半含瓶口,舉起酒瓶,倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。719Please respect copyright.PENANAaovYldJWpE
719Please respect copyright.PENANA3XlKIiRFQw
「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。719Please respect copyright.PENANAssb2aUzJTX
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。719Please respect copyright.PENANAuIQkoOM3O7
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。719Please respect copyright.PENANAe1vOagwzdw
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食指放鬆,僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。719Please respect copyright.PENANAfzkwKJgZj5
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剛才,我差一點就吻了她,幸好懸崖勒馬。719Please respect copyright.PENANAqzIiULiWj0
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「孫正直,你……做咩啊你?」傾姐一步步後退。719Please respect copyright.PENANAti2KZBrGFq
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。719Please respect copyright.PENANAZuJDXyokTE
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把她逼退到牆壁,我的手按住牆壁。719Please respect copyright.PENANAPhysRFPn9L
719Please respect copyright.PENANAQqbndk5xJD
在她迷人的眼神裡,我情不自禁地靠前。719Please respect copyright.PENANAxqxqWt5oqt
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇,我的嘴唇慢慢地——719Please respect copyright.PENANAAxn51Pn7T3
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卻停下了。719Please respect copyright.PENANA6K9VUhcovQ
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被她用一根手指,截住了我的唇。719Please respect copyright.PENANAmfFUYWVRQs
719Please respect copyright.PENANA25PpSFNuBF
「頭先我話鍚之前,你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞,你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先?」傾姐問,「頭先其實你想要咩?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAeAL5qQtF47
719Please respect copyright.PENANA0AzT0ya9IL
「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。719Please respect copyright.PENANA00g1tVRuFB
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「變態!」她推開我。719Please respect copyright.PENANAIoAL8VKo3I
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「講笑咋。」我說,搔搔頭。719Please respect copyright.PENANAMRS9SsEb0h
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再認真地說,「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」719Please respect copyright.PENANAgwRhAUht2j
719Please respect copyright.PENANAZw2OQX53Wf
握緊酒瓶,我灌酒至見底,把麥提莎一口氣清光了。719Please respect copyright.PENANASKR5eq4Eot
719Please respect copyright.PENANAAAtUS2yMw5
然後,我收拾垃圾,拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……719Please respect copyright.PENANAW2FZgIcLia
719Please respect copyright.PENANAFSj9GShlgG
KO便利店袋則放好。719Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1f71W32X6
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收拾好後,我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室,刷牙、洗臉。719Please respect copyright.PENANAi7GGvaZwGZ
719Please respect copyright.PENANAR1TV4qlVn7
刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水,吐——719Please respect copyright.PENANA2W0U9b2l11
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沖水毛巾,抹臉。719Please respect copyright.PENANAmQgda6INPr
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大鏡子中的我,還很年輕,臉有點紅。719Please respect copyright.PENANANTFHWLHyje
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回到客廳,陸傾兒戴過的頸巾,仍留在沙發上。719Please respect copyright.PENANAcR6eso4Tg8
719Please respect copyright.PENANAEOjhHNwjQX
我拾起電池,裝回牆上的鐘,再按照手機時間來調好。719Please respect copyright.PENANAYpD05D0uCc
719Please respect copyright.PENANA8HOt0pQtGd
時間已經快將三點。719Please respect copyright.PENANAYn1fUge0No
719Please respect copyright.PENANAdqgiP8lgpJ
我站在房間中,落地玻璃窗前——719Please respect copyright.PENANAW1qFJapl0D
719Please respect copyright.PENANARTz0z394S1
眼前是寂靜的大海,海浪聲傳不到這裡,寒風也是。719Please respect copyright.PENANAMyAfqmy2jC
719Please respect copyright.PENANAtCg3NxEaoi
海浪只是靜靜地動著,一片一片地交替。719Please respect copyright.PENANA5EUzDU5Hps
719Please respect copyright.PENANAF613o2KPBw
三點半了,我仍然站在窗前。719Please respect copyright.PENANAapFe4xmQto
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直至3點36分,手機震了一下,我拿出來看。719Please respect copyright.PENANAxfFVZQBitb
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。719Please respect copyright.PENANAhusCAVKyFJ
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟,點解淨係瞓先」瞓?刪刪,「訓先SD?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAKOdYaFjlwe
719Please respect copyright.PENANAQJXQ2287EL
按刪除鍵,逐字至全句刪,改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——719Please respect copyright.PENANAzsd5SNdwUI
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「晚安。」刪刪刪,「早抖。」刪句號。719Please respect copyright.PENANA9kTAHdOdqz
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「早抖」我發出。719Please respect copyright.PENANAPqL7MYN5fy
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最後,我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。719Please respect copyright.PENANAiqqu2dmGF9
719Please respect copyright.PENANAfTOJ2werIG
「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」我看著她眼睛,「你嘅電話號碼。之後,我地就可以多啲搵對方。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAa4HU7rngN6
719Please respect copyright.PENANAOyPRYJU98J
「好啦,我畀你啦。」她說,攤出手掌,「拎你手機嚟。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAzVCDI23KHP
719Please respect copyright.PENANA0CWfeau4G7
放下手機,關了屏幕,我再次望向海邊——719Please respect copyright.PENANAv27zUSEzUG
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直至……719Please respect copyright.PENANAyXhWEa9xKR
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耳邊聽到海浪聲,海邊愈來愈大浪。719Please respect copyright.PENANA0aML5iNthN
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「點啊?」神明丁站在山頂問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAxv4OLBcYce
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAkS2MO3zBUS
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「完咗個測試,點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAPZ6QPxOHm2
719Please respect copyright.PENANAKTEq0Gf0yg
「吓?完咗嗱?」我驚訝。719Please respect copyright.PENANAwjEdL5vkQk
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「係啊。」祂說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAEThhgQBXHf
719Please respect copyright.PENANACUGKbbSLFF
「吓……咁,我合唔合格?」我馬上問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAp2HhYICzUo
719Please respect copyright.PENANASzL1olwgtp
「你……依加就想知?」祂猶疑著,打開神的練習簿看看。719Please respect copyright.PENANALVug3gmLHP
719Please respect copyright.PENANAkwWvwZjlqb
「係啊。」我說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAMUQzMJ6rGY
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息,遺憾地對我說,「你唔合格。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAxAxAgQB4Qh
719Please respect copyright.PENANAQKH0hnGUxy
「點解啊?」我瞪大了眼,「我有咩做得唔好?喂,你畀多兩日嚟得唔得?畀多兩日我,無論咩難題,我都一定拆掂佢!」719Please respect copyright.PENANA4xQ3cXCzcE
719Please respect copyright.PENANAHrUEzZytMO
「前後得兩日時間,你想我做到幾多嘢?」我問,漸漸放軟身子。719Please respect copyright.PENANAEh40eToAyp
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「我一早講咗,個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。719Please respect copyright.PENANARBgr7YDwUK
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「咁你講,點解要今日就停?」我淚眼問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAg4j3Emo61s
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「因為我已經預知到,你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說,一臉冰冷,「你係想返學嘅時候,盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛,去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAW3EolXEOYw
719Please respect copyright.PENANA0425btwjwk
「係又點?有咩問題?」我不滿地問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAVBLt8nTWTp
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「你記唔記得,我講過,神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAd9bdpBleP1
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「神唔係謀士、軍師,唔係要幫人諗對策,幫佢地解決困境。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA1l93CKGdly
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢,佢照做,之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇,哩個唔係神嘅做法,只係一個人嘅做法。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAAXoW0s6sD4
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「咁……要……點做先啱?」我語塞。719Please respect copyright.PENANAfvltmkduzD
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膝蓋跪了下來。719Please respect copyright.PENANA5JtCWZXTcH
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說,「最初神創造人類嘅時候,除咗個樣似自己,有五官、有手腳之外,仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人,係佢冇拎走嘅。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA6vP4eSFOqI
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「咩能力?」我問。719Please respect copyright.PENANA4lLR4VejyU
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「創造力。」祂說,「神創造萬物,人都可以創造好多嘢。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA091PrsuNx8
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「包括創造一個避難所,畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAtTE5SoCRSt
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAM2HVJ4K32M
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「人生不存在,換個態度,仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句,再說,「人最厲害嘅地方,在於換個啱嘅態度,乜都可以做到。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAgs7qkxEAi9
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「所……以?」我想聽下去。719Please respect copyright.PENANAqfMXDuZvIn
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「所以你只需要引導佢,去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說,「然後,佢就會自己去解決問題。」719Please respect copyright.PENANANo7CEPOSxT
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「作為神,我地最常做嘅,就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後,世人自然會去解決問題。」神說,「如果我地做得太出面,連件事都出手幫世人解決埋,乜都畀晒答案,世人只會對我地產生依賴。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA74TiW7J161
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「就好似,你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我,「就可能會,令佢依賴咗你,之後冇咗你唔得。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA8Vu7LMKpAU
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境,仍然冇辦法自己解決。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA5Sj4H4FGkQ
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「好多人參加測試,都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維,停留係人嘅思考層次,所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。719Please respect copyright.PENANACMrXeAB0pm
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「不過,孫正直——」719Please respect copyright.PENANAHJxtHJ5Wse
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「毋須羞恥,你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說,「雖然你係冇心嘅,但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動,感動咗佢。」719Please respect copyright.PENANATIPsDFdRD2
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「你可能唔知,為其他人喊,係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動,會影響到傾姐。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAgztd9Bv5ZA
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「慢慢咁,佢會開始直面佢嘅家人,同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法,說服家人尊重佢嘅意願,最後脫離現有嘅生活。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAfsYy2R8gSB
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說,露出溫暖微笑。719Please respect copyright.PENANAeo0v1WLdpu
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而我,低下了頭。719Please respect copyright.PENANALCBpUn0hrz
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「咁我點?」我問,流下了淚。719Please respect copyright.PENANAJoyhKeNtvs
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生?」神明丁試問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAtYmyFjRJr1
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我狠狠地盯著祂。719Please respect copyright.PENANADM7MB5s4yI
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「餵雞,你去餵雞先,然後再瞓一陣!」神明丁轉移話題。719Please respect copyright.PENANAazm853D9hU
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。719Please respect copyright.PENANAenFWY76S2i
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。719Please respect copyright.PENANAEN5VPYZT4R
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說,拿出剛才的練習簿,體諒地說,「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAgCsFJTie7s