半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNKZ7NLtkY
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAK0apuHcx
「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh6sr297Bl
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvLkiVeeqX
我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEiCChNtwT
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebWey47VmV
大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W7AJ0KZIi
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HfdXWB6hv
食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6D2Ugqid7
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hSkKcHHMb
剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzXsn8OIys
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8RxoIMsNR
「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oavONT1yv
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXI1mpFvWl
「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxZsjoLN0w
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarATCQrg7v
把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT81MZcgwg2
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXObs2Xwc3B
在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsV9bYxrLt
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakHelmGyOi
朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKlRYn6H7S
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw6lxjqTeJ
卻停下了。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUJ057lqPc
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nAyPdzWfN
被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl89cppnnE
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUAsUqv5CD
「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS63eFqk7Lf
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5hrSRjCmF
「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7pW8FxnwX
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG2oKYl6IV
「變態！」她推開我。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwYzepOsBt
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4be1Tg8uM
「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAzmXJwaRX
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5uDQlEYHj
再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqqR48z5ig
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrKPzwKj16
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKoTCCnEId
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V0windVjC
然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDIEFUXfDo
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoWAwkSHH6
KO便利店袋則放好。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSOx63NbFx
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mVc5PoDDJ
收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDNpYDWhhy
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDOiS9VPjb
刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbnmRJU6GF
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzVdfS5JVY
沖水毛巾，抹臉。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp13G2JUU5S
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdr24EGENV
大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnb7otBR1V8
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ23xvk43oX
回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeokGj0Xle
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9fa5e9Vqx
我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzqft6ioJr
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfrSBXMXLl
時間已經快將三點。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXrWfSmcwV
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLsf90YCn7
我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4OM6CpFO5
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsasn6rxZo
眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvUQTE8rTh
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatUDc4fgIR
海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWj0eHTcgG
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeSGz2r8is
三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjwEUOY2gs
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkUztqVVPm
直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspVFkeKa4F
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FL7xcs7sT
「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1wrtgZPBk
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM5UEjGUDY
「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsszPFiWNGW
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAhath4npC
按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfAXnmuxgt
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEMlXbmv3M
「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhhT4MyZh7
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X2DCyduph
「早抖」我發出。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFEm0OXxkp
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhebZnwBk7
最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMmJvJy6Oj
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8B1RV88Va
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uXy5FMdL2
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsaI1uMLuf
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPpq5Ymd3T
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHB0A2TrcW
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyLN2OEocp
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd5xNfjRkH
直至……768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M1D2tnddB
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf2XicZgeK
耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o6gvTotim
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz59V0p7Krk
「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElEknj90HW
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEazcN3tQZ
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHuN6XJIbn
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdjEB4b9h2
「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk5EmQuUWc
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mVIXWhQRT
「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sFmMam2Vw
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHPkWXKVAb
「係啊。」祂說。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnaiwlyYIE
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFCVBTSVWz
「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5dYMONHo6
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQ6gf3WSxu
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBiPbFF0O3
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5ch8K7DkY
「係啊。」我說。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLMzZChXKe
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN73LEqDL41
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIBWjyVr5K
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFCOlZPQRl
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1mQP8fx31
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDzgdBMtUa
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM7RhJcssr
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltzyz1ud11
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMyaUaBDou
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDysERaR0c7
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4za4mmDOEZ
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9fCP29HjB
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVCtNK2EjA
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpoYuJSbkR
「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXWIFIkzTe
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtBmxoap0o
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQs92dzBNE
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4ytJRwcKp
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVkb5iD85a
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AkWH7CMqk
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡearnKrNvd4
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPTnYsSncs
「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYGYcpkGvM
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSLxXsFItO
膝蓋跪了下來。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7wFFgqyUY
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYrVx1VguP
「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCu5NBtTNj
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfF4SPkWR0P
「咩能力？」我問。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshAOARStNx
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD9OhAie7O
「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjoP2iJiWA
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNmWhXQ6uz
「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneRA762ccM
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfeTII49cc
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLT9yyOSiZF
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDOHHhJnW3
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIvEsyVKJs
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW9gijaEOY
「所……以？」我想聽下去。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsyfBivQXk
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NZMwf5xId
「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYEeXwjHMj
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXODUYY9Nf
「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzkVE58Di3
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9C5lJgVvl
「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkFV2RMhSD
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9vO2eTBHf
「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG8bUZ5ssm
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5DQn9Yzwk
「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs09z7dRHuR
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7oFU5zc6C
「不過，孫正直——」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBZNFwFyCx
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzxxJjlgKb
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFQ0HIT5KL
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6VP1fNEdE
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGHbyjkpas
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnhuSAiT5W
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutPAOgApWC
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszGsXSGWEi
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwdYVpvthV
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjjyM0tF3G
而我，低下了頭。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0lueQenbP
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHGvXjJy4S
「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj1UqKrwXx
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LxWXc7Di6
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XDXL4d3Qc
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw11HK9ait
我狠狠地盯著祂。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4OwTlEN94
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2znFnFosp
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjzyRr3UMC
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQymSDVh3Ug
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtljXp6XzT
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwURc9sSwU
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBrjtuwpd8
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttEbR4Cbgt
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQJ1i6K62o
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