半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9ttlVr5fu
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOSNZzWP4j
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeESx9wO4a
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLICanAm8bB
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFxTEtSEg6
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4XgxZmBD0
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIeQMXtK0F
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQYequI4o3
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS4TMcQtQ7
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJHgSdBGLU
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc275C6mhb
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卻停下了。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEmw0Su7B8
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVvO6UEC3X
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq3vVoOQYi
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTtgtrQzzC
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「變態！」她推開我。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHmpLCC0WV
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFXU7Bp3tJ
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkxvuv3d6l
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握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruqVJNvcCI
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uej2KziEU
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KO便利店袋則放好。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAsP1x6MTJ
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY52usaRywl
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXApv4XCwQy
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGQUlE5qBz
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibjCf95R3V
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8niKhuqWO
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CM30n3z6M
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時間已經快將三點。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdVz9sMLaf
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P5neUKHoT
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolDsOnqMBe
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkTTijHNet
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYMPWincyd
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt8G9GekKl
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVChxMSRQy
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMYfJRvOsD
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNEtv7GM1W
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUx2osHuFu
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「早抖」我發出。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAXssbnRkb
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eQ1NyXBVw
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyt1wY54yt
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf9Ddxbz87
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcObyvX4PW
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直至……702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO5Og7QN6w
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5waxypoey
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuQsGB2jtZ
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwHdtlYsgV
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWo32reHQu
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr8AWVyDe8
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「係啊。」祂說。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c2PxafEpa
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMKD1jjGGO
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl7wZTseKR
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「係啊。」我說。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0p74Gari9
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALnLmNgFB2
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mMvhIgR7y
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYKhpThTNN
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUjMVKCaCP
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYGdpCz8Mu
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ98mqXoOav
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O3Adnd6oS
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdceoz74Y6
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWGfdYnCSx
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b3tJzjdmA
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuu5niha2o
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「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IB5rHibJt
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「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf12nahiR1m
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqOS5HzAOE
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ94J8yEZQZ
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膝蓋跪了下來。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINge5COVhu
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDlzSA49H4
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「咩能力？」我問。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWtI17MZxH
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdsLJ0NNZU
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpFlxrPWq3
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IEm3ApUHz
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「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesSm23tQkS
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ4zExCKVX
「所……以？」我想聽下去。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUAGylwNGE
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmxLJSxqz1
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT3rLqdbQh
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xq27e74vC
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQROsICkE0v
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBzgzGQQgj
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJUFdbyszD
「不過，孫正直——」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnjTqX14h5
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0OWjKS1lH
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRu6mWbaG2
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8JfRSNH55
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyL1XNLOsQ
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43yDWBxVim
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj1Zb0tsUu
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfrTmime1M
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a1S967ETy
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而我，低下了頭。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiFhNNKmag
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJzPoYo904
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG114KxOhPH
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNpW59Zl7A
我狠狠地盯著祂。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3Q0G5Mjm7
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKfY10mmeC
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZy6zZa3Ip
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7GT5aOSZL
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WqFRHIg7Y
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3AUY3DMaP
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOFEhgzjMV
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9f1Ou7Kwa
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvdOUmr3fd
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