洗畫具其間，同學們開始熱議彼此畫了什麼。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xmEN3wx5r
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我的身後，也排了數人。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqumkWMnMnE
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關水喉——662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK9pveKTTR
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我洗完，便讓位給下一個人，把畫筆等等物歸原處。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRIDnJ9eip
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「傾姐，你畫得好靚啊。」女同學說。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbiOjfJs1h
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「中間個女仔係咪你自己嚟？」女同學再問。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQp9WZ3WDA
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陸傾兒站在自己的畫面前，被多名同學包圍，也被爭相發問。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxqv3Q6Rfk
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「嗯，算係啦。」傾姐回答。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHpRdfWbLj
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「咁點解你自己一個坐係度嘅？幅畫叫咩名？主題係咩？」有同學問。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2Eq0waib9
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我豎起了耳朵。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWqqDNGS2p
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清醒！快點清醒吧！孫正直存在的目的，是要完成傾姐的願望。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxyY6JvDcK
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「陸傾兒，17歲的少女，願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5dgkHRywD
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脫離現有的生活，是什麼意思？662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5TOturqwm
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她對現狀有什麼不滿？內心嚮往著怎樣的生活？662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoqiIfN8Em
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今天一定要搞懂這些問題！要不然，我根本無法對症下藥。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8Oa4Ne8UD
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神明丁說過要珍惜時間，我不能夠有一刻的分心。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qIRcxXqBn
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於是，我走了過去，聚集在同學堆中。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aHAkUPbQL
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCYe2mp1Bj
「幅畫叫做《漫漫長夜》，主題係『孤獨』。」傾姐說。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlX5IDYuoZJ
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「傾姐，你點會孤獨啊？有我地係度吖嘛！」謝美婷說話了。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhNd7n5amu
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「係囉，傾姐，你夜晚覺得悶嘅就搵我地啦。」陳菲菲也說，想安慰她。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNFVpVyDUE
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「喂，喂，你地一個二個做咩啊？我交份功課啫，你地唔洗咁認真喎。」傾姐說，叫大家不用想太多。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IkgcUfLtS
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN4iYPBFO9
當下，我猜大部分人都相信了她的話，都一起去看其他人的作品了。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIbzBfh8v2
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唯獨我，仍然站在畫前。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GWbc3QTe5
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認真地找尋一切的蛛絲馬跡。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYXHGeXbHE
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畫中女人所穿的衣服，並不是昨晚的卡其色大褸，頸巾是黑色的而不是昨晚的白色頸巾。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfiK47XA2f
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那麼，她畫的也許就不是昨晚的情景。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw99uqEzq2h
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她畫的是內心世界？漫漫長夜一個人的孤獨世界。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1oeUmfMJS
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還是……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiNIzqldaE
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陸傾兒本來就常常去那個地方？她會在夜晚，有心事的時候，到海邊坐一坐？662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxLbg7y3IA
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs6QlGB2VZ
我摸著下巴，默默地想。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ2whAMC8n
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今晚我要再去一次，看看她會不會出現。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP9Hia9HB7
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiT6TMjlLa
「喂，你地睇下新同學哩幅？」大家終於走到窗邊，都在注視我的作品。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcUxD5YSGM
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當中也包括傾姐。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZuLQqiiCa
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「現代主義？現代派風格嘅畫作？」有男同學賞識，「用指紋做背景，夠抽象，同時有濃烈嘅象徵意味。」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN0fYB5D47
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「孫正直，過嚟講兩句丫。」有人拉了我回去。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYXOpaCar6
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我支支吾吾地回答了一些基本問題，腦海仍然想著傾姐的事。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWil1BzpITj
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不久，連Miss Chan也走過來湊熱鬧。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SFkWRFLtb
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「哩幅畫中間個女仔，你畫嘅係邊個？」有人問。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7meHoaD74
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聽到這問題，我下意識就看了陸傾兒一眼，與她對視了一下。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb3pSQloAD
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最後下課的鐘聲響起，我還沒回答，大家就散開了。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCH6QUwK2B
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「啲畫留係度就可以，乾咗之後我會幫你地收起。各位同學再見。」Miss Chan說。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGuLGp9kgK
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTg5vexIPk
「Miss Chan再見。」全體同學說，一個個地離開視覺藝術室。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xJc1C5aGL
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGpUM1xZBQ
上了數層樓梯，我獨自地回到班房。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLoHVq6QQO
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEngspDnrqX
歐陽派終於把手機還給我，說裡面入了很多同學的電話。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSYqYrArPx
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeinLtbqudT
「我仲幫你偷拍咗幾張李可兒上堂嘅相，其他女同學都有幾張，等你返去可以慢慢J。」歐陽派猥瑣地說。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqjjygId8O
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzjyTs2U9Q
「多謝晒喎真係。」我無趣地說，稍後又要一幅幅地刪除。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMCeexYwBn
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突然，門外有人猛烈地敲門，「叩叩叩——」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxq27iWzYc
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqNKTq85Ig
他個子很高，兇神惡剎，像是中六的同學。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxx8eMcIpZ
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiWZR7UruD
陸傾兒這時要進來了，他馬上禮讓給傾姐和姊妹們。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsIQn2fjPj
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ4F9WAMkQ
「傾姐。」他敬重地說。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemXzaBXi06
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「阿豪？」傾姐認識他，「做咩事咁躁？」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDgqBRdEea
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSrhDJxuxx
「琴日啊，你地班有條友，放學嗰時頂撞我地蔣少，要同蔣少過唔去。」阿豪說，「依加蔣少話要見佢。」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3SM262KUb
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對了，還有一個叫蔣少的人。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBTp9inxHJ
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyig6AlBCd
他跟陸傾兒到底是什麼關係？他們會是情侶嗎？662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZZnHNApOT
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「你地邊個得罪咗人啊？自己企出嚟啦！」傾姐嚴格地對我們說。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZwE8GSq6S
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結果現場鴉雀無聲，無人回應。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKJ0e92XKC
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這時，又有一個中六同學來到，個子跟阿豪差不多。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF895plJP6
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR9ymnPDmw
「喂阿豪，點啊？刮唔刮到條死仔？」他問。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo8zCL199R
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq5XjpbZTP
「未啊。」阿豪答，「阿晨，係你見過佢，你捉佢出嚟。」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoqeOLNVnA
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡustCPKN07P
「鄭家明，自己企出嚟啦，係你喇。」阿晨說，一步步走進我們的班房，走到李可兒的身後，抓住一名男同學的衣領。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CLS2zlm3f
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrTx9dFJGb
大家都讓開得遠遠的，生怕會被牽連。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z657clan7
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「我……我咩都冇做過啊！」鄭家明嚇得完全慌了，「我只係……」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIp7uE4u8kC
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyfYIAqcy1
「唔洗同我講，等陣同蔣少講。」阿晨拉了他起來，強行要把他拖出去。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYK6dVX48I
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看不過眼，阿豪也過來幫忙。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t4TgzxE6u
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鄭家明的身型不算瘦小，但不及阿豪和阿晨那麼強壯，一下子就被夾走了。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6Hk7gUFRm
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfldGExv20
我全程目睹，但幾乎說不出話。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsUZmCVYXE
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZepiBz6Mc
「喂……」久久才能發一聲。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQjVndP9lS
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOMZi2H77b
「咩？」歐陽派也是抹一把冷汗。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowMzV4xxxE
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「有冇收到料？知唔知咩事？」我逼切地問。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbENkTePDVC
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTxY1ltHDu
「唔知啊，但係蔣少，或者佢班馬仔，間唔中都會捉啲人嚟玩。」歐陽派說，聲線發抖，「好運嘅，玩一個星期，唔好運嘅，玩到你退學。」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRPf0IMLHa
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDdptEUxBs
「中途如果邊個插手，去幫被人玩嗰個，下一個就會到佢。」他再說。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09WhO6aLUL
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然後，他再次拍我的肩膀。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIEG4hoOZ3
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「所以，唔好理咁多喇，總之依加佢地走咗就冇嘢。」歐陽派說，摸摸胸口，「畀人玩嗰啲，最多咪忍埋今年，下年蔣少嗰班畢咗業，就唔會再有事。」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD3AZUGt6O
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRvPUjdPsq
「咩冇嘢啊，有個同學畀人捉咗啊。」我反駁說，「忍一年？點忍啊，根本一日都唔應該忍！」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX9rPEzwNs
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdScuz7qcGq
「傻仔，你唔好亂諗嘢啊，千祈唔好諗住救人啊。」歐陽派認真規勸，「如果唔係，下一個就到你喇。」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnubrNwaJu
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「到時佢地有可能，叫我偷偷放啲違禁品落你書包度，又可能要我偷你啲嘢出去……我唔想做啲咁嘅嘢啊。」歐陽派難受地說，「所以你千祈唔好亂嚟。」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSg2Y5eT0v
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcf4CiUt7R
聽到這裡，我沒有再反駁什麼。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX7qB5aP5H
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEUNY79Mf6
的確，其他人的事與我無關。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOgPUYmW1b
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6x6tfEyjV6
那個叫鄭家明的人，只不過是一個書呆子加打機呆子。我們除了昨日中午吃過飯之外，便沒有什麼交情，他與我的目標人物傾姐也沒有什麼關係。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8vKDYzsK8
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKWBVEO47D
即使前去幫他，也不會有什麼利益回報，連潛在的利益回報都可能沒有。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ0vLwzeDc
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1yNPCTSfx
再加上如果我被蔣少等人纏上，可能會大大妨礙我之後的行動。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuknhWXefY
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou4iKZZ8pN
萬一每日小息都被抓去玩，就麻煩了。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlP7fz1iFT
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所以，還是坐視不理吧。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk3JMyGF9X
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R4ZbZJ4yP
神明丁說過，祂也覺得神有時候是很無情的。現在的我，十分明白這句話的含意，因為你沒有可能拯救所有的人。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZjHHrltpI
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL17HMhlPvG
在專注去救一個人的時候，就可能顧不上其他人。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvgB8fFiYN
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因此即使從神的角度來看，我的做法也沒有錯。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3oy9qChtY
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6F60DZQjwI
經過以上種種理性分析之後，我安心地拿出手機，逐一地刪除歐陽派亂拍的女同學照片。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4MoYX0teA
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBrx0XydPU
刪著一張，刪著一張……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXFnBAsDYb
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刪了五、六張之後……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaILiSHlnMZ
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我看到了鄭家明和身邊同學的鬼馬大合照，有舉中指的，有基情的。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpzv9iSMSK
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP71BP7MnW5
他們都是快樂的高中男生。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjwldGhEFz
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對了，為什麼我會忘記了呢？這個非常重要的人生座右銘。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECLXNbnC8m
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如果理性分析是可靠的話，當年我就不會錯失這麼多了，如今也不會累積這麼多的後悔了。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUabxqJd9Q
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關了手機屏幕，把手機放進褲袋。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcUHagKrlx
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「如果廁所太多人，太逼嘅話，就去七樓嗰層啦。」他沒有看我。662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpyDYWP7Mw
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