半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QkqyqyZ0P
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJP7w6upyC
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0lMLrlqxC
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi6IoAAfnS
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwmeyk6V57
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgFy4E0XfE
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6liok1i9N
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd1eAfvdOa
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXXVriy7et
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblL6zP3gmQ
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y2toeWIhe
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卻停下了。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5X5bCpXZI
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7NP8YlDJ5
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoRYWOi3ym
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1JAaknSNW
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「變態！」她推開我。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAKFEB7qws
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZz0N31LGF
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJV7QeqlO3
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握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYscYTqkOMo
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdyBLYLRmf
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KO便利店袋則放好。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekOZPn2ntY
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce80omsvhY
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwm6j69ZQH
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7RKv1P3Av
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAxb1bc6qg
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeBjgJjfbY
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1AWW54FOp
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時間已經快將三點。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSxy2ztMHJ
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUv6o6Z2HL
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk50DNfAH6
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIkbmHO5U1
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaIeArGCpt
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jk3qyAj8n
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk9WURsqqc
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvEbZAMcTH
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6jOCdkDIO
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dx4jeUpk6
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「早抖」我發出。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVcsRVxw4D
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPztXXg4GU2
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RHEJIb6te
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZhJPAPato
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt581qBmMvj
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUWu1fhHyY
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lWzA0JOYf
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF46AHsR7ps
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直至……686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICfGJdXQpT
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgkU9k2ZMb
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90MURpSUFT
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe1ztX5CmF
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bVFL5s5DK
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30c0RLoE59
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「係啊。」祂說。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU34ZQmqZC
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKlmTmlSrJ
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAFm9sFI0n
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz93KwGvZ4
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「係啊。」我說。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0z9FCJL5Y
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAWJOEVLZA
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiM4uzjV8O
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwRQbuONvs
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwjdKqHndn
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YBql2JEOu
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMLJrb6WkS
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiRYBEDqfJ
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZNqtXfwOD
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt0Lok74mY
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C5bjwG8uH
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WnLL3LPuz
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnJkrxbvFM
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeOQgKks8N
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAFgukiqfC
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRHEhSy61q
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1SXC3wbVE
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h98QO387v
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvpVc7NFim
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCnN3YMHUj
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膝蓋跪了下來。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYwVGfVBwc
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA94Fij9koY
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「咩能力？」我問。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVdWDavifI
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCzdG6Gbt0
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FfCvIl7Z1
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy7H1nNa2h
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkAwLfPIiS
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUoU4rbcjv
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bUVb0aoAU
「所……以？」我想聽下去。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrDNo2qvIK
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnIrwaAfGb
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLDubO8rmQ
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljbVmg5u9B
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8DaBIZm4Z
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbVGWlMVEk
「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytTpWBnYdw
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLhy6ZHU7y
「不過，孫正直——」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFKxjaVohR
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qVhMGwgXj
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhVbWalkQ9
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP3KRTLkPv
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qvUlalg1p
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiHbOpEDj6
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgheWEgGf2G
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzkMgD37Em
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvIcfmPSXd
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDUPDflscN
而我，低下了頭。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjN0bs2foh
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUXm0y5WVC
「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt8bf7TLwr
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AvLXAjXs1
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78TRejETG9
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsA0ZkSH3eJ
我狠狠地盯著祂。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6AQf0H3F2
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKbqy56N2b
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCl70iqSe5
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczkzXvZbb3
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyVvLhGCe7
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmQcQdq1ON
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuGaxIpEA3
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxyZ4XJKgN
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMeAGmKSWg
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