲菲邪笑上面,「但我警告你,如果你係呃我嘅話,你一定死梗,你個書包,裡面啲書,全部都唔洗要,而且你唔洗旨意係哩間學校入面媾到女。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAXvbjgfIPrI
795Please respect copyright.PENANAPqUadrTqax
「OK!」我爽快同意。795Please respect copyright.PENANAHuMkVvFE8n
795Please respect copyright.PENANAvDw6LzIPvz
談判結束,陳菲菲對King姐說,有一個更過癮的方法。795Please respect copyright.PENANAMAb5hcY0yD
795Please respect copyright.PENANAGAhCdFfFZX
King姐沒有仔細了解,好像不太關心這事,總之陳菲菲滿意就可以。795Please respect copyright.PENANAFTcJ9THlcx
795Please respect copyright.PENANA7e0ayEOfOW
「咔嚓——」房門打開了,柔和的陽光大量進來。795Please respect copyright.PENANArQdudWh7z3
795Please respect copyright.PENANANGeOjuN4XY
「阿兒,同我出去!」我走向不知所措、一臉慌張的阿兒。795Please respect copyright.PENANASAyRDRKBNP
795Please respect copyright.PENANAuRzc4qSTcX
我抓著阿兒纖細的手臂,把她拉到課室外面,暴露在陽光下。795Please respect copyright.PENANAkop0rka20Q
795Please respect copyright.PENANAdXiqwVyKeJ
「吓……完嗱?」「喂,即係罰咩?」很多人不滿,很想知道,都湧去追問陳菲菲。795Please respect copyright.PENANAtu3U0i8otP
795Please respect copyright.PENANAH10lTgKbmY
這裡還不夠安全。795Please respect copyright.PENANAOgYAjK1NsB
795Please respect copyright.PENANAtPciWx8INc
我拉著阿兒,落兩層樓梯,從五樓下去三樓,才走去走廊中間。795Please respect copyright.PENANAvOZnBkAkup
795Please respect copyright.PENANAgKeZ4KT5XY
「喂,你……到底想點?」阿兒的聲線猶有餘悸。795Please respect copyright.PENANAOtQMNbH80P
795Please respect copyright.PENANA5rf9VAVcuK
她扭著手臂,希望收回去。795Please respect copyright.PENANAWwPB5k4ce2
795Please respect copyright.PENANAiv9JrMKHok
低年級學生在往來往回。795Please respect copyright.PENANA8EMdr93mm7
795Please respect copyright.PENANAD4eNaVMga2
「啊,唔好意思。」我鬆開手;她就把手收回去。795Please respect copyright.PENANAtE2AxqpveO
795Please respect copyright.PENANABShgTZxZA5
同時發現額頭有冷汗,剛才我實在太緊張……沒辦法,為了救人,為了完成這次測試。795Please respect copyright.PENANAnk6tZexmsM
795Please respect copyright.PENANAZdyyll4X5l
「到底你地想罰我啲咩?」她雙手護胸,用極不信任的眼神看我。795Please respect copyright.PENANAomLpgplmyT
795Please respect copyright.PENANAyGpe3QDQ0k
「啊,你唔好誤會,我其實係想救你,先同佢地講咗個大話。」我解釋說,馬上對她重述一遍剛才的談話內容。795Please respect copyright.PENANAgwvpWQRiq5
795Please respect copyright.PENANAti4ovoIDIS
漸漸地,她看我的目光,從抗拒變成可以信任。795Please respect copyright.PENANA7e9O0ag752
795Please respect copyright.PENANAY2bE2nmcF4
抖動的手,也回復平靜了。795Please respect copyright.PENANASDFC7t8Tkr
795Please respect copyright.PENANAOaY0XenPX9
「底褲……方面?」她困擾地說,有點尷尬。795Please respect copyright.PENANAPDKAR5I8vr
795Please respect copyright.PENANA1hCt4mLTC2
「你咪是但買條底褲,加啲水落去,再影張相畀我交差囉。」我淡然地說,「有啲嘢,過咗幾日,又唔係當眾做,啲人睇到都會冇癮。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAi2bHShyoVK
795Please respect copyright.PENANA1XXCQW5Vus
「就好似睇戲班友仔,有事發生,即刻食花生梗係食得開心。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAsGM2uFP5s8
795Please respect copyright.PENANAwLBv7FvVgd
「但同一個話題食咗幾日,覺得無聊喇喎,就冇癮食落去。」795Please respect copyright.PENANA0B1603dngJ
795Please respect copyright.PENANALv7jIb9yyY
「總之過幾日,等件事淡咗,就冇嘢喇。」我從容地說,一副不用擔心的樣子。795Please respect copyright.PENANA7N1XCae2sX
795Please respect copyright.PENANAmFlxeGc1rI
透過話語,透過微笑,藉以給她多一點安慰。795Please respect copyright.PENANAu69XPgvezM
795Please respect copyright.PENANAfYYsHpGKOf
「希望啦。」阿兒說,心情好了很多。795Please respect copyright.PENANALMp5esZgTR
795Please respect copyright.PENANACL9s5el4xN
小息的時間差不多結束,我們的談話也差不多完了。795Please respect copyright.PENANAiKlujkbq2e
795Please respect copyright.PENANA924g1MvpFa
「話時話,你咁幫我,我應該點報答你好呢?」她溫暖的笑臉,為清純的樣子加添了幾分動人。795Please respect copyright.PENANAQGYfJpbMai
795Please respect copyright.PENANAhe4L3ZNBYX
「咁啦,你有功課唔識嘅時候,可以嚟問我,我一定會教你。」她熱心地說。795Please respect copyright.PENANANPMIC28MHn
795Please respect copyright.PENANAvVqNlbSWUK
右手指輕托黑框眼鏡。795Please respect copyright.PENANAf0eL5aPWxH
795Please respect copyright.PENANAsg3vaT1r2a
「我係唔會有功課唔識做。」我得意地說,忍不住沾沾自喜。795Please respect copyright.PENANAnN06wnz2OO
795Please respect copyright.PENANABIQgLbkWVp
「不如實際啲,整包魚蛋燒賣啦。」我說。795Please respect copyright.PENANApYPCNYUUqh
795Please respect copyright.PENANA2nwBki9V6Z
「好!」她一口答應。795Please respect copyright.PENANAwnNKDjBN29
795Please respect copyright.PENANA5GkwKVdnOG
神啊,看到了沒有,只用了兩小時、兩個半小時?我多麼快就解決了問題。795Please respect copyright.PENANAR0sWYJKi6a
795Please respect copyright.PENANA4zIpu6nbQ1
而且沒有得罪任何人,過程可謂完美。795Please respect copyright.PENANAx5ZoA4qRKT
795Please respect copyright.PENANAfeATHfhCBb
還不是,擁有神的慧根?795Please respect copyright.PENANAN7rGZphwzI
795Please respect copyright.PENANAhFaig18ABl
我們並肩而行,走向樓梯口。795Please respect copyright.PENANASbTH6DEsGW
795Please respect copyright.PENANAcXk5JmiGLv
「不如依家去買?」我說,怕任務突然完成,會回到島上。795Please respect copyright.PENANAZDDr6t2re9
795Please respect copyright.PENANAmcfRhAdr4Y
「咁急?」她有點錯愕,轉頭時馬尾搖了一下,「小息夠鐘喇喎。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAxUkl6u7rkU
795Please respect copyright.PENANA7WMAZv901g
「咁下個小息先啦。」我放棄地說。795Please respect copyright.PENANASNIpZWvbAN
795Please respect copyright.PENANACTpvf0OsuT
反正等了五年,不差……兩節課堂。795Please respect copyright.PENANAbhOecHLOsb
795Please respect copyright.PENANAcTyFcuEvUI
回到課室前,她停頓了步伐,我也因此停了。795Please respect copyright.PENANAZqn7G5YwnZ
795Please respect copyright.PENANAJddnocPyyz
「一陣點都好啦,頭先真係好多謝你可以幫我解圍。」阿兒說,想跟我握手,「我叫李可兒,希望可以同你做到朋友。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAyr531POKhN
795Please respect copyright.PENANAFjsG5MEchW
「做朋友梗係可——」我笑說,卻在下一秒僵住。795Please respect copyright.PENANAlxljLqiihZ
795Please respect copyright.PENANA32vUe4vgrm
慢著,有點不對勁!795Please respect copyright.PENANA7GMEgHOZ0R
795Please respect copyright.PENANAB75Eob5Y6u
「你講……多次?」我臉如死灰。795Please respect copyright.PENANAI8tFQ8mrXW
795Please respect copyright.PENANAc17e0139kW
「我叫『李可兒』,希望可以同你做到朋友。」阿兒遞著右手,依然想握手。795Please respect copyright.PENANAjnfffp2uBh
795Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1qq4onClm
黑框馬尾妹叫李可兒?你叫李可兒……795Please respect copyright.PENANAfBUdUt4EnW
795Please respect copyright.PENANAC8nzGncunl
「咁邊個叫陸傾兒?」我衝口而出。795Please respect copyright.PENANAWcEW6fFRm1
795Please respect copyright.PENANAKVHcykXfAC
「陸傾兒,咪傾姐囉。」李可兒理所當然地說,「頭先坐窗口位嗰位大家姐。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAS7kY8HHE3q
795Please respect copyright.PENANAaxJ9LqmBkw