姆指慢慢離開手機屏幕。701Please respect copyright.PENANAIgg2jq7Vuw
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看見影片正在上存,並出現在網上,我舒了一口氣。701Please respect copyright.PENANAvjkhzodz1a
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這種強烈的正義感是怎麼回事?701Please respect copyright.PENANAICfJ6Bfy94
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這種幫了同學的感覺,是怎麼回事?701Please respect copyright.PENANAM43uh35srP
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我以前是這種見義勇為的人嗎?我是什麼時候,變成這樣的呢?701Please respect copyright.PENANASBqiIcnCoT
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我應該是一個不好的人才對,我作過的孽太多。所以才會失去阿傑和阿進這兩位朋友。701Please respect copyright.PENANA9PxsVRp0s3
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當我落魄的時候,身邊一個人都沒有。701Please respect copyright.PENANAiYs63uFUof
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這不是別人的錯,而都是我的錯。701Please respect copyright.PENANAl4a65GhLNT
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所以我現在是贖罪嗎?透過做一些看似正義的行為。701Please respect copyright.PENANAuYROgn4MSU
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我不知道。701Please respect copyright.PENANAHHOQShr5RX
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只是,曾經拼命渴望得到關注、渴望被愛、渴望得到一切的我,最終變成了孤獨並想放逐自己的人。701Please respect copyright.PENANAnPbELo5ntd
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往事,不堪回首。701Please respect copyright.PENANAvgvXquqtw6
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鬆開了手機,任它留在櫃桶。701Please respect copyright.PENANA42kqT3D0wh
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在堂上,Miss Lee努力地分享自己去過英國的經歷,給我們介紹英國文化,並從文化的角度去解釋一些片語的由來。701Please respect copyright.PENANAXv4yZueeWp
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男同學都十分認真地看著Miss Lee,好像很專心地上課,雖然腦子裡都是英文以外的幻想。701Please respect copyright.PENANABPAPAN1wrg
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打開手冊,英文堂只有一堂,不是連堂。701Please respect copyright.PENANAyaXSJH0Gqu
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牆上的時鐘,分針秒針都在轉動,很快就把一堂時間轉走。701Please respect copyright.PENANAxnuFv1Dbyp
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「新同學!」Miss Lee下課時叫我,「放學嚟見一見我。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAr9GGDpc4uZ
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「吓……」我錯愕了一下,只能回答,「哦。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAf0FUfNetVW
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然後,她就離開了班房。701Please respect copyright.PENANAUBF9QiasaS
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中文堂的時候,其他同學都回來了。701Please respect copyright.PENANADH19CBf85L
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我查看手機,影片目前還沒有多少人看。701Please respect copyright.PENANAXXsLWCaPFz
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「點啫,頭先小息到底發生咩事?」歐陽派問。701Please respect copyright.PENANAkjopy580jc
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「咩事都冇發生。」我說。701Please respect copyright.PENANAush3XxeX1r
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「頂你係咪唔講啊!」歐陽派極其不滿,「我真係唔信囉!」701Please respect copyright.PENANAVaX3maNU7j
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「既然當事人,都答你地話只係有小小誤會,我又可以講啲咩呢?」我無趣反問。701Please respect copyright.PENANAgU0pdi6a3M
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「頂,即係有事啦。」他判斷,悄悄問,「快講快講。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAExrpUrraou
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「你真係想知?知道之後,可能會畀人打喎。」我說。701Please respect copyright.PENANAWEK9hblfDp
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「我扮唔知咪得囉。」他興奮地說,「放心,我一定唔會講出去。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAJJMfy8sz7q
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我沉思了一會兒。701Please respect copyright.PENANA9D2AT5uLur
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對網上世界有點脫節的我,有點事情必須請教歐陽派。701Please respect copyright.PENANApTwwOY1Z0Q
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「咁我問你一個問題先。」我悄悄問,「有咩辦法可以令一條片,快速咁畀勁多人睇到?」701Please respect copyright.PENANAvbQJsEmutw
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「我知喇,你拍咗片!」歐陽派馬上猜到,「拎嚟睇下,快。」701Please respect copyright.PENANALADwUhWF3b
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「你要保證,你唔會講出去。」我強烈要求。701Please respect copyright.PENANAKzytQCnXEL
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「我發誓一定唔會講,如果唔係,一世冇女要,拍一次拖就散一次,仲要戴埋綠帽。」他立下毒誓。701Please respect copyright.PENANAiaEXBQpbk1
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「好,咁拎你手機嚟。」我說。701Please respect copyright.PENANAbhDegNofci
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「吓做咩?」他問。701Please respect copyright.PENANAhI72L4FSyc
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「係咪睇?」我只問一次。701Please respect copyright.PENANAD0P9wSpcdK
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拿到他手機後,我點YouTube搜尋那條片段,然後把手機放進他的筆袋裡。701Please respect copyright.PENANAk3ElSeRHoz
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他把筆袋放在中文書上方,扮作看課本,其實是看屏幕。701Please respect copyright.PENANA7MzwsH7FQn
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「嘩,屌你真係好撚勇!」他在看偷拍的影片。701Please respect copyright.PENANA3JPP6oRgdf
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「你真係唔撚知死,竟然擺上YouTube……」他邊看邊說,「反了,今次反了。」701Please respect copyright.PENANA9j61GJ5g8j
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「但條片冇乜人睇,有咩辦法可以令多啲人睇?」我問。701Please respect copyright.PENANAWCWJaa4znJ
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「通常可以share去facebook,但屌,一定會畀人發現。」他想著。701Please respect copyright.PENANA2fLMWTxgzb
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「或者,直接send條link畀傳媒。」他說,「但……你真係要咁做?世界變喎。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAmP99O6DGGn
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我沒有回答,只讓他看著我的神情。701Please respect copyright.PENANAwgA7CkuAex
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「幫我啦。」我更提出,「幫我,等於幫鄭家明,等於幫全校被欺凌嘅學生。」701Please respect copyright.PENANA7CT7ypfkbQ
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「屌……你……屌……」他舌頭打結,不知所措。701Please respect copyright.PENANA9RvI8024fO
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「但你怕唔怕影響到傾姐?」他三思後問,「萬一蔣少收咗皮,可能傾姐都會受到影響。」701Please respect copyright.PENANArMQs9dPUHE
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「前排有單新聞,唔知你有冇睇。」他說,「有間學校,一直欺凌人嘅同學畀人舉報、失勢之後,係學校嘅生活超級慘。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAiAyDClvsrz
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「點解?」我驚訝。701Please respect copyright.PENANAcMUZCyH5IL
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「因為會畀人欺凌返轉頭!」他說,「之前得罪人太多,累積咗太多嘅仇恨,結果係學校遭到報復。」701Please respect copyright.PENANA9kFB8Nk1u3
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「去到邊都畀人閒言閒語,被針對中傷,被人玩,被人淋水。」他說,「最後……」701Please respect copyright.PENANATEmodnvYfY
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「最後咩?」我心急問。701Please respect copyright.PENANAqfRZSYyFKd
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「最後嗰個人自殺咗。」歐陽派遺憾地說,「係學校天台跳樓。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAONRGcOPGKq
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聽到這裡,我看看班上眾人。701Please respect copyright.PENANAm0iithzebN
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在大家眼中,傾姐跟蔣少是一伙的,而課室裡坐五、六、七行的人,都是親傾姐的。701Please respect copyright.PENANA03QUNo20kL
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萬一被報復,我們班會受牽連嗎?701Please respect copyright.PENANAwoJaKd2xZa
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這都不是我最擔心的。701Please respect copyright.PENANAgb3hHTqUAO
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我只是擔心傾姐,擔心陸傾兒而已。701Please respect copyright.PENANAJtogbTgMGv
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「你真係想搞大佢?Send畀傳媒?」歐陽派凝重地問。701Please respect copyright.PENANAldBdFrE6v0
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「等我……考慮一下先。」我回覆。701Please respect copyright.PENANAdz6Z7iLt5e
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「如果你係驚嘅,趁未有好多人睇,依加上YouTube轉返做私人影片都得。」他再給我一個選擇。701Please respect copyright.PENANAyGidJ2Vr0m
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繼而我沉默不語。701Please respect copyright.PENANAjtlz86t1im
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中文堂結束,第二小息開始。701Please respect copyright.PENANAEbsW2LlHqJ
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陳菲菲帶著姊妹走過來,鄭重地提醒我,哄李可兒上床的事一定要辦到。701Please respect copyright.PENANAEZVXLNO6Is
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「琴日你話過兩日就會氹到佢上床,中出即飛,依加過咗一日喇,你爭取時間啊。」她黑臉地說,又打探,「不過我估你,一早有晒計劃啦係咪?」701Please respect copyright.PENANAI9BaewSj5O
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「係,當然係啦。」我牽強笑笑,搔搔屁股。701Please respect copyright.PENANAkA9W5Mv004
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啊,對了,這件事也得解決……701Please respect copyright.PENANAy0Den8hbUB
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「我唔理你約佢上你屋企,定係佢屋企,定係去爆房。」陳菲菲說,「總之,我要有相為證。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAZYKTgOlcBi
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「OK啦,你放心。」我輕鬆地說。701Please respect copyright.PENANAkoRo7B6g2n
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「最好影埋人,影埋佢個淫樣。」她奸邪地說,「唔係唔知條底褲係佢。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAP8ki84EPlL
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「吓……」我怔了,「乜,琴日唔係講咗話……」701Please respect copyright.PENANAUqIe6KdqVG
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「你得嘅!我對你有信心!」陳菲菲半揚嘴角,拍拍我的肩膀,又問,「咁你諗住幾時約佢?」701Please respect copyright.PENANAC6Vtq1xtJ6
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「依加!」我站了起來。701Please respect copyright.PENANAiMyQhb6kGT
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「記住唔好失敗啊。」陳菲菲抽起了桌邊的書包,「你知衰咗,會有咩後果啦?」701Please respect copyright.PENANAilWCOf65wL
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「完全知道。」我伸手抱回書包,放在椅背前。701Please respect copyright.PENANARqKL04iSDG
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最後,我在她們一眾姊妹面前,拉走了李可兒,叫她陪我去買魚蛋燒賣。701Please respect copyright.PENANAumpOJAj0nv
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到了地面的小賣部——701Please respect copyright.PENANAt1HHqBlUsN
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我深深地嘆了一口氣,走近用餐桌椅,軟在椅子上。701Please respect copyright.PENANAaVhiIqxneA
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「唔係買嘢食咩?」李可兒問,坐在桌子的對面。701Please respect copyright.PENANAWvGMS10tKf
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架黑框眼鏡、紮馬尾的她,依然清純可人。701Please respect copyright.PENANAH5v3jRviOK
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我再嘆了三聲,幾乎想伏在桌面。701Please respect copyright.PENANAiYxBnUGKtQ
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剛才是怎麼回事?701Please respect copyright.PENANAL022vDrsu0
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在毫無防備之下被陳菲菲突襲成功,追加了要求。701Please respect copyright.PENANA5USJ8mSWqt
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「做咩事啊?」可兒用手指碰我。701Please respect copyright.PENANArxhvujDFrA
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「係咪陳菲菲同你講咗啲咩?我見佢搵你。」她說。701Please respect copyright.PENANAduC8FnNtzw
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「佢話……最好影埋你個人,如果唔係,唔知條底褲係你嘅。」我照直說。701Please respect copyright.PENANALlMsoDunUl
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「吓……咁……」李可兒面露難色,漸漸不安,慢慢用毛衣手掩嘴。701Please respect copyright.PENANAlg4larJ6wZ
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這一刻,我們都沒有說話。701Please respect copyright.PENANAxRCP2A6nxN
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她低下了頭,我陷入苦思。701Please respect copyright.PENANAgMBVi4bXHD
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直至我說,「你唔洗理佢,照舊是但買條底褲,淋水落去,影畀我交數就得。」701Please respect copyright.PENANA6DF6HptPnb
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「但如果佢唔收貨呢?你以後……會冇運行。」李可兒憂心忡忡。701Please respect copyright.PENANAvanQoJ4sd8
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「佢唔收貨,我都冇計。唔通真係叫你影畀佢咩?」我反問,再對她說,「哩啲相,一出咗街,就永遠都收唔返。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAwJQpVyO8hp
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「就算……佢真係要對付我,我堂堂大男人一個,都唔會怕佢。」我說,安慰她,「放心啦,我實拆得掂。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAZV5XbqdDJ2
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「嗯。」她應了一聲,搓著毛衣手。701Please respect copyright.PENANAC5zOqsWkQF
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她苦惱的樣子,總是,令人無法釋懷。701Please respect copyright.PENANAT36O1Qpcfk
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明明就不是目標人物,為什麼我總是護著她?701Please respect copyright.PENANAkcJIolsYeK
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包括鄭家明被欺凌的事件也是,為什麼總會與我扯上關係?701Please respect copyright.PENANAFb9unGxNy3
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這是不是「神」給我的考驗?701Please respect copyright.PENANAMhdWUlW6Tr
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考驗我會不會捨棄其他需要幫助的人。701Please respect copyright.PENANAMsaMJwaMVE
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我猜,神明丁看著我的做法,一定會認為我跟神明辛很相似——701Please respect copyright.PENANAwBFtnJXoHt
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都是很有情的人/神。701Please respect copyright.PENANA0raRg9XnSc
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「如果我著住條底褲,但唔露樣,淨係影個身呢?」李可兒嘴巴動動,尋找折衷的做法。701Please respect copyright.PENANAYmbFqTpOTX
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此刻,神明丁一定吃花生吃得很開心。701Please respect copyright.PENANAKDttMsiA27
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「唔好啊。」我輕聲說,「哩啲相,就算你影咗send畀我,我都唔會拎去交差。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAaucdZa9g1b
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「點解?」她問。701Please respect copyright.PENANA6WFACRMvJA
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「寧願留嚟珍藏。」我淺笑。701Please respect copyright.PENANACJgBk3LiN5
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結果,她面紅了一下,想不通,沒好氣地站起。701Please respect copyright.PENANAolRZz82AtH
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「咁你……點交差啊?」她問。701Please respect copyright.PENANAN3pNeMB64E
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「算啦,話之你死啦。」她告訴我,率先起步離去。701Please respect copyright.PENANAhNFh7hIeTe
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我看著李可兒。701Please respect copyright.PENANAGrfCx3yCId
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其實我又何嘗不想哄妳上床,跟學生妹來個翻雲覆雨?701Please respect copyright.PENANAFkB9cAnoZ2
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一飽私慾之餘又能向陳菲菲交差。701Please respect copyright.PENANAyflV83VbCB
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只可惜,我已不是當年那個會容許自己任意妄為的孫正直。身上早已被後悔,扣上了不再容許犯錯的枷鎖。701Please respect copyright.PENANATZkxWJ7XkW
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如今的我……701Please respect copyright.PENANATv3jNKmWjs
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認為最難、也是最重要的,不是向陳菲菲交差,也不是向神交差,而是——701Please respect copyright.PENANARa6dcdq09v
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向自己交差啊。701Please respect copyright.PENANApejO8nNTlV
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