在KO便利店吃飽後，我回到住所，把電話卡安插在手機裡。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJezhsnOXkJ
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiV5g2sDCH
這樣手機就有了電話號碼，雖然我一個聯絡人也沒有。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88oDRxEqod
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLGbdgqxOX
站在大鏡子面前，我拿著牙刷，看著自己。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgfHUDEidn
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刷刷刷牙，灌水，吐——708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn1BuCA9dM
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用毛巾抹臉。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcpRIPNEPu
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmxBH6PM81
走進我的房間，落地玻璃外面是夜晚大海景。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5HsvmsOjc
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4ZloxwwzA
我卸下外套，掛在牆勾，便撲到床上。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T2ORfGp7E
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH4n1k4Fbg
「好神奇嘅一日。」我蓋好被子，把被子拉上鼻頭的位置。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YmdYTubcd
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRz9kL6bn6
這時我發現自己多了一種奇妙的感覺。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqTvgkYB0v
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh82zoyrHUZ
我居然有點期待明天的來臨。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZryA5KObt
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCC7s7jDEZK
我很少會這樣想的，以前做學生的時候也不多，上班之後也很少，除了星期五。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF5mmT42lu
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPI9MkPKkX
流落到孤島之後，就完全沒有了。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1bvzrxEK2
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8LtjKyIYR
「晚安。」我對天花板說，徐徐合上了眼。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVkSEu0WZT
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7OdHnbdJQ
在一片寧靜中安睡，很舒暢，呼出鬆弛的氣息，全身都放鬆了。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUNkkwlpkc
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTtqMH5710
隨即，意識被一下子吸走。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1yqgP7MMh
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FN5mUiIJO
耳邊聽見風聲，更感到涼意，張開眼睛——708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd25QF8tlWn
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwWM3nJWZb
我站立山上，拿著寫滿滿的神的練習簿。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjD6tJ5N9i
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLKvYktXkA
在浩大星空之下，手上的練習簿記錄了我所有的行動和想法。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgYscykkOI
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2TuyCfcWl
「返嚟喇？」神明丁微笑地走來，取走我手上的練習簿。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwleR00uoB
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4UIJK946r
「吓？完喇？」我才回過神來。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmNXHo4KZN
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRvaJQBLtW
「個測試就咁？得一日時間咁短？」我追著神明丁問。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuMICFYskw
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWArXVBlbq
神明丁一邊散步，一邊翻閱，狀甚悠閒。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplS8q6Sqgm
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjMU5ZU3sW
「一日咁短？畀夠一年你好唔好？」祂反問，繼續閱讀。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUS9GSkGlz
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxtHbnhsLT
「一年又……」我有點難堪。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17RNPtseeC
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1x68eAK2cR
「速戰速決OK？」神明丁要求，「如果多幾個人要你幫，個個都要N日先搞掂，咪要排好耐？」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPmgDgEpF7
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc7AyHokQ3
聽了這話，我又有點不滿了，「我又唔係神，又唔識讀心，我點知啲人煩惱緊啲咩？」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVAWB8bQq7
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSUDvosFYl
「樣樣都要我自己查，係要啲時間啦！」我繼續說。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbncznxKIBe
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6lPLuDsdE
「咁你又唔洗激動，我又冇話個測試完咗。」神明丁瞇笑地說，「我係想你珍惜每一日啫，唔好以為測試係無限期，可能隨時完都唔定。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg6EacV7Zh
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi4gl17VDN
「我好珍惜喇已經！」我替自己辯護。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJxyxMSDMK
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2Nt0LYE5l
「咁我都睇得出……」神明丁繼續翻閱。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoCAAfKp7m
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNurAZpXOB5
「咁目前為止，我表現點啊？分數高唔高？」我熱烈地追問。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9i7crd4KD
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBPsZCX2Ro
「無可奉告。」祂說，再翻了一頁，便把練習簿合上。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXInlTU0IF
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwZZcE9JdF
祂直視著我，「係測試完結之前，我係唔會透露目前嘅成績。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXwaLwpWhE
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tDf6VJ7JA
「不過，如果你有嘢唔明，又屬於我可以回答嘅範圍，我都會盡量答你嘅。」神明丁善意地說。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RZ7aa8CuH
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB6dH68lyf
不明白的事情實在太多，我整理一下有什麼可以問。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnCyc9BKDS
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcsDwo9O12
「點解我會返咗嚟？」我問，「我明明想瞓覺。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid6lhoUL0W
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0roa7wE30
「哩個我可以答。」神明丁說，「本測試嘅機制係，你一上『床』瞓覺，就會被視為一題嘅終結，練習簿會暫停記錄，你就會返返嚟。只要你再打開練習簿，翻到下一題嘅位置，測試就會繼續。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDZLubtqdl
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcRH3DKAVj
「如果我冇上床瞓覺呢？」我問。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3FOSWDr5H
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b2p8422Tj
「咁最盡係去到清晨六點，練習簿就會因為記錄已滿，而強制召你返嚟。因為每一題嘅答題空間有限。」祂說。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPpbgw8TkU
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yyQVWlE9z
原來如此。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBrCnXEPdI
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhfxIyyZ4l
我想了一想，「我想問個1404室，點解咁特別嘅，有一半以上同我以前屋企好似，幾乎一樣，係大小唔同，同埋廁所唔同，再多間房。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysxuqVblan
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEVgXkXr0o
這個問題，原本我只是隨口一問，沒想到神明丁的臉色十分凝重。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZJi9e7r0w
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7BDJrhCbe
「哩個設計……唔關我事。」神明丁說，想回避我的眼神。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvdTerbocz
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXepNqY5a8R
「咁關邊個事？」我站到祂的前方。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaxDXWUYQ5
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyhfGfIPEW
祂摸著下巴，思考了一會兒，才再次看著我。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mSZqw47SJ
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ycQgw3Qfa
「1404室係神明辛設計。」祂凝重地說，「應該話，係神明辛戰死前，所住嘅地方。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwUho3WYpq
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TvurfHN73
神明「辛」就是最近在八大神之中，因戰死而出現空缺的神位，也就是我正在爭取的位置。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNTtKvDPha
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOQWpxQq0Q
「吓？佢做咩要設計到好似我屋企咁？」我不解。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlrgFNnSue
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHsy97QfOD
「因為佢都係孫正直。」神明丁說，慢慢回想當年，「大約五年前，前任神明辛離職後，我同依加一樣四圍去搵合適嘅人嚟填補空缺。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4Aw0FGsjx
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm17wsKPqzt
「當時，遇到另一個平行世界嘅你。」神明丁憶述，「佢好特別，有一種魅力，一種影響人嘅正向力量。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabwqFrZdxM
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzcU91lOpN
「我第一眼就睇中咗佢。」祂說，「然後如我所料，佢成功通過測試，得到我嘅提名。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAfwSpqtdc
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ghmcfTzbQ
「係下一步遴選，雖然佢最後只係勉強險勝其他對手，好險咁當選神明『辛』，但係佢留畀我地嘅印象好深。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhJ2lzmjeL
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzJiAI0tvs
「作為神，我自問，有時都覺得神係好無情。」神明丁沉色地說。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lMDfH8gQ5
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSNk6p22BJ
「但……神明辛畀我嘅印象係，一個好有情嘅神。」祂說，露出一絲感慨，「有時我都諗，如果其他神明都可以做到佢咁，世界或者……又會唔一樣。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVYhIu6Byb
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvUKOt3aTn
默默地聽著神明丁的自白，我理解的只有一部分。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRh10pbCZI
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNrWdqMNaK
就是戰死的神明辛也是叫孫正直，是另一個平行世界的我。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPjPMIMqk7
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3CTPdAGYm
「佢同我有咩唔同？」我忍不住了。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHbZvQZ3ss
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9YVks6tTq
「佢嘅人生同你好唔同。」神明丁回答。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWY2O4HRCiV
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBXG2NH6uN
「總有相同嘅嘢掛，例如讀同一間小學……」我嘗試舉例。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlluJMiJETC
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76euLS2EY1
「佢同你嘅分歧點係，係中學。」神明丁說，想了一下，「你記唔記得……」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMob342CoA
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG7WtOahsr
「你曾經為咗，同你暗戀嘅陸同學慶祝生日，花心思安排咗一日嘅行程，由朝早見面，下午去邊，至到夜晚去浪漫嘅地方表白。你又偷偷買禮物，打算畀佢一個驚喜。為咗買哩份禮物，你仲約咗女仔出嚟幫眼。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGM8FYPAQi
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fhLYlVqN7
「夠喇。唔好再講喇……」我的心受傷了。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbR61EqdvJ
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9FrUry2uS
「而最後，你係冇約佢出嚟。」神明丁一針見血，「白費晒所有心機，禮物亦都一直收喺櫃桶，冇送出去。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8enndUcXEl
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j7N8TO62d
「唔通……嗰一個我……」我瞳孔放大。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED7EHr7WL3
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYfMT4qGrt
「冇錯，佢係咁多個平行世界之中，唯一一個係遇到『嗰件事』之後，仍然主動去約陸同學嘅孫正直。」神明丁說。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMti8f5thj8
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirUbCMjWc3
「咁……佢……約唔約到陸同學出嚟？」我心痛如麻，還是爭取發問，「個行程點啊？計劃成唔成功？」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkiGTetwu5
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt1SCJvGuc
「你真係想知？諗清楚喎。」神明丁觀察著我，不知有何打算。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiIvfAYjw9
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dn9kE3q0e
深深地吸一口氣，平靜一下。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluSVCJsCwH
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PQyT2j43U
「算啦都係。」我阻止了自己，「另一個世界嘅過去，冇必要再提。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY691N458PO
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcGSR11eqf
「對哩個世界嘅我嚟講，錯過咗就係錯過咗，已經無法挽回。」我強逼自己說，再對祂問，「重點，係之後吖嘛係咪？」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pPcSISBeL
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWemGlOJ4qi
神明丁沒有回答，只是露出了一絲微笑。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPwqcYW0k9
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmrE6ru0vY
「講！點解要搵我嚟做測試？」我問，「唔通你會以為，可以搵到第二個佢？」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8YYGtWKo3
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XJmwpmavk
「唔係，我冇咁諗。」祂說，整理思路再說：708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMQZUWprMO
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvk8Xx974B
「人唔知點下決定嘅時候，選擇去馬定退縮，有時好睇一時衝動。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係一時勇猛，咪拍心口去馬囉。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係怯懦，咪退縮囉。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5BZFurF2C
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaimbOP6GRn
「只係哩個比例唔係一半一半，有啲人勇敢嘅瞬間比較多，少退縮，咁咪會出現唔同嘅人生囉。」神明丁說，「就好似之前嘅神明辛咁，係一個勇敢嘅神。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiqsXIBifB
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk4a1cHLcj
「佢嘅戰死，救咗數之不盡嘅人，雖然世人未必察覺，但所有神都一致對佢抱有最崇高嘅敬意。」祂敬重地說。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN0xwDO5nM
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmPu5YQRGi
聽著，我心裡不是滋味。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgOyHF3hmu
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTxY6yLXP5
「冇錯，我就係怯懦比較多，少勇敢嘅人，咁又點吖？」我挺起胸膛問。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwWNa1acJI
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0jJE0Afab
「冇錯，哩個世界就係有類咁嘅人，多數情況之下都係啞忍、退縮、忍讓……」神明丁說。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9bb6PdGAU
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR11AlGRMa
慢慢地，祂把手搭在我的肩膀上。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9ASlZVfTI
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9oxx3Bpwn
「但關鍵時刻絕對會企出嚟嘅人！」祂對我說。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M0b5VUtbw
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91x9b4w7KH
「本神並唔係要搵另一個，好似上任神明辛咁嘅孫正直。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaNw6fvaTA
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcEnQI5r0Z
「我係希望搵一個，經歷過諸多磨難同後悔，變得睿智而充滿慧根，最後超越上任神明辛嘅孫正直啊。」神明丁說，眼神滿是期望。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyui0Y995K
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一時之間，我被打動得滿目含淚。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt09g8i0t4
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