洗畫具其間,同學們開始熱議彼此畫了什麼。662Please respect copyright.PENANA4xmEN3wx5r
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我的身後,也排了數人。662Please respect copyright.PENANAqumkWMnMnE
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關水喉——662Please respect copyright.PENANAfK9pveKTTR
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我洗完,便讓位給下一個人,把畫筆等等物歸原處。662Please respect copyright.PENANAxRIDnJ9eip
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「傾姐,你畫得好靚啊。」女同學說。662Please respect copyright.PENANAdbiOjfJs1h
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「中間個女仔係咪你自己嚟?」女同學再問。662Please respect copyright.PENANAGQp9WZ3WDA
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陸傾兒站在自己的畫面前,被多名同學包圍,也被爭相發問。662Please respect copyright.PENANAgxqv3Q6Rfk
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「嗯,算係啦。」傾姐回答。662Please respect copyright.PENANADHpRdfWbLj
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「咁點解你自己一個坐係度嘅?幅畫叫咩名?主題係咩?」有同學問。662Please respect copyright.PENANAV2Eq0waib9
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我豎起了耳朵。662Please respect copyright.PENANAIWqqDNGS2p
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清醒!快點清醒吧!孫正直存在的目的,是要完成傾姐的願望。662Please respect copyright.PENANAPxyY6JvDcK
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「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」662Please respect copyright.PENANAN5dgkHRywD
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脫離現有的生活,是什麼意思?662Please respect copyright.PENANAs5TOturqwm
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她對現狀有什麼不滿?內心嚮往著怎樣的生活?662Please respect copyright.PENANABoqiIfN8Em
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今天一定要搞懂這些問題!要不然,我根本無法對症下藥。662Please respect copyright.PENANAr8Oa4Ne8UD
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神明丁說過要珍惜時間,我不能夠有一刻的分心。662Please respect copyright.PENANA4qIRcxXqBn
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於是,我走了過去,聚集在同學堆中。662Please respect copyright.PENANA7aHAkUPbQL
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「幅畫叫做《漫漫長夜》,主題係『孤獨』。」傾姐說。662Please respect copyright.PENANAlX5IDYuoZJ
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「傾姐,你點會孤獨啊?有我地係度吖嘛!」謝美婷說話了。662Please respect copyright.PENANAnhNd7n5amu
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「係囉,傾姐,你夜晚覺得悶嘅就搵我地啦。」陳菲菲也說,想安慰她。662Please respect copyright.PENANAvNFVpVyDUE
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「喂,喂,你地一個二個做咩啊?我交份功課啫,你地唔洗咁認真喎。」傾姐說,叫大家不用想太多。662Please respect copyright.PENANA8IkgcUfLtS
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當下,我猜大部分人都相信了她的話,都一起去看其他人的作品了。662Please respect copyright.PENANAsIbzBfh8v2
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唯獨我,仍然站在畫前。662Please respect copyright.PENANA9GWbc3QTe5
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認真地找尋一切的蛛絲馬跡。662Please respect copyright.PENANAyYXHGeXbHE
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畫中女人所穿的衣服,並不是昨晚的卡其色大褸,頸巾是黑色的而不是昨晚的白色頸巾。662Please respect copyright.PENANACfiK47XA2f
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那麼,她畫的也許就不是昨晚的情景。662Please respect copyright.PENANAw99uqEzq2h
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她畫的是內心世界?漫漫長夜一個人的孤獨世界。662Please respect copyright.PENANAz1oeUmfMJS
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還是……662Please respect copyright.PENANAeiNIzqldaE
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陸傾兒本來就常常去那個地方?她會在夜晚,有心事的時候,到海邊坐一坐?662Please respect copyright.PENANAkxLbg7y3IA
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我摸著下巴,默默地想。662Please respect copyright.PENANATJ2whAMC8n
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今晚我要再去一次,看看她會不會出現。662Please respect copyright.PENANAfP9Hia9HB7
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「喂,你地睇下新同學哩幅?」大家終於走到窗邊,都在注視我的作品。662Please respect copyright.PENANAgcUxD5YSGM
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當中也包括傾姐。662Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZuLQqiiCa
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「現代主義?現代派風格嘅畫作?」有男同學賞識,「用指紋做背景,夠抽象,同時有濃烈嘅象徵意味。」662Please respect copyright.PENANAyN0fYB5D47
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「孫正直,過嚟講兩句丫。」有人拉了我回去。662Please respect copyright.PENANAJYXOpaCar6
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我支支吾吾地回答了一些基本問題,腦海仍然想著傾姐的事。662Please respect copyright.PENANAWil1BzpITj
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不久,連Miss Chan也走過來湊熱鬧。662Please respect copyright.PENANA4SFkWRFLtb
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「哩幅畫中間個女仔,你畫嘅係邊個?」有人問。662Please respect copyright.PENANAb7meHoaD74
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聽到這問題,我下意識就看了陸傾兒一眼,與她對視了一下。662Please respect copyright.PENANAfb3pSQloAD
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最後下課的鐘聲響起,我還沒回答,大家就散開了。662Please respect copyright.PENANAcCH6QUwK2B
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「啲畫留係度就可以,乾咗之後我會幫你地收起。各位同學再見。」Miss Chan說。662Please respect copyright.PENANAdGuLGp9kgK
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「Miss Chan再見。」全體同學說,一個個地離開視覺藝術室。662Please respect copyright.PENANA1xJc1C5aGL
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上了數層樓梯,我獨自地回到班房。662Please respect copyright.PENANAFLoHVq6QQO
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歐陽派終於把手機還給我,說裡面入了很多同學的電話。662Please respect copyright.PENANAZSYqYrArPx
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「我仲幫你偷拍咗幾張李可兒上堂嘅相,其他女同學都有幾張,等你返去可以慢慢J。」歐陽派猥瑣地說。662Please respect copyright.PENANAiqjjygId8O
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「多謝晒喎真係。」我無趣地說,稍後又要一幅幅地刪除。662Please respect copyright.PENANARMCeexYwBn
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突然,門外有人猛烈地敲門,「叩叩叩——」662Please respect copyright.PENANAGxq27iWzYc
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他個子很高,兇神惡剎,像是中六的同學。662Please respect copyright.PENANAnxx8eMcIpZ
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陸傾兒這時要進來了,他馬上禮讓給傾姐和姊妹們。662Please respect copyright.PENANAhsIQn2fjPj
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「傾姐。」他敬重地說。662Please respect copyright.PENANAemXzaBXi06
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「阿豪?」傾姐認識他,「做咩事咁躁?」662Please respect copyright.PENANARDgqBRdEea
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「琴日啊,你地班有條友,放學嗰時頂撞我地蔣少,要同蔣少過唔去。」阿豪說,「依加蔣少話要見佢。」662Please respect copyright.PENANAk3SM262KUb
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對了,還有一個叫蔣少的人。662Please respect copyright.PENANAgBTp9inxHJ
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他跟陸傾兒到底是什麼關係?他們會是情侶嗎?662Please respect copyright.PENANAfZZnHNApOT
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「你地邊個得罪咗人啊?自己企出嚟啦!」傾姐嚴格地對我們說。662Please respect copyright.PENANAaZwE8GSq6S
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結果現場鴉雀無聲,無人回應。662Please respect copyright.PENANASKJ0e92XKC
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這時,又有一個中六同學來到,個子跟阿豪差不多。662Please respect copyright.PENANAYF895plJP6
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「喂阿豪,點啊?刮唔刮到條死仔?」他問。662Please respect copyright.PENANAgo8zCL199R
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「未啊。」阿豪答,「阿晨,係你見過佢,你捉佢出嚟。」662Please respect copyright.PENANAyoqeOLNVnA
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「鄭家明,自己企出嚟啦,係你喇。」阿晨說,一步步走進我們的班房,走到李可兒的身後,抓住一名男同學的衣領。662Please respect copyright.PENANA1CLS2zlm3f
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大家都讓開得遠遠的,生怕會被牽連。662Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z657clan7
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「我……我咩都冇做過啊!」鄭家明嚇得完全慌了,「我只係……」662Please respect copyright.PENANAIp7uE4u8kC
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「唔洗同我講,等陣同蔣少講。」阿晨拉了他起來,強行要把他拖出去。662Please respect copyright.PENANACYK6dVX48I
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看不過眼,阿豪也過來幫忙。662Please respect copyright.PENANA5t4TgzxE6u
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鄭家明的身型不算瘦小,但不及阿豪和阿晨那麼強壯,一下子就被夾走了。662Please respect copyright.PENANAl6Hk7gUFRm
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我全程目睹,但幾乎說不出話。662Please respect copyright.PENANAwsUZmCVYXE
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「喂……」久久才能發一聲。662Please respect copyright.PENANAkQjVndP9lS
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「咩?」歐陽派也是抹一把冷汗。662Please respect copyright.PENANAowMzV4xxxE
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「有冇收到料?知唔知咩事?」我逼切地問。662Please respect copyright.PENANAbENkTePDVC
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「唔知啊,但係蔣少,或者佢班馬仔,間唔中都會捉啲人嚟玩。」歐陽派說,聲線發抖,「好運嘅,玩一個星期,唔好運嘅,玩到你退學。」662Please respect copyright.PENANAZRPf0IMLHa
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「中途如果邊個插手,去幫被人玩嗰個,下一個就會到佢。」他再說。662Please respect copyright.PENANA09WhO6aLUL
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然後,他再次拍我的肩膀。662Please respect copyright.PENANAzIEG4hoOZ3
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「所以,唔好理咁多喇,總之依加佢地走咗就冇嘢。」歐陽派說,摸摸胸口,「畀人玩嗰啲,最多咪忍埋今年,下年蔣少嗰班畢咗業,就唔會再有事。」662Please respect copyright.PENANArD3AZUGt6O
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「咩冇嘢啊,有個同學畀人捉咗啊。」我反駁說,「忍一年?點忍啊,根本一日都唔應該忍!」662Please respect copyright.PENANAaX9rPEzwNs
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「傻仔,你唔好亂諗嘢啊,千祈唔好諗住救人啊。」歐陽派認真規勸,「如果唔係,下一個就到你喇。」662Please respect copyright.PENANAgnubrNwaJu
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「到時佢地有可能,叫我偷偷放啲違禁品落你書包度,又可能要我偷你啲嘢出去……我唔想做啲咁嘅嘢啊。」歐陽派難受地說,「所以你千祈唔好亂嚟。」662Please respect copyright.PENANAzSg2Y5eT0v
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聽到這裡,我沒有再反駁什麼。662Please respect copyright.PENANAtX7qB5aP5H
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的確,其他人的事與我無關。662Please respect copyright.PENANAPOgPUYmW1b
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那個叫鄭家明的人,只不過是一個書呆子加打機呆子。我們除了昨日中午吃過飯之外,便沒有什麼交情,他與我的目標人物傾姐也沒有什麼關係。662Please respect copyright.PENANAc8vKDYzsK8
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即使前去幫他,也不會有什麼利益回報,連潛在的利益回報都可能沒有。662Please respect copyright.PENANAcQ0vLwzeDc
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再加上如果我被蔣少等人纏上,可能會大大妨礙我之後的行動。662Please respect copyright.PENANAiuknhWXefY
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萬一每日小息都被抓去玩,就麻煩了。662Please respect copyright.PENANAWlP7fz1iFT
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所以,還是坐視不理吧。662Please respect copyright.PENANAmk3JMyGF9X
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神明丁說過,祂也覺得神有時候是很無情的。現在的我,十分明白這句話的含意,因為你沒有可能拯救所有的人。662Please respect copyright.PENANABZjHHrltpI
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在專注去救一個人的時候,就可能顧不上其他人。662Please respect copyright.PENANALvgB8fFiYN
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因此即使從神的角度來看,我的做法也沒有錯。662Please respect copyright.PENANAg3oy9qChtY
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經過以上種種理性分析之後,我安心地拿出手機,逐一地刪除歐陽派亂拍的女同學照片。662Please respect copyright.PENANAv4MoYX0teA
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刪著一張,刪著一張……662Please respect copyright.PENANAPXFnBAsDYb
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刪了五、六張之後……662Please respect copyright.PENANAaILiSHlnMZ
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我看到了鄭家明和身邊同學的鬼馬大合照,有舉中指的,有基情的。662Please respect copyright.PENANAkpzv9iSMSK
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他們都是快樂的高中男生。662Please respect copyright.PENANAmjwldGhEFz
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「唉。」我眼已紅,沒能刪掉。662Please respect copyright.PENANA2baRQcQHAL
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根據我做這麼多年人的經驗,我充分地明白了一個道理。662Please respect copyright.PENANA5ilBEPYt6i
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對了,為什麼我會忘記了呢?這個非常重要的人生座右銘。662Please respect copyright.PENANAECLXNbnC8m
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「理性分析的結果都是廢話。」662Please respect copyright.PENANAWxWkUoqf11
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如果理性分析是可靠的話,當年我就不會錯失這麼多了,如今也不會累積這麼多的後悔了。662Please respect copyright.PENANAOUabxqJd9Q
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人生所有的藉口,都是理性分析的產物。662Please respect copyright.PENANARx81tzfb3J
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關了手機屏幕,把手機放進褲袋。662Please respect copyright.PENANAJcUHagKrlx
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「歐陽派,我要去一去廁所。」我毅然地說,站了起來。662Please respect copyright.PENANAKvGB7jcwQG
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「你始終……都係忍唔到尿急。」他遺憾地說。662Please respect copyright.PENANAlBQZvQZBmC
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「唔好意思。」我抱歉。662Please respect copyright.PENANA5dfdN8yWSj
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「如果廁所太多人,太逼嘅話,就去七樓嗰層啦。」他沒有看我。662Please respect copyright.PENANASpyDYWP7Mw
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「知道,唔該晒。」我感謝他。662Please respect copyright.PENANAzgnxVyqGfv
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離開班房的時候,我跟站在門邊的傾姐,點了一下頭。662Please respect copyright.PENANA0l2112na9Z
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才徐徐加快腳步。662Please respect copyright.PENANA7DwyGXNUDk
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