洗畫具其間，同學們開始熱議彼此畫了什麼。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R1kBV9lBC
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我的身後，也排了數人。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNI9zirp4S
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關水喉——635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdpvc2fLFt
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我洗完，便讓位給下一個人，把畫筆等等物歸原處。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmttRzoIPJ
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「傾姐，你畫得好靚啊。」女同學說。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs3VM1XUQz
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「中間個女仔係咪你自己嚟？」女同學再問。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvy5mh5lwV
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陸傾兒站在自己的畫面前，被多名同學包圍，也被爭相發問。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA2wblNGnd
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「嗯，算係啦。」傾姐回答。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzezjexGSwM
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「咁點解你自己一個坐係度嘅？幅畫叫咩名？主題係咩？」有同學問。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqCigj5ueT
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我豎起了耳朵。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pvrXEDzS2
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清醒！快點清醒吧！孫正直存在的目的，是要完成傾姐的願望。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVyrwQ8GXP
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「陸傾兒，17歲的少女，願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLRZw0Ze6e
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脫離現有的生活，是什麼意思？635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDRNil0I7m
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她對現狀有什麼不滿？內心嚮往著怎樣的生活？635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7ljhRigZC
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今天一定要搞懂這些問題！要不然，我根本無法對症下藥。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0vIT1Txep
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神明丁說過要珍惜時間，我不能夠有一刻的分心。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaEGXT2qlf
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於是，我走了過去，聚集在同學堆中。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1pp9Nj9wn
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「幅畫叫做《漫漫長夜》，主題係『孤獨』。」傾姐說。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJuJEahEfl
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「傾姐，你點會孤獨啊？有我地係度吖嘛！」謝美婷說話了。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KosJ1pIaS
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「係囉，傾姐，你夜晚覺得悶嘅就搵我地啦。」陳菲菲也說，想安慰她。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iCic7JlXd
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「喂，喂，你地一個二個做咩啊？我交份功課啫，你地唔洗咁認真喎。」傾姐說，叫大家不用想太多。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYoKu9r75G
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當下，我猜大部分人都相信了她的話，都一起去看其他人的作品了。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvdI4VTKPh
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唯獨我，仍然站在畫前。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHkiKRe908
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認真地找尋一切的蛛絲馬跡。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE13uJ9pZd
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畫中女人所穿的衣服，並不是昨晚的卡其色大褸，頸巾是黑色的而不是昨晚的白色頸巾。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2OHkz1lpf
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那麼，她畫的也許就不是昨晚的情景。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrM3Sdgngz
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她畫的是內心世界？漫漫長夜一個人的孤獨世界。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWo72IG8Zr
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還是……635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstcbDaNJ2g
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陸傾兒本來就常常去那個地方？她會在夜晚，有心事的時候，到海邊坐一坐？635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMbiR7svXB
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我摸著下巴，默默地想。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hZPbH2JME
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今晚我要再去一次，看看她會不會出現。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdPn4x3DHs
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「喂，你地睇下新同學哩幅？」大家終於走到窗邊，都在注視我的作品。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAuxfUCQFF
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當中也包括傾姐。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuqMD8jajb
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「現代主義？現代派風格嘅畫作？」有男同學賞識，「用指紋做背景，夠抽象，同時有濃烈嘅象徵意味。」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRgyVmcU52
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「孫正直，過嚟講兩句丫。」有人拉了我回去。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX11Xqsfud
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我支支吾吾地回答了一些基本問題，腦海仍然想著傾姐的事。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTdGiXrHde
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不久，連Miss Chan也走過來湊熱鬧。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9WJOkjwu7
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「哩幅畫中間個女仔，你畫嘅係邊個？」有人問。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFUZpnndto
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聽到這問題，我下意識就看了陸傾兒一眼，與她對視了一下。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuE8CO2iyq4
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最後下課的鐘聲響起，我還沒回答，大家就散開了。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPY5RG0syq
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「啲畫留係度就可以，乾咗之後我會幫你地收起。各位同學再見。」Miss Chan說。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XURGm85cj
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「Miss Chan再見。」全體同學說，一個個地離開視覺藝術室。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoXymTvIXz
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上了數層樓梯，我獨自地回到班房。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AyGLX72hz
635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTwGRjG0dm
歐陽派終於把手機還給我，說裡面入了很多同學的電話。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0a6s1IA0y
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「我仲幫你偷拍咗幾張李可兒上堂嘅相，其他女同學都有幾張，等你返去可以慢慢J。」歐陽派猥瑣地說。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAtWNsiK0n
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「多謝晒喎真係。」我無趣地說，稍後又要一幅幅地刪除。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6dG03lSnn
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突然，門外有人猛烈地敲門，「叩叩叩——」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ost4wgE0k
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他個子很高，兇神惡剎，像是中六的同學。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWUkULVd5P
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陸傾兒這時要進來了，他馬上禮讓給傾姐和姊妹們。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCcCWM56Q1
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「傾姐。」他敬重地說。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsT506WYKd
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「阿豪？」傾姐認識他，「做咩事咁躁？」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9rdaTYhxT
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「琴日啊，你地班有條友，放學嗰時頂撞我地蔣少，要同蔣少過唔去。」阿豪說，「依加蔣少話要見佢。」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvgq0qPToR
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對了，還有一個叫蔣少的人。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Tda77UXM4
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他跟陸傾兒到底是什麼關係？他們會是情侶嗎？635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN9IS1yoVz
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「你地邊個得罪咗人啊？自己企出嚟啦！」傾姐嚴格地對我們說。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09pss4aSJL
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結果現場鴉雀無聲，無人回應。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkVSk7nRta
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這時，又有一個中六同學來到，個子跟阿豪差不多。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw50knFoT3U
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「喂阿豪，點啊？刮唔刮到條死仔？」他問。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGX5C6rhoab
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「未啊。」阿豪答，「阿晨，係你見過佢，你捉佢出嚟。」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUZQh5LN1N
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「鄭家明，自己企出嚟啦，係你喇。」阿晨說，一步步走進我們的班房，走到李可兒的身後，抓住一名男同學的衣領。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4wUWNZ15b
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大家都讓開得遠遠的，生怕會被牽連。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQI5ATyNuq
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「我……我咩都冇做過啊！」鄭家明嚇得完全慌了，「我只係……」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsjBUREsrE
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「唔洗同我講，等陣同蔣少講。」阿晨拉了他起來，強行要把他拖出去。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZVI8t0WCz
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看不過眼，阿豪也過來幫忙。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZEeLfnX3w
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鄭家明的身型不算瘦小，但不及阿豪和阿晨那麼強壯，一下子就被夾走了。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIy9ozRK8a
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我全程目睹，但幾乎說不出話。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaLiM1PPSv
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「喂……」久久才能發一聲。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ApdIkFPaE
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「咩？」歐陽派也是抹一把冷汗。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pDtTgKWHT
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「有冇收到料？知唔知咩事？」我逼切地問。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OTkgnPRbW
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「唔知啊，但係蔣少，或者佢班馬仔，間唔中都會捉啲人嚟玩。」歐陽派說，聲線發抖，「好運嘅，玩一個星期，唔好運嘅，玩到你退學。」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh8XdADIAP
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「中途如果邊個插手，去幫被人玩嗰個，下一個就會到佢。」他再說。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnU0rVa7mR
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然後，他再次拍我的肩膀。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOma3nyfdHK
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「所以，唔好理咁多喇，總之依加佢地走咗就冇嘢。」歐陽派說，摸摸胸口，「畀人玩嗰啲，最多咪忍埋今年，下年蔣少嗰班畢咗業，就唔會再有事。」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5Vtq36cOE
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「咩冇嘢啊，有個同學畀人捉咗啊。」我反駁說，「忍一年？點忍啊，根本一日都唔應該忍！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIfvLy7dWf
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「傻仔，你唔好亂諗嘢啊，千祈唔好諗住救人啊。」歐陽派認真規勸，「如果唔係，下一個就到你喇。」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwGqT4ieaW
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「到時佢地有可能，叫我偷偷放啲違禁品落你書包度，又可能要我偷你啲嘢出去……我唔想做啲咁嘅嘢啊。」歐陽派難受地說，「所以你千祈唔好亂嚟。」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyiAfTJscQ
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聽到這裡，我沒有再反駁什麼。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIKg2JTI0T
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的確，其他人的事與我無關。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNYVD8RxFl
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那個叫鄭家明的人，只不過是一個書呆子加打機呆子。我們除了昨日中午吃過飯之外，便沒有什麼交情，他與我的目標人物傾姐也沒有什麼關係。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGFsuxlRzn
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即使前去幫他，也不會有什麼利益回報，連潛在的利益回報都可能沒有。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KttwJzsix
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再加上如果我被蔣少等人纏上，可能會大大妨礙我之後的行動。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvmcOhAPzi
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萬一每日小息都被抓去玩，就麻煩了。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7xOSUhBe7
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所以，還是坐視不理吧。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJohaKcIBE
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神明丁說過，祂也覺得神有時候是很無情的。現在的我，十分明白這句話的含意，因為你沒有可能拯救所有的人。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfSW4d9PhT
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在專注去救一個人的時候，就可能顧不上其他人。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsMEXrsRE6
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因此即使從神的角度來看，我的做法也沒有錯。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RP2fIO5dd
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經過以上種種理性分析之後，我安心地拿出手機，逐一地刪除歐陽派亂拍的女同學照片。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz44FFVPxBm
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刪著一張，刪著一張……635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNXYqQQzuj
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刪了五、六張之後……635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1D5RMRPgM
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我看到了鄭家明和身邊同學的鬼馬大合照，有舉中指的，有基情的。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxJrGrIdUP
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他們都是快樂的高中男生。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHOKzOVWMk
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「唉。」我眼已紅，沒能刪掉。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz0Iq08kJt
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根據我做這麼多年人的經驗，我充分地明白了一個道理。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBzoko2pXX
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對了，為什麼我會忘記了呢？這個非常重要的人生座右銘。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgRDHbRsYp
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「理性分析的結果都是廢話。」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZY0n9zCSh
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如果理性分析是可靠的話，當年我就不會錯失這麼多了，如今也不會累積這麼多的後悔了。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33XnU2k7gN
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人生所有的藉口，都是理性分析的產物。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXBZahwLk6
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關了手機屏幕，把手機放進褲袋。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ecOJzEbZe
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「歐陽派，我要去一去廁所。」我毅然地說，站了起來。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQnr9KQ1PD
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「你始終……都係忍唔到尿急。」他遺憾地說。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjczH7mIcaz
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「唔好意思。」我抱歉。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDae03k5fWN
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「如果廁所太多人，太逼嘅話，就去七樓嗰層啦。」他沒有看我。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmppSYEW3VV
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「知道，唔該晒。」我感謝他。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnsxIznkvi
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離開班房的時候，我跟站在門邊的傾姐，點了一下頭。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4vB2k3FR4
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才徐徐加快腳步。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLEcR1fRsA
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